It became their unspoken ritual over the next few weeks – meeting in the pre-dawn quiet, when the world felt less real and therefore safer somehow. No words needed, just the familiar rhythm of two brooms lifting off into the pearl-gray sky. Sometimes they raced, sometimes they just flew lazy circles around each other, but always there was this: the wind, the silence, and the gradual lightening of the horizon promising another day they'd survived.
This morning was different. Harry could feel it in the weight of the words sitting heavy in his chest, in the way his hands wouldn't stop shaking as he gripped his Firebolt. He'd woken from the familiar nightmare – Nagini at Bathilda's house, the locket's whispers, Ron leaving – but this time, instead of flying to forget, he found himself wanting to remember. Wanting to share.
Ginny was already airborne when he stepped into the garden, a dark silhouette against the stars. She'd started wearing one of Fred's old Quidditch jerseys for these flights. Harry had noticed but never mentioned it, just as she never mentioned how his clothes still hung too loose on his frame despite her mother's best efforts with second helpings.
They fell into their usual pattern, spiraling higher until the Burrow was just a toy house below them. But when Ginny pulled out the practice Snitch, Harry shook his head.
"Can we just... talk?" His voice sounded strange even to his own ears. "There's something I need to tell you."
Ginny's expression shifted, but she didn't show surprise. As if she'd been waiting for this moment, perhaps since that first morning when he'd joined her in the air. She guided her broom closer until they were knee to knee, hovering in the lightening sky.
"The year I was gone," Harry started, then stopped. How could he explain the bone-deep cold of wearing the locket? The way Hermione's screams under Bellatrix's curse still echoed in his dreams?
"You don't have to," Ginny said softly. "Not if you're not ready."
Harry looked at her – really looked at her. The wind had pulled strands of hair loose from her braid, and Fred's jersey was slipping off one shoulder. She'd grown so strong, his Ginny, carrying her family's grief while battling her own demons. Maybe that's why he could finally say these words to her.
"I want to," he said. "I need to. Because sometimes I feel like there's this... this empty space inside me where the horcrux used to be. Like I'm not quite whole anymore. And I don't know if that makes me dangerous or broken or—"
"Harry." She reached across the space between them, her fingers brushing his knuckles where they gripped the broomstick. The touch was light, but it anchored him like a Summoning Charm pulling him back to himself. "You're not broken. You're just different. We all are."
The first ray of sunlight broke over the horizon, painting her hair in shades of fire. Harry took a shaky breath and began to talk. He told her everything – about wearing Slytherin's locket and feeling it feed on his darkest thoughts, about Ron leaving and coming back, about Godric's Hollow and Malfoy Manor and the endless cold nights in the tent. With each word, the hollow space in his chest seemed to reshape itself, becoming less like a wound and more like a door slowly opening.
Ginny listened without interrupting, though her hand had moved to grip his tightly. Only when he reached the forest – when he described walking to his death with the ghosts of his parents beside him – did she make a small sound, like something breaking in her throat.
"I was ready to die," he whispered. "I thought... I thought it would keep everyone safe. Keep you safe. But sometimes I wonder if part of me did die there, and that's why I feel so..."
"Empty?" Ginny finished. Her voice was steady despite the tears on her cheeks. "Like you're not sure how to be alive anymore?"
Harry stared at her. "How did you...?"
"After the Chamber," she said simply. "After Tom... After being possessed for so long, I felt hollow. Like he'd scraped out everything that made me *me* and I'd never be whole again." She squeezed his hand. "But that space inside you? It's not emptiness, Harry. It's room for something new. Something that's purely yours, not a piece of his soul or a prophecy or anyone else's expectations."
The sun was fully up now, turning the morning mist golden around them. Harry could feel dampness on his own cheeks, but for once he didn't try to hide it.
"I don't know how to fill it," he admitted.
Ginny's other hand came up to brush his tears away, her touch impossibly gentle. "You don't have to know yet. We'll figure it out together." She smiled, though her eyes were still bright with tears. "Day by day, sunrise by sunrise."
Harry leaned into her touch, letting himself believe, just for this moment, that she was right. That the empty space inside him wasn't a curse but a beginning. That maybe they could build something new in the light of these shared dawns, something that belonged purely to them.
Below them, the Burrow was coming to life – smoke curling from the chimney, the sounds of breakfast preparations drifting up. Soon they would have to descend, to rejoin the world of grief and healing and careful conversations. But for now, Harry held tight to Ginny's hand as the morning light grew stronger around them, painting everything in colors of possibility.
