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Chapter 16
Impulses of the Heart
Bella
When I came out of the bathroom, the first thing I heard was the music. (Barclay James Harvest - Poor Man's Moody Blues)
Edward stood in the middle of my room and smiled at me.
He looked so beautiful. Jeans, white shirt, barefoot and he was beaming with happiness.
I went to him, he pulled me into his arms and we danced.
I pressed my face into his shirt and everything felt good and right to me.
Yes, I was happy. I hadn't felt this good in ages.
Gently I let myself be carried by him, the beautiful feeling and the good music.
After a while I looked up at him and he looked at me. Tenderly he let his eyes glide over my face, sank into my gaze for a while and then looked at my lips. Very slowly he bent down to me and kissed me tenderly.
I returned the kiss, his tongue was gentle and caressed mine, I tingled all the way to my stomach. Our tongues danced together and my feelings somersaulted.
That was so beautiful and I wanted more. Right now.
Slowly I pushed him to my bed and pushed him backwards onto it. I slid on top of him, sat on his stomach, bent down to his face and kissed him fiercely.
He moaned into my kiss and I felt at my rear end how his penis grew with excitement.
Edward stroked my arms tenderly.
I left his mouth, caressed his chest and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. I pushed it aside, tenderly caressed his torso. I kissed his neck, his chest, his nipples, licked them and once again quickly kissed his beautiful mouth.
He visibly enjoyed me and held back. I knew that he was convulsively trying not to do anything wrong.
I looked at him, straightened up and started to unbutton my blouse. He watched me and I felt him vibrate with excitement under me.
Slowly I pushed open my blouse and he gently stroked it down from my shoulders. His gaze was full of lust and love.
I put his hands on my breasts and he was pleased, stroking them enthusiastically, very tenderly.
"James, you can go if you want," he said.
Oh, I had forgotten all about him.
"He doesn't want to. I think he feels worse outside than he does here. He wants to make sure you don't hurt me," I said.
Edward nodded.
"You're right, he's completely desperate!"
I smiled and pressed my breasts into his hands. Then I reached back and unclasped my bra.
He smiled now and gently pulled it away, looked at my breasts and then stroked directly over my nipples, which immediately stiffened.
He had terribly cold fingers, but it was still arousing.
I moaned now. Slowly I slid lower with my buttocks, thereby he had to let go of my breasts. I opened his pants and he helped me to push them away. I took off the boxers at the same time.
"Oh Isabella," he moaned excitedly and his penis slid to freedom.
I unbuttoned my pants and Edward carefully laid me on the bed, helping me pull them down. I quickly pushed him back on his back, kissed his belly, and then grasped his penis. He moaned loudly. I gently rubbed my fingers up and down and little drops of pleasure formed on the tip.
That thing is big as hell, I thought, finding the idea of feeling it inside me terribly arousing.
I slid closer, kissed the tip of his cock, and then let it slide into my mouth.
He moaned loudly and squirmed under me. While my tongue circled his tip tenderly, I let my hand rub up and down his length.
He liked that, he could hardly hold himself with excitement and stroked my shoulders.
"Please, let me kiss you, now," he said.
I kissed my way back up his stomach to his face, but kept my hand around his penis and kissed his mouth.
Gently, he pushed me onto my back and sat wide-legged on top of me, but without squeezing me. He was very careful. Then he began to spread gentle kisses on my neck. He licked my nipples, sucked on them and stroked them at the same time.
"You taste so good," he whispered.
He slid lower and kissed my belly, letting his tongue circle around my belly button, pushing his tongue inside and I moaned as his hands rubbed up and down my sides. I gave myself completely to his touches and my sensations carried me to distant worlds.
It was simply indescribably beautiful.
"May I go deeper?" he asked.
"Yes please," I said.
He slid between my legs, spread them carefully and looked at me.
"You're so perfect," he whispered.
Gently he pushed my labia apart with his fingers and kissed me in between.
Just the coolness of his lips made me tremble with excitement. It felt so good.
He sucked on my clit, let his tongue circle around it and I moaned softly. Then he very gently slid a finger inside me and rubbed me. It felt good and I pushed myself towards him. He added another finger and continued to suck on my clit.
I felt my tension building and that I was about to come. It was like an explosion. I moaned and vibrated, twitching and squirming under his mouth and fingers.
Edward smiled and let go of me.
"You taste very good and your sounds are music to my ears. I love you so."
"That was very nice, thank you - and I love you too," I whispered and he kissed me on the mouth.
I could taste myself and smiled.
"Do you want to use contraception?" he asked softly.
"Yes, but not today. My period just ended, nothing will happen," I said.
"May I penetrate you very carefully now, please," he whispered in my ear.
"Yes," I breathed excitedly.
His cold breath sent shivers down my body.
Very carefully he knelt between my legs again, stroked my vagina once more with his cool fingers, then he carefully laid himself over me. I spread my legs a little more. He looked at me and very slowly he pushed his penis into me.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling. I had never been so filled and so aroused. Very slowly he pushed out again a little, then in, he took a gentle rhythm. Each thrust I enjoyed and I moaned with pleasure. He moaned too and his breath went faster with excitement. His slow pace became torture.
"Faster," I moaned, and he sped up a bit.
That was better.
I moved along with his rhythm.
"Faster and harder, please," I whimpered, and he sped up, thrusting even deeper into me.
I moaned louder and clawed with my hands in his back. Again I felt an orgasm approaching and gave myself to him. I cried out and exploded around his cock.
"Oh Isabella," he groaned, then growled and came.
That sounded fun and I opened my eyes.
He looked at me with so much love and devotion that my senses faded for a moment.
I felt how he poured himself into me and the cold liquid spread inside me and it was simply wonderful. So intimate and deep, I felt connected to him.
"What are you doing to me," he whispered, breathing quickly, dropping down beside me, but immediately pulling me tightly against him.
Then he pulled a blanket over me so I wouldn't freeze.
I kissed his beautiful mouth and snuggled my head in his arm.
"That was very beautiful and intimate," I whispered.
"I thought so too," he whispered, playing with my hair. "Thank you for your trust and for your love," he added.
I kissed his chest.
"I need to drink something," I said.
Edward immediately wanted to sit up.
"Don't get up, I'll bring her something, Your Highness," James said, bringing me a glass of water shortly after.
"Thank you," I said, drinking, handing him back the glass and snuggling back up to Edward.
"Darling, will you be okay with me telling my father tomorrow that he can announce our engagement?" asked Edward.
"Say 'darling' again," I whispered.
Edward laughed.
He bent down to me, looked at me and said softly, "My darling, my wife, my heart, my Princess, my queen, my life, darling - I love you!"
Now I had to laugh.
"Thank you," I said. "And you can spread the word and announce it everywhere."
"I'm so happy, Isabella!" he whispered, kissing my hair.
"Me too, Edward," I whispered.
"Say it again," he whispered.
I leaned over his face, looked at him and said, "I love you, Edward!"
"Senza di te non posso più vivere", he breathed in Italian. (Without you I can no longer live.)
He kissed me gently and then stormily until I could not breathe. He put all his passion into this kiss.
I laughed and beat against his chest.
"Let go of me, I can't breathe!", I gasped and he smiled.
I smiled back and took a breath.
"You need to sleep," he said, "it's getting late!"
"So, do I have to?", I asked.
"Not?" he asked back.
"Already?", I asked.
"What do you want to do?" he asked.
I smiled. Then I crawled under the covers, stroked his penis and kissed him.
Edward moaned and his cock immediately became big and hard again in my hand.
That's what I had thought.
I played with it, sucking and rubbing and enjoying Edward's arousal. But I didn't want to make him come like that. So I pushed myself on top of him and rubbed my vagina over his cock.
Edward groaned loudly.
Then I took him up, guided him to my vagina and let him slowly slide into me.
"Oh God!" exclaimed Edward.
I smiled.
HE wouldn't help him now.
Slowly I moved on top of him, gyrating my hips, going up and down and he moaned. It felt so good. I felt it excite me again and I let myself sink with my upper body on Edward's chest.
He got into my rhythm, now holding my buttocks and thrusting into me harder and faster.
"Yes," I whispered greedily and shortly after I came.
Edward wasn't ready yet, kept thrusting violently into me until he too found release and came inside me. He growled again and that was really funny.
My growler.
Slowly his thrusts subsided and he gently put his arms around my torso, stroking my back and staying inside me.
I snuggled up to him and just stayed on his chest.
After a while he whispered, "Are you falling asleep? Isn't that too uncomfortable?"
"Is it uncomfortable for you?", I whispered.
"No, I like having you so close and being inside you," he admitted.
"Great, good night then," I said and just fell asleep.
At some point I woke up because now my lower legs had fallen asleep after all.
Edward gently stroked my back.
"Awake again?" he asked quietly.
"I think my legs have fallen asleep now after all," I sighed.
Carefully he tried to lift me up.
"No," I whimpered.
"Why not? You can't just lie there like that, sugar."
"But it's so beautiful," I whispered, "you're still inside me!"
I carefully rubbed my vagina over him and his penis erected immediately. He slowly grew inside me and I moaned with pleasure.
"Isn't that too much for one night?" he whispered, amused.
"Is it too much for you?", I asked.
"No," he said with a smile. "I can't get enough of you!"
"That's nice, well go on then," I said encouragingly and to show I meant it I let him slide deeper inside me.
He groaned. Then he suddenly straightened up, but left his cock inside me.
"Let's position ourselves differently so your legs can live again too!" he said, swinging us around so that I was lying pressed against the pillows and could stretch my legs a bit.
Gently, he thrust into me. Then he took my legs and put them over his shoulders. That was more effective, he came deeper and I moaned with pleasure.
He thrust into me hard and I enjoyed it. I looked at him while doing it, his beautiful face, a little tense from the effort, his soft fuzzy hair, his muscular chest, his strong upper arms.
I moaned louder.
"Come for me," he whispered, his voice rough with excitement.
And I came, panting loudly and it was so hot.
Edward poured into me and growled again - this seemed to be the fulfillment of his feelings. He looked at me, let my legs slide down gently, leaned over me and kissed me tenderly.
I returned the kiss, stroking his face, his hair and he still twitched deep inside me.
"You are so sensual and impetuous," I whispered.
"You're much worse," he whispered, giving me lots of little soft kisses on the mouth. "La tua bocca mi fa impazzire." (Your mouth is driving me crazy.)
Then he laid his head on my chest for a while and stroked my sides, I his hair and shoulders.
"You're so nice and warm," he whispered. "Sei il sole della mia vita." (You are the sun of my life.)
"Yeah and you are cold," I said, "and we're both sticky as hell and need a shower!", I added.
"I guess that's true," he smiled. "Fresh linens, too, I guess," he added.
"We could shower and just wander over to your bed," I giggled.
He laughed.
"You're a glutton for punishment, my Princess!"
"That's right," I said. "Once I get going, there's no stopping me ..."
He smiled and kissed me again.
"Do you want to shower alone or can I come?" he asked.
"It's much more fun in pairs," I said with a grin.
"Isabella! You want to seduce me - in the shower?" he asked, playfully indignant.
"Me? Never!" I said, equally indignant.
Laughing, he got up, gently lifted me out of bed and carried me into the bathroom. He put me down in front of the shower, turned on the water and checked the temperature. Then we stepped in together and let us rain clean again. Edward took my soap and washed me gently.
When he reached between my legs, I unfortunately had to groan and he smiled. Slowly he let two fingers slide and moved them inside me.
"Oh Edward," I moaned.
I reached for his penis, which was also already hard again.
It had to be because he was a vampire. No man could otherwise so often in such close succession.
Edward bent over and sucked my nipples with pleasure. Still he kept his fingers inside me and I moaned. Then he slid onto his knees and kissed my vagina, pushed me gently against the wall, lifted one leg over his shoulder and penetrated me with his tongue, sucking on my clit while gently holding my hips. Water trickled over my nipples and dripped over his head. I stroked through his hair.
"Edward, come up, I want you inside me," I moaned excitedly.
He kissed his way up my stomach, over my breasts up to my face and held my thighs up with his hands.
I wrapped my legs around his hips, pressed them against his butt and he slid his penis deep inside me. This time he thrust equally fast and hard and I whimpered with excitement.
We both needed a long time because we had already come so many times that night and it was just totally awesome.
He slid one hand over the back of my ass, stroked his index finger over my crack, and then slowly penetrated my anus with it. I was irritated at first, but it just felt good. As his penis continued to thrust violently into my vagina, his finger slowly and gently drilled rhythmically into my anus and I came. It was such a violent sensation that I didn't know where to put all my emotions. I cried out loudly and gave myself to the feeling.
Edward let himself go as well and poured into me, moaning and growling again. He pulled his finger out the back, still holding my butt cheeks and leaned his face against my cheek.
"You are the most exciting creature I have ever met," he whispered.
"You're a sex god," I whispered, and he laughed.
Slowly he pulled out of me, which made me whimper. He smiled, washed me and himself again quickly, rinsed us thoroughly the foam. Then he got out of the shower and wrapped me in a large bath towel. He quickly dried himself with a small towel and then rubbed me dry.
"I'll get you something to wear, hmm ...?" he asked.
"Yeah, I want a moment alone anyway."
He pressed a kiss to my forehead and left the bathroom.
I went to the toilet, brushed my teeth afterwards.
"May I come in, darling?" asked Edward.
"Yes," I said.
He came in and pulled me into his arms, kissed me gently and then helped me into my nightgown. He held out a pair of briefs to me, which I also put on. He had already put on boxers and a T-shirt. Then he took me in his arms and carried me to bed, which James had of course put fresh sheets on.
"Thank you James," I said softly.
Edward put me in the middle of the bed, lay down with it and covered us.
"Tu sei un dono del cielo", he whispered in my ear. (You are a gift from heaven.)
"Please remember to sign me up for the Italian class at the university, too," I muttered, because I had only ever understood half of what he whispered to me.
"But now it's time to sleep," he whispered with a played stern tone.
I smiled, snuggled in his arm against his chest and fell asleep.
