A/N: This is the second part of the previous chapter titled 'Be Honest'. I don't own any of the characters.

My Every Thought

Olivia could not stop thinking about what had almost happened between her and Hank. She wished something more had happened between them. This was not the first time the sexy Sergeant from Chicago was occupying her thoughts. Every time they had worked together, it happened. The feelings were there, so maybe if something had happened between them after Yates' trial, she wouldn't have gotten into a relationship with Ed. It wasn't Hank's fault. It was hers. Her relationship with Ed was not one of the smarter things she has done in her life. She had grown to care for Ed but she would have been lying to herself if she said she was truly happy and madly in love with him. That was not the case at all. Last night, she and Hank had both wanted to kiss. Did he want her as much as she wanted him? She hoped they would both figure out their feelings for each other before Hank went back to Chicago.

Hank had woken up after a restless night. He could not get Olivia out of his head no matter how hard he tried. Unfortunately, this was not the first time. Every time they were in the same room, the feelings resurfaced. Could it work between them? There were too many things against them. She's a Lieutenant and he's a Sergeant. Why would a beautiful, intelligent Lieutenant want to be with someone like him when she had already been in a relationship with a Captain? She probably wouldn't settle for anything less than a Lieutenant. She plays things by the book and he obviously doesn't. The biggest thing against them is the fact that she's in New York and he's in Chicago. That's about 800 miles separating them. Olivia was the only woman that had made him feel anything since Camille died. Justin had wanted him to move on with his life and find happiness again but he never wanted to until Olivia came into his life. He knew that being with Olivia also meant being a part of Noah's life. He didn't know how her break up with Tucker affected the little guy. Did he really want to confuse Noah? Not really but he was in love with Olivia and knew he had to tell her about it.

As soon as Lucy arrived at her apartment, Olivia left for the Precinct. She stopped for her coffee and ran into Rafael.

"Morning, Liv."

"Morning, Rafael."

"Can I walk you to the Precinct?"

"Oh, that's right. We have a meeting with you this morning. I almost forgot. I'm a little preoccupied this morning."

"Is everything ok with Noah?"

"Yeah. He's fine. Hank Voight showed up at my apartment last night."

"Is that good or bad?"

"I don't know. I've had feelings for him for a while but he doesn't know that. We almost kissed last night but Noah interrupted us. Maybe if I had admitted that I had feelings for him after Yates' trial, other things that I did may not have happened. I think you know what I'm referring to."

"Yes, I know."

"I cared about him but I wasn't truly happy and madly in love with him. I can't keep Hank out of my head. I know you don't particularly like him either."

"Not at first but I did notice that the stuff Yates was saying about him was starting to get to you. Yates was playing mind games with everyone from Chicago and that included Sergeant Voight and Detective Lindsay. Yates got what he deserved in the end."

"I know he did. Hank told me that he had gone to the holding cell and threatened Yates. He told me that if I wanted to arrest him to go right ahead. He also said if they had been able to get to Nadia sooner, he would have put Yates in that shallow grave dead or alive and if I wanted to throw his ass in jail for that, I could. I know there is a lot against being in a relationship with Hank but I think it's something I want to pursue."

"Does he know this?"

"No. He's supposed to be coming by the Precinct and we'll have lunch. I want to let him know how I feel before he goes back to Chicago."

Olivia and Rafael walked to the Precinct and went up to SVU. Everyone else was there when they got there.

"Liv, are you seeing Barba now?"

"No. We're just friends. Whatever gave you that idea?"

"Well, you show up with him first thing in the morning."

"We met while getting coffee and he walked me here, since we had a meeting with him this morning."

"Well, just as long as you're not back with Tucker. That was kind of nasty to think about."

"What?"

"You doing Tucker. There's a surprise in your office."

"I hate surprises especially in my office."

"This one is from Chicago."

"He wasn't supposed to be here until later."

"Wait, you knew he was here?"

"I knew he was in town because he stopped over last night and he was going to come meet me for lunch. Start the meeting without me."

Olivia went into her office and shut the door.

"What are you doing here so early?"

"I couldn't wait to see you. I have feelings for you and I have since the moment we first met. All I could think about last night was you. I know we're 800 miles apart and you're a Lieutenant and I'm a Sergeant but I needed to tell you how I felt."

I get that we're 800 miles apart but I don't care about me being a Lieutenant and you being a Sergeant. Rank means nothing to me."

"Even after being in a relationship with a Captain?"

"Yes, even after that."

"I don't want to confuse your son. I don't know how your break up with Tucker affected him."

"He's been fine since the breakup. I've had feelings for you too."

Hank stood up and kissed Olivia.

"That's what I was hoping for last night."

"Me too. You're making me crazy, Benson and have for some time now. At least I can go back to Chicago knowing that you do feel something for me and it's not just me that feels something."

"Are you leaving? I don't want you to leave."

"I might stay through the weekend."

"Good. I have a meeting I need to get to with the squad and Barba."

"Ok. I'll meet you here by 11:30-ish."

"Perfect."

Olivia kissed Hank and then he left, while she went to her meeting. Several hours later, Hank came to pick her up for lunch. They went to grab a bite to eat and then they decided to go to Hank's hotel.

"Do you really think we should do this?"

"Do you want this to happen?"

"Yeah."

"I do too."

They went up to Hank's room and he unlocked the door. As soon as Hank opened the door, they started kissing. They undressed each other as they headed over to the bed, got on the bed and made love. Afterwards they held each other.

"I wish we had done this sooner."

"How much sooner?"

"After Yates' trial. You don't know how bad I wanted to comfort you after we found Nadia but I didn't want to look unprofessional. I was also hoping to have something happen between us after we went out for drinks."

"I've been in love with you since that first case we worked on."

"If I had been able to admit it sooner, I wouldn't have pursued the relationship with Tucker. I really want to try to make us work. I don't want this to be just to be a onetime thing."

"Me neither."

"This feels so right. This was probably the best sex I have ever had."

"What about Tucker?"

"Don't even go there. It didn't feel right. That whole relationship didn't feel right. I couldn't see myself spending the rest of my life with him let alone playing house with him. He talked about retiring but honestly, I couldn't see him spending that time with Noah. I wasn't sure I was ready to get into another relationship just two months after ending my relationship with Tucker. I know what we just did isn't taking things slowly but I think it has been a long time coming."

"You're right. It has. I've been out of the dating game for a while and it has actually been a long time since I was with a woman."

"Well, I think you are pretty damn amazing."

"You're pretty amazing too."

"I'm not sure I really want to go back to work."

"Then don't. You're the Boss."

"It's not that easy. I would love nothing more than to stay here in bed with you all afternoon but unfortunately, I have to be in court this afternoon."

"Why don't I cook dinner for you and Noah tonight? That way I can spend some time getting to know him a little better."

"That sounds absolutely wonderful. I will tell Lucy that you will be over."

"Good."

"I think we need to do this one more time before I go back to work."

"Now you're talkin'."

They started kissing and made love again before Hank took Olivia back to the Precinct. When they arrived, Olivia leaned over and kissed Hank before getting out of the car. Fin, Amanda and Carisi were walking out to the car and spotted them. Fin knocked on the window and when Olivia looked, he waved and had a big smile on his face.

"You are so busted, Lieutenant!"

Olivia opened the car door.

"I wasn't trying to hide anything."

"So, are you two…?"

"None of your damn business."

"Love you too, Liv."

"I'll see you later. I'll call you when I'm on my way home."

"Ok. I love you."

"I love you too."

They got into the squad and headed to the Courthouse, while Hank went to go shopping to get stuff to make dinner. On the way to the Courthouse, Olivia called Lucy to tell her Hank was coming over to make dinner. She could stay until she got home or she could leave Noah with Hank.

To be continued…

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