She opened the door to find Ed standing there. He was holding a bag of groceries and looked awkward. It was a relief to realize that he was nervous too.
"Uh," He started, "I brought stuff to make omelets for breakfast," he said as he raised the bag to show her. "I didn't know what you had in the fridge so I stopped at a bodega on the way."
She smiled at him and took the bag from his hands, leaving the door open as she turned, inviting him into the apartment. She walked her to the kitchen and put the bags on the counter. He was right; she didn't have much, and there was plenty of room in her fridge. She put the eggs, milk, bacon, and cheese away and left the onions and other vegetables on the counter.
Ed followed her to the kitchen but still seemed a little unsure about his presence in her apartment. He was beginning to think he'd misinterpreted what she had been trying to say by extending an invitation. Olivia turned away from the fridge and moved into his space, wrapping her arms around his shoulders, she leaned up and kissed him. It took him about half a second to pull her closer and deepen the kiss. His tongue swooped across her bottom lip asking for permission to enter. She responded in earnest, allowing him to enter her mouth and explore freely.
When air became absolutely necessary they broke apart. She put her forehead against his chin as she attempted to regulate her breathing.
"So, how long do we have until the little man is up?" Ed asked her, causing her to smile. She looked back up at him allowing their eyes to mee again. She gave him a quick peck before answering, "Long enough."
"Long enough for me to cook breakfast?" He asked, smirking at her. She leaned up and kissed him again, "Long enough for us to do something much more fun than cook breakfast."
She smiled at him as she took his hand in hers, leading him to the bedroom and closed the door behind them. She locked the door and took a deep breath. She didn't know if this was the best idea, but she knew she wanted him. Considering that he showed up in the middle of the night it seemed like he wanted her too. The air was thick, and it was hard to breathe. She turned back around to face him. Her hands slid up his arms to rest on his shoulders. He rested his forehead against hers and took a deep breath, allowing them to breathe the same air, he slid his hands around her waist and pulled her close, she wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders before reaching up to meet his lips.
The kiss was both electric and awkward. It was like driving down a street you've been down 1000 times in your past but returning years later and realizing that it wasn't exactly the same. The neighborhood around it has grown up and the landmarks seared into your memory had changed. That stoplight used to be a stop sign, and there's a department store at the end of the street. It's better now but it's missing something. It's a longing for the way things used to be and she realize with some sadness that things will never be that way again.
He seem to notice her hesitancy and pulled back to look in her eyes. "We don't have to do this if you don't want to. If you're not sure" he whispered.
"No, I do want this more than I can say." She assured him.
"You just seem nervous," he whispered on his breath.
She let out the soft laugh, " I am."
Pulling her hands from around his neck she rested them on his chest for a brief second before she slid her hands underneath his jacket to push it down his arms. She didn't let it hit the floor, instead, tossing it behind her onto the dresser. Once the offending barrier was out of the way, he leaned back down and kissed her again. This time it was different. There was something more familiar about it. More exciting and she let herself get lost in the kiss.
He pulled her even closer and opened her robe. It became pretty clear that he wasn't expecting to find her wearing that sexy little number. His eyes twinkled and a smirk creased his cheeks. She smiled back at him before reaching to remove his shirt. His muscles were still etched into his chest, and his abs seemed more defined. Looking at him sent a shock down between her legs, and she could feel the slick pooling in her panties.
He sat at the end of the bed and looked at her, before pulling her to him. She stepped between his legs and let her robe fall to the floor. She watched as he licked his lips while looking her up and down. She was all woman. Beautiful and perfectly shaped. He felt his jeans start to tighten and reached to pull her to him. She allowed him to take her and the way he was looking at her, the way he wanted her, was the biggest turn on.
She leaned down to kiss him. He swiped his tongue across her upper lip and she allowed him access. She held his face between her hands as he threaded his hands into her hair. They stayed like that until Olivia decided she needed more. She then slid her hands up his bare chest allowing her thumbs to run across his nipples several times. Taking the hint, Ed stood up and removed his pants. He then picked her up, turned, and gently laid her down in the middle of her bed.
When Ed settled on top of her, Olivia took a deep breath revealing the weight and feel of the man she was so very much in love with. She took his face in her hands once again and pulled him into another kiss. He let his hands explore her torso and sides leaving goosebumps in their wake. When oxygen became necessary he pulled his lips away from her and leaned his forehead against hers trying to breathe deeply. Her heart started to beat faster as he traced her neck and sides with his calloused hands.
Obviously, this wouldn't be the first time they had sex, but this time she was feeling something other than lust. She didn't need to get off; she needed to satisfy a longing, a need, for him specifically. Now that he was settled on top of her, his arousal was evident and pushed against her thigh. His hands slid up under her teddy to hold her breasts. He cupped them and gently lifted, feeling the weight of them in his hands. In order to get her remaining clothes off, he sat up between her spread legs.
Once she was naked he began to explore her body with his mouth. He started at that spot right behind her ear that always made her breath hitch. He traced her neck stopping briefly at her pulse point to suck. He noticed how quickly her heart was beating and couldn't help the smile that spread across his face. He continued down her body worrying the skin with his teeth before licking away the small sting. When he got to the valley between her breasts he first turned to the left. He drew deliberate circles with his tongue around her nipple before nursing on her, knowing that it would ignite that connection to her womb. She arched into his touch and held his head in place. When he moved his hand to her other breast she nearly forgot to breathe. What he was doing felt really good. Once he finished on her left breast he kissed his way over to her right before giving it the same treatment. She wrapped her legs around him trying to keep him as close as possible.
"You are stunning," Ed whispered as he slid his hands down and began to trace her thighs. Before descending any lower down her body, he connected with her beautiful brown orbs. Trying to be fully present in this moment. Looking to confirm she was fully present and that she wanted this as much as he did.
While looking back down into his eyes, Olivia felt simultaneously exposed and completely safe. It was a feeling she could only remember feeling with Ed. He had been the first man she had let in behind the walls around her heart. She'd built those walls as a way to protect her heart from her mother. And as she became an adult those walls had become impenetrable. She hadn't let them down with Brian, or David, or Kurt. And she definitely didn't let anyone behind them back when she was in her 20s. But she wasn't 20 anymore. And Ed had done a good job of being patient, and letting her share what she wanted when she was ready. But he also had this way of making her open up. He was a good man, and while she would have loathed to admit that for much of her career, she knew that all Ed ever wanted was to serve. And for him that meant ensuring that the police were above reproach.
"Ed." She whispered, bringing him back into the moment with her. She felt him smile into her before he pulled away. They made eye contact and he was looking for permission. She bit her lower lip and nodded once. He moved down and used his tongue to explore her lips, trying to lavish attention everywhere but her clit. He wasn't ready to drive her over the edge, and with how wet she was he knew it wouldn't take much for her to reach that first orgasm. But he wanted to build her up before allowing the shock waves to move through her body.
He allowed himself the privilege of relishing in the sweet scent that eked out of her pussy. It was as intoxicating as he remembered, if not more so. He felt her breathing speed up and she placed her hands on his head so he wouldn't try and pull away.
"More," she moaned, as her legs came up to rest over his shoulders. She was trying to make sure he wouldn't move away from her. What he was doing felt too good, and if he stopped she was sure that she would die. He let out a laugh before taking her ass in his strong hands to pull her sex into his face. And then, finally, he took her engorged clit into his mouth. He sucked hard and felt her arch off the bed all the while using her hands to encourage him to get closer. She planted her feet flat on the bed, causing her draped knees to shoved his shoulders down into the mattress. He smiled into her before flicking his tongue rapidly. She began to moan and he knew she was getting closer, but he also knew if he wanted her to catapult over the edge, rather than letting her fall into her pleasure, she'd need just a little bit more.
He began to alternate between worrying her extremely swollen bud with his teeth, soothing it with his tongue and sucking it into his mouth as if he was trying to get the last few sips of a smoothie using a straw. Then he slid his hand down her ass and under his chin. He coated his fingers in her juices before sliding his middle finger into her. He wanted to ease into her because this time wasn't about helping her find the end, but keeping her on the ledge as long as possible. Her passage was tight and he could feel that she was already pulsing. But he still wasn't quite ready to let her orgasm cascade over her. He pulled his mouth away from her clit and began to lick every other spot of her soaking pussy. She groaned above him and used her feet to shuffle further down the bed. Smiling into her sex, he pushed two more fingers into her and pumped with vigor. He loved the feeling of her walls contracting around him and his incredibly hard dick got impossibly harder. Then he pulled her clit into his mouth once again and sucked more intensely than he had all night. And she went flying.
Olivia didn't really attempt to keep it down as the waves of pleasure rolled through every muscle in her body. She let a moan escape and then another one and another one, "God, oh… my god… Ed… mmmm… please…. don… don't sss… sttt… stop." She could feel him smile into her cunt, before he whispered, "Liv, babe, you need to keep it down." She moved her hand to her mouth to press her palm into it, so she could continue to moan, but muffled her noises so that little ears couldn't overhear.
Ed continued to encourage her orgasm, and he had no intention of slowing down until she pushed him away. His own throbbing erection forgotten, because he was too caught up in enjoying her pleasure.
After what felt like days, Olivia's body began to relax. She pulled her hand away from her mouth to get some much needed oxygen into her desperately burning lungs. She continued to feel the ripples in her sex and abdomen, but her extremities had stopped contracting. They felt like lead weights forcing her to relax into the bed. Eventually she move her hands under Ed's chin to encourage him to let her go. He laid his head on her thigh but left his fingers buried inside of her. He had slowed his pumping but continued to rub lightly against her front wall. He knew that he was stimulating that special spot, keeping her orgasm alive until he was ready for it to end. She seemed to know exactly what he was up to, and the couple maintained eye contact, smiling at each other while Olivia just lived in the state of perpetual bliss.
With as small quiet laugh, Ed withdrew his fingers and sucked them dry, all the while continuing to gaze into his lovers eyes. He reached down to his impossibly hard member to stroke it, and, by some miracle, he had enough brain power left to remember he needed to get a condom. As he started to get up, Olivia dropped her legs onto his back to keep him in place. "I'm coming right back. I just need a condom." He assured her. She let her knees fall open allowing him to sit up. She stared as he reached over to the night stand and pulled open the drawer he knew she used to stash their supply. He sat up between her legs, and looked down at himself. Following his eyes, Olivia saw that his cock was standing at full attention. She sat up and stilled his hands. He allowed her to take the condom, while he let out a shaky breath. He wanted her so much. She was able to get her muscles working just enough to tear open the condom.
He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and she slid the condom down on his erection. She felt him harden even more under her touch and was moved by how powerful she felt. She pulled him back down on top of her, and reveled in the feeling of his rock hard dick against her still soaking pussy. Finally he took his member giving it one more squeeze before he guided himself into her. She felt him moan more than she heard him and the sound made her undulate her hips to meet his.
"God, you're amazing." He said as he began to move inside her. She started panting and he started grunting. He used his elbows to push away from her sneaking his hand down to massage her clit. At first contact she gasped, caught slightly off guard, and then left out a long slow moan. She felt herself pulse around him and her hips involuntarily thrust up trying to get him to fill her completely, almost to the point where he was tapping gently against her cervix.
She lost herself in the feeling, her second orgasm coming at a frightening speed. She moaned her approval as he continued to pump into her. The he stiffened and stilled, his dick pressed completely inside of her as his tightened ball sack rested between her pussy and ass. She ran her hands up his back while he finished, still feeling her body contracting with her own intense pleasure.
She could feel some of his hardness ebbing away, but he was still filling her pleasurably. He was circling her clit and began to flick it after completing three full circles before repeating the cycle. She hadn't even come down from the high and she could feel another orgasm building quickly. He withdrew from her pussy, and she expected him to lay down next to her. While she tried to regulate her breathing, he moved down, settling his face between her legs. She looked down at him and he pressed his tongue against her. She went to stop him, while she teetered on the edge of pain, but he was undeterred. He slid a finger inside and focused on her extremely engorged bundle of nerves alternating between teasing the tip and sucking. She could feel her third orgasm coiling in her belly and before she could appreciate the feeling it ripped through her body. She arched off the bed, letting out a hardy moan, and gripping the sheets in both hands as her entire body convulsed almost violently. Once the shock waves turned into electric jolts that were no longer particularly pleasant, she gently pushed against his forehead silently asking him to let her come down.
He kissed his way back up her body. When he had made it back to her lips he laid next to her sliding his arm under her to hold her close while lazily tracing her chest with his other. She cupped his cheeks pulling him for another kiss. He welcomed her into his mouth and she tasted herself on his tongue, which was incredibly erotic. This one quickly devolved into a full on make out session, because after three orgasms, she was still buzzing with desire.
His hand roamed down her body until she felt him resting above her womb. She pulled away and looked him in the eyes. He looked at her and allowed his fingers to slowly but deliberately caress her until he was cupping her sex again. She was still dripping wet and neither of them could tell you who was more surprised.
"May I?" He asked and this time her heart swooned. God she was ridiculous. She bit her lip, as she responded, "yes." It was breathy and she could feel his dick, pressed against her hip, respond. She looked him in the eyes as he teased her opening with his fingers. They didn't break eye contact while he penetrated her with two fingers. The moment felt unbelievably intimate, which only turned her on more. She gripped his bicep and began to move with him. She ground into his palm and he pumped his fingers in and out of her warmth. She started pulsing around him and he pulled her face into his neck.
"You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, but more than that you have the most loving heart." He whispered into her ear, "I'm so sorry I let you go. But Liv, I love you and I'm never going to let you run away from us again. You're it for me baby. I love you…" His words turned nonsensical, but listening to his soft candace made her lose control again.
She moaned into his neck as her body shook with pleasure. When her muscles released his fingers, he pulled them out of her and drew lazy fingers up to her neck. She opened her eyes and wrapped her lips around his fingers taking him by surprise. Without breaking eye contact, she rolled him onto his back before straddling his legs. He looked up at her waiting for her to take the lead. She looked down at him and noticed that his erection had returned in full.
"Looks like we could go another round," she teased as she wrapped her hand around his thick cock. He swallowed hard as she leaned towards the night stand for another condom opening it up on her return. She sheathed him and then pumped him to make sure he was ready for her. She glanced up at him and saw that he was watching her.
She got up on her knees, lined him up with her cunt, and sank down on him until he disappeared completely inside her. She had had some amazing sex in her time, but Ed always felt incredible. But this time it wasn't just about the sex or the orgasms. Tonight was about reaffirming their relationship; it was about cementing their love. It would provide a foundation that she could turn to whenever she got nervous or afraid. This was about the start of the rest of their lives. She allowed thoughts of many more nights with this man of a forever with Ed to flood her mind. With those thoughts and those images at the forefront of her mind, she let her body respond of its own accord and moaned as he began to slide in and out of her tight core.
"Liv…" Ed moaned out. "You… I… I … can… can't ... n't… last…" He was trying so hard to stay with her, to make sure she was taken care of. She fell on top of him; taking his face in her hands, and their hips fell in time with each other. She kissed him, and he sat up keeping her with him. They held onto each other. "I'm right… I'm right there," she told him as she buried her face in his neck.
With that permission, he came, and as she felt his release, she followed him over the edge. It was her smallest orgasm of the night but also the most intimate: her body around him and his body inside her.
As they relaxed with her on top of him, and the sweat clinging to their bodies; the cool air in the room gave her goosebumps. She was spent. She couldn't believe everything that had happened. He was miraculous and it was unfathomable how incredible she felt right now let alone how she felt during the 5 orgasms she'd just had.
Their breathing started to slow, and he encouraged her to roll off of him. He sat up and traced a finger down her throat before leaning over to kiss her.
"Do you want to clean up a bit?" He asked quietly. She smiled at him and nodded. He stood up and extended a hand out to her. He followed her into the bathroom and turned on the shower. She was starting to shiver slightly, and he pulled her into a warm hug using his body to warm hers.
"How are you feeling?" She murmured against his pec.
"Mmm… I feel good. Really good. Maybe the best I've ever felt." He responded confidently. "You?"
"I feel good. I feel better than good… Ed?"
"Hmm?" He asked as he pulled her into the hot shower.
"I love you too. Very much." She told him as he pressed a kiss into her temple smiling. "And I'm going to try to not let my fears get the best of me, but did you mean it?"
"Mean what?"
"That you wouldn't let me go again?"
"Yes. I did." He responded as he lathered up her loofa to help her rinse the residue of their marathon sex session off her body. "You're going to be stuck with me now," he said as he smiled at her. She reached up to pull his head down to meet her lips. This kiss was softer and somehow more intimate than any other kiss they'd shared in their throws of passion. She let him wash her softly before taking the loofa and giving him the same attention. When she got down to his cock she took him carefully in her hand to clean the evidence of her pleasure off of him, and his member twitched in her hand. She smiled up at him as she began to stroke him lightly. He gave her a smile of his own before reaching down to stop her.
"Noah will probably be up soon." He said as he gently pulled her hand away from his dick. "And as much as you are sex walking around, I can't go another round yet."
She laughed quietly at that and then wrapped her arms around him, pulling him tight before leaning up to kiss him once again. "You're right," she agreed, "Noah will be up shortly. And he'll be thrilled to see you."
They finished rinsing off before Ed turned off the water and helped Olivia out of the shower. She toweled herself off as she went into her closet to pull on some sweats. She also grabbed an old NYPD t-shirt (his t-shirt or maybe Brian's, but it didn't matter too much because he'd be more comfortable than his jeans and button up), and a pair of sweats that she knew belonged to him. After the two were dressed, she pulled out some new sheets. Together they stripped the bed and put on the clean linens. Once done she crawled back into bed and extended her hand for him to join her. He hesitated before she reassured him, "don't worry we're not going another round. I just want to lay with you until my little boy is up." He smiled before joining her. He laid down and pulled her into his arms. She went willingly. The two just lay there silently. He ran his fingers through her hair until he felt her get heavy with sleep. He kissed her temple one more time before he closed his eyes. The last thing he remembered thinking was, "this is going to work. We're going to work. Liv and Noah will be the family I've always wanted."
So... I'm back. Sorta. And I'm looking for a Beta to help me get content out with more regularity. Let me know if you're interested.