A/N: I'm SOOOO sorry it's taken me over 3 weeks to update, I didn't expect I'd be gone for this long. I had my holiday, then came back to some night shifts, then switched rotations and had my birthday this week, so it's been a hectic few weeks and I'll admit I felt a bit too lazy. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and forgive me for the wait.
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Guest: your wish has been granted XD
A: haha good point XD hehe I'm glad you noticed it, I thought it would be poetic if Sokka was the one to be the first to find out. Aang is sefless, but its not something he believes, so he tries to justifies his reasons as being selfish which is a sad part of his arc. Bless you, hope you're doing ok, honestly hospitals are a place of pain a lot of the time and that's amplified in ICU. Haha thank you so much! Sorry for the wait, but hopefully its worth it XD
Haneypots: Hehe glad the shortness didn't affect it XD haha I did play with that idea but thought that would be cruel plus there's no way to realistically return them back without the story not ending haha. Literally! Aang feels and emphasises with things more than anyone else can in terms of pain and trauma. Haha up to you man, but this chapter might be hard to skip that XD Thanks so much man, hope you enjoy this one.
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3 Days Later:
Katara's POV:
When I wake up, I instantly wish I hadn't. There's so much pain everywhere that I can't help the violent scream that rips out of my throat as I arc my back from the excruciating pain radiating all over my body.
"Up the morphine! I told you she would need more!" I hear someone that sounds like Yun yelling angrily, but my eyes are screwed up so tightly that I can't see anything except pitch blackness. The relief hits me several minutes later and I sink back into the bed with a shuddering breath as I feel the drench of sweat sticking to my clothes and back. I re-open my eyes slowly, but the bright white light still blinds me and I promptly close them again.
"Katara, can you hear me?" The voice which I'm sure is Yun's, calls out to me. I attempt to nod, but the movement feels too heavy to accomplish.
"Y-yeah." My voice comes out as a croak and I can tell I must've had an NG tube stuck down my throat to feed me while I was unconscious, if the soreness in my throat is any indication.
"Thank the spirits." I hear him sigh in relief before he mutters something to someone else.
"Hey Katara?" This voice is different, but I know it instantly.
"Sokka?" I call out and I feel a warm hand slipping into mine.
"I'm here Katara." My brother whispers and I wilt in relief. My relief however is short lived when I recall what happened to have led me here.
"Yatsu!" I yell as I try to jerk up from the bed, but two pairs of hands are quick to push me back onto the bed.
"He's safe. He's with Aang at the moment." Sokka explains and I finally crack my eyes open to squint up at the two men. Everything is still blurry, but it's better than remaining in darkness.
"Where is he?" I demand as a rise of irrational panic runs through me. Sokka glances to Yun who goes to answer my question instead.
"Yatsu has been staying at Aang's house for the time being, but we'll give him a call to bring Yatsu here and..." He stops when I glance down at myself.
"B-Best not. I don't want to scare him with all these bandages and..." I trail off when I spot a look of unease on both men's faces. I narrow my eyes at them as my vision finally clears. "Don't tell me he already saw me like this?!" I holler in horror. They both flinch and avert their eyes.
"Yatsu really wanted to see you and Aang couldn't bring himself to keep denying him." Sokka tries to explain carefully, but my hands grip the edge of the duvet that's over me. My eyes dart around and one look of all the machines confirms my suspicions.
"You can't bring a child into ICU. It would scar them. He should know that." I grit out as a flash of worry crosses Sokka's face.
"He didn't mean anything by it, he was just..." Sokka fumbles, unable to come up with a good defence for the Airbender.
"He didn't want a child to be separated from his mother. He made a tough call and I don't think it was the wrong one." Yun steps in and I scrunch my nose up at that. Sokka jumps on that train of thought with a nod of his head.
"Just think about how badly you wanted to see Mum again after she passed. Yatsu was feeling the same, if not more so because he's a child and you're all he's really had over the years." My brother points out and my shoulders finally sag at that. I release a quiet exhale.
"I see where you're coming from, but...I didn't want him to see me so...weak like that. I'm meant to be his protector after all." I admit in a whisper as I close my eyes again.
"Don't be silly, the only thing that child was thinking about was when were you going to wake up." Yun utters sternly which elicits a half smile from me.
"Thanks Yun." I mumble as I feel the drowsy effects of the morphine kicking in.
"Katara?" Sokka whispers as he squeezes my hand.
"Mmm hmm?" I hum as I feel sleep pulling at the edge of my subconscious.
"Don't worry that's just the morphine kicking in. She'll be sleeping deeply soon." Yun reassures as I hear him clap my brother on the shoulder or back. "I'm going to give Aang a quick call." Yun adds and I hear his footsteps fade away, followed by the soft click of a door.
"Katara, are you still with me?" Sokka asks again, but his voice sounds muffled, as if I'm going underneath water. 'So, this is what Morphine feels like, huh?' I wonder ruefully as sleep washes over me. "Aang...his...back." I hear Sokka echo quietly, but I miss a couple of words and I'm out like a light before I can really comprehend them.
6 Hours Later:
"I thought you said Mummy finally woke up?" Yatsu mumbles with a pout which prompts a musical-like sound of laughter. One so familiar and comforting to me.
"She has. The medication has made her sleepy though. Why don't we come back later? It's already past your bedtime." Aang suggests and I struggle to open my eyes.
"Ya-tsu." I croak out and immediately silence fills the air for a full minute before I feel something heavy bounce onto the bed.
"Mummy!" The boy yells as I feel his hands cup my face. I force my eyelids open to see my son gazing at me with teary eyes. I swallow and force my arm to move to drape it around him.
"I'm sorry I scared you sweetheart." I murmur and the boy immediately buries himself into me.
"M-Mummy, I m-missed you so much." Yatsu cries so loudly that he starts hiccupping. I rub his back in a soothing pattern until his crying dwindles to the occasional sniffle.
"I missed you too honey. I'm sorry you had to go through that." I whisper in anguish as I try to hug him close, but my body is still so weak, so I opt to keep my arm around him as he buries himself deeper into me. The action elicits a twinge of pain, but I refuse to ever let the boy go again.
"Yatsu be careful, your Mummy is still quite sore all over." My ex-husband finally speaks up and immediately the boy pulls back and out from my arm. I almost whine at the loss of contact, but the boy reaches forward instead to kiss me on the forehead.
"I love you Mummy." Yatsu whispers and I smile at him softly.
"I love you too sweetie." I murmur, wanting to reach up and kiss his cheek, but my body is still too numb to make it move.
"Alright Yatsu, best we let Mummy get some rest. Uncle Sokka is waiting outside." Aang voices and with a disappointed groan, Yatsu hops off the bed.
"Ok Daddy. Bye Mummy! I'll come see you tomorrow!" Yatsu vows as he waves enthusiastically at me. I muster a grin and wait until he exits through the door before dropping the smile and closing my eyes. The pain from earlier is slowly making a comeback and I grimace at the intense flare up.
"Here. I'll press the button for the morphine." The Airbender murmurs and my eyes fling open to stare at the Air Nomad, surprised that he's still here.
"Don't...don't you have to go with Yatsu?" I query with a tight frown. The Airbender flickers his gaze over to me briefly before fiddling with the device controlling my pain relief.
"Yon Rha has been placed in prison, if that's what you're worried about. Toph did a very thorough job and even caught all of his men too. Besides, Yatsu is with his uncle and Yun is driving him back to your place, so he'll be fine." Aang explains as he pulls his hand away from the device. I stare at him and swallow.
"That's...good to hear." I mumble as my eyes dart away from him.
"Look, this is the cable for you to use to control the pain relief. Click the black button whenever you feel the pain becomes too much." Aang voices patiently and I can't help but flicker my eyes back to him as he places the controller by my hand.
"How did you know I was in pain?" I ask with a frown and he gives me a sheepish expression and scratches the back of his head.
"Your face. You did a great job of fooling Yatsu, but I saw straight through you." The Air Nomad jokes lightly before dropping his hand. "I know you need to rest, but I just want to say I'm sorry. I promised you that I'd protect you both and I failed miserably." The Airbender apologises as he hangs his head in guilt. I widen my eyes in surprise and try to shake my head in denial.
"No! You...you protected Yatsu and listened to me when I told you he's the priority. That's all I could've asked for. And I'm alive, so no harm done." I reassure casually, but I can tell the man is still very much bothered by it as he bites his lip hard.
I frown. 'Something about his eyes…ithas that haunted look I always used to see before he lost his memories. They disappeared when he had a blank slate, but now they appear to have come back.' I realise with a pit in my stomach.
"Hey, are you ok?" I ask in concern as I stretch out a hand towards him, but I come up short from the distance and he doesn't move to close it. That glassy look on his eyes disappears and instead he flashes me a smile.
"I'm not the one in the hospital bed." He teases good naturedly, but it doesn't quite reach his eyes. I chew my lip.
"Did something happen after I passed out?" I press and when that glazed expression of his returns, I grit my teeth and try to reach for his sleeve again. He notices and widens his eyes.
"Hey, be careful, you'll hurt yourself." The Airbender rebukes as he moves to gently press my shoulders back into the bed. Unfortunately, I had chosen that exact moment to tug as hard as I could on his sleeve and he ends up stumbling forward. I widen my eyes, expecting him to topple on top of me, but he catches himself at the last minute, by putting out his hands in front of him. Each hand lands on either side of my head and the deja-vu is uncanny. Especially the way we lock eyes and time seems to stop around us. I swallow and avert my gaze away from him and he takes that as his cue to stumble back.
"Spirits I'm so sorry. I...I didn't hurt you did I?" Aang babbles in a panic and when I glance at him, I spot the tips of his ears going bright pink. 'Oh shoot.' I curse when I start to feel my own heart rate picking up.
"No, no. I'm...fine. You didn't land on me." I mumble while forcing my heart to still it's pounding.
"Are you sure? Your face has gone all red." The Airbender notes as he goes to rest a hand against my cheek. I flinch at the contact, but can't do much else with how weak my body feels. A flash of hurt crosses his stormy orbs and he retracts his hand almost immediately. "S-sorry." He mumbles as he looks away from me. I bite my lip, but make no move to reassure him. 'I'm engaged after all.' I try to convince myself, but seeing him so downtrodden stirs up something inside of me. "I should probably get going. Wouldn't want to be a hypocrite when I told Yatsu to let you get some rest." The Air Nomad adds after several awkward moments of silence.
"Wait, one more thing." I call out as he starts moving towards the door. He pauses and turns to look at me, but his gaze is fleeting and darts to everywhere but my face. I bite the inside of my cheek, trying to ignore his skittish behaviour.
"Yes?" The Airbender prompts when I don't say anything and I really wish I could just push myself up into a sitting position, but everything hurts too much to do that.
"What did the doctors say? I fell asleep before I could ask Yun." I ask and his expression darkens briefly at the mention of my fiancé before he moves back to stand by my bedside.
"They said you should recover well. The knife missed your bowels. It did catch your liver, but none of the major vessels. They...aren't so sure about your right shoulder though." When Aang falters, my stomach twists. I try to glance down at my right shoulder, but it's swamped in bandages.
"What do you mean by that?" I ask steadily and watch as the man shifts from one foot to the next.
"Yon Rha gave you serious third degree burns there. The scar tissue might make it stiff or...difficult to move like before." The Airbender explains carefully. I part my lips, but no words come out. My eyes fall to the bedsheets. 'I completely forgot all about Yon Rha and what had happened. My mind is still sluggish and I was too focused on Yatsu to think about anything else.' I can feel my hands trembling under the bedsheets as the memory of days' worth of torture hits me like a truck. Nausea hits me when I recall I was stripped down to my undergarments and everyone saw. Aang. Yun. Fuki. Toph. Countless police officers. 'Shoot. I feel sick.' I close my eyes just as I sense my ex-husband drawing closer to me.
"Katara?" The worry in his tone is obvious and I have to still my raspy breathing to not worry him further, especially when I feel his hand landing on my bicep. I flinch again, but from the pain rather than the contact.
"Sorry. I'm fine. Just tired is all." I mutter with closed eyes because I know if I opened them I might just start crying right there and then and I don't want him to see me cry.
"You're trembling." Aang notes in concern and a moment later I feel the bed sink underneath me. I inhale sharply and re-open my eyes against my better judgement. He's seated at the edge of the bed and looking down at me with a deep frown as his eyes search out mine. I swallow and turn my head away from him.
"I'm fine really." I insist quietly, but his hand guides my head back to him.
"I know you're not. " The Airbender murmurs softly and the proximity is making me feel things I shouldn't. Things I've fooled myself into believing that they don't exist. I clench my jaws tightly to dial them down, but when he leans forward, I realise there's no taming these cursed feelings and emotions.
"Aang stop." I breathe out and he stills immediately when he hears his name as he stares down at me with wide eyes.
"You...said my name again." He echoes back, looking stunned and I don't blame him. Over the last few months, I've only said his name maybe five times, if that. I bite my lip and cast my gaze down.
"I should really get some rest." I mutter and it's the words that finally breaks the silent spell that's settled between us. I watch him move off the bed as his gaze skirts away from mine.
"Yeah of course. Sorry I kept you from your sleep." Aang mutters as he moves towards the door.
My heart jerks at his sullen expression, but I don't do anything to rectify it. He's out of the door moments later and I'm left alone in the quiet ICU room.
I can feel my lips trembling as I try to hold back tears. From what I'm not entirely sure. 'It could be the trauma of re-living the torture I sustained from Yon Rha. Or being humiliated and disgraced in front of so many people I know and care about. It could be because I know I've scarred my son with this new trauma. It could be because I'll have more gruesome scars added to the collection and possibly even a disability. Or maybe it's the fact that my heart still yearns for the Airbender, but I'm too scared to take him back. Or maybe it's everything.' I close my eyes and welcome the kick of morphine that helps take me under.
Next Day - Morning:
I stir to the sound of voices.
"You're planning to move her to a regular ward already? She only woke up yesterday." The voice of my fiancé reaches my ears.
"I apologise Dr Yun, but we need the beds here. She's currently stable and will still be monitored on the general surgical ward." Another voice, one I don't recognise, replies with a hint of remorse.
"You know as well as I do that the monitoring on the regular wards are infrequent at best." Yun argues and I take that as my cue to intervene.
"Yun it's ok. There's no need for me to take a bed from someone else that needs it more than me." I point out and both heads swivel around to gaze at me in surprise.
"Spirits I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you." Yun apologises bashfully, but I give him the barest of head shakes.
"Don't worry about it. Anyway, I'm happy to be moved to another ward." I voice but Yun appears unconvinced.
"Are you sure? You only woke up a day ago." The man protests.
"I'm sure." I insist firmly and with a sigh Yun turns back to the doctor he was speaking to and begrudgingly agrees to the decision. He waits until the ICU doctor exits from the room before coming to take a seat by my bedside.
"How are you feeling now?" The man queries as he scrutinises me carefully. I give him a half smile.
"Still sore, but the pain relief is doing its job." I say, before biting my lip. "Listen, about everything that happened, I'm so sorry. I put you and Fuki in danger and..." I trail off as guilt spreads through me like a wildfire, but the earthbender interrupts my apology with a hand.
"Don't apologise for something that wasn't your fault. I'm sorry that I didn't do a good enough job in protecting Yatsu and you for that matter. I...wasn't strong enough like Aang was." Yun mumbles as his gaze drops to the floor. I frown at his words.
"What? No that's ridiculous. There wasn't anything you could do." I argue, but when he shakes his head, I realise this is something he must've been thinking about deeply.
"I'd like to think that, but Aang was able to protect his son on both occasions and he was quick on his feet on what to do. Meanwhile, all I could do was get beat up and accompany you to the hospital." The doctor mumbles with self-loathing. I clench my jaws and attempt to reach for him, but he's just out of reach.
"Yun, stop being ridiculous." I order, but when I see him clench his hands, I belatedly realise what he's going to say isn't something I'm going to like.
"I...wanted to wait until you were out of the hospital, but I don't want us to continue pretending we're something we're not." Yun echoes as he finally lifts up his head and for the first time in all the years I've known him, I see tears in his eyes. My chest tightens painfully as the pieces of the puzzle fall into place.
"Yun, please don't say it." I plead as my voice becomes strained. He gives me a feeble smile as he gives my hand a squeeze.
"Katara, I really care about you. We've been friends for a long while now and my feelings for you haven't changed, but...I've always had a feeling that you weren't over Aang. Before he came back into your life, I was happy to be second best, but when he came back, I realised I wanted to do what I could to make you happy. It was hard at first, trying to decide whether to be selfish or not, but your happiness is more important to me." During Yun's monologue, I find myself shaking my head in denial, trying to stop him from saying the words I know that will inevitably leave his lips.
"Yun what...what are you saying?" I croak back as moisture pricks the backs of my eyes.
"Katara, I...I wanted you to get back together with the person who made you the most happy and I knew it was always him. I'm...I'm sorry that I never made that clear, but for a little while I just wanted to be close to you until it was the right time to pass you back to him." Yun whispers as he gazes at me steadily with sad eyes. My breathing catches and the tears that I've been desperately holding back starts to fall.
"But why now?" I whisper as I feel my chest squeezing so much that it's making it hard to breathe normally. Yun averts his eyes from mine.
"As I said, I wanted to wait until you were out from hospital, but...the best time for you both to become closer is when you're healing like this. I don't want to get in the way of that, so as of today I'm officially calling off our engagement. You're free to be with whoever you want." Yun utters softly.
I inhale deeply. While Yun's words were thoughts that I had on multiple occasions, I never thought he'd be the one to break things off. Worse still, it doesn't provide me the relief I had secretly hoped it would. 'If anything, my carefully built life is shattering into pieces around me. Because at some point, I decided I wanted to be a coward and take the easy way out. With Yun things were simple and safe. But with Aang? Everything was complicated and difficult. Painful even. The amount of work it would take for us to fix things? Monumental. And that's if we even could fix things. Yun was my easy escape and now I feel like I'm losing that.' I feel my breathing becoming raspy as I release a sob.
"Yun, please don't do this." I beg and I can feel his hand tremble inside of mine.
"I'm sorry Katara. I don't want to hurt you, but he's better for you. I'll always be your friend and a shoulder to cry on when you need it." Yun murmurs as he locks eyes with me once more. I inhale deeply and shake my head.
"What about Fuki? She wanted a Mum." I remind desperately, but Yun simply gives me a half smile.
"Fuki knows none of my relationships ever last. I always give up early before going too far with them, so she rarely expects much from anyone I pursue. She'll be disappointed, but she picks herself up quickly. I'll have to apologise to her too though." Yun mumbles as he rubs the back of his neck. My face crumples when I realise this really is it. "Don't make that face, you're making it harder for me." Yun tries to joke, but his laugh comes out as a pained choke.
"So that's it? All those months of living together and we're just going to return to our separate lives?" I ask, still in cold disbelief of it all and when he nods his head, I realise this really is the end of us.
"I'll still visit you while you're in the hospital. Fuki has been nagging me for her to come to see you after all. And I'll continue to look after Yatsu alongside Aang until you're out of the hospital, but...I'm afraid we'll go back to living separately again. I...I'm sorry Katara. I didn't want to hurt you." Yun voices with deep regret as he goes to wipe the tears from my cheeks. I swallow and look away from him.
"It's ok. You're right. I guess...I knew it wouldn't work out, but I had hoped it would. Thank you for everything you've done for me and Yatsu over the last few months. You... you're a really special friend." I murmur gratefully as I try to ignore the pain in my chest. I feel him give my hand one final squeeze before his appendage slips out from mine.
"So are you Katara. The last few months you've really brought life to the house. It will be empty without you, but I'm rooting for you and Aang. And if you need help in anything, just ask." The earthbender voices warmly.
I flicker my gaze back to him and nod slowly. He takes that as his cue to leave and when the doors swing shut, I'm at a loss on what to feel. The twisted mixture of emotions makes me feel sick and empty because quite frankly I don't know if Aang and I will ever be together again. 'Not when everything that's happened between us is so complex and he can't even remember any of it for us to even start sorting things out. And...I still don't know if I want to be with him. My heart might crave for him, but I don't think we're healthy for each other.'
I screw my eyes shut in frustration as angry tears leak out. 'This is so unfair. Why couldn't things be easy for just once in my life?'
"Katara?" My eyes fly open when I recognise the masculine voice.
"Dad?" I whisper as I shift my eyes to the right to find the older man gazing at me in concern.
"Honey, are you crying?" He murmurs as he moves around the bed to wipe the tears from my cheeks with his thumb. My breathing catches at how gentle he is. Even after how awkward our relationship has been over the years, he still cares. I swallow and look away from him.
"Yun called off our engagement." I mumble and his hand stills for a moment before he draws his fingers away.
"I'm sorry. I know how badly you wanted to settle down with someone and Yun is a good man." Hakoda offers sympathetically as I release a loud exhale.
"Maybe, I just have to live the single life." I mutter as I feel a headache coming on, but my Dad grasps my hand firmly.
"Don't say that. You deserve someone to be happy with." My father insists sternly and I feel like my eyes will well up with tears at any moment as I gaze up at him.
"I don't know." I choke back as I feel him squeezing my hand.
"Give yourself some time to heal. Then figure out what you want." Hakoda murmurs as he reaches forward to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear. A rise of emotion hits me from the fatherly gesture and I squeeze his hand back.
"Do...do you think it's worth getting back together with Aang?" I whisper and my father blinks in surprise, but there's no open disapproval like there once was.
"I think you're the only who can decide that. I know things were difficult between the two of you before, but maybe having Yatsu around will ease that or maybe not. You'll never know unless you try." Dad advises and I chew my lip as I flicker my gaze to the ceiling.
"I don't know if I want to try though." I confess. Hakoda opens his mouth to reply, but he never gets the chance to because the bang of a door has us both swivelling towards the exit. My heart drops when I notice the Airbender is standing with Yatsu holding his hand. 'Shoot.' I think with wide eyes as I struggle to sit up just as Aang releases his hand from Yatsu who glances up at his father in confusion.
"Daddy?" The boy queries with a tilted head.
"I...think I'm going to grab some water. Stay with your grandpa for now." Aang utters tightly as he all but flees from the room.
"Aang!" I call out as I push myself up into a sitting position, but I gasp when I feel a surge of pain at my abdomen and I fall back against my pillows in anguish when I realise the man has already disappeared. I grit my teeth to stop myself from crying, especially when Yatsu waddles over to me hesitantly.
"Mummy, do you not like Daddy?" The boy whispers in a sad tone and I feel so close to screaming or drowning that it takes everything in me not to open my mouth and reply. Fortunately, my Dad comes to the rescue as he moves to pick up his grandson in his arms.
"I think Mummy has a lot to think about at the moment. Maybe we should give her a moment?" Hakoda suggests lightly as he starts walking towards the exit with the boy in tow. Yatsu look past his grandad's head to gaze at me in longing.
"But I wanted to stay with Mama." He whispers, sounding every bit as dejected as I feel. I bite my lip and stretch a shaking arm towards him.
"It's ok Dad, let him stay for a little bit." I urge and watch as indecision plays on his face as he looks down at the child in his arms.
"Only if you promise not to ask your Mum any questions. She needs time to heal." Hakoda compromises and the boy nods his head immediately in agreement.
"Promise!" Yatsu vows and as soon as my Dad let's him down on the floor, Yatsu comes running to my bedside. He's too short to jump on the bed by himself, so when he stands on his tiptoes, I can just make out the upper half of his face.
"Hey sweetie. Forgive me for being a bit useless at the moment." I whisper as I ruffle his hair. My son shakes his head and reaches up to hold my hand with his small one.
"You're never useless Mummy. I'm sorry. I just didn't want to see Daddy sad." Yatsu mumbles and I have to close my eyes briefly to compose myself as I feel myself quivering at his words. 'Shoot. I'm ruining everything for everyone.' I swallow thickly and instead of replying, I simply hold his hand for as long as I can until my arm starts shaking from exertion. My Dad notices and comes to swoop the boy back up in his arms.
"Let's leave Mummy to rest now. You can come back and visit tomorrow." Hakoda promises and I cast my Dad a grateful smile who returns it in kind.
"Bye Mummy!" Yatsu hollers back with a vigorous wave. I smile and give him a brief wave before dropping my arm onto the mattress. I click on the pain relief device and the warmth of morphine seeps through my veins. Fate must be on my side because I'm knocked out before I can allow myself to think anymore on what just transpired.
A/N: Don't you guys love angsty hospital scenes? I certainly do hehe. Well, Yun is officially out of the way, but don't think I'll make it easy for these two single love birds, not yet anyway XD We've got a long road of healing. But at least there was a dash of fluff in there.
Favourite lines I liked writing:
"When I wake up, I instantly wish I hadn't."
"I'm ruining everything for everyone."
"But I wanted to stay with Mama."
Next chapter…I'm working next weekend, so you might have to be patient with me for the following weekend. I'm sorry I know my updating has been terrible, but hopefully it will pick up after that. Keep well till then guys!
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