CHAPTER 57

THE LAST SUNRISE IN URUGUAY

Jason's mood swings were very rare by Monday night, so Dianna's dad and stepmom coincidentally reappeared around him. And Jason was glad that they disappeared before, because he obviously didn't want to mistreat them with his uncontrollable rudeness.

"So, did you always work in the Navy?" Freddy joyfully asked Jason, while they were dining some delicious pasta with some delicious tomato and red pepper sauce.

"I did. Fortunately, I found a job that I love when I was young, and never got tired of it" Jason stated, sincere. Mikey joyfully slurped his spaghetti next to Jason, and received a killer stare from him, but no one else noticed, or cared.

"Yeah" Daniel meddled, "I could never do any of the things you and my sister do, for a living. Ever".

"And I'd never want to do what you do everyday, so" Dianna clapped back. Daniel ran a company of logistics, import and export, and Dianna fell asleep just with the thought of that.

"Well, to be honest, I always knew that Dianna would only really date someone with a job similar to hers. In her field, or something like that. With some adrenaline" Freddy stated, excited, then sipped his wine.

"The other ones bore me. The normal ones" Dianna casually said, and Emma and Davis nodded, understanding completely. Daniel squirmed, they obviously were talking about guys with jobs like his. Corporate or something like that.

"I thought you never dated co-workers" Jason said to Dianna, amused, across the table.

"I didn't" she frowned, sipping her wine.

Freddy smirked, but Dianna didn't understand Jason's confusion, so for once, he kept quiet. Especially because Tatiana told him that they were only dating for a few weeks. He liked the guy and didn't want him to feel pressured.

"She never introduced anyone to us" Daniel bluntly declared to the table. He had his ego hurt before by the ladies, who said his job was a normal and boring one.

"Yes, I did" Dianna quickly said, indignant. "It's been a while, that's all" she formally said, looking at her plate. "Also, I live in the U.S. for many years now, too".

"Never heard you mention anyone during holidays, or when you visited us, once a year. Or on Instagram" Daniel said, he was on fire.

Dianna sighed. She was tired of defending herself from her relatives comments already, so she didn't have the patience anymore.

"Maybe I kept their existence in secret to try to avoid exactly this type of conversation, Daniel" she said, annoyed, and Davis, Tatiana and Freddy chuckled. Jason was awkwardly pretending to eat, but listening to every word.

"I can totally relate to that" Davis said, aiding her friend. She was lying, she loved to rub on the faces of her relatives when she was dating someone. Even though, she then realized, they also rubbed on her face when she broke up with the guy. So maybe Dianna was right.

"There was that nice fella, I kind of liked him. A bit too nervous, though. Don't remember his name" Freddy tried to help Dianna.

"You don't remember because it was when she was still in college, dad. She dated that puffy lawyer who was too scared even to tell us his name" Daniel harshly said. "Talk about a boring person, huh" he finished, victorious.

Dianna glanced at Tatiana and her dad, silently asking for help, but they deviated their eyes. They could do nothing for her at that point.

"It's normal, for me. To be reserved about it" Jason suddenly and confidently said. "I mean, I married the girl I dated in high school, but after we separated I almost never introduced anyone to my kids, except Dianna" he stated, and Mikey and Emma kept quiet.

"Yes, almost never" Dianna sighed.

Jason squirmed on his chair. "Well, I regretted it".

"He only introduced her to me because I saw them together" Emma explained to the table, "and he was really uncomfortable about it. I pressured him too, by the way, sorry dad" she said, smirking at Dianna and Jason.

"You and your wife were separated when she passed away?" Freddy suddenly asked, he didn't even hear the rest of the conversation.

"Well… yeah. We had just filed for divorce, actually", Jason explained.

"Huh" Freddy said, pensive, then he shrugged, amused.

"It doesn't matter" Dianna meddled, annoyed. Her dad obviously now thought that Dianna had a 'better chance' with Jason. "He lost his wife", she added.

Davis intervened, too, and sighed. "I'm exploding". She announced, finishing her meal.

"Me too" Mikey declared, but still eating.

Dianna was moving back to her 'old bedroom' that night, because Jason's hallucinations were almost non existent by now. He only saw Dianna twice that morning, and never again. And none of the times she was undressed, which was kind of disappointing for him. Mikey and Emma now would also sleep that night in Freddy's house, since there was no one from Bravo Team left at the inn.

But it didn't matter much, because everyone wanted to enjoy the last night with the Americans there, so they played pool, then sat around the fire pit, eating and drinking, with blankets on their laps, even though it wasn't such a cold night. It was mostly for the mood. When it was almost 2AM everyone went to their beds, exhausted from all the drink and food, including Jason and Dianna. After Davis walked with them to the bedroom, just in case, to confirm it was Real Dianna, they basically fell on the bed and slept. Even Dianna fell asleep, but she woke up before dawn, again. Still, she slept many hours straight, and it really was a miracle.

It was still dark outside, but she remembered there was a beautiful view of that cliff that she wanted to see at sunrise, and nobody ever wanted to wake up that early to watch it with her. It was autumn, so the sun would rise only between 6:30 AM or 7AM. So she stood up and, after going to the bathroom and getting dressed, kept thinking if she should go alone or not.

"What's wrong?" Jason woke up, sleepy, and saw Dianna standing up and looking out the window, pensive, and keeping the curtains almost completely shut.

"Nothing" she turned, "It's just that I always wanted to watch the sunrise from that spot, that cliff at my uncle's farm, and I've always postponed it when I'm here. Or it's a rainy day".

Jason smirked, stretching. "Let's go, then. At what time should we be there?"

"No no" Dianna gestured, "I swear, I wasn't telling you that so you'd come with me. It's safe there, I can go alone. The farm is empty, because my uncle and his employees are out this week. And the inn is closed for a couple of days. I was just letting you know. And I'm kinda lazy today, so that's why I was still deciding" she chuckled, admitting.

Jason chuckled, and quietly got up and walked to the bathroom, sleepy and mumbling. "I'm a Seal, Dianna, I wake up early for a living. I don't mind it. And I actually want to see that view too" he said, then closed the bathroom door, to pee and brush his teeth. Dianna sat on the small sofa, waiting until he came out and was ready.

"It's not too cold now, it will be warmer when the sun comes out" Dianna let him know, when he hesitated about the clothes he should wear. "I'm taking a blanket with me, just in case.

They walked to the wooden gate of her uncle's farm, and they could already see in front of them, there was a glimpse of shine coming out. They hurried up to get there in under twenty minutes, taking the trail, and Jason helped Dianna, again, because she still couldn't hold her weight with her left arm and hand. When they arrived it was bright, but still no sunrise in sight. They walked mostly in silence, because Dianna said she'd tire herself if Jason joyfully continued to chatter like that. She couldn't walk fast and talk at the same time, she admitted.

"Here" Dianna stretched the soft blanket on the grass, so they could sit down and wait for the sunrise. It was a little foggy, and she hoped the fog would dissipate. They sat on the blanket, and Dianna sighed.

"Do you think we'd be dating if we worked in different areas?" Dianna suddenly asked, curious. "I mean, like, if I wasn't in your team, or any other DEVGRU team, and I didn't have the clearance".

Jason swallowed, it was the same question that Emma asked him when she wanted him to break up with Dianna. He kept quiet, pensive. "Are you thinking about going back to criminal interrogations?" he asked, afraid of the answer, looking at the landscape.

Dianna avoided eye contact too. "I don't know. Maybe, eventually. Years from now. Not yet. Someday. Maybe not" she said, then she noticed that she was talking of things that would happen in a distant future, and she didn't want Jason to think that she was already thinking about marriage, kids, grand kids and all that. They were dating for less than a month.

"That's not why I asked" Dianna quickly explained, "I asked because once you mentioned that. That you like that you can talk to me about things that happened during ops, and top secret stuff. That you couldn't do that with Alana" she said, feeling awkward.

Jason softly chuckled. "No, I couldn't. That sucked, to be honest. But maybe if I could, Alana and I would still have the same problem. That I wasn't really 'present' with my family when I wasn't operating", he said, bitter. And it was his normal mood, not the concussion's fault.

Dianna noticed that Jason didn't answer her question, and they kept quiet for a while.

"I like that you didn't introduce a lot of guys to your family before me" Jason suddenly changed the subject, but he quickly realized that his words came out wrong when Dianna frowned.

"I mean" he stuttered, gesticulating, "I don't mean that you're a floozy or anything like that if you dated many guys" he tried, thinking, "Just that, you know, I'm glad that you felt comfortable to introduce me to your family" he finished, and he sighed, relieved. "Unless, of course, there was the problem of logistics, if the guys were Americans and all that" he had to add.

Dianna stared at him, amused by his clumsiness with words, and softly chuckled. She licked her lips, and kept quiet for a while. "Good to know" she simply said.

Jason noticed that she avoided commenting about what he just said.

Both of them kept quiet, because both of them were always terrified of rejection, and they were thinking about ways to find out what the other one was feeling, without giving away too much about their own feelings.

Dianna decided to take another approach, a quirky one.

"Do you think that we have too much sex?" she asked, looking at him.

Jason turned to her, amused, and she explained, smiling. "Tatiana told me that we act like teenagers, and that we should take it slower" she said, watching his reaction.

Jason laughed. "First of all, there's no such thing as too much sex" he raised an eyebrow at her, and she laughed. "Second of all, I don't see the problem. And I mean, take what slow? We've known each other for what, nine months now? I think that we took it really slow" he said, reasonably.

"It depends" Dianna quickly said, because she found a way to squeeze information out of Jason. Her mind was working fast.

"What depends on what?" Jason asked, confused and smiling.

"It depends on what were your intentions. If you were talking to me all this time, since we've met, without any ulterior motives, or just as a colleague or friend" she stated, serious.

Jason kept quiet, and Dianna explained. "If we just knew each other and you weren't trying to win me over, and just wanted me as a friend, then that time wouldn't count. Because we weren't in any type of relationship, and weren't getting to know each other for that purpose, or aiming for a relationship" she said, looking at the view.

Jason looked at her face. "You talk a lot" he stated, and she looked at him, annoyed, because she disagreed, and because he was avoiding the question once again.

He ignored her annoyed look. "Ok, then" Jason turned back to face the view, relaxed. The first rays were appearing behind a few mountains, almost right in front of them.

"Ok what" Dianna anxiously asked, licking her lips and gazing at Jason.

"You're right. It depends" he casually said, still facing the view.

Dianna turned to face the view, too. She couldn't believe that he found a way to avoid her question.

Jason glanced at her, without turning his face, because he noticed how anxious she reacted after his answer. He realized that she wanted to squeeze information out of him, obviously, given the many, many words that she used to wrap him on her interrogation web. But he escaped, and he had another idea.

"I take it that you didn't have this much sex during your other relationships" Jason bluntly said, smirking and now facing her to watch her expression, and her face was very, very, pink. "I mean, because you asked me, then obviously it's abnormal to you".

Dianna couldn't find a way out and was sure she was blushing. Of course all of it was abnormal for her, and now she felt kind of pathetic because obviously it wasn't to Jason. He just said before, he didn't see the problem. And now she thought about lying just to cover, because she felt really vulnerable.

Jason noticed her change in demeanor, and he never wanted to make her feel ashamed. He felt so guilty that he decided to finally grow a pair and admit something, for once.

"It's not normal for me too, Dianna" he finally admitted, looking at the view.

They kept quiet to watch the sun, that was finally coming up, in a dark orange color, right above mountains and small clouds of fog.

Dianna felt a little better with his confession, but suddenly she was hit by the thought that, if she didn't have a lot of sex with him, he wouldn't be too interested. Or at least not as interested as she was.

"What's wrong?" he asked, noticing that she was looking down, instead of appreciating the amazing view, and she thought the same. She sighed.

"I shouldn't feel ashamed if I didn't have many boyfriends, or serious ones" she admitted, without thinking too much. But she was too tired of that bullshit, so she wanted to explain her reaction to Jason during dinner. "My family tease me about the guy I introduced them until this day, and I hate that someone thinks that they can meddle in my relationships like that".

Jason kept quiet, but then tried to defend Freddy. "He's just a joker, Dianna. You shouldn't take him too seriously".

"It just adds up" she grumbled, looking at the view. "Because he and my relatives are always demanding me to have a relationship, a boyfriend, anything, like I should just go to the market and buy one" she said, looking down, and Jason felt bad for her. She continued. "I know that it's completely normal for women, depending on the family. But it's really annoying. I wished my family wanted me to not date ever, so it would take the pressure off of me".

Jason chuckled. "Well, I thought about doing that to Emma when she was a teenager. Alana forbade me".

Dianna smirked. "You're scary enough to her boyfriends, Jason. If they're willing to date Emma, it already says a lot about them" she teased, and he chuckled.

She sighed again. "So, that's it, I had some boyfriends, only one, more than ten years ago, that I wanted to introduce to my family, and I wasn't… he wasn't a really serious one", she said, swallowing. She was going to say that she wasn't even in love with him, but she stopped just in time.

"You weren't what?" Jason noticed. He was listening to every word Dianna was saying, and watching her expressions. He was interrogating her.

"I wasn't that much into him, to be honest" she corrected, and Jason nodded.

"What changed your mind, then?" he asked, facing her completely, but she was still facing the beautiful sunrise. "Why did you want to introduce me to your dad, and many, many relatives at your dad's party?" Jason continued, and the more he talked and thought about it, the more he knew the answer.

"Well" she finally faced him, sitting on her side like a lady, because she was wearing an off-white knitted dress and boots. She tried to find a way. "My dad wanted me to invite my friends to his birthday party, and, well, the team guys are my friends. And we are officially dating, according to the Navy, so, it would be ridiculous not to introduce you to my family, once you were here", she reasonably explained, gesticulating.

He didn't buy it. "But why invite Emma and Mikey, too?"

"They were at the barbecue, Jason. I mean, Emma was. It would be impolite of me to not invite her" she answered, and felt that it was a little too harsh, and complemented, "and I really like your kids. I knew they'd have a great time here".

Jason nodded again. "What was the difference between the puffy lawyer and the other guys you dated?"

"Well, I liked him, a lot, obviously. He was a great guy", she answered, smiling.

"Would you have brought him to your dad's party? If it was back then" Jason asked, and Dianna frowned. She knew he would probably be jealous, but she answered sincerely.

"I think so. But I don't know it I would have asked him to stay at my dad's house for the entire weekend right after I introduced him" she chuckled, and Jason raised his eyebrows, so she explained, "like I said, I wasn't that much into him", she said, and as soon as she said those words, she realized what Jason did. Her smile vanished, and he had a smirk on his face.

"What's the difference between the lawyer and I, then?" Jason continued his interrogation, looking into Dianna's eyes and both of them were completely ignoring the amazing sunrise by their side. But they were bathed in its orange light.

"What differentiates" Jason continued, casually leaning closer to Dianna, "that guy and I? After all, you joyfully invited me to not only stay in Uruguay for a few days, but to stay in your bedroom, too. I could've stayed at the inn".

Dianna was feeling incredibly vulnerable, and tried to change the focus. "If you thought it was too much pressure, you didn't need to stay there with me, ok?" she said, annoyed.

Jason ignored, though, and came even closer to her, sitting right next to her now. "You know that I'm not complaining, at all", he huskily said, seductively reaching to kiss her, "Just tell me, Dianna".

"No" she bluntly said, irritated. He wasn't being fair with her. "First tell me what differentiates me and Natalie, then. Except for the fact that she's crazy", she demanded, and he frowned, then chuckled.

"You're kidding, right?" he was amused but confused.

"No, I'm not. You dated her for a few months, maybe slept with her for more than that, introduced her to your kids, she hang out with the team, and you probably saw her almost every day and night" she held a wave of nausea, "forgot about my existence, and signed a Navy form officially confirming you two were dating". She stopped to breathe, and Jason just listened to all of it, stern, with his bad boy face. He was focused.

"And yet, when I asked you that day at Davis' house, you basically confirmed that you weren't like, that into her, and was staying with her just because of the guilt you felt". She licked her lips, and Jason's face didn't change. She hated and loved the fact that she couldn't read him. "So, psychopathy aside, what's the difference between me and her?"

Jason kept quiet for a few seconds. "I didn't say that I wasn't into her" he formally corrected, "I said that I wasn't in love with her".

"Yes" Dianna squirmed, "you said that you only dated her for a few months, so, you weren't in love with her".

"I apologize" he formally said, "I meant that I didn't know her well enough. Time has nothing to do with that", he swallowed, and Dianna finally stopped frowning her forehead.

"I did all that with her, yes" Jason continued, and he gently placed his hands on her thighs, "except one thing. I never forgot about you, even though I tried" he confessed, and she swallowed, hard.

"So what?" she reasonably asked, because it didn't mean anything.

Jason looked down at Dianna's legs, and proceeded to slowly move his hands up and down her thighs.

"I slept with you many, many times, Dianna" he said, smirking, but Dianna continued serious, and now confused.

"I introduced you to my kids, you obviously hang out with the team" he continued, now unzipping her boot, "When we're not fighting" he smiled, "I see you every day and every night; actually, I stayed at your place, glued to you 24/7. I signed a Navy form officially confirming that you and I are dating". He paused to lazily unzip her other boot, and hunched down, to softly kiss her legs.

He continued. "You stayed at my house before we even dated. I told you about how I felt after I almost blew up. I helped you deal with your panic attack and trauma with water. I was willing to kill, or at least, severely injure, a guy that stalked you" he looked up at her, and she was breathing hard, "and I really was going to do that" he confirmed.

He pointed at the ignored sunrise with his head. "I joyfully came with my two kids to another country, facing more than half a day in a plane, to come to your dad's birthday. No, I'm not complaining" he quickly said, while Dianna looked attentively, with wide eyes. "I risked everything during a rescue, because you were one of the hostages" he admitted to her.

Jason looked away and softly chuckled, then looked back at her. "And my favorite one, that should have given you a hint from the start, but apparently you missed it" he said, cutely smiling, and he gently held her hand and touched her delicate 'v' shaped rosé gold ring with his thumb. "I gave you a ring, Dianna, for your birthday. Before we even dated. A gold ring, with diamonds", he said, chuckling at her unawareness and looking directly at her face.

"Do I really need to say more?" Jason asked, stern.

"Yes" Dianna answered, serious. Because she needed to hear it. Nobody ever told her that, at least, nobody that truly meant it.

Jason swallowed, hard, but didn't hesitate. "I love you, Dianna".

He waited, with his heart pounding, and Dianna gasped, but remained serious, with her mouth slightly open. Now he was terrified that she didn't feel the same.

But after a few seconds, she looked at her right hand and raised it, showing the rosé gold ring to him.

"I kept it" she casually said, "And brought it here to Uruguay, to wear it", she stated, and Jason looked at her confused, and feeling extremely vulnerable.

"When I came I thought I'd never be with you again, and that you'd be sleeping with a tall leggy blonde in your car" she said, smiling, but he continued serious and confused, breathing hard.

"But I couldn't keep the ring inside the box, or give it back. I couldn't part from it" she continued, looking at her hand again, and pointing at the white gold ring with diamonds that she always wears. "It was my mother's" she explained, looking back at him, stern. He glanced at the rings and stared back at her, anxious and serious, and still vulnerable.

"I have dozens of rings, Jason. But I only wear two of them everyday. I can't believe you never noticed" she said, then leaned closer to him. "They are gorgeous rings, yes, but I wear them everyday because they mean something to me", she explained.

Dianna placed her hands on his face and neck. He had a serious and cute face.

"They remind me of two people that I love" she finally said, exhaling.

Jason continued to stare at Dianna, serious, and she confirmed. "I love you, Jason".

He gasped and blinked, relieved, and continued to stare at her with a stern face.

"I'd like to make love to you right now" he said, with a pleading face.

Dianna chuckled, keeping her face close to his. "Please, do".

He gasped and passionately kissed her lips, holding her waist close, but then he slowed down, savoring her. He pulled her dress up and placed his hand between her legs, to take out her panties, but she wasn't wearing any. She took them while he was in the bathroom.

"Oh, God, yes" he dramatically said, smiling at her, and Dianna giggled.

He grinned, realizing that she was ready to fuck him when they left the house. "You're very outdoorsy, Dianna" he naughtily said, loving that.

"Only with you" she said, smiling.

He exhaled with his husky voice and stared at her, laying on her back on the comfortable blanket, with her knees bent. The sunlight was light orange now, and he was kneeling in front of her. He came closer and gently pulled her dress over her head. She was braless too.

He sighed, and stared at her again, then he stood up and took off his shirt and pulled his t-shirt, and he took off his pants and boxer briefs, all while gazing at Dianna with hungry eyes. She was lazily waiting, with her dark locks framing her. Jason knelt again and pressed his hands on her thighs, moving them closer to her core, while he gazed at her body and face, with hunger. Dianna was breathing hard, looking at his amazing naked body bathed in orange light, with expectation.

"This isn't normal" he suddenly murmured, confirming what he told her before, looking at her.

"This isn't normal to me" he corrected himself.

She swallowed, looking into his eyes, waiting. He lowered his body and kept his face close to hers, then pushed into her slowly, and deep, as he likes, feeling her tight and wet around him. They moaned in unison, and he stopped in the end, then kissed her softly on the lips.

He began to thrust, slowly and deeply, and felt her pulsating around him, they both shuddering, but they didn't feel cold.

"Is this normal to you?" he huskily asked in her ear, and she gasped with his voice, then answered, sincere. "No. Not at all".

He smiled from her answer and her reaction, then moved one hand to cup her breast, and placed the other on her chin, holding her bottom lip. She moved her hands on his neck, then messed up his hair.

Jason kissed her soft lips and was shivering, grazing his body against hers, in a feverish haze. And talkative, again.

"Did you really mean it" he softly bit her lip, and Dianna gasped, "when you said you like that I'm both cute and smoldering?" he said, teasing, but desperate for the answer.

Dianna lazily smiled, and moved and grazed her body against his. "I did" she stated, looking at him, "I love that you're both cute and dangerous at the same time. Jason" she said, tenderly kissing his lips, "and Bravo One" she pulled his hair, strongly.

Jason grunted with the pain, but he loved it. Both of it. And now he finally could live it, fully.

"I love you so much" he said again, looking at her, and Dianna gasped, "and I want you so much. I want to make you come" he huskily said, in her ear, while squeezing her breast, and she shivered with the sound of his voice and his touch. He continued to thrust slowly, then moved his hand down, and pressed and moved his fingers on her clit, that was already pulsating, and soon he felt her walls twitching.

"Like I said" he huskily said in her ear again, and Dianna now was shuddering from all the sensations at once, Jason was all around her, "I want to make you come, repeatedly". He moved and pressed his fingers, attentively watching her, and Dianna quickly came, hard, loudly moaning.

Jason smiled when he felt her contracting around his erection, and stopped thrusting and focused, just enough so he wouldn't come yet. "And then, I want to fuck your brains out" he started to thrust into her hard and deep, while Dianna still was twitching from her first orgasm, "until you forget your name and scream mine" he moved his hands to her face, because she still had her eyes shut.

"Dianna, open your eyes" he asked, and she wasn't even listening, she was dizzy and even stopped moving her hands. He chuckled and stopped thrusting for a second, then called her name, and she finally opened her eyes, breathing hard.

"I want you to see me. Me fucking you" he explained, serious and with a dangerous voice, and began to thrust into her hard again, and this time fast, because he knew he wouldn't last as much as he wanted to. He would have to savor her in stages.

Dianna was twitching again, and she also wanted to savor him before she couldn't focus anymore, so she licked and kissed his neck, his earlobe, then she bit her neck too, she just wanted to taste his skin, already a little salty from his sweat. She pressed her nails on his back and biceps, then moved her hands through his hair, she was all wrapped up around him, so close that she felt his chest rubbing on her breasts at every thrust.

"And I want just that" Dianna finally blurted, and turned her face to see him, "I want you both. I want to be loved and fucked by Jason Hayes and Bravo One", she chuckled, happy as hell.

Jason opened a cute happy smile, and in a second his eyes turned black and he had his hungry and dangerous expression back again. He fucked her faster and harder, and firmly pressed her hips with his hand, to keep her in place.

"I've been waiting too long for this. Too damn long, Dianna. You drive me crazy. I want you to know all of me, and I want to know all of you" he confessed, looking at her, and they were both now almost screaming their moans.

And Dianna was losing control, but still managed to drive him crazy again. "No, Jason" she suddenly said, serious, and he gasped, fear crossing his eyes. But just for a couple of seconds. "I'll never let you know all my secrets. I love to drive you crazy" she teased, smiling and almost breathless.

Jason grinned immediately. "Dear Lord, fuck" he dramatically yelled, looking up, because his heart almost came out of his mouth. But he didn't stop moving, because now his heart and his body were out of control.

"I'd love you to come" Jason playfully said, a little desperate already, "like, right now, Dianna" he was panting and grunting, "I'd really like to feel you wrapping me up again" he reasonably explained, now more desperate, but not slowing down.

"Oh, but" Dianna said, and pulled his hair again. She was close, he didn't have to ask twice, "Just, I…"

"My name" he pleaded, desperate, in case she forgot.

She shut her eyes and said his name, then screamed, and it echoed around them. Jason barely thrust twice and he screamed while he came too, losing his breath in the middle and emptying himself inside of her.

He fell like a dead tree on top of her body, then tried and failed to raise his torso. He had no energy left.

"Stay" Dianna barely could say, panting and breathless. He mumbled something like "Good" with his face buried on her hair, not moving an inch. His two hundred pounds of dead weight weren't suffocating her, fortunately. It would be a shame and a real tragedy if that happened now.

"Oh God" Jason all of a sudden said, his voice muffled by Dianna's hair, then he turned his head to face her. She turned to look at him, confused, and still recovering.

Jason was staring at her, with a desperate expression.

"What if this was all a hallucination?"

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