Pathetic Hillary

Disclaimer - I don't own Beyblade but I own this fanfiction

Warning - I do not condone Rape, sexual assault,violence or anything this is just a fanfiction don't take it seriously.

(At Hilary's room)

Hilary's POV -

I sat there in silence and I really felt for the first time that life had always been unfair to me.

I'm not aware of any sin that I committed that had led me to live this hell life, my childhood was snatched from me and wrested out of my hand and thrown away into nothingness.

Kai knows something about me or more than that no…..no I couldn't bear to hear his voice couldn't bear to let him know how pathetic I was all this year.

I never knew I'd become this emotional and become a crying mess, that day I was assaulted I didn't cry my eyes refused to shed tears.

I thought I was all alright but the truth was I was pretending to be alright, pretending that it didn't matter while my body was shaking and trembling and begging me to cry the tears I buried.

And now I'm crying

I accept that I was weak

I accept that I was a child who needed help but didn't get anyone, I accept that I'm no longer going to have false Hopes anymore.

I was busy bawling my eyes out when a knock on the door caught my attention.i hurriedly wiped away my pathetic tears,and standing up uttered-

"C…come in" I said and The door opens, revealing kai.

"Hilar-"he paused while speaking,his eyes stop at my face , staring at something I couldn't see. Suddenly his face contort into an irritated one,and he scuttles towards me.

"W…. what happened" I ask and trying to hide my face he stands in front of me I glups and avoids eyes contact.

I lower my head, staring at floor I don't want him to see me crying, I don't want pity.

"……Why are you crying?" kai ask with a dark murdered look.

"I…I'm not" I said and still avoids eyes contact

"Look at me then…..Raise your head"my head remains bowed down, not listening to his words. I shifted back a little, being scared of our proximity.

" Hilary, let me get some things cleared up here"he grabs my chin, pulling my face up as I gasp in shock. His eyes state into mine as I feel the burning tears flow down my face.

"N….No-"i cutt of when he said "We have a team, Hilary, you and I have members of this team, Tyson, Max, Rai, Kenny and even Daichi are my friends and…. you are my friend too Hilary….. yo.. you are Special to me" my eyes widened kai…kai I'm special for you..he said I'm his friend…kai

" you don't want to tell me things, that okay I'll get to know them soon but…don't even cry of someone other than me"he said and he traces my cheeks with his finger, running up to my ears as rubs them. And as he continues to tease my sensitive ears, I involuntarily let out a small mòan.

"You got that ?"he asked and I don't answerd.

"I need an answer, Hilary" still I don't answer I don't know what to say, he bends to my level.

" Your mine now…..so your tears are also main I won't let anyone touch you…….let alone make you cry again."

"I'm not crying….. I'm fine"I looked at Kai and said .

"Lies……but I'll let you go this time" he said, Kai why why are you doing this to me The things you say give me hope that maybe you also feel the same for me as I feel for you. So just stop it. My life is already very complicated. Don't give me more hope by saying such things kai.

" Listen kai this is my life so don't interfere in my way I don't want to you to involve in my matter this my problem I can handle it in my way so please kai Stop interfere in my lif-"my words are suddenly cut off as kai pressed his lips to me to mine after some minutes kai pulled away slowly and smiled at me.

"Let's go down"he said I blushed and nodded sheepishly.we both walked towards hall and suddenly.

" Whose call was it?"he ask " it was…it.. it's a wro.. wrong number."kai stop and look at me from a moment then turn around and start walk again.

He knows I'm lying, But I don't wanna believe that he'll help me. I don't wanna get my hopes high up.

Ok that's enough for today and please review:)

Atashinchi