Inuyasha paced when returned, stressed. It was late but to hell with it he went back to his brother who was still standing in the same spot.

Sesshomaru didn't say a word just waited.

"Just so you know, your as complex in the future as you are now,"

Sesshomaru eyed him. Inuyasha crossed his arms "You said you remembered this, but couldn't go into details,"

"Because you had not returned yet,"

Inuyasha threw up his hands "This, this doesn't make any sense that damn well it starting to be more trouble than its worth!"

"Leave it be Inuyasha,"

He calmed "You said that too,"

"What else did this one say?"

Inuyasha sighed "That it wasn't enough because Kagome welcomed death,"

"Because she is selfless," Sesshomaru admitted.

"Do you love her,"

Sesshomaru turned to his brother "What did I say?"

"It's complicated,"

"Tell me,"

"That you did, will, do. That you didn't realize it till she was gone,"

Sesshomaru looked away. Did he love her? Right now, no. Cared, was concerned, yes.

"Even unmated a male knows if the one meant for him is lost,"

"Thats some romantic shit your spitting and that aint you,"

Sesshomaru looked at him "Did you not feel it when Kikyo killed you, when you knew she died too?"

That was a punch to the gut and he could not argue with that, because he did feel it. "I loved her though,"

"Even if you dont love your mate, you will feel it."

"So what you're saying if Kagome died, you would have known right then?"

"It would have taken some time, but it would have invaded my mine, I would be consumed in finding out what it was I was missing. I assume my thoughts would turn to her till I realized it was her that I was missing,"

He couldn't believe he was telling his brother all this, but it was like putting a puzzle together.

"But that doesn't mean you loved her,"

Maybe he did, hell he didnt know. He had not even spent much time with her. His future sell saw different things and changed them when he did what he did in the future. Sesshomaru growled.

"Did you just growl at yourself?"

He did. He was frustrated with himself.

"Now what," Inuyasha asked and Sesshomaru heard the give up in his voice.

"Something in the past happened that did not happen,"

"Yeah well, this your mess Sesshomaru,"

It was.

"What are you going to do?"

"Mate her,"

Inuyasha blinked "She ain't gonna marry you just because you say so!"

"Indeed not,"

Inuyasha laughed "You realize you took her choice away,"

Sesshomaru snorted,

"Of course just because she has your brat-

Sesshomaru glared fire at him,

"Kid inside her doesn't mean she has to be stuck to you,"

"And who should be stuck to Inuyasha,"

Inuyasha knew it was stupid to say, even if his brother didnt love Kagome he would not allow another man to touch her while she carried his child inside her.

"She chose death, is it worse than I?" He asked his brother,

Inuyasha bit his lip and then turned to leave, "You could have just told her you loved her," Then he walked calmly away.

Sesshomaru looked back up at the starts, and after a moment he opened his mouth and sighed heavily "Perhaps I could not move on, perhaps I am selfish,"

He knew now why his future self did it. He was lonely and filled with sorrow and when the young Kagome was reborn he knew it. He watched her go back and forth, watched her love his brother.

He was in pain, locked in a future and a past. Waking up day after day seeing his mate and not being able to touch her.

A dripping sound made Sesshomaru look down. He had fisted his hand so hard that his hand was bleeding.

This is why he didn't do emotions, they were to complex.

But then, he could make them simple. Sesshomaru returned to Kagome.

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