A/N: Thank you for everyone that has stayed along for the ride, I kind of got sidetracked with life and school (also 3 prewritten chapters of this story got deleted so that's great) I am still going to add and tweak the story as I go because I have no idea what I wrote initially, anyway I hope you guys enjoy.

Disclaimer: I am in no way claiming any characters or plots from twilight, they belong to Stephanie Meyer

Disclaimer: Punctuation and capitalization are my enemies! But I'm working on it.

Bella POV

I sat in that bathroom in utter disbelief, my life was in shambles. I called off my engagement, I cheated on my fiancé, I pushed my best friend away and I finally realized that I loved him, he imprinted on someone else, and now I am pregnant with his child. This couldn't be more of a slap in the face from the universe "get it together Bella" I muttered to myself wiping my face and finally exiting the bathroom. On the way back to Charlie's I couldn't stop thinking about what I should do, this was going to change everything, but was I ready for that? I have no idea, but I decided before jumping to any extreme conclusions I should make a doctor's appointment to confirm the pregnancy.

I made the appointment for the next day hoping I just got a false positive and could run away from everything and start over " Hi Ms. Swan I am Dr. Aldrige, I hear you came to see me for a positive pregnancy test" she said smiling as she entered the room, I tried to imitate the smile but it probably look closer to a grimace " y-yes " I stuttered nerves getting the best of me " Ok first things first, do you remember your last period?" she said ready to document my answer. Oh god when was my last period? I had no idea, with everything going on I hadn't paid it much attention "I don't know" I muttered " That is fine, I just needed a urine sample and I will be right back with your test results" I nodded in response as the small hope started to vanish everything was happening so fast and I just needed everything to slow down for once. " Alright miss Swan, congratulations you are indeed pregnant" she said " I- uh, ok" I was lost for words, I wanted to express how I felt but I wasn't sure how I felt " we want you back here in a week, to see the baby and get an estimate on how far along you are, How is next Friday?" she asked " it's fine" I muttered " ok, great and if you have any questions or concerns before then feel free to call the office" she said getting up from her seat.

On the ride home I sobbed, which became a constant thing lately. What was I going to do? Should I keep it? How will I tell everyone? Should I tell everyone? Who should I tell first? All these questions rang in my head all at once. I still didn't know the answer to the most important question, should I tell Jacob. I wasn't even sure if I wanted to keep it, I would never want to give birth to a baby in this mess I created.

Jacobs POV

Being away from Bella felt like I was dying inside but she chose what she wanted in life, and it wasn't me. Seeing her that day, seeing her sick was devastating, every time I thought I could make it without her she would come back, it made since she was my imprint, but she doesn't love me like I love her so it's time to move on. I couldn't allow myself to be someone's second option she was married going to get married and die. I finally got a little happiness through those dreadful days when I met Ana.

*Flash back*

I sat in the sand at the beach alone. With nothing but my thoughts, I couldn't believe the love of my life was going to die, well become a vampire but it was all the same to me.

"Can I join you" an unfamiliar voice chimed.

"no" I snipped.

"Cool… I'm Liliana but I go by Ana…and you are?" she said sitting next to me.

"Not interested in small talk" why wouldn't she get a clue.

"Grumpy… it's ok the feistier the better its good for character and I like my friends to have a little personality." She said smiling at me.

"I don't want or need your friendship" I huffed growing slightly irritated at the fact she wasn't catching the hint.

"no one needs friends… they are just good to have especially when you're feeling alone" she noted, removing the small bag off her back, taking out a sandwich.

"Would you like a piece … it's turkey and cheddar because people who eat ham honestly scare me."

"So… people who eat bacon must make you want to jump out of your skin" I stated raising an eyebrow she replied she an exaggerated shudder.

"They are absolutely maniacal." She said wrapping her arms around herself which made me chuckle.

"Oh, wow he has a personality…and a really amazing smile which you should do more often, Mr. mystery" she said ripping her sandwich in half handing me a piece.

"it's Jake."

*End flashback*

She made everything easier, Bella's name still brought pain, but having Ana around made it bearable.

"What are you thinking about?" she said coming in wrapping her arms around me.

"you" I said.

"Well good I was beginning to think you found something more interesting to run through your mind" she said giving me a peck on the cheek, we just enjoyed each other's company we had no labels Except that we were good friends and I appreciate that she understood my heart was stilling healing.

"Breakfast is ready and of course I added the real villain of the day bacon" she giggled leaving the room. Today her warm smile and laughter couldn't help me from the absence ache I got from not being around my imprint especially since she needed me, she was sick.

I decided to call her but all I got was her voicemail. I wanted to go over there and take care of her but I knew that I couldn't, she didn't want or need me the way I need her so a phone call to check up on her would just have to do, and I will keep calling until I get answer, until I know she is ok.

Bella POV

The week had came and gone. A week of crying, morning sickness, Jake calling at least ten times a day leaving voicemails asking if I was ok, and sleepless nights. This pregnancy and the situation I am in made it all the worst but today I was going to see the baby that was wreaking havoc on my body, the entire time I was waiting to be seen, even when the took my vitals all I could think about was Jake.

Laying on that table as the doctor squeezed this blue jelly on my stomach felt like an out of body experience. Then the screen lit up and there in all its glory was the baby "Ms. Swan you about 10 weeks" the nurse said. Couldn't take my eyes off the screen, which was my baby. Me and Jake's baby "you are one of the lucky ones, you are almost out of the first trimester and the morning sickness should subside" she said as she wiped the jelly off my stomach and printed out the ultrasound.

I finally knew what I want, that's to be a mother to this baby and too be with Jacob.

A/N: Sorry this is so short and also might be a little chopped and screwed, but that's because I started this chapter got side tracked, lost where I was going with this chapter and then found it again. But