From Me To You

by CrypticBeans

Toshinori likes to believe he's seen it all. That he's seen all there could be. And yet nothing prepared him for the day he was invited over to none other than Hizashi and Shouta's home where his life is flipped upside down.

3. Movies, Cuddling, and The Two of Us

Toshinori was happy. There was no other name for the emotion that bubbled in his chest and left him smiling. An emotion that twisted into him so viciously that he was left breathless in its wake. Happiness was something that he felt he'd been devoid of for the past four years but pride had been abundant. Joy. However, to be truly happy? To be able to relish in the emotion that choked him up? That had him smiling wider than anything? There was no emotion like it. Joy couldn't compare.

Pride couldn't live up to it. Toshinori couldn't remember the last time that he could confidently say that he was happy. That he was the happiest he'd ever imagined himself being in recent times. He was an older man and with that territory, it felt like any chance of a love life was over for him. It had been extinguished long before he had a chance to pursue anything. For him to pursue the life of happiness that he knew he wanted for himself. If there was anything he wanted, it was to be happy.

In his final stretch of life, all he wanted was to feel happiness. All he wanted was to feel that he could confidently face the world with that happiness brewing in his chest. A happiness that made it easier to smile. Made it easier to go about his usual day with that smile on his lips, free to flash to whoever glanced at him. There was nothing he wanted but to spread the happiness that he'd been feeling over the past four months. A happiness that invaded every part of his life whether he knew it or not.

Hizashi and Shouta were two men who had provided him with such happiness. It was more than he could have ever asked for. While he'd had his breakdown over their casual touches, he found himself more than eager to receive them now. More than eager to return those cheek caresses to the men that were given to him. It was still awkward, painfully so, but he found himself tipping his face towards those tracing fingers on his cheek when Shouta caressed it rather than ducking away.

Or when Hizashi's fingers trailed along his jaw adoringly before lifting his hand to kiss the back of it gently before flitting off to some odd job of his. There was a happiness that sparkled in Shouta and Hizashi that had begun to infect him in the same way. A happiness that was shared among the three of them that had him absolutely delirious. He found himself no long shying away from those casual touches but rather feeling an eagerness to accept whatever it was his boyfriends would give him.

Soft trailing fingers over his cheek and jaw. The hands that found their way into his with thumbs moving against the backs of his hands. Kisses to the back of them or to his knuckles. Kisses to his cheeks. However, what truly put him over the moon were the soft kisses he would get from Shouta nowadays. Moments alone where he'd get the lightest, softest kisses from his boyfriend who seemed eager to give them as he was to receive them. He likes kissing Shouta.

He likes having those full, plush lips on his own in moments they had alone. More often than not, he found himself at their home with Shouta curled into his good side with hands in his. Lips on his. There was a joy in kissing Shouta so freely that it threatened to give him a damn heart attack when he thought too long on it. There was an eagerness to share in that desire, that passion and love that was aimed his way by the black-haired man.

There were no doubts in his mind that Shouta wanted him. That he was desired by the black-haired man. However, he found himself shy when it came to Hizashi. The blonde was so open, so free with his love and there was nothing he wanted more than to share in that love. He had come into the home one too many times to find Shouta and Hizashi in a lazy, passionate embrace with lips moving together plenty of times.

He'd kissed Shouta enough times to know what it was like on that receiving end. But not with Hizashi. And he wants nothing more than to feel that love, that desire, with the blonde man. As if he sensed it, Shouta had offered to look into therapists for the three of them. Hizashi had been quick to agree and while he'd been quieter, he'd agreed as well. It took Shouta a week before he mentioned he found a therapist that specializes in polyamory.

Someone they could talk too either biweekly or bimonthly but given how new everything was, they decided on one therapy session a week with this person. And he couldn't deny that the atmosphere when they walked into the office had been nothing short of welcoming. He'd felt no judgement from the therapist about himself being an obviously older man with two younger men. If anything, it was a bit easier to talk when he was prodded gently by the therapist about his standpoint.

He'd gone red while speaking but the hands in his? Hizashi's soft, slender hand in his right hand and Shouta's rough, calloused hand in his left? It had been amazingly easy to discuss what had been on his mind. Holding onto their hands like anchors with fingers pressing into his palms as he clung to his boyfriends' hands until the end of the session. Just like that, their first appointment had flown by and he'd felt strangely lighter as he was walked to the car.

It had been nothing short of amazing and he had been sure to thank Shouta for finding them a therapist the way that he had. However, this meant that he needed to do something about Hizashi. He could feel that longing. That desire. It was there in the way that Hizashi's fingers trailed over his cheek as those green eyes locked onto his. Was there in the way his pupils expanded slightly with lips parting as quiet, trembling breaths were taken.

When the other blonde was swaying towards him with blonde lashes fluttering at him. The tension that hung in the air thickly with the intent of choking him before he could take a proper breath. When Hizashi's hands were in his and those eyes glowed at him with an unmistakable longing, an unmistakable eagerness. And yet he never took the chance. He never took the damn chance when he knew he should. He was too nervous. Too shy.

But staring at his boyfriend's longing face had him eager to break the barrier. He wants nothing more than to sweep Hizashi up into his arms while he locked his lips onto his. Would they be soft like his hair? Like his hands? Would Hizashi kiss him back enthusiastically? Would he swoon in his arms? Or would he be the one swooning into the shorter blonde's arms? There was so much that he wanted to know that it was impossible to sleep properly when he was alone at his apartment.

When he was tossing and turning, trying to soothe himself enough to sleep. Just enough to get him to sleep. But the thought of Hizashi, pretty Hizashi, kissing him had his stomach in knots. Had him squirming restlessly with his hands fisting into his blanket as he tried to ignore the desire long enough to go to sleep. What would it be like to kiss Hizashi? What would Hizashi do? What would he say afterwards? He'd been keyed up today; more so than usual.

The morning had passed in the blink of an eye for him with his teaching taking up most of the day. At lunch, he got to take his place between Shouta and Hizashi where he adored to be. It was a quiet affair with Hizashi babbling about his work later tonight at the radio station and Shouta occasionally grunting at the other blonde. And then Hizashi had gently leaned into his side, mindful of the aches that had been festering that day, with blonde lashes fluttering at him.

And then the offer was made; to come over this afternoon for tea together. To watch a possible movie together. Shouta had all but jumped on top of it by suggesting that they have the house to themselves for the afternoon. That he'd pick up Eri after school when his patrol that afternoon ended. Hizashi had questioned if he wanted too and he'd been nervous but he'd said yes. Because he did want to spend time one-on-one with Hizashi the same way he spent time with Shouta.

He wanted nothing more than to have a nice, calm afternoon with Hizashi. There was nothing he wanted more than to have that one-on-one time together that would allow him to know the blonde better. The idea that they'd have the house to themselves for the afternoon? It put a flutter to his stomach. It had his heart racing in his chest. But Hizashi had looked so damn happy when he said yes to coming over that afternoon.

The other blonde had looked so happy that he swore emeralds could be put to shame with the warmth in those green eyes. Spots of pink popping on his cheeks that were made up to hide his adorable freckles. The blonde had kissed his cheek adoringly before they all returned to their lunch. He couldn't stop replaying the moment over and over in his head; how those eyes shimmered at him. How his boyfriend looked so happy at the thought of having him to himself for the afternoon.

How easy it was to make Hizashi even the slightest bit happy. He'd been nothing short of happy that he'd made his boyfriend look at him like that. There was nothing he loved more than to make Hizashi happy. The other blonde was easy to make happy and he wanted to share in the emotion with the blonde. He just didn't know what this afternoon would entail. What it would mean for the both of them. If there was some unknown expectation for sex that he wasn't aware of.

But Hizashi never implied it; in fact, the blonde had babbled during the rest of their lunch about the types of teas he had and the movies that they could watch on the streaming services. He hadn't listened to have of it but the way Hizashi explained it? The offering of shows and movies he had off of the top of his head had been nothing short of sweet. He didn't know if Hizashi expected sex or what it could be that he wanted from him.

He hoped that he was, at the very least, ready for whatever could happen this afternoon. He didn't want to go into something innocent with the expectation of sex. Just because he'd done something with Shouta didn't mean that Hizashi had to want too. It didn't mean that the blonde desired or lusted after him like that. But wasn't it there? Didn't he see it when Hizashi was leaning towards him? When those lips were parting slightly as blonde lashes fluttered at him with a longing making itself painfully clear in his eyes?

Didn't he see it in the way that Hizashi looked at him? The silent desire that smoldered in those green eyes when the spark between them danced and flamed? He felt that answering longing, that answering desire, yet he didn't know how or when he should act upon it. All he knew was that spark was growing larger between them. Something that would flame out of control when it was fanned the slightest bit; just like his afternoon with Shouta.

He'd not known that one kiss would lead to a hand job and then frottage. He didn't think it would get so hot so fast but he hadn't been paying attention to the spark between himself and Shouta. But now that he had experienced the fiery arousal, he could see the spark between himself and Hizashi for what it was. He knew that acting upon it soon would be not only amazing for himself but for Hizashi. There was nothing he wanted more than to make sure Hizashi knew he was wanted too.

That he felt the same amount of desire and lust for him that he felt for Shouta. That he wanted Hizashi just as badly as he wanted the black-haired man. How did he ever get so lucky as to have not one but two boyfriends who were painfully understanding? Painfully sweet to him despite his clumsy, awkward nature with the both of them. There was nothing he wanted more than to act upon the spark between himself and Hizashi but there was a time and place for everything.

And while there were no guarantees that it would happen this afternoon, he couldn't deny that he felt a spark of excitement at the thought of being alone with Hizashi. Whether it was something platonic or something sexier, he wanted to be ready for it. When he had shown up at the front door, he'd never seen Hizashi more delighted. Happier to see him. With a shimmer of happiness to those green eyes, arms had been thrown around his shoulders and he happily lifted the other blonde off of his feet.

Ignoring the ache in his side when he did so as Hizashi peppered his cheek in kisses he'd been eager to return. Kisses that made his heart jump and his ruined stomach to flutter. Hizashi had looked so happy just by him being there. Just by him existing. And it was by far the most flattering thing in the world as he kicked his shoes off and hung his coat up then let the blonde tug him down the hallway.

Through the kitchen and down that small hallway where they entered the bedroom to find two steaming mugs sitting on the bedside table. He let himself be coaxed onto the bed where Hizashi handed him his tea and turned on a soft Ghibli movie. Hizashi had cuddled up to his side with arms instinctively going around one another as Hizashi pushed up against his side. The scent of sandalwood and citrus invading his senses leaving him eager to drag another lungful of his scents down.

Another hit of that delightful combo that was Hizashi. It was intoxicating; just like Shouta's musky vanilla notes. There was something so nice about having the blonde cuddled up to his side. Having the warmth of Hizashi soaking into him as he held him impossibly close to his side with his hand trembling lightly as it rested on the other blonde's waist. He'd been over the moon excited to spend some time one-on-one with Hizashi that his nerves had never been factored into the equation.

He liked having Hizashi's arm around him. He likes resting his cheek on the top of his head while Hizashi's rested on his shoulder while he tried to pay attention to the soft murmuring movie before him. There was nothing better than having Hizashi held close to him as they curled up on the bed together. Holding onto one another tightly while they cuddled impossibly close together. That's where he's been for the past twenty minutes. And they were by far the best twenty minutes of his damn life.

Hizashi's warmth radiated onto him as he curled into his side; the blonde's arm around his lower back with his hand resting gently on his hip. Their free hands conjoined with fingers interlocked when he moved his thumb to caress the side of his hand. The other blonde's head rested on his shoulder with the familiar, comforting scents of citrus and sandalwood radiating off of the locks. His cheek pressed to the top of his head where he nuzzled absent mindedly against the silken locks.

He tightened his own arm around the blonde to hold him closer to his side subconsciously as he stared at the TV screen before them. He was flushed warm from the hot tea that he'd drunken down happily with the taste lingering on his tongue; something floral that had done wonders on his aching body today. He'd have to ask Hizashi what type of tea it was before they napped or something close to it. He wanted Hizashi to say close to him and the idea of the blonde's head on his chest while they napped?

The idea he'd be twisted up with Hizashi in an embrace that would be unshakable? It sounded nice. Cozy. Rubbing his cheek to the silky blonde locks beneath it, he felt Hizashi nuzzle his shoulder gently with that arm tightening gently around him. Absent mindedly rubbing the blonde's hip gently with the hand in his squeezing gently at his. He squeezed back with his eyes staring blankly at the TV before him with his heart jumping when he felt Hizashi's head shift against his shoulder before tipping back.

He twitched when he got a kiss to his jawline to which he hummed softly as he turned his head to kiss the top of Hizashi's head. The blonde was cuddled up by his side, his knee overlapping his own, and he tightened the arm he had wrapped around the man. Squishing Hizashi to his good side as the blonde placed another kiss to his jaw. He then nuzzled his face into those silky locks as he tightened his arm around Hizashi. This earned him a soft, pleased hum. "Having fun, Nori? Is this relaxing enough for you?"

"I think this has been perfect, Zashi." He murmured when he lifted his free hand up to gently rub his thumb against the other blonde's jawline gently. A caress that earned him another of those soft hums from the other blonde as he met those glowing green eyes of his. They were so beautiful; so close that he could make out the soft highlights of blue in that emerald green. "Thank you for inviting me over like this. I feel I spend so much time with Shouta that I forget to spend time with you too when you deserve it."

"I don't blame you for being hooked on Shouta for a while, darling! I mean, after whatever happened in the living room, I'm sure that you haven't been meaning to focus so solely on Shouta! Besides, you're here now! And I'd say you're an amazing cuddler, you know that?" As if to emphasize this, Hizashi pressed up against him with lips kissing at his jaw again when Hizashi's arm tightened around him gently. His hand resting on his hip. "We should definitely spend more time together!"

"And we will. I want nothing more than to spend more time with you, Zashi." He replied with his arm tightening around Hizashi when his knee draped over his. The blonde shifted it forward to nudge itself between both of his as Hizashi's thigh rested again with the hand on his hip squeezing gently at him. It sent a shiver down his back at the casual touch of his boyfriend. "If anything, I've been wanting to spend more time with you, like I said during our therapy session. I want to spend quality time with you too."

"So do I! And I think this is the perfect start to that, don't you?" Hizashi questioned when his free hand caught his own; fingers sliding easily between his to which he squeezed as the blonde's thumb moved against his own. His fingers knitted snugly with his own as Hizashi cuddled up to his side with a renewed press that had him tightening his arm around the blonde. He wanted him closer. Closer, closer, closer as a smile played on those lips. "You're amazing at cuddling you know that? I could stay just like this for hours."

"Well thank you! I'm not the, uh, best at cuddling but I suppose you could say I've been learning from Shouta?" He replied sheepishly with his hand tightening on Hizashi's which got him that warmth to green eyes as the arm around his waist tightened much like he'd done. Squishing him close to the blonde who hummed softly when he began to gentle knead at Hizashi's stomach gently. "I like cuddling with you, though! I think this is-is very nice. I think we should plan for more cuddling in the future?"

"I would absolutely love to cuddle with you more, darling! I think it'd be amazing to be able to cuddle up to you! Or maybe I can convince you to dance with me at some point? I dance with Shouta all the time but I'd love nothing more than for you to dance with me too! It's easy, you know!" He couldn't breathe when Hizashi leaned towards him with his lips skimming his jaw when he leaned in with the blonde kissing softly at him. "I could teach you if you don't know how too if you want?"

Oh, how can he breathe properly when he can feel how soft Hizashi's lips were? When they were brushing against his jaw as he spoke? The warmth of his breath fanning over his jaw had him absolutely melting as he tightened his arm around Hizashi's waist. Feeling that fluttering spark flickering to life between them when he felt heat crawl into his cheeks as he licked his lips. "I-I think I can stand for a couple lessons from you! I'm a bit rusty with m-my dancing skills, you know!"

"Then we'll practice together! I don't mind practicing with you, Nori, until you get it right!" He got another kiss to his jaw when the blonde then leaned away allowing him to meet those brilliant eyes. And then there was a hesitation to the other blonde that had him blinking in surprise at the look pinching at the blonde's face then. The hand in his tightening slightly when Hizashi licked his lips which had his heart jumping in his chest. "But before we talk dance lessons, could I ask you something, Nori?"

Could he ask something? It had his heart thudding sickeningly against his chest when he found himself trying to find his breath. Trying to find something to say as his words seemed to flutter away from him when he tried to reach for them. It was amazing convenient he didn't know what to say to his boyfriend who was staring at him with that look of hesitation to him. A look of curiosity that had him taking a trembling breath before nodding. "Of course, you can ask me anything!"

"Do you want me?" The question had him blinking at his boyfriend in disbelief. His eyes widening when the other blonde glanced away from him with fingers tightening on his as he watched color flooding those freckled cheeks again. A soft red that had him in shock that his confident, bold boyfriend could look so-so sheepish. It had him silence with his shock when Hizashi glanced up with a trembling breath. "I know, it's weird for me to be asking you but I just- I wanted to know if you want me the same way you clearly want Shouta."

"What makes you ask that, Zashi? Did-Did something happen to make you ask that? I mean, it is a bit off for you to ask me because I-I also have the same worry, you know? If somehow, someway, that you could possibly want me the way you want Shouta! I mean, I'm practically skeletal! But you? You're stunning, Zashi! Easily the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my life and I'd have to be-be insane not to want you like that! Because I do, very, very much! I want you just the same, lo-lovely."

"I was going to save this for therapy but I suppose it's easier to talk it out now, huh?" Hizashi then sat up away from his side; no longer cuddled up to him yet his knees slid to press against his as he sat upright. He turned to face Hizashi who straightened his shoulders with those green eyes meeting his. "I know Shouta was your first time with-with anyone and I know that's meaningful. I know that has to mean something. But I just- I see you with him and it makes me worry sometimes that you might not want me as much, you know?"

"Hizashi-"

"Wait! Let me say this, okay?" He nodded when he pinched his lips together allowing Hizashi to take a deep breath before the hand in his squeezed tightly. "I know how meaningful a first time is. And some part of me just thinks that you want Shouta more because he was your first. And not to mention he's drop dead gorgeous so I wouldn't blame you for wanting only him! But I want you too, you know? I want you so much that I just don't know what to do with myself but I've been so-so scared to say something for fear of scaring you away!"

How was it he found himself in yet another conversation like this only this time the coin was flipped? Rather than questioning his sexual appeal to someone, Hizashi was the one asking if he wanted the blonde. Hizashi was acting insecure over his husband? Insecure about being wanted? He had not a clue which it could but it had him tightening his hold on Hizashi's hand. "Hizashi, I want you! I want you too just as badly! I understand you being hesitant but I guess I should ask if-if you want me too? With how I look-"

"Means nothing. Nori, I think you're easily one of the most beautiful man that I know! I think you're sexy in your own rights! How could I not want you?" Hizashi breathed out with the hand in his squeezing tightly which he returned without thinking twice about when he felt his heart thudding against his chest. A sickening thud, thud, thud as his ruined stomach fluttered wildly. His breaths trembling when Hizashi's gaze met his. "I want you so bad, Nori, you know that? After I caught you and Shouta it's all I've been thinking about!"

"What have you been thinking about?" He couldn't stop himself from breathlessly asking his boyfriend with the hand in his tightening further with fingers digging into the back of his hand. The idea that this beautiful, sexy, gorgeous man could want him? It was as impossible as holding the sun; Hizashi was a beautiful, brilliant sunbeam that he wanted to hold in his hands but it felt impossible. It felt like there was no chance of holding that sunbeam no matter how badly he wanted too.

"About what it'd be like to touch you the way that Shouta did. To kiss you the way I bet that Shouta had." There was a longing note to Hizashi's voice when the blonde shifted slightly with his knees bumping against his with the hand in his tightly holding onto him. That red blush looked positively lovely in the soft golden afternoon lighting. His hair spun gold in the lighting. "I want to kiss you too, Nori. I want to touch you too and I want to make you feel good like that too. It's all that I think about when I see you."

"I think about it a lot too." His voice was a mere whisper when he felt Hizashi's thumb moving against his gently with fingers drifting over his lower back sending a shiver up it when Hizashi's hand then planted onto the bed. His face burned hotly with a fierce blush that had him shifting slightly when his blonde boyfriend leaned forward slightly with knees nudging at his. Swallowing, he licked his lips then squeezed at his hand. "Could I- I mean, could I sit in your lap? Would that be-be possible right now?"

"Of course! But how is your side doing, darling? I noticed it was sensitive earlier before we started the movie and you said it was a bit crampy at lunch. Are you sure you want to do that?" There was a note of concern to the murmur of Hizashi's voice with the hand in his squeezing before fingers began to slip from between his. Reaching up with fingers sliding over his jaw lightly before moving to tuck his hair behind his ear gently. "I don't want you to hurt yourself, Nori. I don't want you to be feeling any pain if we do this."

"I won't, I promise. I just- I want to be on your lap when I kiss you for-for the first time, you know? I don't know if I'd-I'd be able to do anything sexually because of my side but I can touch you all you want, okay?" He got out quietly when Hizashi nodded at him before shifting to stretch his legs out. And shifting forward, he carefully swung himself into Hizashi's lap with hands sliding along his waist; flinching away from his bad side when he hissed in at the sensitivity.

"Tell me if it becomes too much, Nori, okay? I don't want you to be hurting when you should be feeling good." Hizashi murmured with his hand on his injured side sliding away from his waist; away from the scarring to his hip where his thumb moved in circles against it. That spark was flickering; fluttering, trembling, throbbing. It was hard to focus on words when Hizashi was right here. So close, so close, so close. "Don't be afraid to tell me to stop. Don't be worried about speaking up, I won't be mad or upset at all. I promise."

The spark of desire, of longing, was rearing its head when he nodded silently at his boyfriend as he curled his arms around his shoulders. His hair was so silky as his hands slid beneath it with his arms curling tightly around him. His breaths were trembling as the hand on his good side kneaded gently at his waist. That thumb rolling circles into his hip as he lifted a hand up to sink into those silken blonde locks as he cupped the back of Hizashi's head.

The same way he would with Shouta. How long had he imagined this? How many nights did he imagine kissing Hizashi? How many times did he ponder if his lips were soft or chapped like Shouta's? How many times did he lay up at night replaying the desire he could see smoldering in those green eyes. Pupils expanding slightly with that look of desire. It was a look that he would recognize anywhere. It was the expression he'd seen pinching at Hizashi's face in their moments alone.

When they were leaning closer to one another with lips parting ever so slightly. When they came so close to one another that their breaths intermingled only to have something or someone interrupting them causing them to jerk back from one another. But this time there was no distraction. This time there was no one in the house that could tear them apart. There was no one and nothing that could stop them from doing this. From stopping him from acting on that want. That desire.

And he leaned in with his nose brushing Hizashi's lightly with their top lips pressing together lightly. Lips just barely brushing together with a tease that he created without intending too. A tease that had him hissing in a breath when his lashes fluttered shut as Hizashi leaned in. Pressing their lips together softly, he found himself crumbling forward against the blonde as he swooned into his arms. Tightening his own around his shoulders with his fingers wrapping locks around them with the desire to hold onto something.

God, his lips were softer than he imagined them being. So much softer; like velvet against his own. They pressed against his a moment longer before they began to move against his much to his delight. Slow, gentle slides of his lips against his own with hands squeezing at his waist and hip respectively had shivers racing down his back when he tightened his grasp on Hizashi's hair. Earning himself a quiet sound from the blonde beneath him when he then began to move his lips against the blonde's.

Copying his slow, gentle slides the best that he could with hands kneading gently at him with the effort to no doubt relax him. To coax him into slumping into his chest further as the headboard pressed against his forearms; keeping Hizashi from pressing against it properly. The other blonde didn't seem to mind it, however. Hands kneaded gently at him while lips slid against his with a slowness that he found himself adoring.

A slowness that allowed him truly pay notice to how soft Hizashi's lips were. How warm they were against his own. They were quite a bit thinner than Shouta's but that didn't make them any less kissable. If anything, there was something he adored more about kissing those soft, warm thin lips of his boyfriend's. He wanted to stay right here for the rest of the day. For the rest of the afternoon until Shouta came home. Even if he came home, could he still stay with Hizashi? Would kisses all around be traded?

He wanted to stay here in his boyfriend's lap where hands kneaded gently at his waist and hip with lips dragging against his own slowly. Kissing him with all the warmth in the world. All the affection, adoration, and sweetness that kisses could possess. He did his best to return those emotions to the blonde who tugged at him slightly to fit him securely in his lap with their chests pressing forward against his lightly.

Curled impossibly close to Hizashi where that delightful citrus and sandalwood hit his nose. It was a comforting scent that had him dragging it down into his lung eagerly with his boyfriend continuing to knead gently at him. As if to get him to relax further than he already was as their lips moved together which he was more than happy about. It seemed his kissing with Shouta had been like practice; something that helped him get back into the game of sorts.

Taught him anew what it was like to kiss another person. And he was doing beautifully with Hizashi; hell, he thought he did wonderfully with the black-haired man as well. It was like an instinct; or like how one never forgets how to ride a bike. Something that remained in him that he merely needed to relearn. Listening to the quiet whisper of their moving lips, the murmur of the TV behind them, with breaths fanning over his cheek. It was heaven.

He didn't know if he was warm from the sunlight streaming into the room or he was soaking up the warmth of Hizashi but he felt warm. His cheeks flushed as his lips moved against the blondes when hands slid from his waist and hip to sweep up his back lightly. Gingerly. Moving up and down while being mindful of his bad side with fingers rolling down gently to massage his back. He slid his hand from the back of Hizashi's head to cup the nape of his neck.

Tugging at those silky strands which had the blonde letting out a quiet sound in response as hands continued to gently knead at his back. It had shivers racing down it as he shuddered with his fingers moving to knead at the back of Hizashi's neck which was, surprisingly, tense. As if he were holding himself impossibly still. He kneaded gently at the other blonde's neck with the hope of relaxing it as the quiet whisper of their moving lips rang out in the space between them.

A shuddering exhale fanned over his cheek as hands continued to drift up and down his back. He could feel the muscles of his boyfriend's neck relaxing underneath his fingers as he continued to gently knead at him. Trembling under his fingers. He could feel Hizashi slumping into his arms as if he were no longer afraid of touching him. Of running his hands up and down his back comfortingly.

He moved his lips against the blonde's eagerly with his heart jumping against his chest at the drag of those soft lips against his. He couldn't get enough. God, why did he wait so long to kiss this man? Why did he let his hesitation, his worries, get in the way? Kissing Hizashi was the best thing he'd done all damn day. Even if his side was aching faintly, there was too much happiness and euphoria to balance it out. Making it easy to ignore as those hands continued to drift up and down his back.

Leaving him with a sense of comfort as he kissed the other blonde delightedly. His ruined stomach fluttered with each caress of those hands sliding up and down his back. Each caress of those soft, warm lips against his own that had him moving his lips with a spark of eagerness in his chest as his silky hair brushed the back of his hand. Kneading the nape of his neck gently with the blonde humming out in approval to which he let out a quiet grunt.

He couldn't deny that being scrunched up in Hizashi's arms weren't doing any favors for his side but he didn't mind it so much. He could deal with this position just a little longer before he requested something different. Hizashi's hands were moving in unison up and down his back with fingers sliding over his covered back in gentle rubs. Tracing out idle shapes along his back. Something that Shouta often did. Was it something both men picked up on from one another?

Something they could use on him to help ease him into their kisses? He had not a clue but he knew that he loved it. He absolutely went over the moon to have hands touching him so gently. Mindful of his sensitive side with the blonde slid his hands along his lower back as he kneaded at the nape of his neck before sliding his hand back up to cup the back of his head. Scratching at his head gently when he felt a shudder run over Hizashi in response.

Lips dragging against his so delightfully that he couldn't help but wonder why he had taken so long. Why he had procrastinated kissing Hizashi for so long that the blonde had to question if he wanted him. For all his insecurities, he'd worried that Hizashi didn't want him but in reality, his blonde boyfriend was worried that he didn't want him. It was an amazing thing to have the scenario flipped on him. He'd been meaning to talk to Hizashi about this but the blonde had beaten him to it.

And he was honestly quite relieved that he got the chance to say what he wanted without fear. Because he wants this man; he wants him just as badly as he wants Shouta. Likes him just as much. It would be impossible not to fall for someone like Hizashi and he was a damn fool for this man who was kissing him so tenderly it made his heart ache. Made his ruined stomach flutter with hands tracing along his back where they swept up over his shoulder blades before sliding down towards his lower back.

It was such a causal touch but one that he adored more than anything. One that had his heart jumping in his chest as he scratched at his boyfriend's scalp with his right arm uncurling from around his shoulder. Dropping his hand down, he lightly brushed his hand along the blonde's side which got him another shudder from the man beneath him. Shouta had hinted lately that Hizashi's sides were sensitive; that they were an erogenous point for him of sorts.

Just like his ears, throat, and ass according to Shouta. He wanted to explore every little spot on the blonde to see if it was true. To see if the blonde would squirm and twist against him while he touched him like that. Sliding his hand down Hizashi's side to his waist, he fanned his hand out against it before sliding his hand up with his sweater bunching slightly beneath his hand. The thin fabric smoothing out when he slid his hand back down.

Loving the way his boyfriend squirmed before arching forward away from the headboard. He slid his hand up and down along his side with lips moving a bit quicker against his. Still moving with all the tender adoration in the world to which he happily followed along with the blonde. His lips moving with that spark of eagerness in his chest that twisted viciously hand-in-hand with the excitement he felt as his lips moved against Hizashi's.

Listening to that light smack coming to break up the quiet whispering of their moving lips in the quiet of the bedroom. Deafening over the quiet murmuring of their forgotten movie behind them. He slid his hand along the other blonde's side; a gentle up and down motion much like the hands on his back when he squeezed at the blonde's waist. Lips moving quickly against his own, the blonde slid his hands down his back where they skimmed along the lower half of it along the waistband of his pants.

Fingers tugging playfully at the hem of his sweater sending a shiver through him when he felt fingers skimming up over his back again. It surprised him when they failed to slip beneath it the way that he had thought Hizashi would. There was nothing he wants more than to have those soft hands sliding over his skin. To have Hizashi touch him like that. He fought the urge to arch forward; wanting to avoid any movements that could possibly twinge his already aching side.

But he was more than delighted to have Hizashi's fingers skimming along his back. Teasing touches that had him melting into his hold. The light smack of their moving lips was deafening in the quiet of the bedroom as his knees dug into the bed ever so slightly with his hand moving to scratch at Hizashi's head. Moving his other hand along his side to get the blonde squirming beneath him with a quiet sound leaving him that had heat flashing over his skin.

Had his ruined stomach fluttering wildly as he slid his hand along his boyfriend's side. The sweater bunching up then smoothing out again and again beneath his palm and fingers. Hizashi felt so warm. Like he truly was a sunbeam that he could hold in his hands. So warm, so warm, so warm. He was delighted until he let out a quiet grunt at the ache in his side; he wished he'd asked for the heating pad when they first walked in here.

But of course, the tea had helped somewhat but that ache was going to come for him with a vengeance. He felt hands sliding forward to touch his good side. Fingers drifting lightly over the cramping ache of his bad side causing him to twitch when that hand dropped down to his thigh where it caressed him gently. A hand reaching back to skim along the center of his back coaxing him to arch forward in his arms which he did without thinking twice.

Lips sliding against his with a tender passion that he'd recognize anywhere when he felt Hizashi shifting forward much to his curiosity. He hummed out then with that curious note only to have Hizashi pushing forward as he rolled forward and he found himself being pushed backwards on the bed gently. Hitting the bed with a light, shallow bounce with lips separating briefly with trembling breaths being taken by the both of them when he squinted through his lashes.

Watching those blonde locks spilling over Hizashi's shoulders as he hovered above him with green eyes smoldering down at him. Burning at him. It had his heart jumping in his chest when he raised his hand up to grab his shoulder to twist him down lower against him. The relief, however, of being stretched out was perfect on his side. Perhaps all he needed was to lay down? He had not a clue but it felt nice. Like he was finally sitting down after a long day on his feet.

Hizashi lowered his body down with his chest lightly brushing against his own when he felt hips pressing against his lightly with lips coming down on his own once again. And he was more than delighted; he was over the moon having the blonde above him like this. He squeezed the fistful of hair he held in his hand with his fingers moving to scratch idly at Hizashi's head delightedly as lips slid against his. As if they'd never separated. Never parted.

Moving against his without missing so much as a beat as he moved his lips against those velvety soft, warm lips of the blonde above him. Working his hand free from his hair, he reached his hands down to touch Hizashi's waist where he then began to slide his hands up and down his sides. Loving how it had his boyfriend squirming with lips pressing firmer to his own. No longer a soft caress but something proper. Like he was being kissed for real now that the hesitation was gone.

It had him wheezing out a breath through his nose as he clutched Hizashi closer to him. Feeling that heat flickering over his skin at the change in pressure with their kisses as he pressed his lips firmly to Hizashi's. He felt hips nudge at him lightly with his boyfriend's shift with the blankets rustling beneath them and the mattress dipping beneath Hizashi's knees. While the weight wasn't pushed onto his bad side, it caused the blonde to lean slightly but it didn't disrupt the way those lips moved against his.

The way that he was being kissed like that desire truly was there. A desire that had his heart fluttering in his chest as he took trembling breaths through his nose as he listened to the murmuring of the tv. The quiet brush of their lips moving together with the light smack ringing out as he slid his hands along his boyfriend's sides which had him arching into his hands. Hips nudging at him curiously with his boyfriend's shifting and squirming up above him.

That overwhelming scent of sandalwood and citrus flooding his nose. God, he can't get enough of the scents that clung to his boyfriend like a fog. A light fog that he couldn't stop himself from huffing the scents with a giddiness that had his head swimming as he kissed the blonde above him. Lips moving quicker with that firm press to get his lips tingling delightfully as he continued moving his hands over his boyfriend's sides.

Loving how he arched and pressed lightly against him with caution being shown to his cramping, scarred side. There was something so sweet in knowing that his boyfriend wanted to do something with him like this. He hadn't known what he'd be walking into and so he had taken his pill preemptively while in the car so he could be ready for anything. And it just turns out that he was damn right. Not only did he get an afternoon of cuddling with his boyfriend but now he got to have this.

He didn't know if he'd be able to get hard with the aching in his side but he wanted nothing more than to touch Hizashi. To have the blonde's skin brushing against his own the way Shouta's had. He wants to be skin to skin with his boyfriend who was kissing him with that tender passion to get his blood running hot in his veins. Kissing Hizashi with that new pressure had his skin tingling wildly.

He slid his hands along the blonde's sides when he felt a hand touching the back of his hand when it slid along his waist. His breath hitching when Hizashi gently guided his hand beneath the hem of his sweater then reaching over to do the same with his left hand. Slipping then beneath his sweater to the heat of his skin that soaked into his palms. His fingers. And he eagerly swept his hands up along his boyfriend's sides, earning himself a shudder form the blonde as lips slid against his fervently.

Passionately with a tenderness that had him absolutely swooning into the bed as he returned that tender passion. That desire that was beginning to bubble into the kiss as he swept his hands along the softness of Hizashi's skin. God, he was so soft. His skin was the softest thing he'd ever felt; his hair was so silky and his lips just as soft as the rest of him. Hizashi took damn good care of himself and he absolutely adores that.

He loves how soft his boyfriend was as he slid his hands up and down along his sides. Breaths trembling briefly over his cheek with lips sliding quickly against his with his heart jumping in his throat. Ready to beat right out of him if he wasn't careful as a hand slid along his thigh before coming up to squeeze his hip. The other blonde's thumb rolling into his hip gently, soothingly, and he wanted to yank this man closer, closer, closer. He wanted him to be everywhere.

He wants the blonde to be under his skin but even then, would that be close enough? Would that satisfy the urge that screamed to have him closer? He wanted nothing more than for Hizashi to touch him the same way that Shouta had touched him. There was nothing he wanted more than that. He listened to the quiet whisper of his hands traveling over Hizashi's sides; caressing the curve of his slim waist as lips slid against his with a desire that was bubbling into the kiss.

Something that he returned without thinking twice when he felt hips nudging against him again. Twitching. It was sort of like when he'd been on the couch with Shouta; when his hips had been nudging, nudging, nudging at him before they inevitably began to grind together. It had heat flashing over his skin; racing over it before sinking down into him where it ran along his bones. That desire of his twisting into him lazily where it gripped at his bones with an intensity that was impossible to shake off.

Impossible to wave away. There was nothing he wanted more than to dive into that pleasure with Hizashi. Kissing the blonde with that eagerness as their lips moved together fervently with a sharp smack ringing out as he slid his hands along the softness of his skin. The warmth of him soaking into his palms and fingers as he caught a hitching breath being taken by the other blonde. Inhaling sharply when he slid his hands up his sides before sliding back down to his waist.

A trembling exhale fanned over his cheek. He shuddered when he felt the hand on his hip squeezing with his thumb rolling circles into him with lips sliding against his with a desire that he answered in kind with. He loved how Hizashi was arching into his hands so willingly as he slid his hands up and down with lips sliding against his so fervently. So passionately it had his hips twitching up against the other blonde who let out a quiet sound at the light hit against him.

Hips nudged against him again before they began to rock down against him idly. He held onto the blonde as he rocked his hips up against the blonde gently; carefully. Trying not to overstrain his side any more than he possibly did today as their hips rocked together with lips sliding against his. Kissed with all the strength in the world which had him wheezing out through his nose. Hizashi then began to pull back away from him and he chased after the blonde.

Pressing their lips together once, twice, three times and a fourth when the blonde broke away with trembling breaths being taken. And then, much to his delight, Hizashi sat back on his knees to grab the hem of his sweater which he bunched up over his chest. And he damn near choked at the sight of gleaming metal running through both of Hizashi's nipples. Through his navel. The metal glittering in the lighting from the window with playful and cheeky winks at him. They were stunning.

He had not a clue that Hizashi was pierced there and he gawked shamelessly at his boyfriend's chest as he worked his sweater up and off. His fingers twitched, itching to reach out when Hizashi grinned down at him before seeming to understand his curious gawking. Then the blonde then reached down to gently push his own sweater up. And he sat up slightly to work the hem of his sweater up with Hizashi reaching out to help him; tugging his sweater up as he raised his arms up over his head.

Working free with this sweater then being tossed to the side with Hizashi's. And his boyfriend was absolutely beautiful. Soft smatterings of freckles covered his chest beneath blonde curls of hair. Soft freckles along his upper arms and shoulders that went along with the smatterings on his cheek. Over the bridge of his nose. He fucking loves that his boyfriend was freckled like that. He let his gaze wander over his chest before making his way down to his toned stomach with a sense of awe.

He caught sight of the light dusting of blonde hair starting below his navel. Running down the lower half of his stomach before disappearing beneath the waistband of his sweatpants. He couldn't stop gawking even if he wanted too. He reached out for the blonde who crawled forward as he leaned back to lay down once again with those green eyes roaming over him. Staring at him with a greedy, hungry look of desire before the blonde was lowering himself back down against him.

Hips pressing tightly to him as his chest lightly skimmed his own when lips found their way back onto his. And he happily threw himself back into eagerly kissing the blonde man above him as he fanned his hands out along his waist. Sliding them up his sides which earned him a sharp breath in that then flew out on a long sigh as he kissed his boyfriend delightedly. Hips pressing tightly against his where they began to rock again which he picked up on rather quickly.

Rocking up against his boyfriend who let out a low groan of encouragement as they rocked together. It sent heat skittering down his back which resulted in a frenzied twitch of his dick. He didn't know if he could get hard today but God if he didn't want to touch Hizashi. If he didn't want to memorize every dip and curve of his body. To touch and brush his hands along his waist until he was a squirming mess. He wants to memorize the feel of Hizashi's body on his own.

He wants to replay every little thing while he could. Sliding his hands along his boyfriend's sides, he shuddered as hips pressed down firmly against him with that side-to-side rocking sending his heart flying against his chest. The pressure felt good even if it did push on his bad side ever so slightly but he didn't mind it. Not when he was laid out like this. He clung to the blonde as lips moved against his eagerly, fervently, with all the passion in the world to get him smoldering into the bed.

He continued to trace his hands along Hizashi's sides with the blonde shuddering and squirming before arching into his hands. He was so damn soft. God, he can't get enough of that soft skin as his hands traveled over his sides and waist. The dips of his hips that poked out past the waistband of his pants. He curved his hands backwards to his lower back then sliding his hands up it with the blonde huffing out through his nose.

Arching down against him while being mindful not to put too much weight on his bad side. He moved his hips to rock with Hizashi quickly; a tight back and forth rocking movement that he copied the best that he could as he clung to the blonde above him. His blonde locks spilling over his shoulders which tickled his hands and forearms lightly as lips slid against his. Moving with a budding hunger that had his ruined stomach fluttering.

His dick twitched again at the change in heat when he slid his hands along Hizashi's back. Wanting nothing more than to revel in the moment just a bit longer. There was a chirp from one of their phones, whose he couldn't tell, as his heartbeat throbbed quietly in his ears as his heart raced against his chest. Blood gushing fast through his veins as that spark of eagerness and excitement twisted into a ball in his chest. Unsure of which was which.

He trailed his fingertips down Hizashi's back to the lower area once again where he trailed his fingers over it. Loving the way his boyfriend shuddered in his arms as he lightly drifted his fingers up his back again with a hitching breath being taken as their hips rocked together. He felt a slight twinge in his side that had him flinching slightly; the hand on his hip rubbed comfortingly at him. He tried to ignore the twinge as he continued rocking his hips with Hizashi.

The emotions were twisting into a ball in his chest that was suffocating him. Had his breaths racing slowly but surely as he dragged his nails over his boyfriend's shoulder blades. Loving the keening moan that spilled out of the man in response when he continued to drag his nails down his back. Curving his hands forward to claw at his sides which earned him a buck of hips against him. A thrust that had excitement flashing with an unbearable weight in his chest as his dick twitched in response to that sharp hit against him.

Then Hizashi began to abandon the rocking of his hips for a grind. Something that had his toes curling with excitement as he gasped in through his nose before curling his toes tightly with his feet pressing into the bed. Arching his hips up to grind cautiously with the blonde who kept his grinding gentle but pressed down just enough to get him moaning quietly. The sound seemed to inspire his boyfriend onwards as he continued to press down with that cautious pressure.

Hips rolling quickly with lips sliding against his firmly. The sharp smack of their moving lips filling the quiet of the bedroom with trembling breaths being taken through noses. The quiet whisper of his fingers and palms drifting over the expanse of soft skin. God, how did he get it so soft? How did he feel like silk beneath his fingers? It had him tracing his hands up and down his boyfriend's back eagerly with lips sliding against his with all the desire in the world. Passion.

Huffing out when he felt lips parting against his with a tongue tracing his lower lip softly. A touch that had him tensing automatically when that tongue then traced his top lip. Was he ready for this type of kiss? He and Dave had shared a few in the past but did that mean he remembered what to do? How to do it? He swallowed before parting his lips cautiously when Hizashi squeezed at his moving hip with his thumb tracing it gently.

Rolling soothing circles into it when he opened his mouth up with his tongue moving awkwardly, clumsy, when the tip of it brushed against Hizashi's. He fought the urge to tense up further but he moved his tongue to slide against Hizashi's; identical to the way Hizashi moved his. He jumped when his tongue nudged the smooth metal ball of a piercing nestled in the middle of his boyfriend's tongue. That was pierced as well? How in the world did his boyfriend get so many piercings?

It had him in awe as he moved his tongue in that awkward, clumsy manner but Hizashi merely hummed into his mouth with his tongue gently sliding against his own. Massaging itself to his with all the patience in the world as he moved his tongue trying to copy the movements of his boyfriend's tongue. Rubbing, sliding, massaging. Gentle movements that he copied the best that he could when his boyfriend's hand squeezed his moving hip. Grinding, grinding, grinding.

Circles that were growing tighter as his dick twitched but he couldn't find that heat. Not when so much of him ached today. He wanted to whine. To whimper. To plead for the heating pad but he was so wrapped up in the moment with his boyfriend that all he wanted was to feel good with him. Even if today wasn't the best day for something like this, he was more than happy to kiss his boyfriend. To relish in the first time together that they could check off of their list.

Moving his tongue with a small burst of confidence, he began to massage his tongue to Hizashi's with the tip of his tongue idly pushing against the ball of his piercing. He caught a quiet, pleased sound from the blonde who rubbed his tongue to his. Did he like it, then? Having that piercing toyed with? It had him humming when he slid his hands along his boyfriend's back then curved forward to caress his waist.

Hips moving to grind together with a tighter pressure that had his dick twitching in a volley with heat flickering lazily beneath the surface of his skin as lips pressed fervently to his own. Hizashi's tongue moving gently, sweetly, with his own with all the patience in the world as he tried to figure out how to move his tongue properly. It had been so long since he had a kiss like this and it felt like learning something new. But it was like learning how to ride a bike; you never truly forget how to ride it.

Was never full forgotten. He pressed his lips hard to Hizashi's with a shiver racing up his back at the tight grinding of Hizashi's hips down against him with his hand kneading at his moving hip as he ground himself back against him. Rubbing his tongue to Hizashi's, he flicked clumsily at the ball of his piercing which got him another of those pleased hums from his boyfriend. Hips grinding together fervently with the quiet rustle of their clothing ringing out as he pressed his feet into the bed.

Fuck, his side was really aching today, wasn't it? Hizashi seemed to pick up on that earlier and he knew he'd overdone something. But he was trying to focus on the pleasure that came from grinding with his boyfriend. It truly didn't ache as he laid out on his back but he worried that his boyfriend would possibly want to do more with him. And what did he say to that? Did he explain about his side? He wished he knew what to do; what he wanted to say to his boyfriend who rolled his hips to grind into him.

Pressing down enough to get his hips arching up eagerly to move with him as he slid his hands up Hizashi's sides. Curving his hands upwards to fan out on his chest with the blonde hissing in a breath that trembled over his cheek when he felt blindly over his muscular chest. Squeezing gently at him before his fingers rubbed over the smooth skin of his areolas. He rubbed the pads of his fingers over them with a spark of eagerness as he swirled his fingers in slow circles inwards.

Moving until he was touching the balls of Hizashi's piercing. He moved his tongue against the other blonde's as he then tugged gently on the metal ball which had the blonde whining at him encouragingly. He tugged again then brought his fingers together to pinch his nipples where he then proceeded to roll the hardened things between his fingers. Slow, effortless circles that had the blonde moaning at him with that enthusiasm he'd recognize anywhere.

It had him shuddering with his back arching up from the bed slightly as he ground himself in tight, fervent circles against Hizashi. A growing boldness that had him absolutely delighted as he rubbed his tongue to the other blonde's. Giddily flicking at that piercing as he slid his tongue against Hizashi's which earned him a groan of approval. Lips pressed so damn hard to his own as he kneaded his tongue to Hizashi's. Sliding, slipping, twisting, flicking.

Restless yet gentle movements of their tongues as he felt a droplet of wetness forming in the corner of his mouth as he continued to gently roll those hardened nipples between his fingers giddily. Loving how his boyfriend squirmed and twisted above him with a huff fanning over his cheek. He pinched tighter which earned him another moan from the blonde who thrusted against him again sending a jolt up his back. It had him wincing at the ache that pulsed to life but he tried his best to ignore it.

Just a little longer. A little longer than he'd give in and beg for that heating pad. He squirmed slightly to get himself comfortable again when Hizashi ground himself down fervently against him. He wanted nothing more than to touch him. To relish in the pleasure that could be given by grinding hips and fondling hands. His tongue slid against Hizashi's when their phone, his or Hizashi's he had not a clue, pinged shrilly in the quiet room but it hardly reached him. Hardly touched him.

He was lost in the pleasure that was Hizashi. He was lost in the pleasure that wound through him lazily as his dick twitched yet he felt no rush. No gush of blood. It was a bit mortifying but he knew that today was simply going to be one of his off days. And he was sure if he explained it to Hizashi that the blonde would understand. That he would be understanding about it. But just because he couldn't get hard because of the ache in his side didn't mean that he couldn't get Hizashi off.

It didn't mean that he couldn't touch this man the way that he deserved to be touched. There was nothing he wanted more than to touch his boyfriend, his lover, and show him how much he wanted him. Even if he didn't get hard this time round due to the ache of his side, he was sure that Hizashi wouldn't hold it against him. He was sure of it. He squirmed with his hips bucking up against his boyfriend who moaned down at him excitedly.

The hand on his hip squeezing before sliding down to caress his trembling thigh when he pulled back from the kiss with a final flick of his tongue against his with trembling gasps being taken. And then Hizashi's lips were feathering over his jawline down to his throat. In the time between his romp with Shouta and now, they'd all had a sit-down conversation. About what was and wasn't allowed during sex. Hard and soft limits.

He was surprised to find his hard limit of no marks on his throat was something that he shared with Shouta. Hizashi had sworn that he understood but that he had no problem with hickeys being left on himself. It was in this conversation he discovered that while he was a bottom, Hizashi and Shouta both switched. Now, if that wasn't a hot thought, if that wasn't the sexiest thing, he had no clue what could be. It had him squirming with that hand sliding along his thigh with lips kissing at his throat softly.

And he pressed his head back into the bed to offer his throat up to the blonde above him with a whimper in his throat. He wanted nothing more than to give him what he wanted and he could swear he felt Hizashi hardening against him. Could feel the rub of his hardening bulge against him sending shivers down his back. Squirming as he continued to roll his boyfriend's nipples between his fingers. Pinching with a hesitant strength which had said boyfriend moaning into his throat.

Hips thrusting against him as he pinched tightly before tugging on the hardened things. He wanted nothing more than to explore his boyfriend thoroughly. To memorize him from head to foot. He wants nothing more than to have the blonde want him with the same ferocity. He wants to devour this man from head to toe and leave nothing of him behind. He shuddered at the rub of that hardening bulge against him as Hizashi rolled his hips down tightly against him.

The hand on his thigh squeezing as huffing, trembling breaths fanned over his throat before lips pressed to his throat as racing breaths were taken. Teeth nipping playfully at his Adam's Apple leaving him shivering when a kiss was then placed there. Soft kisses over his throat that had his heart jumping in his chest wildly with his hands tugging at the nipples he held. Twisting them idly side to side with enough pressure to get his boyfriend moaning at him again.

It was a beautiful sound but it had him flinching at how high it was. It dug into his eardrums slightly but the blonde choked it down it seemed as hips continued to grind fervently at him. And then he felt the wet heat of Hizashi's mouth on his skin. Sucking gently with teeth nibbling gently at him, it had his back arching with his head pressing back fiercely to the bed. A sharp exhale flying out of him when his boyfriend began to move his hips to slide against him.

Moving back and forth, back and forth, back and forth against him. Like he was something he could use to get off. A pillow. And it had his thighs trembling as he arched his hips up eagerly with his hands trembling when he tugged at his nipples. A sharp tug that had the blonde whining at him again with hips continuing in their desperate slides. It had his heart jumping against his chest when he winced at the twinge in his side. Like a knot that was twisting tighter with each squirm, twist and buck of his hips.

He wouldn't be able to keep this up much longer but he wanted nothing but pleasure for his boyfriend. To make something of this afternoon when he knew how surprisingly insecure Hizashi had been. Questioning him the way that he had about whether he wanted him or not. It was an odd thing to come from such a bold man like him and it was rather heart touching. Knowing that Hizashi could be that vulnerable with him after such a short amount of dating time? It was honoring.

It was by far the sweetest thing in the world for his boyfriend to do and he wanted nothing more than to return that vulnerability. Even if that meant admitting that he had gone above and beyond today and had strained his side. That his lung was burning in his chest as he panted shallowly with his dick twitching but it was pointless. He felt it'd be damn near impossible to get hard. And he didn't want Hizashi to think it was because he wasn't attracted to him.

No, that was the farthest thing from what he wanted him to think. It was simply because the discomfort was becoming too much for him to handle that he couldn't imagine getting hard like this. He really wished he'd asked for the heating pad earlier; would things be different if he had? He was so into this but he wasn't the least bit hard. Could Hizashi feel that? Could he say that he was struggling to find more arousal to get hard? Or would he blame himself?

The last thing he wanted was for Hizashi to think it was him. How many times had he jerked off with the blonde on his mind? How many times did he imagine making love to him? Touching him? Kissing him? How many nights did he fantasize about what he looked like shirtless? What he'd look like naked? How many nights did he imagine the slur of dirty words that Shouta swore he would say? It had him squirming with a whimper in his throat when the blonde lifted his mouth up.

Licking up the length of his throat where teeth nipped sharply at his jaw. Nibbling playfully at him with hips moving in their tight back and forth rub against him that felt so damn good and God, why can't he get hard? Why can't he get hard? He wants too so badly it had his crotch aching but it just wasn't happening. It wasn't happening and shame was flushing through him that this beautiful, amazing, sexy man wanted him so badly and he couldn't get hard.

It was mortifying. Embarrassing. He didn't want Hizashi to think it was him. That he was more attracted to Shouta than he was to him when it wasn't the truth. He wants Hizashi just as bad. So fucking bad. And yet he couldn't stop himself from whimpering shrilly at his boyfriend when he felt something drip down his temple when Hizashi pushed up. Then all movement came to a stop with racing, trembling breaths being taken.

He felt fingers trace beneath his eye gently to touch his wet lashes forcing his eye to shut. Wet? When did he well up? Why did he have to cry now? Was it merely the frustration? The fact that this could be taken the wrong way by his boyfriend? He didn't know what it could be but his lip trembled to which he bit down on it. The frustration was choking. Overwhelming. Why couldn't he just get hard? Why did his side have to act up now? Maybe it was too early to tell but it just wasn't happening and he hated it.

"No-Nori, darling, what's wrong? Does something hu-hurt? Am I being too rough? Am I hurting you? Please, tell me, okay? I promise, I wo-won't be mad! Just te-tell me what's going on in that head of yours, darling, alright?" Hizashi sounded frantic with his fingertips tracing over his cheekbone gently with hips pulling away from him. No, no! The last thing he wants is for Hizashi to pull away! He whimpered with his hands leaving his boyfriend's nipples to claw at his waist. "Nori? Darling, baby, what's wrong? Is it me? Did I hurt you?"

"It- I'm sorry! You're not hurting me at all! Not rough at-at all! I'm just so-so frustrated!" He gasped out as fingers continued to drift over his cheekbone when he whined as those green eyes flickered over his face when he clutched at his boyfriend's slim waist. "It's just my-my side! I think I-I pulled something and it's just been uncomfortable and I didn't want it to stop this! But I can't- God, it's embarrassing to say but I can't- I don't think I can get hard! And I don't want you to think it's you! Because it's not! I just-!"

"Nori, Nori, darling, calm down, okay? Just take a-a breath with me, okay? Let's sit up and take a deep breath, okay?" Hizashi then pulled backwards to sit back on his heels when he sat up after him with that ache radiating over his side causing him to wince when Hizashi's hand lightly brushed past his aching side. "It's alright, darling, it's fine. I know you-you want me and it's okay that you're not hard, alright? There's no shame in that! None! It's alright, okay? You can't control whether you get hard or-or not!"

"But I want to be! I want to be because I want you so badly, Zashi!" His voice had dropped to a frantic whisper as his hands were grabbed by Hizashi who squeezed them gently. He swallowed then licked his lips when he leaned towards the blonde with a squeeze to those soft, soft hands. "I-I want to touch you! I want to be with you like-like I was with Shouta! I want to be hard and I want to-to get off with you! I want you to know how good you're making me feel but this stupid discomfort won't let me!"

"Nor, darling, sweet thing, I know how much you want me, okay? I know it better than anyone and I don't doubt that you want me in the slightest bit." Hizashi's fingers slipped between his gently with a soft smile on those soft lips of his that looked pinker than before. Flushed. "Today is a bad day, yeah? We'll have more than enough chances for you to be with me like you were with Shouta, alright? There's no rush. No time limit. So how about we take a breath, okay? Just breathe with me?"

He couldn't help a whimper in the back of his throat when Hizashi's forehead was pressed to his own but he did his best to take breaths with Hizashi. Slow, deep breaths with hands squeezing his gently as he clung onto those soft hands of his desperately like it was a life line. A raft keeping him afloat. He took trembling breaths before he licked his lips again before speaking. "I know it-it might be too early to decide if I can or can't get hard but I just- I don't want you to think it's because of you when it's not, you know?"

"Darling, you've said that already. But it's completely alright so just focus on your breaths, okay? Let me think for a moment." He nodded which merely nuzzled his forehead to Hizashi's slightly with a light bump when the blonde's thumbs moved against his. Gentle rubs that had his heart jumping in his throat with hands tightening on his. His ruined stomach fluttering when Hizashi took a breath then let it out with his nose lightly bumping his when his head shifted. "Tell me, what do you want to do right now? What do you need the most?"

"I want you! I want a heating pad but I want you more than anything, Zashi! I want to-to touch you, I want to make you feel good!" He mumbled with the hands in his squeezing gently when they broke apart with those green eyes flicking over his face with thumbs moving again in gentle caresses. He took a trembling breath with hands squeezing his gently when he met that gaze with his hands squeezing at Hizashi. "I want to-to make you cum! I want you to feel good even if I can't get hard this time!"

Blonde lashes fluttered in a blink at him before a soft, warm smile was curling over Hizashi's lips. It was a smile meant to melt butter. A smile that was the polar opposite of those megawatt, bright smiles of his. This was something that shined with warmth leaving his heart skipping against his chest. Then the blonde was sliding his hands free from his to cup his face. Thumbs moving over his cheekbones. "If you want that then I won't stop you, darling. You really wanna see me make a mess of myself? Wanna jerk me off?"

"Yes, more than anything." He breathed out with his face tipping into Hizashi's hands even as his face burned hotly when the blonde's hands pushed on his cheeks gently before fingers were trailing over them as his palms moved away with the blonde humming softly when hands dropped down with fingers curling into the waistband of his pants. It had his heartbeat throbbing quietly in his ears as he watched Hizashi's hands toying with the waistband of his pants. "I want to make you feel good."

"Then I won't keep you waiting, darling! If that's what you really want then I suppose there's no point in making you wait, huh?"

His breaths trembled down when he watched Hizashi shove his pants and boxers down from his hips to his thighs. His heart was skipping in his chest at the soft, crooning word of 'darling' from the blonde. Like he was singing it to him somehow while trying to calm him when he noticed Hizashi leaning up on his knees. Shifting to work it down low enough from his thighs when his gaze was riveted to the sight of his boyfriend's erection. He was big.

Perhaps a bit bigger than Shouta but where his black-haired boyfriend was thick, Hizashi looked slender. Full but slender. And what captivated him the most was the ladder of shimmering jewelry. Six studs running along the underside of his erection with light dancing off of them. And God, there was something absolutely hot about it. Something unbelievably sexy about knowing that Hizashi was so heavily pierced. His nipples, his tongue, his navel, his ears, and his genitals?

It was unbelievable. Breathtaking. Reaching out to lightly touch the underside of his boyfriend's erection with a sharp inhale being taken. He glanced up to find excitement pinching at that red face when Hizashi's hands fisted by his thighs. He touched the balls of the studs curiously of the bottom half of the ladder then slid his fingers over the top piercings. Rubbing over the skin where he swore, he could feel the bars running through it. He was awed. Surprised.

But should he be shocked? Should he be taken aback when he saw all of Hizashi's other piercings? His tears of frustration were forgotten yet stray drops clung to his lashes that dripped down his cheeks when fingers came up to flick them away. He felt fingers tracing over his cheekbones when he looked up at the blonde who was staring at him with a look of awe of his own. Then those glowing eyes dropped down when he trailed his fingers up to the head of his erection.

Rubbing his fingers over the head where he smeared a droplet of pre-come under the pads of his fingers when he lifted his fingers away. He swore he could see a thin translucent strand connecting his fingers to the slit. He didn't know what possessed him; what had him doing it but it felt like a dream when he lifted his fingers up to his mouth. Slipping them into his mouth without thinking twice as he tasted the faint trace of bitterness that came with pre-come spreading over his tongue.

Hizashi sucked in a sharp breath with eyes widening at him. And then a groan was slipping out of Hizashi as he suckled on his fingers before sliding them out of his mouth when he could no longer taste the pre-come on them. Reaching out, he swirled his fingers along the head before curling his hand around him where he slid his hand down with his thumb moving to caress the piercings. Rubbing over them as he slid his hand down to the base where he squeezed at the blonde.

His erection twitching in his hand as he slid his hand slightly to angle his thumb up to lightly trace the tip of his thumb against a prominent vein sticking out already. It had him fascinated as he slid his hand up to the head again with his thumb swirling over the head then back down. Slow. Steady. Strokes that had the blonde shivering before him when he leaned forward with hands coming to rest on his thighs. He leaned forward to meet his boyfriend half way with that eagerness twisting into his chest.

He pressed his lips to Hizashi's soft, warm ones once again where they slid against his with a tenderness. A passion that had his breaths trembling through his nose as he stroked his boyfriend with all the admiration swarming his chest. He felt slender in his hand but slightly heavy; how it rested up against his stomach the way it had, he had not a clue. It felt good in his hand. Just like Shouta's had. He stroked the blonde with a slight twist to his hand that had the man moaning at him delightedly.

Hands gripping fistfuls of his pants tightly which he didn't mind one damn bit. Stroking his boyfriend slowly with his fingers squeezing just enough to give him pressure which had the blonde moaning out again. An encouraging note to the sound as lips slid against his slowly against his again. Nowhere near the passionate kisses they'd been before but he didn't mind one damn bit. If Hizashi wanted to kiss him slowly, sweetly, then he wouldn't protest. He wouldn't say no.

He wants nothing more than to make his boyfriend feel good even if he himself wasn't hard this time round. Moving his lips against Hizashi's with his hand continuing to slowly move, he wanted to take his time. To memorize the way his erection filled his hand. The small vein he rubbed his thumb over before rubbing at his piercings. Flicking at them idly on his way up where he twisted his hand which had the blonde moaning with the hands on his thighs tightening on their fistfuls.

Hips bucking in a shallow thrust into his hand when he slid his hand down. Rubbing his thumb down the ladder of piercings that had him mesmerized. Awed. He loved that while his boyfriend was willing to take the time to talk him down from his frustration. To talk to him calmly, sweetly, to look for a solution that would help him feel good again. What would make him happiest. Stroking Hizashi with twisting curves, he began to speed up the strokes slightly.

Moving faster with the blonde rocking into his hand. A moan muffling itself into the kiss with hands letting go of their fistfuls to caress his thighs gently with lips sliding against his passionately yet oh so tender. Adoring. Loving. It was a kiss that could make him swoon as he stroked Hizashi quickly with the quiet whisper of his palm dragging over his skin rang out when he broke away from the kiss with a smack.

Hizashi whined, chasing after him with lips pressing to his once, twice, three times more before he lifted his hand from the blonde's erection. Lifting his hand up, his eyes opening to find those green eyes on him when he lapped his tongue over his palm. Licking at himself to get his palm slick with those eyes flaring at him. Flashing with a look of lustful desire when he made sure to lick at his fingers. His thumb.

When he felt a droplet of saliva roll down his wrist, he dropped his hand back down to wrap around his boyfriend's erection. Pulling him away from his stomach with hips thrusting forward shallowly with a groan spilling out of the other blonde. Cresting upwards when he began to stroke him slickly. Much better than the dry tug he had to have been experiencing beforehand. And the blonde shuddered before those lips were coming down on his own again with a kiss the smoldered. Sparked.

Had him leaning forward eagerly as he began to stroke his boyfriend with that same quick speed. Twisting his hand in a curve near the head with his thumb and fingers rubbing over those delightful piercings of his. He had to admit, it was quite a turn on to see that his boyfriend was so pierced. That he had a total of so many piercings that left him fascinated. Awed. Piercings he could toy with to get the other blonde squirming with hands sliding along his thighs.

There was nothing he wanted more than the blonde before him. The fact that his boyfriend, sweet Hizashi, took the time for this? That he was willing to let him touch him here? It was sweet. Touching. He stroked quickly with his fingers squeezing as the erection in his grasp twitched in a volley as he squeezed down near the base. Kneading at it before sliding up slickly to curve his hand as his thumb rolled over the head. Moving his lips against Hizashi's with those kisses that could make him swoon.

He leaned forward eagerly despite the ache to his side but he knew that after this he'd get to watch another movie, a heating pad on his side, and his lovely boyfriend cuddling up to him again. Maybe they'd even nap together. And it had him stroking with that spark of eagerness in his chest with the blonde moaning at him encouragingly. It was a delight as he dragged his fingers over the piercings, his thumb flicking at them idly to rub over their bars before coming to the head.

He rolled his thumb in tight circles around the head with the blonde's hips bucking to thrust into his hand. Hands caressing his thighs as lips slid against his faster. A quicker tempo that he followed along with delightfully without a drop of hesitation. Moving his lips eagerly to kiss his boyfriend with the passion that he felt bubbling into the kisses once more. God, he can't wait to see those thin lips of his puff up from the force of their kisses.

To see that kiss-swollen state that would leave him aching to kiss the blonde tenderly. Sweetly. Groaning lowly under his breath at the flash of heat under his skin as he stroked his boyfriend. Fuck, his erection felt good in his hand. It felt absolutely amazing; just the perfect thickness. Slender. He didn't know how big Hizashi was but he was closer to his size and it was mesmerizing. He had two well-endowed, beautiful partners. How did he ever get so lucky?

How did he become so lucky as to have two beautiful men like Hizashi and Shouta to look his way? To consider him like this? It had his heart thudding against his chest as the blonde moaned into the kisses with his hips bucking to thrust gently into his hand. Rocking into it shamelessly but that's what he loves. He loves that his partners could be so shameless, needy, lustful with him. His heart thudded deafeningly against his chest with its quiet throbs in his ears as his breaths trembled through his nose.

Excitement causing them to race with his fingers squeezing his boyfriend. Stroking quickly with curves near the head with his thumb rolling over it where he rubbed the side of it into his slit. He loved the shuddering, guttural moan it got him from his boyfriend as he traced the slit with the side of his thumb. Circling his thumb outwards with pre-come smearing beneath his thumb before he slid his hand downwards. He loves this.

He loves this so damn much that it left him absolutely breathless as Hizashi continued to rock his hips. Thrusting into his hand shallowly as he slid his hand up and down with his fingers and thumb rubbing over the row of piercings. Things he could toy with for hours if it meant watching Hizashi squirm for him. To feel his breaths race the way they were as they fanned onto his cheek. He shivered himself with his lips sliding against Hizashi's eagerly with that sharp smack ringing out once more with his ruined stomach fluttering.

There was nothing he wants more than to watch this man make a mess over himself. To make him come. It would be a pleasure unlike anything else to know that he could make Hizashi feel that good. There was nothing he wants more than to give his boyfriend all the pleasure in the world. If he couldn't do anything today then goddammit, he'd make sure he took it easy so he could do something with Hizashi at a later date. Something like what he'd done with Shouta.

It had him shivering with hands squeezing comfortingly at his thighs with the blonde kissing him with all the passion in the world. A hungry desire with breaths cresting into a light, shallow panting the way they'd been before they'd broken apart. Before he became so frustrated he felt himself tearing up. He stroked faster with his hand twisting and curving delightfully; loving the moans and groans spilling out of his boyfriend.

Soft, warm lips moving against his own as he felt his wet lashes flutter on his hot cheeks as he took his time reaching to the base. The feel of Hizashi in his hand, the way he curved up and his hips rocked with shallow thrusts into his hand was addicting. It had him kissing the blonde eagerly. Enthusiastically. He stroked Hizashi fast, fast, fast with a firm squeeze to get the blonde thrusting into his hand in time with his strokes. Moaning at him with hands sliding along his thighs with the other blonde leaning into him.

Kissing him with all the enthusiasm in the world to get his heart jumping in his throat. Hizashi's erection twitched in a volley in his grasp, throbbing lightly beneath his fingers and palm as he stroked him eagerly. Excitedly. He wants to see the blonde cover himself in his own come. He wants to watch him orgasm; what would he look like? Would it be like Shouta? Would he cover him in kisses when they were over? Would he be allowed beneath the blankets for a cuddle?

Would he melt into his chest? It had him eager as he curved his hand in an upwards stroke with his thumb flicking at his piercings. Rubbing over the center where he swore, he felt the bars of the studs running beneath his skin. It had him moaning softly with his hand squeezing his boyfriend who moaned at him delightfully. Encouragingly. Moving his hips to meet his strokes as he inched away from that shallow thrusting speed he'd been using.

It had him in awe at the sleek, long thrusts into his fast stroking. How Hizashi seemed to meet him thrust for thrust with hips gently striking his hand. Something that he had not a problem with as he clung to the blonde before him with his hand going to a thigh. The warmth of his skin had his hand fanning out as he leaned forward towards his boyfriend who thrusted into his hand confidently. Shamelessly. He stroked his boyfriend with a sense of giddy eagerness with his heart thudding against his chest.

Toying with those delightful piercings with each stroke that he gave. God, did he love those piercings of his. He can only imagine how much Shouta had to love them too. He shuddered when he used his fingers to flick at his piercings; lifting one side up, up, up then flicking his fingers away allowing them to fall back into place. And it had him flinching at the loud, bursting moan flying out of Hizashi as his quirk activated ever so slightly.

He could hear the tremble of the picture frames on the wall. The lampshades. The drawers with their smaller items. He whined at the sharp dig into his ear drums when Hizashi choked his moan down to a guttural pitch. It had him shuddering when Hizashi began to kiss him with that hungry desire. Something that had his blood rushing through his veins, his pulse fluttering, as he kissed him back with an answering desire. An answering hunger.

Oh, what he'd give just to be hard like Hizashi was. He was so hard in his hand that it had him shuddering with his fingers tightening on the stiff thing in his hand. It was aweing how one man could be so damn hard over a hand job. And yet Hizashi was harder than anything; throbbing, twitching, in his hand as his hips struck gently against him with fast thrusts that matched the tempo he was using. He couldn't deny that it was arousing. Incredibly so.

His dick twitched uselessly with his thighs rubbing together with a whine in the back of his throat. The ache in his side was growing with each passing second, his lung screaming at him to get better air to it rather than the weak huffs he took through his nose. It wasn't nearly enough to satisfy his screaming lung as he eagerly kissed the blonde before him with hips striking his hand. His fingers tightening to keep from sliding off due to the pre-come dripping shamelessly that he didn't wipe away in time.

Something that dripped shamelessly with his boyfriend groaning lowly at him with an enthusiastic note to the sound. Ecstasy. It had him shivering as he continued stroking the blonde with that spark of eagerness to his movements. Stroking fast, fast, fast with the blonde thrusting to keep up with him much to his delight. There was nothing he wants more than to make this man come. He wants him to come all over himself. He didn't mind being the one to clean up today.

Everything about this afternoon, save for his cramping side, had been perfect. He was skin-to-skin with his boyfriend and there was nothing he loves more than that. He felt sexy. Desired. Wanted. And feeling how hard Hizashi was in his hand? Knowing he was getting off on this just as hard? It had his heart jumping in his throat when he broke away from the passionate kisses to gasp in a breath that had his lung inflating.

His chest heaving as lips trailed down to his jaw with kisses that had him shuddering when Hizashi's lips then trailed down. Below his jaw. Kissing softly at his throat like he had earlier when he'd been on his back when a whine muffled itself into his throat when he remembered his desire. His wish. To leave a hickey of his own on the blonde before him; he wants to cover his throat in them. But maybe, just maybe, he could get away with one or two while he jerked him off?

He lifted his head up when he then dipped it forward to kiss below Hizashi's jaw with the blonde throwing his head back with an eager whine. It had him shuddering with his heart jumping in his throat as he kissed down his soft throat before nipping at his Adam's Apple. Kissing softly at it when it bobbed with a swallow. He then leaned up to kiss at that fluttering pulse point beneath his jaw before biting down; sucking the skin roughly into his mouth with a hard pressure that he hoped would leave a hickey.

It had been years since he'd left a hickey on someone but the mechanics of it weren't that hard to figure out in the slightest bit. Bite and suck hard as he could. Even if all he left were teeth marks and a red spot behind, he'd be leaving something behind him. Stroking his boyfriend fast as he could, his shoulder bouncing with the movement, he shuddered with his back arching slightly when Hizashi whimpered as he continued suckling at his spot.

The sound tearing up in octaves effortlessly leaving him shuddering as he twisted on his knees to come closer to the blonde. Anything to have that soft skin brushing against him. Wanting Hizashi close, close, close so he could inhale that delightful sandalwood and citrus combination. To feel the warmth of him against him. There was nothing he wanted more than that. It had him shuddering with his hands clinging to the blonde as he jerked his hand quickly.

Throbbing in his grasp, his erection twitched in a volley with his heart jumping in his throat. Sucking at the spot fervently, fiercely, he dug his teeth in harder which got him another of those keening moans from his boyfriend. He felt a hand lift from his thigh to come up and twist into his hair. Holding him close to his skin as he huffed through his nose with his hand tightening around the throbbing erection in his grasp. Stroking, curving, twisting.

His side was aching like nothing else but he was determined to get this man off. This man who was gasping, moaning, groaning, whining and whimpering so beautifully for him. It was a rush feeling Hizashi thrust into his hand the way that he was. To feel his boyfriend squirming with knees digging into the bed as he thrusted into his hand. He wished they could do more. He wished that he could do more with his boyfriend but there would be time for it later.

When he wasn't cramping and aching the way that he was. There was nothing he wanted more than that but today simply wasn't the chance for it. But at least he got to touch him. He got to toy and play with his boyfriend who squirmed and twisted with huffing moans leaving the blonde as his hand tightened in his hair. It sent a spark down his back that had him sucking in a sharp breath when he popped off his spot then lapped his tongue over the teeth marks he left behind.

Hoping, hoping, hoping for a hickey to be there. To be left behind. He moved down towards the side of his neck where he bit down again. His teeth digging in as he began sucking fervently, fiercely, at the skin in his mouth with his boyfriend squirming with hips bucking desperately into his hand. Moaning at him louder, louder, louder when he squeezed the erection in his grasp. Stroking fast as he could when he dug his teeth fervently into the blonde's neck as he sucked fiercely at the skin.

Pulling it into his mouth desperately with his heart jumping in his chest as he stroked the blonde quickly. Delighting in the way he arched, twisted and squirmed. His arm tightening around his shoulder with fingers tugging at his hair with a keening, needy moan spilling out of himself in response. A moan that had his boyfriend bucking into his hand with a needy moan of his own. Both needing. Wanting. Lusting. It had him shuddering with his lashes fluttering on his cheeks as he stroked Hizashi.

Twisting and curving his hand delightedly over the blonde who moaned with increasing volume as he thrusted into his hand. Rubbing his fingers over the slick, dripping head of his erection that throbbed fervently in his hand. He stroked his boyfriend faster, faster, faster when he shuddered at the breathless moans of his name. Toshinori, Toshinori, Toshinori! It was a slurred chant that had his stomach fluttering wildly in his throat as he rolled his fingers over the dripping head of his boyfriend's erection.

Sliding his hand down to the base where he squeezed at the blonde before sliding up with his fingers and thumb moving to rub at his piercings. This tore a cry from the blonde. Bucking into his hand as he curved his hand up to roll his fingers over the head of his erection. How close was he? Was he getting close? It had his hands trembling as he stroked Hizashi fast as he possibly can without growing clumsy. Without fumbling in his strokes.

He loved feeling the blonde squirming and twisting while he suckled at his skin fervently. Loving the way that the blonde arched and twisted. Moaning his name out so breathlessly that it had his heart jumping in his chest. What would it be like to get Hizashi to babble that dirty talk at him? Would it be when they made love? Or would it be again when he had the energy to do more? It sent shivers racing down his back as he listened to his name leave the blonde with short cries of 'yes, yes, yes!' leaving the blonde before him.

He increased the force of his suction on his spot which had the blonde moaning at him with hips rutting as he thrusted into his hand. Faster. God, it nudged his hand ever so slightly but it lit his skin aflame to feel Hizashi losing that careful control he'd been using. He squeezed tightly to keep his hand from flying off of the blonde who gasped with twists and squirms as his hips hit against his hand. Doing so with enough strength to keep nudging it rhythmically as he rolled his fingers over the head of his erection.

Grinding the pads of his fingers into the slit with the blonde moaning at him with the hand in his hair tightening. Those little short cries leaving the blonde as he huffed his pants in desperately with nails dragging over his scalp sending a spark down his back. God, it felt absolutely amazing. It had his ruined stomach fluttering with his chest arching slightly with a huff flying out of him when he lifted his head up to kiss at the blonde's jaw. Nipping at him.

It had the blonde whimpering at him pleadingly with hips thrusting quickly in time with his fast stroking. And fuck, those airy gasps had his heart jumping leaving him dizzy with his excitement. He shuddered with his toes curling tightly with the blonde tightening his grasp on his hair. Close, close, close. He knew his boyfriend was getting close; it was all too obvious in the way he gasped. Moaned. Groaned. In the way his hand tightened in his hair. How his thighs trembled as they stiffened intermittently.

How his hips bucked desperately into his hand. All the signs were there and he wanted to watch this man fall apart. It's all he wants. He leaned forward with a press into his boyfriend that had him squirming when he felt his boyfriend tighten his arm around his shoulder to hold him close to his skin. He lifted his mouth from his spot as he pressed his forehead against his boyfriend's neck briefly before lifting his head to target another spot.

Biting down viciously on the blonde's skin without breaking it as he sucked that skin into his mouth had his boyfriend moaning delightedly at him. Nails dragging over his scalp again. Gasping in himself at the pleasure it sent pooling into his stomach as he clung to the blonde with his hand stroking fast. Fast, fast, fast. Both moving quickly to keep up with one another with the blonde squirming and twisting eagerly. Rutting into his hand desperately with nails digging into his thigh as they clawed at him.

Dragging lines into his thigh that had him shuddering with his heart jumping in his chest. Fuck, he wishes he was hard right now. What else would Hizashi do to him? What would he let him do? It had his ruined stomach fluttered viciously at the thought. It had him taking a shaky breath as he suckled at his spot when he felt his boyfriend's thigh consistently tightening beneath his hand. Shaking. Trembling. He was stiffening up against him with the arm around his shoulder tightening.

Fingers clutching at his hair painfully but he didn't mind it whatsoever when Hizashi threw his head back on a wail. It tore up in volume causing the lightbulbs in the lamp, in the overhead light, to pop. Picture frames, drawers, lamp shades, to tremble viciously before he snapped his mouth shut. He pulled away from his new spot quickly with a gasp of excitement as he lifted his head up. And Hizashi was coming; it had him riveted to the way his boyfriend's erection throbbed, pulsed, in his hand.

Watching with awe as come shot out of him with hips rutting into his hand with line after line splashing onto his stomach. Just barely reaching his chest. And then there was his face. Ohhhh, his face was something he wanted to memorize for the rest of his life. The way that his blonde brows came together tightly with wrinkles breaking out between them as they twitched from the force in which they squeezed together. How blonde lashes fluttered viciously as his eyes squeezed tightly shut.

His eyes no doubting rolling back on him as his jaw wiggled with his teeth gnashing together fervently to keep himself quiet. That blush smothered over his freckled cheeks was absolutely beautiful. Hips rutting against his hand as he squeezed that pulsing erection tightly. Awed didn't begin to cover the word he felt. He was staring at by far the most beautiful sight he'd ever seen. He'd not gotten a look at Shouta when he came but he had to admit he wants too.

He wants too badly. And watching Hizashi come? It was the most beautiful thing in the world. He looked so unbelievably beautiful to him with the golden afternoon light making his hair shine like silken gold. Beautiful. He was so, so beautiful. And he couldn't stop staring if he wanted too as his eyes drank in everything about that orgasmic face. It could've been an eternity. A blip in time as he stared at that orgasmic face. A moment that dragged on as his erection pulsed and throbbed in his grasp.

He was in awe. Stunned by the beauty of his boyfriend. It could've been forever but in reality, it was merely seconds. A minute at most before his boyfriend was slumping with a shaking exhale as his forehead glittered with sweat. He was beautiful. And then those trembling blonde lashes were lifting upwards with green eyes rolling before meeting his with pupils blown wide. Lust. Desire. It had his heart jumping as Hizashi's mouth dropped open slightly with a wheezing exhale.

And he was letting go of his boyfriend's erection to fly forward to capture those kiss swollen, pink lips with his own. Kissing him frantically in a frenzy that was returned to him with the blonde's other hand raising to twist into his hair as his face was held to Hizashi's. Kissing him with all the passion, the desire and lust that he had in him as lips slid against his breathlessly. Frantic pants fanning over his cheek as he slid his hands along the blonde's trembling thighs.

The sharp smack of their moving lips filling the quiet of the bedroom. Arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders as the blonde kissed him with all the passion and lust in the world. A desire that had his body reacting to it by leaning forward eagerly before lips were leaving his with gasps being taken by them both. He was insatiable. Kissing at that reddened, sweaty face of his boyfriend's without thinking twice about it. Kissing the freckles on his cheeks and over the bridge of his nose.

Loving the press of those soft lips against his face in response. Fingers moving with nails scratching at him as kisses were placed over red faces. He kissed at his cheeks, the side and bridge of his nose, his forehead, the arch of his eyebrow and the cut of his jaw. Kissing him wherever he possibly could as he lifted his hands to caress his boyfriend's slim waist. Kissing softly at that face adoringly with kisses being returned to him with breathless giggles beginning to spill out of his boyfriend.

He pressed kiss after kiss into his cheek. Nuzzling his nose and lips to it adoringly with the blonde squeezing his hair but he hardly minded it. Not when he was showering this man in all the love and desire he deserved. All the adoration he could possess in that moment. He'd gotten to get his boyfriend off. Got to watch him come over himself and make a damn mess. He got to make Hizashi feel good. He somehow managed to get the blonde off in record time.

Something that he found himself incredibly proud over as he kissed at his boyfriend's face adoringly when he felt Hizashi's nose bump then nuzzle itself to his with a giggle leaving the blonde. He couldn't stop himself from chuckling as he let Hizashi's nose nuzzle his own; something that Shouta had also done. What was it? Was it something they did together? Was it a love gesture? Something he needed to learn too? He wished he could ask but he was moving quickly away from Hizashi to crawl across the bed.

Making his way to the bedside table where he tugged open the drawer to grab the wipes there. He turned to Hizashi who laid out wiht those green eyes glittering at him adoringly. He tugged a few wipes from the pack before crawling back to the blonde. Then he scooped the cooling come from his skin with a wipe then using a second to scrub his skin until it was clean. Suds forming around his skin. And once he was clean, Hizashi was rolling quickly over the bed with legs swung over the edge of the bed.

Shaking legs that he stumbled on to the dresser with hair swaying against his back while he threw the used wipes away. Using an extra wipe to clean off his hands to make sure they were clean. And then Hizashi was tugging open a drawer, reaching inside, then turning with a proud smile with the heating pad in hand. He slumped in relief as he fought the urge to massage his cramping side. It would do nothing but cause more pain to touch the scars directly.

He shifted on the bed to take his place in the middle when Hizashi gestured with his hands for him to lay down. Something he was more than happy to do as the blonde stumbled over to him. Pausing to unwind the cord then plug it into an outlet he couldn't see. Hizashi climbed onto the bed next to him where he fussed with the keypad of the heating pad then placing it gently beneath his side then wrapped up over it with the end touching his stomach.

Hizashi then crawled over him to his good side where he cuddled into him with his head coming to rest on his chest. He lifted his hand up to stroke those silky blonde locks when he felt Hizashi's cheek nuzzle his chest when he swallowed. Licking his lips when Hizashi cautiously laid his arm across his stomach to hold the heating pad into place against his side when he let his head turn as he kissed the top of his boyfriend's head.

Loving the pleased hum, it got him as he got a nuzzle of that hot cheek against him again when he found his lips trembling. Did he ask? Did he question it? He dragged his teeth over his lip before he then took a trembling breath when Hizashi tilted his head and he met those green eyes as he tightened his arm around the blonde. Fingers trailing over silky locks with a tremble to his hand as he considered it before licking his lips as he forced himself to squeeze out the words. "Wa-Was that, um, goo-?"

"Oh, Nori! Yo-You gotta ask? Tha-That's the fastest I've ever came in m-mmmy life!" Hizashi breathed out with a breathless giggle following it when the blonde cuddled into him with his smile curling over his lips. Red cheeks glowing at him with an adoration to his gaze that had him swallowing when the hand holding the heating pad came up to touch his hot cheek. "Da-Darling, you made me feel good! I do-don't think I've been harder! Tha-That was amazing! And wh-when we make love? Oh, dar-darling, that's going to be so-something!"

"I am sorry about-about my side today. I should've been truthful and told you earlier about it. I was hoping if I got hard, I could forget it, I could feel good with you, and I was stupid in ignoring it because it only made it worse." He murmured when he kissed his blonde boyfriend's forehead softly which got him another of those pleased hums that had him squeezing his arm around his shoulders. He felt an arm snaking under his neck to come up and coax his hair from his face.

"You ca-can't control that! Nori, darling, it's-it's fine! Because hard or not, that do-doesn't mean anything! You ha-have an injury that impacts you ne-negatively sometimes and that's okay! Wha-What matters is that next ti-time you'll ge-get hard with me and it'll be amazing!" He then felt lips press to his jaw softly with racing, shaking breaths fanning over his skin when Hizashi cuddled into him with his knee overlapping his again. "I fe-felt good with you today and that's worth more than anything. Yo-Your comfort is num-number one, darling!"

"My comfort, huh? Shouta said that too, I think; that my comfort is important." He tightened his arm around Hizashi when he felt fingers trailing over his forehead gently. Across his cheekbone when he pressed his cheek to Hizashi's sweaty, heated forehead with a sigh. "Thank you, lovely. Thank you for giving me the-the chance to touch you like this and for letting me take care of you. I appreciate it more than you could possibly know, Zashi."

"The-The pleasure was all mine! Thank you, darling, fo-for wanting to touch me! Just remember, even if-if you can't get hard that doesn't mean I-I can't feel when you want me! And I cou-could tell from this that you want me alright! Next time wi-will be better! 'Til then, we'll be mo-more than fine!" He then got a nuzzle from the blonde who twisted himself impossibly close. He held him tightly. God, he loves this man. And while he was embarrassed about not getting hard, he believed Hizashi.

"I'll always want you, lovely! Next time will be perfect, I just know it." He murmured into his hair with Hizashi nuzzling his nose and lips into his throat. He squeezed the man tightly to him with his heart jumping in his chest as he tried to control his breathing to help with the cramping in his side. Anything to help with it. And he kissed the top of Hizashi's head again as he held him close. It would be so easy to sleep with him. And that felt like the perfect way to end their afternoon together. Absolutely perfect.