Kakashi stood in the dark hallway in front of the Maitos' apartment and kept ringing the bell. Heavy footsteps approached the door, and it was yanked open to the rear. Dai's face appeared, he recognized Kakashi and his angry expression changed to surprise. "Kakashi? What's wrong with you? Do you know what time it is?"

"Is Kina there?" Kakashi asked bluntly.

"Kina?" Dai's fat bar brows contracted. "Yes, she's in her room, but—"

"It's okay, Dad," Kina's voice sounded in Dai's back. "I'll take care of him."

Dai looked from Kakashi at his daughter in surprise and still with a trace of anger. She squeezed past her father without a word, pushed him back into the apartment and closed the door behind her. "Kashi, what do you have on your mind so late?"

This choice of words only fueled the hatred in Kakashi. "Don't pretend to be dumber than you look, you fucking titch," he spat. "What was that earlier?"

"What do you mean? I just called a radio station that a friend recommended to me and wished for a song. Was a really nice anchor, I have to admit. He can do it pretty well, he made me really hot, he could have ordered me to do everything and I would have done it. He had such a sexy voice.."

"Don't distract from the topic, you cunt. Why did you do that?"

"What exactly do you mean?" Kina asked with an presumptuous frown. Her eyes sparkled wildly.

"Why did you wish for that song?" Kakashi hissed, gritting his teeth.

"Because I like it."

"Bullshit."

"So you want to talk me out of my taste? Ks, Kakashi, that's quite arrogant of you."

"You didn't just wish for it because you like it. You wanted to provoke me with it."

"Then you do know why it was exactly this song," Kina smiled and nodded proudly. "And as I can see, my plan has worked." She looked down at Kakashi's trembling fists for a moment before he shoved them into the pockets of his leather jacket. "But tell me, dearest Kakashi, why does this song trigger this anger in you?"

As if he had only been waiting for this, the door opened behind Kina and Gai stood in the frame. His expression was unfathomable – at least for Kakashi in those few seconds in which he looked him in the face. "Why are you yelling like that out here?" he asked.

"I'm not yelling, Kakashi is yelling," Kina replied coldly. "Somehow he's not feeling well right now. What do you think, Gai, should the three of us sit down and talk about it?"

Kakashi was pissed like hell at her. "Fuck you, you little cunt."

"Hey!" Gai intervened. Now it was clearly anger that was looming in his face.

"You're keeping your mouth shut anyway, you poofshroom!" Kakashi hissed. "And you'd better put your sister on a leash, so she doesn't keep shitting in front of my door."

"Kakashi–" Kina began angrily, but Kakashi cut her off. "Dry up down there. And stay the fuck away from me, both of you!" With that, he turned away from the unequal twins and disappeared into his apartment. He went to bed in a rage, didn't even bother to wash or undress, but he couldn't find any sleep that night.

So, the next morning he stood with his friends at the fence of the Kensington parking lot, tired and in a bad mood, nibbling his thumb in his jacket pocket and staring sullenly into nothingness.

Someone bumped him on the shoulder. "Yo, dude, what's wrong with you?" Genma asked.

Kakashi raised his eyes. "I slept badly," he simply answered.

"That's why you're particularly ugly today," Genma grinned.

"Shut up, Shiranui."

That seemed to take the wind out of Genma's smirking sails. "Calm down, wanker. Just because you don't have one to fuck doesn't mean you have to take it out on me."

"Are you serious?" Kakashi asked and looked briefly at Anko, who was watching the scene like everyone else. "Just because you have a girlfriend for the first time in your life, now you brag around like a big-baller?"

"At least I have one, unlike you," Genma slammed back and demonstratively put his arm around Anko. "Who's going to spread the legs for you, huh? None? Oh, boo."

Kakashi's gaze involuntarily darted to Rin, who lifted an eyebrow at eye contact. "Life is not always about sex."

"Apparently it is, if you act like a diva because of it," Genma replied.

Kakashi only raised a middle finger and was about to resume his staring competition with the air, when Asuma suddenly whistled. "Guys, look, there's a little candy on the way."

Everyone turned their heads and looked towards the street. Kina shuffled across the large parking lot with casual steps. Her hair blew through the air, only kept in check by her upturned cap. She chewed a gum, formed a creaky pink bubble and let it burst again, perfecting the image of a punk skater chick who was far too convinced of herself and who didn't give a damn about the world. Kakashi looked away grumpily. She was just what he needed.

"What the hell is she wearing?" Rin asked quietly in a derogatory tone. "Looks like she wants to apply as an extra for a hip-hop video."

Anko hissed softly. "Not everyone can strut around like you, princess."

Rin threw a curled upper lip at her. "You dare to talk, you walking coffin model."

"Black is my color, what can I say," Anko growled.

"Great face she has. I wonder what she looks like under the tent," Asuma muttered to the girls' style criticism.

Genma and Obito grinned at him approvingly, but Kakashi's mood only sank further. He would have talked about any other girl like that, but when it came to Kina, his protective instinct was awakened. He would have liked to send her away immediately – and not only to shield her from the greedy eyes of the boys.

When Kina strolled aimlessly towards them, she raised a hand in the peace sign. "Hey everyone. Wazzup?"

"Who are you?" Asuma asked immediately, clearly interested.

Kakashi's inner big brother was already striking out.

"Kina, Kakashi's little cunt friend." She smiled sweetly at him.

Five faces turned to him. He looked at everyone once and then directed his attention to Kina. The best thing to do was to completely ignore the drama she wanted to put on here. "Kina, we're about to have classes. What do you want here?" he asked harshly and narrowed his eyes a little. He knew she was just trying to provoke him further, but this time he wasn't going to give in to it. She shouldn't let him get under her wheels as easily as yesterday.

Kina pouted and tilted her head. "Why so hostile, Kashi? Did I do something you didn't like?"

At Kina's words, Rin unexpectedly jerked her head around. Kakashi paid no further attention to her aghast expression. "Do you want to fight this out right here and now, are you serious?"

She shrugged her shoulders, grinning. "I don't care where. The main thing is that you finally get into the ring and don't constantly chicken out. It's boring all alone, you know?"

"Fuck you," Kakashi threw at her along with a middle finger.

Kina sighed theatrically and swung up and down on the balls of her feet. "Well well. What about you?" She smiled at the group. " What are you beauties up to today?"

"Why do you ask?" came from Rin. She sounded unexpectedly bitchy.

"Just cause," Kina shrugged. "I'm holidaying and bored because my brother is always training for the marathon with our dad and my Kashi is just hanging around at school or working."

Asuma, Genma, and Obito gave him reproachful looks. "Are you daft?" Obito snapped at him. "You have such a hot kitty in front of your nose and would rather waste your time in this muckhole?"

Kakashi could have strangled Kina. "We are not together."

"So what?" came from Asuma, who was standing right next to Kakashi and whispered to him, "You don't have to be that to fuck."

Obito on Kakashi's other side had heard this and said with a grin, "Kina, what do you think about us hitting the town a little tonight, huh?"

"Will this be a leisurely walk or do you have something wild in mind?" Kina asked playfully. She clearly enjoyed all this attention. And Kakashi didn't like that at all.

"How wild would you like it to be?" Obito teased back. That bastard was actually flirting with Kina while he held his girlfriend half in his arms. The two truly earned each other.

Kina grinned scornfully. "It can be a little over the top." She looked at Kakashi. "Kashi, my sweet snuggle bunny, will you join us?" She bit her lower lip, could hardly hold back her laughter.

Smashing her skull in with a spanner, Kakashi also found a suitable method to finally shut her up.

"Pf, he has to work," Genma aped, the others snorted scornfully.

"But don't worry, Kina, we'll take care of you," Asuma said with a wink.

"I'll come with you," Kakashi said hastily. Again, they all looked at him, he made an indifferent gesture with his hand. He would have loved to kill Kina in every possible way for her audacity, but he didn't want to throw her to his drooling friends either. So he had no choice. He had to skip his work today and protect Kina. He wasn't necessarily sad about it, after yesterday's clash with Orochimaru he didn't want to be near him anyway.

Around half past seven in the evening, Kina and Kakashi made their way to the agreed meeting point. They didn't speak a word to each other, although Kina had a sneaky sneer on her lips the whole time and Kakashi stared around massively pissed off. Shortly before the gas station, where they could already spot the others from far away, Kina nudged her elbow in Kakashi's side. "Laugh a bit, Kashi, you have a nice evening with your great new friends ahead of you."

Kakashi bared his teeth, which made her giggle. She raised her arm and waved as they approached. "Hey everyone. Well, how's the mood?"

Today Kurenai and Mei were also part of the game again, and the sight of the tall redhead reminded Kakashi unpleasantly of Saturday. It had been she who had set the whole thing in motion. If she had dealt with someone else that evening, herself for his sake, he wouldn't have had to experience being part of a shitfaced gangbang.

The seven teens Kina and he were heading towards greeted back.

Obito lifted two six-packs of beer. "Catering will be provided."

"Nooah," Kina said and pouted as usual. "But that's more of a tiny toast, what you're planning, isn't it?"

Asuma laughed loudly. "I like that dearie." Kakashi tensed his muscles. "But don't worry, we'll save the hard stuff for later."

"And I've got the snacks," Genma warbled, pulling out of his pocket a small metal tin containing several joints. The group retreated behind the building of the gas station and smoked the first of them. The six-packs were opened and emptied.

That was the starting signal for a terrific night. The group moved through half of Manchester, sipped away Asuma's Hayman's he had brought with him, bought new ones on the way and drank and blazed even more. As the alcohol level rose, they lost all inhibition, accosted pedestrians, shouted the national anthem loudly in front of a retirement home to wake up as many residents as possible, rioted like a horde of howler monkeys in a kiosk with night operation, then hid from the police, who had happened to pass by.

The nine teenagers huddled together, breathing heavily and still laughing from time to time, crouched in the shadow of the railway bridge near Piccadilly Station. Over on the street there was buzzing nightly traffic, but no police car was to be seen in it, so they relaxed a bit.

"Dude, the way he looked," Genma snorted with tears in his eyes, slid to the ground on the graffiti-smeared brick wall and ran his fingers over his sweaty face.

"New round, guys~", Asuma sang. He handed out more vials, but Genma, still crouching, refused. "Nah, I'll skip."

"What a pussy are you?" Obito snarled. "Can't you tolerate a little sip, or what?" He twisted off the lid of his bottle, but it got stuck on the metal ring and the jerk caused the glass to slip out of his hand and shatter on the floor.

"Dude!" protested Asuma. "The good alcohol." His voice was droning tearfully.

Genma laughed maliciously. "You wimps aren't sober either."

He was answered with two middle fingers.

"Whoa, honestly, guys," Anko murmured, holding her stomach with one hand and supporting herself against the wall with the other. "I'm quite queasy. I think we should go home before we can't do it anymore. Tomorrow is school too."

"Quilts," was Kina's contribution. Apart from Kakashi, she still stood the safest, but he could tell from her dull eyes that she was hard drunk. Too often he had seen her in this state. But that's just the way Kina was, she liked to play the strong one. He himself proved to his liver in triumphant fashion that he was still able to drink. Bloody Orochimaru.

"Fuck you, bitch," Anko replied. The two grinned at each other. Of the girls, Anko had welcomed Kina most warmly into the group, the two really floated around on the same wavelength. Kurenai was rather introverted as always, Kakashi couldn't say much about her, but he had noticed that Rin and Mei had kept their distance from Kina all night.

Asuma sighed heavily, burped loudly, joined in the short laughter of the others and asked, "Who wants some now?"

"I want to piss first," Kakashi spoke up.

"Then do so," Asuma replied, but when Kakashi was about to turn around to go one arch further, he added, "Where are you going? Are you going to leave now? Were you just looking for an excuse?"

Kakashi raised his arms. "Give me some privacy. I don't have to show you my dick."

Mei laughed. "We've all seen it anyway, haven't we? Or do you want to see the video, as a little reminder? So why are you so embarrassed? Show us the beauty~"

Heat crept up Kakashi's neck. Yes, he had forgotten it for a moment because he had enjoyed the time with his friends, but now the images were fully present in his head again. One by one, he looked at Mei, Anko, Kurenai and Rin. They had all fucked him that evening, but he hadn't even really wanted to fuck with three of them. He decided not to say anything more on the subject, but turned away and went to his intended pee spot on the other side of the thick wall, far away from the others.

He had just stood at a pile of garbage and pulled out his dick when a voice sounded behind him. "Kashi, wait, I also have to."

He flinched, held up his urine with all his might, and looked over his shoulder. "Rin, honestly, I need some privacy."

"Since when?" Rin whispered, squeezed herself in front of him and kissed him, her hand slapped his away from his penis and clasped it. "You've made me way too wet all evening."

Although she rubbed his member with a firm grip, nothing stirred in him. The movement only increased his urge to urinate. "Stop it, Rin, I really need to piss urgently.." he whispered and braced himself against the wall with both arms. "I can't stand it much longer."

"Mhh, doesn't that make you horny..?" she murmured, rubbing faster.

He shook his head, trying to focus on anything that might keep him from losing control of his bladder. "No," he gasped, pinching his ass cheeks together to hopefully close his urinary canal.

"Your voice doesn't fit your saying." Now she also massaged his testicles.

"Rin..", Kakashi pleaded and bowed his head next to hers. "Please stop.. Otherwise I'll piss on you."

"Then do that," she breathed into his ear and he opened his eyes wide. "No," he said firmly. "No, I can't."

She let go of his balls, fumbled around somewhere with that hand and pulled him closer by the cock. His glans touched her moist labia, penetrated her minimally because she stood on her tiptoes and bent her leg. "Do it."

"Rin..", Kakashi whispered in horror and wanted to pull back, but she held him by the ass with both hands, pulled him forward, pushing him even deeper into her, his soft shaft bent slightly. "Go."

Kakashi resisted it inwardly. He didn't want to, but the heat of Rin's vagina felt like he was dipping his tip in warm water. It relaxed his penis and with every second he was inside her, his self-control faded. She began to move her pelvis slightly, which only made everything much worse for him. He couldn't stop it anymore. "Please..." he almost whimpered. His fingernails scratched over the rock and with a relieved gasp he burst open. He felt the pressure in his loins ease, and at the same time the body-warm urine ran down his shaft, his scrotum. He heard individual drops hit the spread newspaper below him, they became a trickle. His muscles squeezed every milliliter out of him.

"Fuuuuuuuck," Rin breathed. She came even closer. "Fuck, Kakashi, that feels so good. Like you're pumping me full of cum, oh my God."

Kakashi could have sunk into the ground. He put his forehead on Rin's shoulder, noticed that he had stopped peeing and bit his lower lip. He would have liked to cry with shame.

"Are you done?" she asked softly. He nodded once. "Then fuck me now."

"I can't," he replied tonelessly.

"Why not? Because of this Kina? Would you rather fuck her? Is that it? Am I not good enough for you? She wants you, I recognize that immediately. And how she calls you 'Kashi' and makes you beautiful eyes, disgusting. She's so desperate for your cock, I can see that. But do you want her more than me? Do you prefer her?"

"No, Rin..", Kakashi said franticly. He put his hands on her waist, dug his fingers into her skirt, which was pushed up. "I only want you." He bit his lower lip bloody. "I love you, Rin."

"Then prove it to me and fuck me," she ordered, gripping his ass cheeks tightly, which twitched under his jeans. "Come on, Kashi, let's become one. Let us melt with each other."

This was the spark he had hoped for. "Do you have rubbers?"

"No, but just don't come inside me," Rin answered.

"Okay."

"And hurry up, or we'll be found."

"Yes.."

He lifted her up by the buttocks, pushed her against the wall and began to move his hips. It was a strange feeling to be already a quarter of the way in her wet pussy and then to get hard. But Rin, who clung to his neck, moaned softly and scratched his hair at the back of his head, heated him up so much that it didn't take him long until he was able to push himself centimeters deeper into her with each gentle thrust, eliciting more of her wonderful sounds and finally sinking completely into her with a powerful blow.

"Haaaa...", Rin wanted to scream, but she suffocated herself in the crook of Kakashi's neck, where she dug her teeth violently into his skin.

Kakashi answered this with a gasp and more speed with the same hardness.

Soon Rin's abdomen narrowed. She perceptibly scratched his neck sore. Her arms cramped against his shoulders, her upper body became stiff, giving Kakashi's thrusts more resistance. He drilled into her harder and harder until the tingling of his thighs stretched up to his hips, collected there by his balls and he slid out of her moaning softly and chased his sperm against the wall or whereever. His orgasm was far from subsiding when hot liquid pattered on his twitching boner and Rin sighed in relief. "Yeeahh..."

When her piss was only dripping sporadically, he let go of her so that she could stand up again and looked down at himself. His blue jeans had a large, dark stain at the front and his semi-stiff cock was dripping. If it had all been vaginal secretions, he would have been happy that he had let Rin squirt real hard, but the sight aroused nothing but disgust in him.

"That was awesome," Rin giggled, kissed Kakashi with a misty look and put her panties back on, which lay in the dirt a meter next to them.

'Awesome' wouldn't really be the term Kakashi would come up with for this act, but he remained silent, closed his pants, wiped his wet hands clean on them and looked at his crotch. "Why did you piss on me? I can't go back to the others like this. What does that look like?"

Rin said in a tone as if it were self-evident, "Then don't do it, my goodness. I just had to." She straightened her clothes and hair, didn't look at Kakashi.

"Then just do it afterwards, like any normal person."

Now she looked up. "Are you serious? Says the one who relieved himself IN me."

Kakashi's mouth opened, but she pushed his jaw up again and said with a smirk, "Shut it, otherwise flies will come in." She winked, turned around with her hair blowing, went around the next corner and disappeared.

Kakashi stared at the spot where her face had just been. Thoughts raced in his head. So many impressions and sensations flooded him at once, he didn't want to allow any of them. He didn't want this disgust for what they had just done, this anger because she hadn't even wanted to give him a chance to say anything, this self-loathing for his weak willpower, this despair for not returning his words for the second time. This time she had heard him. That would have been her opportunity to tell him that she loved him. The fact that she hadn't done it, but had only demanded a fuck from him again, just showed him very clearly where he stood with her. She didn't love him, probably never did. She just wanted his cock.

Again, his gaze slid into the depths. Because of her, he now looked like he was an unclean toddler. He could never show himself to the others like this. And he didn't want to. There he would have to watch again as Rin danced around Obito, kissed him, touched him, proved to him that Obito was her boyfriend and Kakashi was nothing more than a human dildo that satisfied her whenever she felt like it.

When he thought about it, it had always been her who had demanded sex. And no, not asked for it, politely knocked on the door – demanded. Even their first time had not been much different from today. He had nothing against her dominant nature, but she had been very rough, hadn't really listened to what he might have wanted. Yes, he had wanted to be deflowered for ages, had always longed for it, had flirted with many girls – which had ultimately earned him an invitation to Rin's eighteenth birthday. Back in November she had asked him personally if he didn't want to come to her party and he – underfucked, greedy, stupid, infinitely frustrated about the thing with Gai – had agreed. He let himself be seduced by her, had gone upstairs with her to her room, where she had virtually torn his clothes off his body.

And then? Well, then they had had sex. It was the first time for him, but certainly not for her. She had ridden him, so it hadn't been noticable that he was inexperienced. To this day, he had never told her that she had deflowered him. In fact, only Mei knew this as long as she hadn't told anyone, and even if she hadn't, it was bad enough considering where it had led him. In Rin's eyes, he was that playboy who fucked every girl. And basically, he didn't even necessarily mind, because it helped his reputation at Kensington. There he didn't want to be Kakashi, who had grown up in the Crescents, had a depressive and alcoholic father and had never dared to approach people or even girls due to a lack of social interaction outside of his small friendship bubble consisting of Gai and Kina, because he was far too intimidated, disturbed and highly traumatized by the circumstances of his mother's death. For all of them, he was the cool, casual Kakashi, appreciated by boys, coveted by girls, talented, athletic, handsome. The fact that he was standing here at all was a sign of how hard he had fought for this reputation. Obito, Genma, and Asuma would never have messed with him if he hadn't taken on this role that fit so seamlessly into their ranks.

But here he was, piss on his pants, alone in the darkness, on the paper bed of some dosser, who was probably already dead in a corner, in front of a huge damp stain of piss and cum. Was he happy with that?

With a jerk, he slowly turned around, sat down in his and Rin's excretions, closed his eyes and leaned his head against the wall. It didn't matter to him that he messed up his sweater in addition to his jeans. This was where he belonged. He was just as dirty and misguided as this small, smelly, damp pile of garbage. So to speak, he WAS this small, smelly, damp pile of garbage. Maybe he should just stay, die here and become part of the rubbish. After all, no one would miss him.

"Why are you hiding here?" a voice asked above him.

He lifted his eyelids and looked at Kina indifferently. "Who says I'm hiding?"

"Well, you said you wanted to piss, then you didn't show up again and now I find you sitting here like a dosser on his cot."

Kakashi shrugged his shoulders and closed his eyes again.

"The others moved on, Genma and Anko went home."

Another shrug of the shoulders.

Gravel scraped, jeans rattled over brick and Kina's leg gently touched his. "What's wrong, Kashi?"

"What should be?"

"Why are you sitting here?"

His head tilted to the side, their eyes met. "Why did you sit down with me?"

"Because I'm worried about you," Kina murmured. "You can deny it as much as you want, but I know you've changed."

"Oh yeah? I thought I didn't."

She scratched at her bare knee, which peeked out of a tear in her jeans. "At least not when it comes to your hobbies and such. But you have changed in character. You weren't like that before."

"How?"

"Well, like that."

"How am I?"

Kina raised her eyes. "Different."

"What? Do you think I'm more arrogant or aggressive now than before?"

"No," Kina smiled. "You already were back then." Her smile faded a little. "You're more withdrawn."

Kakashi groaned, rolled his eyes and looked at the piece of night sky that was visible between the arch of the bridge and surrounding trees. "Are you going to ask me again why I don't talk to your brother anymore?"

"No, that's your business."

"Oh so? What news."

"Ass," Kina grinned and poked her thumb on his thigh.

"Since when do you give up so easily? If I tell your dad, he'll be disappointed," Kakashi teased. "A Maito never gives up."

Kina rested her head on his shoulder, burying her ear in his sweater. "I realized that I can't save everyone."

"Where does this insight come from?"

"From Gai. I also besieged him the whole time, but not even he wants to tell me anything. I don't know that from him, he usually tells me everything."

"Everything..?" Kakashi asked thoughtfully.

"Yes, everything. That's why I know that this is something big that he has to deal with himself. It just hurts so much, you know? I was so much looking forward to my last vacation at William Kent, I already imagined in my naïve little head what we were going to do, how hard we would rock the Kitchen, now that we are all of age and legally allowed in there, how we can make the Pennington Flash unsafe and you can watch me how I get crispy. I saw us as the children we were, but now I realize that we are no longer that. With you two goes the last remnant of my youth. I guess it's part of growing up to understand that the memories eventually become foreign and hurt because they come from a time when everything was much simpler than the future will ever be. Kashi, the problem you have with Gai is none of my business. But please, don't banish me from your life as well. I don't want to lose you." After a short pause, she added, "I'm sorry about yesterday, honestly."

Kina's words hung in the air like heavy lead. They pushed Kakashi's scaffolding into the depths and forced him to silent tears. His trembling fingers searched for her hand. When they found each other, they clasped each other. None of them said anything more. They just sat there, silenced the silence dead, listening only to the onset of rain and the slow breathing of the other.