AN: So um..I made this after accidentally reading a narusasu story when I was looking for SasuNaru. Narusasu just doesn't make sense to me..at all..like just why?..How they make them act, it's just horrible..And how it makes me feel is even worse...I hate it so much, and its a trigger for me now so...No offense to anyone who likes narusasu, but I just don't..SasuNaru is way better, and will always be...narusasu just makes me so uncomfortable and I literally start crying every time it sticks in my mind, I just hate it...So just please dont mention it around me, dont ask about it, dont even interact if you like it and post about it...please...Anyways, though, here's this, basically them just deciding to have sex for the first time...Also, I'll try to update the next part to the one chapter soon, it's my next thing I'll do, promise...

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Naruto held Sasuke's hand as they walked down the street together, a big smile on his face, happy as he just talked with him as they headed to Sasuke's apartment together. Sasuke wasn't really listening, though, just thinking to himself about things. They had been together for three years now since the war and Sasuke didn't want to rush anything, but he really wanted to get more intimate with him. They had already seen each other naked multiple times, taking baths with each other and cuddling in bed, but they had never actually engaged in any form of sexual activity, not even touching each other that way before.

As Sasuke continued to just walk with Naruto as Naruto talked, he just kept thinking, kind of nervous to ask him or even bring it up, not wanting to make things weird with him if he didn't want it yet, and not wanting to seem like that was the only thing he wanted.

As they got home a few moments later, Sasuke let go of Naruto's hand and just thought for a moment, not sure how to bring it up as they sat in bed together and Naruto cuddled up against him, the sun starting to set outside. Sasuke wanted to have sex with him so badly, just wanting to be closer with him, and express his love for him, because he was really bad with his emotions and sometimes couldn't. He even already got everything they needed, lube, a condom if they wanted it, he had even made sure to get tested for any sexual diseases to make sure it would be safe for both of them. He just wanted to show Naruto how much he meant to him, wanting to give him the love he deserved.

Sasuke had known love when he was young from his parents and family, but Naruto had never had anyone, no one to give him that besides a few mentors, and so eventhough Sasuke was a little bad at it, he was trying his hardest to give him all the love he could, Naruto meaning the world to him.

After a while once Naruto had finished taking and asked him a question, Sasuke hadn't realized at first, too consumed in his thoughts, but then he snapped out of it after a moment, looking at him, nervous but really wanting still to ask him for the next step in their relationship together. "Hm?.."

Naruto looked at him, bit worried since he hadn't answered and seemed distant. "I asked what you were thinking about Sasu." He said, and then Sasuke sighed, deciding he couldn't just keep his thoughts in forever. "I..I wanted to ask you something."

"Oh..Yeah, sure, what is it?" Naruto said, smiling a bit in response, and then Sasuke hesitated slightly before speaking. "I want to have sex.." He said, and then blushed slightly, realizing he was probably too straightforward as he watched Naruto's face turn red, realizing he really didn't even ask a question either.

"Wh..what?.." Naruto finally said after a moment, his heart beat fast, kind of scared bit excited at the same time. "R..Really?.."

Sasuke nodded slightly, his cheeks pink, kind of embaressed. "Yeah.."

Naruto then nodded and smiled. "Okay!" He blushed a bit, anxious but happy, having wanted it for a while too.

Sasuke nodded and glanced away slightly, a bit anxious too but not wanting to admit it, and then he looked back at him. "I..already have everything we need here." He mumbled slightly, having had the supplies for weeks, but just never knowing how to bring the topic up.

"R..Really?.." Naruto blushed and Sasuke nodded, and then Naruto nodded back, his cheeks still red. "O-Okay."

Sasuke nodded slightly back and sat up. "I'll um..get everything."

Sasuke slowly got up and then walked off, going into the bathroom and then taking a breath to calm himself before getting the hidden bag under the sink that had condoms, lubricant, and a few other things in it. Then he had a slight moment of hesitation as he looked into the mirror, seeing himself, his gaze falling to his missing arm, really not sure if he was ready for this next step. He wanted it, he did, but mentally, he was just nervous they were moving too fast. They weren't even married yet. And he felt like his missing arm would probably cause a few problems, too. He had been thinking of getting a new one, but he still felt like he wasn't worthy to get one, so he didn't.

After a few moments, he just took a breath and went back out, pausing as he saw Naruto in the middle of taking his shirt off, a slight blush coming on his cheeks. He had seen Naruto naked a lot, but this time felt different because they weren't just changing infront of eachother.

Naruto paused too as he saw Sasuke, blushing as he got his shirt off and just held it against his chest, kind of embarrassed now. "I-I, uh..thought maybe I could start um.."

"It's fine." Sasuke went over and put the small bag on the nightstand and then lifted his hand and slowly took Naruto's shirt, smiling slightly at him. "Let me help with everything else though."

Naruto nodded and smiled, his face pink though still, nervous, not even really sure how they should just start. "Okay."

"Here.." Sasuke kissed Naruto's head. "I'll get my clothes off and help with yours."

Naruto nodded a bit but glanced away a bit, pouting slightly and blusjing still. "I..I can get my own clothes off y'know.."

Sasuke smiled slightly and worked on getting his shirt off. "I know..But if you want me to help you I can.."

Naruto looked back and then blushed, embaressed but trying not to show it. "Okay..."

Sasuke nodded and got his pants off so he was just in his boxers, and then put his hand out. "Want help with your pants."

Naruto shook his head as he got them off. "I got it.."

Sasuke then gently grabbed Naruto's hand and kissed it, making Naruto blush slightly more and then look away. "S-stop doing that."

Sasuke smirked slightly, knowing Naruto was embarrassed and nervous, thinking it was cute. "Doing what?.."

Naruto pouted. "You're making me embarrassed on purpose.."

Sasuke kissed his hand again. "Oh really?.."

Naruto blushed more and looked at him again and then went forward onto his toes to kiss him, surprising Sasuke for a moment before he melted back into the kiss.

Naruto kissed more and wrapped his arms up around Sasuke's neck happily as he closed his eyes, Sasuke closing his eyes too as his one arm held Naruto around his waist.

Naruto pressed closer, his heart pounding and cheeks still flushed, but he was trying to seem like he knew what he was doing, already embarrassed enough, trying to remember what Jiraiya used to do when he was doing his 'research'. Naruto had seen a lot when he was out with him, things he probably shouldn't have, but he didn't remember much though, even if he kind of wished he did, wanting more memories of Jiraiya, even if they weren't exactly preferred.

As Sasuke felt Naruto pressing closer, he just held him slightly tighter, a bit self concious of his missing limb, and kind of disappointed he couldn't have both arms to hold Naruto with, but he tried not to be. Then he just deepened the kiss and used his tongue to explore Naruto's mouth, getting a small gasp from him in return.

Naruto tried to reciprocate the kiss with just as much passion, blushing as he started to get hard as it got more heated between them, their tongues and saliva mingled, and bodies pressed close together. After a moment then Sasuke slowly moved forward more, making Naruto take a couple of steps back until the back of his legs hit the bed.

"S-Sasu~" Naruto moaned softly in the kiss as Sasuke gently pushed him back onto the bed, opening his eyes to look into his as he got on top of him.

"Hm~" Sasuke joined their lips again, kissing him more, and then slowly pulled up again, taking his hand and rubbing it against Naruto's bulge, making Naruto moan and bite his lip. "Ngh~ Sasuke~"

"You like it~" Sasuke smirked slightly again, pressing his hand against the bulge a bit harder, making Naruto moan and gasp. "Ah~ Yes~"

"Hm~" Sasuke smiled, and then slowly put his finger under the band of Naruto's boxers, pulling them down, Naruto's hard cock already dripping a bit with pre-cum. "You're so sensitive Naruto."

Naruto blushed, squirming slightly, embaressed. "Sh-shut up.."

Sasuke smiled and then threw Naruto's boxers onto the floor before leaning down and kissing him again, pressing his bulge right against Naruto's free one, earning a moan from both of them. "M-mm..Y-you're hard too." Naruto smirked slightly, his face still red though, and then Sasuke kissed his neck. "Hm~ Not as hard as you~"

Naruto blushed and pouted a little and thrn Sasuke smirked and sat up again, his bulge visibly noticeable now. "You can help with mine."

Naruto glanced down at Sasuke's boxers and them blushed as he reached up and went to pull them off, pausing for a moment and then pressing his hand against the bulge instead, making Sasuke moan. "Ah~ Ngh~ Naru~"

Naruto blushed and pressed a bit harder and then Sasuke bucked his hips slightly against his hand. "If you don't take them off I'm doing it~"

Naruto pouted and blushed more and then pulled Sasuke's boxers off too, his face redder as he saw the pre-cum leaking from his cock too.

"Hm~ You like it~"

Naruto looked at him and then glanced away, embaressed. "M..Maybe.."

"Hm..I'm glad." Sasuke smiled and then kissed Naruto again, joining their lips, moaning as Naruto kissed him back and pushed his hips up, pressing their hard members together.

"Naruto~" Sasuke kissed him more, panting as he deepened the kiss, their saliva mixing again, but he didn't really care, just loving the moment with him, their bodies starting to get hotter from the tension

After another few minutes then Sasuke pulled up and swallowed so they could both take a breath , panting and wiping his mouth and then rubbing Naruto's cock again, making him whimper since he was sensitive.

"Ah~ Sasu~" Naruto moaned and panted, bucking his hips as pleasure racked his body, his legs trembling as his lower area pulsed with heat, letting out a whimper. Then he gasped lightly as he felt something warm around his cock, looking down just to see Sasuke's hair, moaning as he realized it was his mouth.

Sasuke gently took Naruto into his mouth, sucking and swirling his tongue around the tip and then bobbing his head up and down, having never done it before, but he had enough knowledge to know how, though it did feel a bit weird.

Sasuke didn't stop though, just going faster as Naruto gripped his hair and moaned, his legs shaking as he gasped in pleasure and then let out a cry as he tensed and released some into Sasuke's mouth.

Sasuke swallowed and then pulled back, blushing as he looked at Naruto, who was panting, his face all flushed and body starting to sweat now. "You alright Naru~?"

Naruto blushed and looked away, nodding as he panted more, both of them taking a breath for a minute before then Sasuke reached and grabbed the condom, opening it and starting to put it on, making Naruto pause. "W-wait, wh..wh-why do you get to be top."

Sasuke looked at Naruto, seeing his red face and nervous and embaressed expression. "Because I am." Sasuke said, and just continued to get the condom on.

"W-wait, but..b-but that's not fair y'know!" Naruto blushed more, not really sure if he cared who was top, but he was a bit nervous to bottom, he would probably be nervous if he was topping too.

"Hm~..And why not~.." Sasuke smirked and looked at Naruto and Naruto just looked away. "I.."

Sasuke sighed a bit, being able to tell how Naruto felt. "Naru..I promise I'll do my best not to hurt you.."

"But..B-but I don't want to be bottom..It's embaressing.."

"How is it embaressing.." Sasuke kissed Naruto's forehead. "It's just love..And I'm not bottoming."

Naruto pouted as he looked at him. "Why not.."

"Because I don't want to. And I said so. Now let me take care of you." Sasuke kissed Naruto again, joining their lips, and Naruto hesitated slightly before kissing back, wrapping his arms up around his neck and then slightly pulling back to look at him. "F..fine.."

Sasuke smirked slightly. "Hn..Good.." Then Sasuke finished putting the condom on, Naruto helping a little, and then he grabbed the lube and opened it, spreading some on his fingers and then pausing. "Which way do you want to face?"

Naruto thought, blushing. "Um..Towards you."

Sasuke nodded and then lifted Naruto's legs above his shoulders before reaching his hand down and pressing his finger to his hole. "It might be uncomfortable, okay?"

Naruto nodded slightly, anxious, and then moaned and gripped the sheets tightly as Sasuke pressed his first finger in, trembling slightly as he pulsed and clenched around it.

"Relax Naru~" Sasuke slowly added more fingers, slowly scissoring him and stretching him open.

It went on for a while, Naruto moaning and whimpering, tears going down his face now as Sasuke stretched him open more, and then after a bit Sasuke finally pulled his fingers out and then got closer, spreading lube over the condom and then pressing it close to his ass. "Ready?"

Naruto wrapped his arms tightly around Sasuke's neck and then nodded, and then Sasuke gently kissed his neck. "Relax."

Naruto took slow breaths and tried to, but then gasped and tensed up as Sasuke started to push in, it fine for a moment, but then as Sasuke got deeper more tears started to go down Naruto's face, his nails digging into Sasuke's back. "Ahhh~"

"Mm~" Sasuke felt Naruto's nails but didn't pay much attention to them, just slowly pushing in more and then lightly sucking and licking Naruto's neck to distract him, letting out his own soft moans from Naruto's tight heat around him.

Naruto moaned and gasped, panting heavily and trembling as Sasuke pushed in more, biting his lip, but then once Sasuke was in, he relaxed, just laying there, it hurting slightly but still feeling good.

"You alright Naru?" Sasuke asked after a moment, kissing his neck lightly again and then pulling back to look at him, Naruto nodding slightly as he blinked tears away. "M-mhm.."

"Okay..Tell me if you want me to stop." Sasuke kissed Naruto's cheeks, kissing his tears away, and then started to kiss his neck again as he gently pulled halfway out and pushed back in, making Naruto moan and tremble with pleasure.

Sasuke then just continued pulling out and pushing back in until he got to a rhythm of slightly rough thrusting, panting, moaning as he licked Naruto's neck again. "Ngh~"

"Ahh~! Sasukee~!" Naruto moaned and whined, trembling and shaking as he cried more from the overwhelming pleasure, his nails scratching at Sasuke's back as Sasuke thrusted harder.

Naruto panted heavily, saliva dripping down his mouth as he moaned more, sweating and moving slightly with the thrusts now as he got stretched out more, his own cock pulsing with pleasure.

"Y-you feel so good Naru." Sasuke moaned and thrusted hard again, his legs shaking as he swelled inside of him more. "S-so beautiful.."

Naruto moaned, his cheeks all red, embaressed and flustered and feeling appreciated and loved as he held onto Sasuke tighter.

Soon then all the pain was gone and all that was left was pleasure, skin slapping against skin as minutes past, both of their bodies trembling with intensity neither of them had ever felt before.

Naruto moaned as warmth and pleasure racked his entire body, slightly opening his teary eyes as Sasuke kissed him again, kissing back, happy, not knowing he would ever feel this loved by someone. His whole childhood, he did everything on his own, never recieving the love of parents. Occasionally, Iruka sensei and Kakashi sensei were there for him, but it was not the same as true bonded love with someone. They weren't always there for him, and he didn't even share everything with them.

When he left the village with Jiraiya, he got more bonded quality time and started to know what family love was like, but still, nothing was ever enough without Sasuke. Ever since they were young they had always been in eachothers lives, and Naruto never really understood why, but Sasuke had always just made him feel different. Sasuke made him feel loved, more than anyone had, and he didn't want anyone else now but him.

After a bit then Sasuke groaned and thrusted hard one last time before they both moaned as they released together, Sasuke trembling as panted heavily against Naruto's neck and tried not to collapse ontop of him, his one arm wanting to give out on him but he was forcing himself to stay up.

Slowly then he just kissed Naruto's lips one last time before shakily pulling out of him, panting and taking off the condom that was filled with cum and then just putting it to the side as he laid down with Naruto, his back covered in red lines from Naruto's nails, sore everywhere, but he didn't mind, just paying attention to Naruto, gently kissing his forehead.

Naruto let out one final moan when Sasuke had pulled out, the warmth slowly calming as he relaxed, exhausted and really sore too. Then he just laid there as he felt Sasuke move, his eyes barely able to open, still panting as he felt Sasuke's lips gently press to his forehead, his eyes closing again as a slight smile formed on his face, happy.

"See..not that bad.." Sasuke said after a few moments, a smile on his face too, his eyes closed as he just laid there with him, making Naruto smile slightly, still panting. "Y..yeah.."

Sasuke's smile grew slightly and then he just stayed there like that there with Naruto, relaxed as he felt Naruto fall asleep in his arms, feeling himself drift off too as he pulled Naruto closer against him, his arm around him and face in his blonde hair, knowing there was no one he would rather be with then him.

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AN: So I hope you liked it...Sorry if it's not that good, I just haven't really been motivated or happy at all recently, so I wrote this on and off over the last month...Thank you for reading anyways though...