AN: Hello! So, um..I'm reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally sorry for not updating for so long...I just have a lot going on right now and I've been on like three vacations so...Anyways though this was requested and uh..I don't have a lot of time, and I probably didn't make it exactly how they wanted it, so I'm sorry if it's not that good and you don't really like it. I just haven't really written a lot like this before, and I just have a lot going on in my life, so I'm sorry if it's not what you were hoping for. I hope it's at least a little good though. Thank you for taking time to read it. ^^ Basically it's just about Sasuke having sex with a bunch of people at the school because he's in love with Naruto and wants to make Naruto jealous, and then Naruto, since they're best friends, helps him not get caught be being his lookout. They're both hurting from the other one seeming like they don't like them back, but eventually they make up.
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Naruto stood outside the bathroom for the third time that week, bitting his lip as he heard the faint moans and grunts coming from inside it. Him and Sasuke had been best friends since they were kids, and Naruto had developed feelings for him, but he was sure Sasuke didn't like him back. He had never shown any interest in him, and he had practically had sex with everyone in their classes except him.
The first time Sasuke had asked him to keep watch for him Naruto was surprised and a little hurt, because he thought Sasuke had gotten a girlfriend, but then it kept happening over and over, with different people, different girls and even a few boys that had been in love with him too. Naruto wasn't sure what to think about it, because he never expected Sasuke to be into that kind of stuff. He tried to get past it, but he couldn't, because Sasuke had been the only person he ever really liked. He used to like a girl in his class named Sakura, but she was always mean to him and liked Sasuke, so he got over her.
As Naruto heard the moans and noises die down he just fidgeted, feeling like he was nothing. All the people Sasuke had sex with seemed better then him anyways, so it's not like he even mattered to Sasuke.
After a few more minutes Sasuke came out and Naruto forced a smile at him, but then Sasuke just walked off, leaving Naruto there alone, starting to tear up a bit, but he didn't want to cry. Then he just headed to class after the bell rang that lunch was over, and then sat down, just sitting there, not even paying attention to the teacher, just not feeling good at the moment.
In the other class, Naruto didn't know it, but Sasuke was actually feeling the same as he was. The only reason Sasuke had sex with everyone was because he was in love with Naruto too, but thought Naruto didn't like him back, and so he was trying to make him jealous. His parents had died when he was younger, and so he never had anyone to explain to him about what love really meant for people, and just assumed sex was the main thing. He just wanted to make Naruto jealous, so that maybe he would love him, but it didn't seem like it was working.
At first, it only started as a few girls for Sasuke, maybe once a week. But now practically all the girls in school knew about it and so he had sex maybe four or five times a week, and he was used to it, and so he barely felt anything when he was with them. The only person he actually wanted to have sex with was Naruto, but he didn't want to ask him and ruin their friendship, and he thought Naruto didn't like him back, thinking he still liked Sakura.
After class Sasuke bumped into Sakura who flirted with him like she usually did, and then he made a decision and flirted with her back and grabbed her hand and then walked with her and met up with Naruto. He hadn't had sex with Sakura yet since he thought Naruto liked her, and didn't want to hurt him, but he was getting depressed and desperate, and wanted Naruto, and so he was going to try his hardest to get him jealous, even if it meant breaking his heart over a girl.
"Hey.. Let's go.." Sasuke said once he passed Naruto, walking over and going to the bathrooms again with Sakura, and then Naruto just stood there for a moment, shocked, but then reluctantly followed.
Naruto didn't want to believe that Sasuke even liked Sakura, the girl who had bullied and made fun of him for years, but it seemed like it. As he just sat there outside of the bathroom again he put his head between his legs and teared up, feeling horrible. He had also lost his parents when he was younger like Sasuke had, and never had anyone in his life before, and so he just wanted to be loved, just wanted that physical connection with someone, but it seemed like the only person he liked didn't even care for him anymore.
A few tears started falling down his face as he heard moans coming from the bathroom, and then he bit his lip as he started crying, not being able to hold it in anymore. He didn't get it. Him and Sasuke had been friends since childhood, and now it seemed like Sasuke was friends and more with everyone but him.
After a while it stopped again and Naruto quickly wiped off tears and got himself together as he heard Sasuke getting dressed again, and then he quickly stood up, forcing another smile as Sasuke came out, no emotion on his face though as he just walked past him again and left, leaving Naruto standing there with his thoughts, wanting to cry again.
Naruto took a shaky breath as he wiped off a few tears again after Sasuke left, and then he just slid back down against the wall, sitting on the floor and crying. Sakura came out of the bathroom a few minutes later and sneered at him, making a rude comment, which just made him feel worse. He didn't understand how Sasuke wanted to have sex with someone like her, and not even want to hang out with him anymore.
Eventually he just got up and went home, trembling as he laid down on his bed, not eating or taking a shower, just going to sleep, not even feeling like he wanted to do anything anymore.
When Sasuke had gotten home too, it was pretty much the same, he just laid on his bed, not taking a shower or eating, just feeling empty. He couldn't sleep though, just wanting Naruto. Naruto was all he had wanted for years, but he just couldn't bring himself to tell him how he felt, scared of losing him and being alone again. He tried to fill the hole in his heart by having sex and pretending to have a relationship with other people, but it never worked, which just made him more desperate and depressed.
The next day when Sasuke woke up he decided not to go to school, not wanting to, wishing he didn't have to, and then just stayed in bed, just thinking. He wished he didn't have to have sex with everyone to try and get Naruto's attention, but it was the only way he knew how, but it's didn't even seem to work. As he thought about it more, it just seemed like it made them fall farther apart. He tried his hardest everyday to try and get Naruto's attention, but it never worked, and he hated it. He had tried so hard to get over Naruto, and just focus on the sex more, but that never worked either. He just wished Naruto would notice him, or he would get the courage to ask Naruto to be his.
Sasuke spent the rest of the day locked in his room just laying there, thinking over everything, while Naruto was in class, wondering if Sasuke was alright. Naruto was thinking the same things Sasuke was, hoping Sasuke would notice him, and wishing he could tell him the truth. As the day went on it just got worse for both of them as they thought about it more, and soon Naruto couldn't take it and asked his friend for a favor, something he did every once in a while to take the pain away.
Sasuke always has sex with everyone, and even though Naruto was hesitant about it, a couple months before, he had tried it too for the first time with his friend Hinata, who was completely okay with it. He thought that since Sasuke always had sex with everyone, maybe if he did too he would forget about him. It didn't work though, and soon he became almost as obsessed with it to take his pain away as Sasuke did.
Almost every other week he had sex with one of his closest friends, Hinata, Shikamaru, Gaara, he just wanted them to fill the pain in his heart from Sasuke with pleasure. He didn't know that that was the same reason that Sasuke had sex all the time, and he probably never would unless Sasuke told him himself because of how depressed he was getting from it.
As Naruto sat there during class, he thought about all the things him and Sasuke had been through. They were there for eachother when they lost their parents, they were there for eachother when they each got bullied, they had been best friends since birth, and yet now Sasuke didn't even seem to care about him at all. Naruto never understood why Sasuke changed so much. They were so close in middle school, and now they barely even talked, part of that being because Naruto was nervous to talk to him, scared Sasuke would break their bond and leave him.
When class ended Naruto just didn't feel like being there anymore, and left back to his place, calling his friend Shikamaru, asking if he could come over for a bit, just wanting to ease the pain a little. He didn't get why Sasuke had changed so much. He wished he was as good enough for him as everyone else.
Even as he had sex with Shikamaru though, moaning and gasping into the bed sheets, he still couldn't get Sasuke out of his head, and ended up pretending it was Sasuke who was on top of him and not Shikamaru. He did that a lot, because no matter how hard he tried, no matter how hard he told himself he should get over Sasuke, he couldn't. Sasuke had always been there for him, and he was the most important person in his life, but now Sasuke wasn't even there for him half of the time. The only reason Naruto keeps helping him and going along with it even though it hurts him, is that he just couldn't bring himself to stop, not wanting to risk ruining their friendship, because Sasuke was the only person who made him feel whole.
After a few hours once him and Shikamaru had cleaned up and then he left, then Naruto had just laid there in his bed, still extremely depressed, not wanting to do anything now as he just closed his eyes, feeling like there wasn't even a point in trying anything anymore. He went to sleep still thinking of Sasuke, imagining what their life could be like together, and wishing Sasuke loved him like he did, not knowing Sasuke was thinking the same thing.
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AN: So...there's going to be a second part but it might take a while..and sorry if this isn't that good, I've had a lot going on...But I hope you like it anyways.