The glistening white snow crunched under their feet, the setting sun behind them as they made their way into the log cabin.

They had just finished their first day of their weekend trip in the mountains, skiing the bunny hills in North Carolina. Mamoru was athletic in general, so he did obviously well on the skis. Unlike Usagi who would fall within two minutes if she wasn't holding onto the ski poles or Mamoru holding onto her.

Overall it was fun and exciting, but what Usagi was really looking forward to was spending alone time with Mamoru.

It was pure happenstance that Nephrite's family owned this log cabin. Mamoru begged him what he could do to rent it for a weekend. When Nephrite asked his parents if Mamoru could rent it, they said sure, but only if it fell before or after Christmas. They had plans on using it for Christmas. Mamoru chose after Christmas so that he could bring in the new year with Usagi.

After getting approval from his and her parents, and under very strict conditions that they must sleep in separate beds and remain fully clothed at all times, Mamoru surprised Usagi with this trip as one of her Christmas presents.

Immediately when they entered the cabin, Mamoru went straight to the fireplace to start a fire. There was heat in the cabin, but the fire would make it warmer and more romantic.

Usagi opted to shower while Mamoru made them dinner. Nephrite's family stocked the fridge with ready-made meals, making it easier on the high school couple to feed themselves in the snowy mountains. All they had to do was warm up the entrees.

When Usagi emerged from their shared bedroom, where they pushed the twin beds together to make it a king-sized bed, she was wearing an adorable bunny pajama set made of fleece with a hood donning bunny ears. He sighed in relief, worried she would make this first evening alone together difficult.

Mamoru always wanted Usagi, in every way possible, but he was responsible and respectful of their parents' rules.

"Hey, the food still has ten more minutes in the oven. I'm going to take a quick shower, okay?"

She nodded to him with a smile. After dinner, she would make her move on him.

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They were laying in bed, cuddling, and watching some rom-com Christmas movie. Mamoru wasn't really interested in the movie but Usagi picked it out so he went with it. Usagi didn't care which movie was playing because she was only interested in Mamoru.

She was laying on him, her head and hand on his chest, while her leg curled over his. Rubbing her leg over his, ever so slightly and massaging the muscles over his thin sweater with her fingers.

"I know what you're doing, Usako, and it's not going to work."

She sat up. "Oh yeah?" Removing the bunny hoodie from her body revealed a much shorter sweater with very thin material, sans bra, showing Mamoru just how cold she really was.

"We have to stay clothed!" Mamoru protested, covering his eyes from seeing any more of her smooth skin.

"We will." Usagi claimed as she stood up to pull her bottoms down, leaving her in only fluffy panties that matched the material and color of her sweater.

Short socks adorned her feet. She could have settled for the sexier knee-high knitted socks, but she wanted Mamoru to touch her bare skin everywhere.

When he felt Usagi straddle him, he uncovered his eyes. He regretted it instantly. She was pure seduction sitting atop him with innocent eyes, but a devious smirk with her bottom lip being bit.

Bunching his sweatshirt up, she skimmed his abs and pecs deliberately, loving the feel of him beneath her. Secretly, she had an urge to do this ever since they turned 15 and he bulked up in muscle.

"…Usako…"

She began rocking her hips over his, using her arms and hands to grasp his chest for leverage. Her arms squished her perky covered bouncing breasts together.

Mamoru was in so much trouble. He mouthed 'Holy shit…' to no one in particular, but she was watching his every expression, delighting in bringing him such delectation.

Usagi moved off of him to pull his sweatpants down. She could see the band of his boxer-briefs peeking above so she knew it was safe to remove one barrier.

Completing the task, she ran her hands up his legs slowly, massaging his thick and muscular thighs as she reached them. She could feel his body tensing at her actions the closer she came to his groin. Her hand briefly flitted over his erection, teasing him insufferably.

"We…" He panted, "…really shouldn't…" More panting. "…be doing this…"

Straddling him again, she began her earlier movements, rubbing herself over him in gentle waves. This time, her wetness was beginning to seep into his boxer-briefs.

"Touch me." It came out as a moaned plea.

Mamoru held the sheets, denying her request, clenching the fleece material with extreme determination not to allow his hands to wander her body. He was terrified they would overindulge and that would lead to further complications if they weren't careful.

"I'm afraid I can't do that." His teeth were grinding, fighting off the desperate temptation to feel the smoothness of her soft skin.

"I promise we won't go too far…" Usagi did her best to reassure him. She knew the ramifications if they did. She only wanted a taste, a tease, a touch…of him, her only love.

"Please, Mamo…"

He cautiously relented. It was becoming more difficult to refuse her any longer. He doubted he could be the voice of reasoning in this situation.

Releasing the sheets, he tentatively brought his hands to her thighs, folded on either side of his hips. With just fingertips at first, he grazed the soft skin, luxuriating in the feel of her. When his hands became firmer on her thighs, Usagi released a sensual cry. Grabbing his hands, she forced him to move up her hips and cross her tummy to make them cup her breasts.

As soon as his palms skimmed her hardened nipples, she let out a feral groan.

She was sending him into overdrive. Not knowing if he should stop because that was the appropriate response, or to continue on considering these actions were almost all he thought about day and night. Touching Usagi like this could only ever happen in his dreams. At least until they became of age or graduated high school or …she begged him to, like now…

At first, Mamoru tried to remove his hands, thinking this was too much forwardness in their progression. Hell, all of this was beyond anything they had ever done before. While he wanted her in all ways more than he wanted breath in his lungs, there had to be a stopping point or they would cross a point of no return.

Usagi would not let his hands leave her body. She molded his large hands to knead her generous breasts, moaning as she continued to gyrate him.

When she finally released his hands, on his own accord, he roamed her body. Finding the fatty flesh of her ass, he gripped her and moved her body to help him find release. It just so happened to be the exact thing she needed to climax, her clit pressed and rolled decadently.

"Mammmoooo!"

Her own orgasm, which only she had been able to give herself with her fingers or toys Mina secretly gifted her for experimental purposes, had her shaking before crumpling on top of his chest in a fit of heaving breaths. The peak of sexual arousal was so powerful and potent, it gave off the most intense feeling of pleasure she had ever indulged in.

Wrapping his arms around her waist and back, he traced faint circles on her bare skin under her short sweatshirt while still rubbing himself on her. Apparently he hadn't found his release yet so Usagi began to draw patterns with her tongue under his ear and down his neck, all while giving him these erotic noises that brought him to the edge.

She allowed his erection to slide between her folds that were now very prominent from the almost embarrassing amount of wetness there. He stroked quicker, anchoring his hands to her plush ass.

The way her barely exposed breasts and nipples were squished against and bounced on his naked chest also added to the euphoria he was feeling, allowing his release to finally come.

"Fuck, Usako…" Mamoru's breath was coming in and out in short, shallow puffs.

Incoherent thoughts filled his blissed out mind.

Usagi pushed herself up enough that her heaving breasts were tickling his chest. She looked upon him like a temptress acting seraph. "See, we didn't break any rules. Just a little taste of what it will be like when we finally give ourselves to one another."

He laughed softly. "If I don't have a heart attack first." Mamoru rested his hands on her hips. "I feel like I just performed a triathlon in less than 10 minutes. His respiration was beginning to even out again. "But, fuck, if that wasn't the best orgasm I've ever had, Usako…"

She giggled, kissing him sweetly. Sitting up, she ran her hands over his chest again, her new favorite thing to do.

"Mamo, you're so beautiful. I love your body…" A tear gathered in her eye. "I'm so lucky to have you."

Mamoru noticed and sat up, pulling her into his embrace.

"Usako… I belong only to you…"

Usagi sniffled, holding onto him tighter. "I hate that–that there's this, this divide between us, separating us."

He squeezed her to him, breathing in her scent, understanding her pain.

"I know and I'm sorry for how it came about. I wish I never said anything."

She pulled back so she could frame his face with her hands. "No, don't say that." Usagi sniffled more. "We have to be able to communicate everything with each other. Even if it's hard to hear."

"I'm just so worried I'll lose you." His grip on her hips was unyielding, as if the words he spoke would come true and he had to hold onto her in order to keep her.

"But I also don't want to hold you back for my own selfish reasons." Slipping his hands away from her body, he was relenting to that fact.

Usagi cradled his face, fresh tears falling. "It's not selfish to want the one you love."

His face started to mirror her own, tears and all. "I want you to have everything, Usako. If you want to study abroad, I'll come with you."

She pressed her lips to his gently. "I don't want you to have to put your life on hold for me."

Mamoru rested his forehead on hers and puffed out, "I would do anything for you, Usako. I love you. You're the only sure thing I know."

Her lips quivered, unable to hold in the profound emotions. Choking out, she expressed, "I love you, Mamo. Only you." Her arms winded lovingly over his broad shoulders, clinging to him. "Hold me?"

Mamoru laid her down and enveloped her. He pulled her flush to his chest.

"I'll never let you go."