Shepard Stories II - Ch 31: You're like animals
Main Characters: Milizkia T'Loak, and Xaneya Praci
Serrice, Thessia – Milizkia T'Loak residence – January 2222CE
The elevator bounced gently when Milizkia arrived at her floor, when the doors softly opened, they dinged and a gentle voice said, "Level six." She exited, then tapped at her omni-tool and grunted at the time 0258. She slowly walked down the corridor as she rolled her luggage behind her. When she finally made it to her door, she yawned then rubbed her eyes Ugh, I'm so tired.
She waved her omni-tool over the door to unlock it, the door swooshed open, and her eyes flashed when she saw her house in disarray. She shook her head and blinked hard a few times then walked out the front door, looked at the condo number next to the door then walked back in. As she walked toward the living room her shoes began to make a noise as her steps became somewhat resistant from a sticky substance on the floor. She groaned as she looked at the floor then the bottom of her shoe "Eww, what the hell is that?" then looked toward the balcony when the door slid open and two unknown people walked in.
"Hey, who are you? What are you doing here?" asked one of the strangers.
She pointed to herself as she said "What am I doing here? I live here and this is my place." She pointed to them "What are you two doing here?"
"This is our friend Xana's place and we've been crashing here the entire summer and we've never seen you."
She gave a quick laugh "Is that right? Hmmm." She looked around at the mess as she placed the back of her hand on her nose then said, "What the fuck is that smell?"
"That would be weed and ass with a mixture of perfume de gar-ba-ge." Said someone from the couch.
"And who are you?" asked Milizkia
Two people sat up from the couch and a friend of hers replied "Hey, Loak."
She grunted then said "Hey Jen, what the hell is going on here? Where's Xana and the others?"
Jen rubbed her face as she said "Ugh… a party and it ended about an hour ago. Xana and the others went to bed shortly after."
As Jen talked gnats buzzed around Milizkia face. She waved them off as she quickly said "Eww, what the fuck?" When they regrouped and came back, she groaned "Gnats! Are you fucking kidding me?" She flared her nostrils as she yelled "Xana! Sky! Radi! Rue! Core! Get the fuck out here!"
After a few moments her bedroom door swooshed open, and Xana walked out in a robe "What? I'm trying to sleep!" she yelled then recoiled as she brought her hands to her mouth. "Babe…"
Milizkia crossed her arms and glared at her then turned her head when she heard another door open and saw her other roommates Sky and Radi walkout from the hall.
Skylis groaned as she said "Who the hell is yelling?" she made a face when she saw her pissed off friend "Oooh hey Loak…" then glanced at her girlfriend Radi.
"Oooooh shit…" said Radi through her teeth.
She turned when she heard another door open and saw her other roommates Rue and Core run into the living room.
Milizkia's hands hovered next to her own face as she scorned them "What the fuck…." She looked around at the mess then continued "Is this what you all do when I'm not around? Because… what the fuck!"
Radi quickly replied "We were going to clean up and fix everything before you got home."
Her voice radiated as she continued to reprimand her friends "Oh, I just happened to come home early, is that it? Hmmm? Because I have to be the fucking grownup around here?" She pointed to her girlfriend, "You of all people couldn't have told me that strangers were living in my house or that you were having a party?"
"Babe, I'm sorry…" squeaked Praci.
"Look at this place! I don't know how you all lived when you were at home, but I don't live like this! I refuse to live like this!" She raked her hands down her face, then yelled, "I mean for fuck's sake this is Lady Liara's house and we just fucking dwell here!"
"Oh shit! This is Lady Liara's place?" mumbled one of the strangers. While her friends looked down then back at her "We're sorry…"
"You're sorry?" She said then pointed to her wall, "There's a fucking hole in my wall." Then pointed to the broken items on the ground "My designer lamp and picture are broken! And what the fuck am I standing in!"
"That was an accident—" said one of the strangers standing in the living room.
She pointed to her as she snapped, "Don't say another word! If you don't live here, then don't fucking speak…" She pointed to the lamp and picture as she said "Who the fuck is paying for this? Do you think Lady Liara buys her stuff at the local Value Mart?" she brought her fingers to the side of her temples then jerked them away as she continue "I don't even want to know how much those costs. Hundreds if not thousands of credits probably!" She waved her hand at them when they cringed "Yea, so you all better figure it the fuck out because I sure as shit am not paying for it."
An unknown male in the room replied "Pfffttt I'm not paying for shit…"
Prass quickly said "Roger shut up… just shut the hell up!" then cautiously moved closer to her lover as she calmly said "Babe… I need you to calm down."
She glared at her and snarled, "Calm down? Calm down? Look at this fucking place! She shook her head, "You're like animals living in this stench and filth."
"We'll clean it, but I need you to breathe because your aura is blazing."
Milizkia looked down at her glowing hands then took a deep breath, "Open a window, take out this trash, and clean this shit up!" she said then grabbed her bag and walked to her room.
Roger snorted "Fuck that."
Milizkia rolled her shoulder as she turned on her heel then snapped "Get your shit and get out!"
"And where the fuck am I supposed to go?" he said.
She gave a quick laugh "I don't care where you go…" Her eyes shifted from one person to the next as she continued "…but if you're going to live in filth, it's NOT going to be here!"
"Can we clean it tomorrow?" asked someone
She shook her head as her finger jabbed the air then snarled "No, now! Right now! If you don't want to clean up, then get the fuck out!" She clenched her jaw then said "I swear, if I get up later and this still looks like this then I'm kicking everyone out." She looked at her roommates as she continued "And I mean everyone." she let out a heavy breath then walked through her bedroom door, tossed her bag on the bed and looked around at her clean and tidy room. Thank God. She put her things away, undressed and hopped in the shower.
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Thirty minutes or so later, Praci walked into her bedroom, she could feel the humidity coming from the bathroom and could smell her lover's body wash lingering in the room. She looked over and saw her lover already in bed with her back to her. A smile crept across her face at the thought of her girlfriend loving on her, she removed her robe and got into bed. She scrunched her brow markings when she pressed her naked body up against her and felt that she had clothes on then whispered into her aux "Babe…?"
Milizkia grunted and scornfully replied, "What?"
She kissed her shoulder a few times and ran her hand up and down her thigh "I'm sorry… everything was going to be back to normal."
Milizkia grunted "uh-huh."
Praci furrowed her brow markings at the continuous irritation in her lover's tone and the shortness. She kissed her neck and ran her hand up between her inner thighs then stopped when she didn't respond to her touch "What's the matter?"
"Are you serious?" She snipped. "Why didn't you tell me those people out there were living in my place?"
"I'm sorry it slipped my mind."
"As many times as we vid called and messaged each other, it slipped your mind? What else has slipped your mind?"
"What are you implying?" Prass said as she pulled her hand away.
"Nothing, just forget it. I'm tired. I just want to go to bed." Loaky grumbled.
"Babe, I didn't think you would mind. We live here too; you know or do we need to ask your permission to do everything."
"I don't mind. Parties, I don't mind, hanging out with friends and other people, I don't mind. Garbage and filth, I mind, and you know that. So, don't get snippy with me. I would have appreciated it if you told me what was going on. What blows my mind is why you even allow it to happen?"
Praci looked at her "I said I was sorry! We had a party several days ago and we just never got around to cleaning it."
"And now… you're lying because it takes longer than a few days for gnats. AND Jen said your party ended right before I got home. So, what else happened?"
"Ok… ok, we had several parties while you were away, and the cleanup has been here and there. We've just been partying, drinking, smoking, and hanging out."
"Ok…and are you going to explain to me why it smells like ass out there? Were you a part of that?" said Loaky
"No! Baby, you're the only one I've ever been with. There's no way I'm going to mess up our relationship for some ass. NO fucking way!"
"mmmHmmm"
She scoffed, "Don't believe me? I'll show you."
"Ok ok… whatever I believe you."
"So, you're mad at me?" asked Prass.
She just looked at her "We haven't even fucked on the couch and now we have multiple nasty's on the couch." She made a face then continued "And you all are just lounging in the marinade of sexual fluids. Yea because let me relax on this dry crusty spot."
Prass raised her brow markings then said "I'm sorry. I didn't think about that, and I'll have it cleaned."
She grunted then turned her back to her as she grumbled "Yea ok, goodnight."
Praci felt pain tingles in her heart at the coldness she was receiving from her girlfriend. She scrunched her face and rubbed her forehead "Babe... I'm really sorry. I know you're mad at me. You rarely ever go to bed with clothes on, you didn't kiss me, you didn't hug me, you won't even look at me... please don't be mad at me."
Milizkia groaned "I honestly just want to go to sleep."
Tears trickled down her face, "Ok..." She laid down on her side of the bed. She turned her head to look at her, then covered her eyes with her arm as she cried.
Milizkia laid there and listened to her lover cry, and it was beginning to tear at her heart. She turned toward her and propped herself up on her arm. "Hey?"
Praci looked at her "Hmm?"
"I'm sorry, I'm tired and just really aggravated."
She wiped her tears "I'm sorry. Forgive me?"
Milizkia sighed, "Xana, I forgive you but it's so unbearably disgusting out there though!"
Prass gave out a quick laugh "I know because you're a very tidy person. I knew that would drive you nuts, and I swear it was going to be cleaned before you got home. I've missed you so much."
She gave a slight smile, leaned in closer and hovered over her lips "Then why did you allow it?"
Prass could feel her breath on her lips as she rolled her eyes "Will you kiss me already you grumpy bitch."
"I am grumpy and irritated as fuck!" She said then kissed her.
Prass indulged on her lips as she pulled her in closer and wrapped her arms around her "Mmmmm It won't happen again, I promise."
"It better not."
Prass giggled "Or what? You're going to slap my ass?"
She smirked then turned when she heard her omni-tool ding and smiled because she already knew who it was.
Prass rolled her eyes as she grumbled "Let me guess…Benezia?"
She nodded as she tapped at her omni tool to respond back to her. "Yea, she just wanted to make sure I made it home ok."
"Of course she did." Mumbled Prass.
She scrunched her face as she turned back toward her lover and said "Are you jealous?"
"Yes, you give her more attention than you do me. It's 3:45 in the morning and she is texting you?"
"Stop. Xana, we've lived together for like the last six years and you're with me every day, Benezia is not. She has been my best friend since I was like sixteen and yea we talk a lot. So, if that bothers you then this isn't going to work."
Pain trickled through her heart when her lover instantly took Benezia's side over hers. She looked at her for a moment to gather her words because she didn't want to say anything she'd regret. She gently ran her hand up her lover's face "I'm sorry. I just miss you, ok?" then leaned up and kissed her.
Milizkia returned her kiss then looked into her eyes and knew she was upset. She gently ran her finger over her lover's nipple as she said "Where am I and who am I with?"
Prass smiled "With me and in our bed."
She kissed down her neck then gently ran her fingers over her e-zone "mHmmm and how bad did you miss me?
Her eyes fluttered as she moaned softly "Terribly…" then pulled at her lover's clothes "Take these off I want to feel you against me."
Milizkia complied with her demands then moved to the edge of the bed and grabbed the bag that was laying on the floor next to her nightstand.
"What are you doing?" asked Prass.
"I want to try something that I picked up." Said Loaky
Praci scrunched her brow markings "What do you mean? What are you going to try?"
She looked at her for a long moment as she reached in the bag then pulled out her sex toy and said "This."
Prass eyes widened as she giggled then said "Is that…"
Loaky snickered "A dick. Yes."
Prass giggled "Damn babe, you're kinky! That looks hella expensive."
"Yea, like several thousand credits expensive. My mom said I had to get it and that it was an absolute must-have for those certain partners."
Prass gave her a look, "Your MOM said to get this?"
She laughed softly "Yea… mom is something else." then said "Yes, or no?"
Prass arched a brow marking "Yes..."
She sat at the edge of the bed and read the instructions quickly "Ummm ok. This goes here.." She grabbed the small remote. "It says to push this button" She felt it suction on to her sex. "Oh shit..."
"Are you ok?"
"Yea. Then it says to lift and hit this button." She felt it secure itself around her legs then around her waist, and it made several adjustments. Then she felt feelers extended from the back waistband and move on her lower ezone and those made subtle tiny adjustments. Finally, she felt something enter her and attach itself to one of her sensory nodes. Her eyes widened, "Holy shit! This thing is no joke. I'm kind of scared to use it." She looked down at the weird harden extension protruding from her lower body. She touched it, and she felt a sensation from her ezones and from her body. "Woah..."
"What happened?
"I can feel this thing through my ezones and... like it feels as if it's part of my actual body."
"Damn..."
"I know... you ready?" she asked as she waggled her brow markings.
She shrugged, "I guess so."
"Oh, wait, it said I might need this lube." She grabbed the slender tube and popped the top then placed a dollop on the tip of her new protruding dick. She let out a breath when she rubbed the lube around then moved between her lover's legs.
Prass looked up at her sexy purple lover hovering over her. Her lover made her melt with everything she always did to her, and she loved every part of her. Her breath hitch when she entered her, and her trail of kisses down her neck made her eyes flutter. Their sex together was always magical with the way she touched her. All she wanted to hear from her now was that she loved her.
Milizkia was always the one in control when it came to sex. Their moans of pleasure is what she desired the most and it was like fuel to the flame. If it wasn't the moans, then it was a desire to taste Asari pussy because it was an aphrodisiac to her and every asari had a different flavorful taste. She ran her tongue up Prass's neck then leaned back to look at her. Her eyes were closed as pleasure poured over her face and her mouth was parted as she breathed heavily. "Look at me. I want to see you." She asked
Prass smiled as she opened her eyes then said "Mmm I love how you like to see me this way."
As she rocked into her, she could see the pleasure in her eyes and heard it her moans. She ran her hand down her lover's leg as she leaned down to indulge on her lips. "Mmm…I want to taste you, but this feels so good." She said breathlessly.
Prass ran her hands down her back as she moaned and rocked her hips into her "Mmm yes it does."
She closed her eyes as the pleasurable sensation rippled through her ezones and lower body with every stroke. Her hand clenched the sheets as her breathes were becoming heavier "Tell me, you're almost there because I can barely hang on." She smiled when Prass tugged at the back of her mind.
The moment Milizkia entered her mind, she could feel the overwhelming sensation her girlfriend was feeling "Holy shit, babe! How'd you last as long as you did?"
"I don't know, but I'm about to fucking explode." Replied her lover
Prass rumbled in laughter, "Then let go!" Her entire body shuddered and convulsed when she released. "Holy hell! MMmm"
They fell back into each other, Milizkia just laid on her as she breathed heavily then kissed her neck.
"Mmmm... you, ok? You're shaking." She said as she unwrapped her legs from her lover.
"mHmm, that thing was a workout and intense."
Prass giggled. "Mmm that was amazing, and you didn't even use your lovely mouth."
She chuckled then said "You love my mouth?"
Prass smiled as she nodded "mmHmmm, I love your mouth on me, I love your hands on me, I love your fingers in me because I love you." She said as she caressed her cheek.
She smiled broadly "I know you do. You have since the Academy."
"Baby, it's been three almost four years. When are you going to tell me you love me? I know you do."
She looked away "I umm don't know if I do." She said as she caressed her lover's breasts "I know I care about you though." She said as she left a trail of kisses down her neck then kissed on her breasts.
"nMmm, are you trying to distract me from your answer?"
She chuckled as she licked her nipples then sucked on them "No... maybe…"
Prass pulled at her "Come here and look at me."
"What?" she said when her eyes reached her lover's.
"I may not see it in your mind that you do, but I know some bit of you loves me. I can tell by the way you are with me. How you keep me close when were out or when someone else is nearby. The way your lips touch mine and you pull me close." She gently ran her hand up her lover's face as she continued "You make love to me, but you can't tell me." She looked into her lover's eyes, "Are you scared?"
She looked away, "I'm not scared."
Prass placed her hand on her cheek and gently moved her face back to face hers "I know we have decades and centuries to live. I know you won't always be with me or I with you. That's just the way it is with us asari. Maybe I'll get several years or a decade and if I'm lucky a century with you. I know my heart will be shattered when that day comes when you leave me because I love you with all my heart. You'll always be my first, my first meld, my first lover, and my first to be in love with. Don't be scared to love...or to love me. Don't think of then or what may be in the future but think of now. Love me now... be with me now. Can you do that?"
Milizkia had a burning feeling in her heart, but she didn't quite know what it was, especially for Prass. She knew of a mother's love, a family's love, a friend's love, and one other love but she didn't know what a relationship love was supposed to be or feel like. Her mother always told her to stay in control of one's life and let nothing consume you. She didn't want to be vulnerable in love and she knew she wasn't in love with Prass but maybe she did love her. "I don't know what this feeling is, babe. I truly don't but if it's love then yes, I love you."
"I know you do, you big chicken. Tell me again." Prass said then kissed her deeply.
She chuckled as she returned her kiss "I love you." She slowly ran her hand down her lover's thigh as she said "MMmm, you know what else?"
"Hmmm?"
"You felt so damn good." She said as she kissed down her neck
Prass eye's fluttered as she replied "Yea? I love it when you talk to me like this. Tell me—" They both froze when their door opened.
"I'm not looking I just need to grab my bag." Replied the person that came through the door.
Loaky softly growled in her lover's aux, "What the fuck?" then quickly grabbed at the sheet and covered them up.
Prass peered over her lover's shoulder as she snipped at her friend, "What the fuck, Haley?"
"I heard the continuous loud moaning stop, and I figured it was ok to come in." replied her friend.
She could feel Milizkia vibrating with anger "No, it's not ok we're still in the middle of it and why the hell would your bag be in our room?"
"I put the small one in here the other day. I just need to get my we—"
"Just get it and get out!" snapped Milizkia as she began to remove herself from her lover.
Praci gripped on to her girlfriend and pulled her back down on her "No no no, you're not going anywhere."
"Aww, you're cute, and your sex sounds amazing." said Haley.
"Haley! Just get your bag and get out!" grumbled Prass.
"I'm trying to. I can't fucking see it's dark in here..." she replied.
"If she turns on these fucking lights I'm done." snipped Milizkia.
"I think I found it! Yep, got it. Sorry!" said Haley.
As soon as the door closed, Loaky called out "V.I lock my door." She groaned and laid her head down on her lover's shoulder "Uggghh I don't like your new friends."
Prass laughed, "They're really nice people. Well, I don't care for Roger, but that's Rue's friend." She slapped her ass "MMmm I think I'm going to love this toy. That release of yours was much stronger than normal, and I loved every bit of it."
She leaned back and looked at her "So, you enjoyed it because I sure as hell did."
"I always enjoy our sex together. This was up there, though." She ran her hands down her back and kissed her lips softly "Mmmm I want you to do it again, actually."
Her eyes flashed as she chuckled, "You're going to be the death me. I'm beat baby. I was beat when I walked through the door, but this drained the last bit of me. I'll do it again later tonight. Now help me figure out how to take this thing off."
She giggled then pouted "Awww. Ok but cuddle with me after."
Milizkia smiled as she said "Of course."