Jervis nightmares have only become worse after his sessions with Dr. Crane
Not a lot has changed about his nighttime fantasizing about bringing harm to the people around him, though the change that has happened is very noticeable
Every night without fail, he dreams about killing his raging bitch of a boss, but recently he has witness to his dream crime, an old tree inhabited by a murder of crows watches him from his office window and wait and surprise as his dream self strangle his boss
But last night was a bit different from the norm he was starting to, last night in the place of the crows a whole beast watched him, it was draped, perhaps made of shadows, and after the deed was done, he could feel the creatures Claude hand pet his hair, he woke that night with a raging Boner
He tries to stop thinking about last night's dream as it feels the beginnings of another Boner tenting his work pants, he tries to focus on his coworker Alice"s rambling about her new fiancé, he's just about to get back into the rhythm of the workday when that bitch boss of his reminds him once more why he dreams of her deaf
" I don't pay you people to talk. I pay you to work. Now get back to it, or l'll have your head for this", the last part of the sentence was something she usually said, but this time it spark something quite odd in Jervis
He seems to lose control of himself, he feels himself rise to his feet, he walked over to his office door, opening it to let Miss Pleasant walk out for the room, he closes the door and lock it
"Tetch what do you think you're doing?, You unlock", but she's cut off by being tackled by the blonde who shows strength neither she or himself thought he was capable of, and wrap around her neck and start squeezing
Jervis finally comes back to himself after his bosses lungs give out, though it takes a minute or two for what he's done to hit him and he rises to his feet and backs away from the woman's cooling corpse
But before his mind can raise for the why he did this, the door to his office is kicked open, and he tackled to the ground by a police officer
It's a blower after that and finally has time to think when he's thrown into a padded room, about the exhaustion of everything, takes him to another dream instead
He stands over his dead bosses corpse, he turned to see the monster is witness to his crime, the beast backing him closer and he walks on legs that don't feel his own to the creature's side, an arm wrapped around him and pull them into the shadows of the creatures for, he let himself sink into the black abyss, and he starts falling before he hits the ground. He wakes.
…
It's doing his first session as a madman with Dr. Crane that he finally hits the ground
" I just don't know what happened, it felt like I didn't have control of myself when I was doing, and I know there's some reason why but I just… can't remember", he put his head in his hands, letting out a couple shallow breaths
" maybe you're just not trying hard enough, just try real hard to remembe", Jonathan says, and he does remember, he remembers everything he was told to not remember during their last sessions
He blinks once processing everything it looks up at his doctor," you made me do this", he says finally
"No, you always wanted to do it, I just gave you the push you needed"
" you've turned me into a monster", he can feel the tears welling up, and it's finally when a Finger wipes away the first trying to spill down his face does he realize Jonathan had moved from his seat at his desk to sit next to him
" believe me, tetch this is only pull up beginning of what you're going to become", the deep rumble of a laugh that comes from the brunette causes another tent in Jervis pants
The end