AN: This one was fun, yet difficult to write. Just a quick PSA the Cullen's have not started at the High School yet, they have only recently arrived back from Denali. Let me know what you think!
Silence hung thick in the air, heavy and oppressive, as we appraised one another across the distance. It was not the silence of peace, but of calculation, of tension stretched taut between us. As the moments dragged on, doubt crept into my mind like a slow-moving fog. They seemed content to simply study me from afar, offering neither hostility nor welcome.
Cautiously, I began to inch forward, step by careful step, my hands still raised in what I hoped would be interpreted as a gesture of peace. The distance between us closed more quickly than I anticipated, my movements deliberate, yet the weight of their stares made every step feel like a test. Soon, I reached the midpoint between the dense forest and what I assumed to be their… home. The word felt foreign in my mind, clear in definition yet utterly strange as if it belonged to a world I no longer understood.
Before I could dwell on that thought, they moved forward in perfect unison.
A blonde woman stepped ahead of the others, making it immediately clear that she was their leader. Like all of our kind, she carried an unnatural grace, an effortless beauty that felt as much a weapon as it was a gift.
"I'm Carine," she said smoothly, her voice calm but assessing. "This is my family Edward and Edythe, Jessamine, Earnest, Royal, Eleanor, and Archie." As she spoke, she gestured to each of them in turn, their expressions unreadable but focused.
"It's not often we encounter another of our kind," Carine continued, offering a polite but guarded smile. "What brings you here?"
A million thoughts tore through my mind as I scrambled for an answer; something rational, something that wasn't the truth. How could I explain that I had been drawn here by something unseen, something I couldn't name? The bronze-haired boy and girl shifted slightly, their movements so subtle that they might have gone unnoticed, but I caught them. Watching. Waiting.
Eventually, I settled on the safest response I could muster.
"I never thought I would meet others who rejected the traditional diet…" My voice was steady, but I could still feel the weight of their scrutiny. "Please forgive my intrusion. I am truly curious about you all."
A ripple of understanding passed through them. The tension didn't fully dissipate, but it was no longer suffocating. I let out a slow breath, lowering my hands as I willed my rigid posture to relax. My muscles, wound tight with anticipation, reluctantly loosened.
Then, one of them moved.
Archie, the one with a close-shaven head and an impossibly bright smile—stepped forward with the ease of someone who had already decided we were friends.
"Ezra!" His voice rang out with warmth, too familiar, too comfortable.
He extended a hand, as if expecting me to take it, but before I could react, I was suddenly enveloped in an embrace.
Panic roared through me. Every instinct screamed to pull away, to run, to fight. This had to be a trick. My mobility was now compromised, and even if I managed to break free, I wouldn't outrun them. A low growl escaped my throat as I began to shove him back, but then..
"You're not alone anymore, Ezra," he whispered, his voice impossibly soft. "And we are going to be the best of friends."
The words shattered something deep inside me.
I dropped to my knees. Had I still been capable of tears, I was certain I would have wept. Instead, my body trembled, wracked with something dangerously close to grief. How could he say that? How could he possibly know? He didn't understand the atrocities I had committed, the things I had done over the last century and a half. I was a soulless monster. I had fought to escape my past, but no matter how far I ran, it clung to me like a second skin.
As if reading my thoughts, Archie knelt beside me, his gaze steady, unyielding.
"You are more than your past, Ezra."
I wanted to believe him. I truly did. But I was undeserving of redemption.
Carine's voice pulled me from the turmoil of my thoughts.
"Would you like to come inside, Ezra? I imagine you have many questions for our family."
I hesitated, then nodded. Wordlessly, I followed them inside.
It had been years since I had set foot in a home. I had long since abandoned human civilization, avoiding them entirely for longer than I cared to admit. But this place… It was nothing like what I had expected. Towering windows bathed the interior in natural light, illuminating an open and spacious design. It was beautiful, not just in structure but in the way it felt; lived in, unburdened.
Before I could utter a word, Archie ushered me into a washroom. A towel and a neatly folded set of clothes roughly my size had already been placed on the counter. I hesitated. How? But there was no time to question it.
I turned toward the large mirror, my first real look at myself in years.
I was a mess.
My dark hair was tangled and matted into clumps. My face and body were smeared with dirt and dried blood, remnants of hunts long past. The clothes I wore stolen sometime in the early '90s were tattered, barely holding together. And my eyes… Somewhere between a rich amber and black. The telltale sign that I would need to hunt soon.
I turned on the water and stepped into the shower. It took a long time scrubbing away years of grime, watching the water run red and brown before finally turning clear. Only then did I shut it off, drying myself before slipping into the jeans and hooded sweater left for me. My old clothes belonged to another life. Without hesitation, I tossed them into the trash.
When I emerged, they were waiting for me.
They sat around the large white sofa, engaged in various quiet activities. My gaze lingered on the bronze-haired girl, Edythe as she played a game of chess against someone who bore a striking resemblance to her. Even among our kind, she was stunning. For a brief moment, I found myself admiring her beauty.
"She'll get a big head if you keep thinking things like that, Ezra."
I froze. The voice had come from Edward, the bronze-haired boy, a smirk tugging at his lips.
How did he…
"I know what you were thinking," he chuckled, clearly amused by my expression.
My stomach twisted.
"My sister and I are mind readers," he explained. "We can hear surface-level thoughts. It's our gift."
Their abilities reminded me of Sulpicia's, though less restricted yet somehow more limited. The thought stirred an uncomfortable memory, my brief and unsettling interaction with the Volturi. In particular, Mele, whose gift bore eerie similarities to my own.
I winced inwardly. I had just given away critical information about myself.
The Volturi had not been pleased when I refused to join them. Only the limited scope of my ability had spared my life. Had my power been stronger, had I posed more of a threat, I had no doubt they would never have allowed me to walk free.
Lost in thought, I almost didn't notice Edythe turning to face me, an unreadable expression on her face.
Beautiful. The thought slipped through before I could stop it. Seeing her properly for the first time, I realized she was the most breathtaking woman I had encountered in my long life. Even among our kind, she stole the breath I no longer needed.
The slow, knowing smile that curved her lips only confirmed what I already suspected; she had heard every word of that thought.
I shook my head, forcing my focus elsewhere, and gingerly sat on the sofa between Carine and Archie.
"So you're a thief like Mele then?"
Edythe's voice was like honey, so sweet it sent an involuntary shiver down my spine.
"Edythe!" Archie's voice carried a note of warning. "Don't be rude. He's still taking this all in."
She pouted, and something in that look made me want to answer.
"No, it's okay, truly, Archie. I'm the one intruding on your lives." I tried to smile, but I knew it was weak.
I turned fully to Edythe. "Not exactly. I can borrow abilities, but it's temporary. The longer I hold on, the more fatigued I become. Unlike Mele, I don't require physical touch, nor can I pass abilities to others."
Her gaze sharpened.
"It's only permanent if the vampire dies while you're 'borrowing' the ability," she stated.
I nodded reluctantly.
She stared at me.
"Show me."
Her words shocked me. Never, in all my years, had another of our kind asked me to demonstrate my ability. To do so was an invasion; dangerous even. And yet… who was I to deny her?
For the first time in over a decade, I reached inside myself and opened the floodgate that was my gift.
I felt them before I saw them.
Their auras.
The world shifted into radiant hues, and my eyes locked onto Edythe.
Hers was resplendent, gold and violet streaks shimmered around her like a living flame. Otherworldly. I had never seen one so vibrant.
I sighed inwardly and coaxed her aura toward mine. It obeyed, eagerly entwining with me, and within seconds, it was done.
I closed my eyes.
When I opened them, the auras were gone as was the warmth.
Then the voices began to pour into my head.
Edythe beamed. It feels so nice not having to tune out all the others' thoughts for once. Edward, you're going to have to try this sometime.
Her thoughts were unmistakable, ringing clearly in my mind with her voice. I shifted my focus to the others in the room.
Archie was mentally reciting a play.
Royal was impatient, eager to return to tinkering with something called an M3.
Earnest's thoughts held hope, Maybe this time… The meaning eluded me.
Jessamine was assessing me, calculating how to position herself between Archie and me if I snapped.
Eleanor wondered if she could beat me in an arm-wrestling match after a few moments of deliberation she confidently decided she could.
Carine's thoughts were warm, considering how to ask me to join their family without overwhelming me. The idea was endearing, but I knew—if she truly understood my past, she wouldn't offer. No matter how much I longed for it.
Edward's voice slid into my mind. She won't judge you, you know?
My focus snapped to him.
Many of us have lapsed over the years. It's not something we're proud of, least of all Edythe or myself. But you don't have to be alone anymore. Her offer is genuine. In her mind, you're already part of the family.
I let go of Edythe's ability then, unwilling to hear anything else.
When I looked at him, something deep inside me ached.
For the first time in a long time, I felt… hope.
