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Secret Book Of Desire by Lady Hinata Uzumaki Chapter nine

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The sweet dumpling restaurant was a cozy little spot nestled in the heart of the village,the soft glow of lanterns strung across the entrance. The aroma of freshly steamed dumplings and sweet bean paste filled the air, drawing in hungry patrons. The interior was warm and cozy, with paper screens separating some of the seating. A small counter showcased rows of neatly arranged treats, from mochi to dorayaki, tempting anyone who passed by.

Sakura sat across from Hinata, her red headband neatly tucked into her short pink hair, red vest, adorned with the Uchiha clan symbol, and the white pants she wore completed her casual outfit. As she sipped her tea, her sharp green eyes remained fixed on Hinata, who seemed lost in thought."Earth to Hinata!" Sakura called, snapping her fingers impatiently. "What are you wearing to Temari's birthday party?"

Hinata blinked, pulled from her thoughts. "Huh? Oh, um… I haven't decided yet."

Sakura smiled and shrugged. "No problem. I'll pick you up. I was planning to come by at six so we can go together."

Hinata nodded slightly, but her heart wasn't in it. The happy chatter around them only made her feel lonelier. For the past four years, Naruto hadn't joined her for any outings or events with their friends, not even for her birthday. She hesitated, her voice soft. "Maybe I'll ask Naruto to come."

Sakura laughed loudly, turning a few heads at nearby tables. "Hinata," she said with a grin, "he's too busy for some birthday party. He doesn't even come for you or the kids. Why would he show up for Temari of all people?"

The words hit Hinata harder than she expected. She looked down at her tea, her chest tightening. Sakura's honesty forced her to face the truth she'd been avoiding. The clinking of cups and the chatter around them faded into the background as sadness took over.

Doubt filled her mind. Lately, she and Naruto had been more physical than ever, sharing intimate moments, but they hadn't really talked. Was it all just to hide the growing distance between them?She had failed to express how much his absence had hurt her. And yet, just last weekend, Naruto had been home with her and the kids. He had even invited Sarada to join them on a camping trip. During the trip, Naruto made a fun challenge for the kids, whoever caught the biggest fish would get to learn a new move from him. Sarada and Boruto fiercely competed, but to everyone's surprise, it was Himawari who won. Her request was simple, she wanted Naruto to teach her how to walk on water. Boruto scoffed, saying it was a waste of an opportunity, but Naruto patiently explained the importance of mastering the basics. Boruto rolled his eyes and muttered, "Yeah, yeah, Dad, that's not so cool."

Hinata's voice, steady despite her growing emotions, cut through the moment. "Well, he did take me and the kids camping. That's family time, and it meant a lot to us." Sakura, who had initially looked unimpressed, suddenly leaned forward, setting her cup down with a sharp clink. Her expression softened, and she gave a small laugh but not in the mocking way Hinata feared.

"I'm not laughing at you because he doesn't come to things," Sakura said, her tone shifting to one of understanding. "I'm laughing at our situation. Look, Hinata, that's just not how the men we married are. Naruto is the Hokage, for Hokage's sake. He doesn't have time for something as silly as a birthday party. And honestly? Now that I'm the medical chief of the Leaf Hospital, I see clearly just how difficult Naruto's job is. And I mean, it's tough for me, and I'm, like, ten times smarter than that idiot."

Sakura smiled ruefully, giving Hinata a pointed look. "You're not being fair, expecting him to take off work and abandon his responsibilities just to please you. The entire village relies on him, Hinata. It's not about him not caring; it's about him not having the luxury to prioritize small, personal things over the well-being of an entire population. It's not easy, and it's definitely not fair but that's the man you married."

Hinata sat there, stunned. She hadn't expected this perspective from Sakura, and while it didn't ease the ache in her chest, it did offer her a moment of clarity. Sakura wasn't mocking her or her marriage, she was simply stating the reality of their lives now, lives intertwined with men who carried the weight of the village on their shoulders.

"But… shouldn't our families come first sometimes?" Hinata asked softly, her voice trembling. "Don't we deserve that from them?"

Sakura sighed, her gaze softening further. "Of course we do. And trust me, I struggle with this too. But instead of focusing on what they don't do, we should appreciate the moments they can give us. Like Naruto taking you camping. That's huge, Hinata. He's trying, even if it doesn't look the way you want it to. And trust me, Sasuke is no better. Half the time, I feel like I'm married to his shadow instead of the man himself."

"Fuck that," Hinata snapped, her voice shaking with anger. "I'm not being selfish here, Sakura. All I want is to spend more time with Naruto, and you're acting like that's a crime. What happened? You used to agree with me on this."

Sakura's eyes narrowed. "I just think you don't understand, Hinata. You're just a housewife. Maybe that's how Naruto sees you too."Hinata's chest tightened, her anger flaring. "You're just jealous," she said, her voice trembling. "Jealous because Naruto is spending more time with me."

"Why would I be jealous?" Sakura shot back, now visibly hurt. "I rejected Naruto, don't forget that. And it's not my husband who has rumors of affairs."Hinata flinched as the words cut deep. Sakura always held that over her, and now it stung more than ever. Without a word, Hinata stood, pulled out her wallet, and slammed some ryos on the table.

"You know that's not true," Hinata said, her voice cold and shaking. "Naruto has always loved me, just like Sasuke loves you. But your words… they're so cruel."

Sakura stared at Hinata, regret already creeping into her expression. "Hinata," she tried to say, her voice faltering, wanting to apologize. Why had she said such cruel things? The truth stung she was jealous. Seeing those pictures of Naruto and Hinata together, looking so happy, had hurt more than she cared to admit. And Naruto, missing her proposal entirely, only made it worse.

Sakura knew Naruto had already explained the rumors about him cheating on Hinata, assuring her they were lies. It was clear how much he truly loved Hinata. She envied that love. Sasuke didn't seem to love her the same way, and it tore her apart inside.

But Hinata didn't wait. She turned and walked away, leaving Sakura sitting alone at the table, consumed by her guilt and the painful realization of her own insecurities.

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"Well, that's why I think Genin shouldn't be allowed to work past the age of 70," Shikamaru said, leaning back in his chair, cigarette dangling from his fingers. "It's just too troublesome otherwise."

Naruto barely looked up from the scrollpad he was reviewing, his brow furrowed in concentration. "Okay, but as long as they still have the fighting spirit, they should be able to continue without retiring. I mean, look at me, I never got past Genin level, and I'm Hokage."

Shikamaru smirked, exhaling a puff of smoke as he gave Naruto a side-eye. "Yeah, I know. Such a drag trying to explain that in the Leaf History Ninja Book." Naruto chuckled, leaning back in his own chair as he stretched his arms above his head. "I'm just so gifted," he quipped, flashing a grin."Gifted, huh?" Shikamaru retorted, shaking his head. "Or maybe just too stubborn to take a Chunin exam like the rest of us."

Naruto shrugged, clearly unbothered. "Why bother? Being Hokage is way cooler than having a rank on paper."

"Yeah, yeah, we all know you're special," Shikamaru replied, his tone laced with dry humor. "Just don't expect me to write an entire chapter about your 'legendary' Genin status."

Naruto laughed, waving him off. "Oh, come on, Shikamaru. You know it'll make the book sell better. Everyone loves an underdog story." Shikamaru groaned, rubbing his temple. "Such a drag…"

"Hey, Shikamaru," Naruto said, his tone shifting."Hmm?" Shikamaru replied, still not looking up.

"Umm... is it too late to RSVP for Temari's birthday party?" Naruto asked, scratching the back of his 's head snapped up, his expression a mix of shock and confusion. "What? We already have Hinata's RSVP."

"Yeah, I mean... for me," Naruto clarified, smiling sheepishly."You mean you're actually going to come?" Shikamaru asked, his brow raised in disbelief.

"Of course! Why not?" Naruto said with a shook his head. "Naruto, I've been trying to get you to go to your own kids' and wife's parties for years. Now you're suddenly interested?"

"Yeah, I know, I know," Naruto admitted, his tone more serious. "Listen, I'm not going to make that mistake anymore. By the grace of the Kages, my wife still loves me, and I have a lot to make up for.

Naruto created at least 20 shadow clones, dividing the mountain of work between them. Stack after stack of documents were stamped with his approval, and video calls were handled with ease. Within no time, everything was finished. Feeling accomplished, Naruto headed to the shower in his office. As the warm water cascaded down, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror. His hair was getting longer than usual. I should ask Hinata to cut it for me, he thought with a small smile. After his shower, Naruto decided to do a little investigating.

He casually text Himawari what color dress Hinata planned to wear for the evening. Without hesitation, his daughter told him, "Red." With that in mind, Naruto dressed sharply in all black,he added a final touch, a single red spider lily flower tucked neatly into his pocket. It was meant for Hinata, a small but meaningful gesture he couldn't wait to see her reaction to. Tonight wasn't just about making an appearance, it was about showing Hinata how much she mattered to him, how much he wanted to fulfill her desires. He was ready to see her face light up and make up for lost time.

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Hinata stood in front of the mirror, studying her reflection. The bright red lipstick made her lips pop, and a light blush brought warmth to her cheeks. Her long, dark eyelashes framed her soft lavender eyes, making them look more striking than usual. She hardly recognized herself. Lately, she had noticed the difference her new outfits and hairstyles made. Everywhere she went, heads seemed to turn, especially men's. It left her feeling flustered yet strangely hair was styled in a graceful French braid adorned with delicate red spider flowers, giving her an elegant touch. The red cocktail dress shimmered with her every move, hugging her figure in all the right places. The daring neckline framed her collarbone and showcased her large breasts, her cleavage intentionally on display something she rarely did. The high slit revealed her toned legs, adding an extra layer of boldness to her look. She wasn't just beautiful tonight, she was undeniably sexy.

If Naruto wasn't going to come to this party, well, he didn't know what he was missing. Hinata wasn't just some housewife. She was going to show Sakura and everyone else that she was more than the quiet, modest woman they thought they knew. Tonight, Hinata would remind the world who she really was.

Earlier that day, she had been feeling heartbroken. After a heated argument with Sakura, she went to the Hokage Tower to drop off Naruto's lunch. The woman at the front desk, a chunin, informed her that Naruto was busy."Yes, I know he's the Hokage," Hinata had replied calmly. "Could you call him again, please?"The chunin complied, but Naruto's response remained the same. Naruto didn't have time to see her. The rejection stung deeply, and Sakura's words echoed in her mind Maybe it wouldn't last the invitation in her hand, she focused her chakra and activated the transportation jutsu inscribed within. Instantly, she was transported to the Nara Clan estate.

The Nara Clan was a traditional and respected family, much like her own, with a long history of customs. As Hinata looked around, her eyes were drawn to the beautiful garden. Bright flowers bloomed everywhere, and neatly trimmed shrubs added to the charm. Among the greenery, real deer wandered gracefully, each wearing a collar with the Nara Clan's symbol. The mix of flowers, plants, and deer created a magical feeling that left Hinata amazed."They're beautiful," she whispered to herself looking at the deer, a soft smile gracing her lips as she made her way toward the event.

"Not as beautiful as you."Hinata turned around, startled, and saw her husband standing there with his trademark cheesy grin. "Naruto?" she gasped, her eyes wide in shock. He had never attended one of these events in the four years he had been Hokage."You look so damn beautiful, Hinata," Naruto said, his voice full of sincerity. "I know I say it a lot, but that's because I mean it." Hinata's cheeks flushed as she took in his appearance. Naruto was dressed in a sharp black suit, accented with a red spider lily pinned to his lapel, likely chosen to match her. His bright smile and piercing blue eyes made her heart skip a beat.

Hinata turned her back to him she felt silly from early Hinata turned her back to him, feeling foolish for how desperate she must have seemed earlier."Let's go in together," Naruto said softly, stepping closer. He gently reached for her hand and leaned down, pressing a tender kiss against her knuckles. He kept smiling, patient, and warm."I'm sorry, honey," he said, voice full of regret. "I was trying to make it tonight. I never meant to refuse to see you. Hinata, please, look at me." He squeezed her hand gently. "I'm sorry for every time you needed me and I wasn't there."Hinata's voice trembled slightly. "Naruto, it hurts. I feel so silly and so rejected. I know I should understand your responsibilities, but it still hurts so much."

Naruto's eyes shone with understanding as he held her gaze. "Your feelings matter to me," he murmured. "I promise it won't be like it was before. I see now how lonely it can get for you. I never wanted to push you away. I truly was busy." He ran his thumb over her hand reassuringly. "Don't be sad. You look so beautiful tonight. I came here on purpose, hoping to surprise you. I wanted to prove that I can be here for you."He took a small breath, voice earnest. "It's your choice, Hinata. Do you want to go inside the party now? Or we can go home, or… if you need space, I can leave. Whatever you need."For a moment, Hinata just looked at him, heart pounding. He looked so damn handsome, so sincere. She couldn't bring herself to let him go, not when he stood there willing to make amends.

"No," she said softly, warmth creeping back into her tone. "Let's go in and have a great night."

Naruto's relief was palpable. He brought her hand to his lips again, eyes shining with affection."Great," he whispered. "I love you, Hinata."With that, hand in hand, they headed toward the party together.

"Well, shit, Naruto! That's you," Ino blurted as soon as she spotted him."Ino!" he snapped, as Sai interjected, "You can't speak to Naruto that way."Realizing her misstep, Ino quickly corrected herself. "Sorry, Lord Seventh," she said with a sheepish smile. Naruto chuckled. "It's good to see you both."Ino, with her long hair cascading down her back, wore a sleek black crop top paired with a black skirt that featured a daring slit, showcasing her legs. Sai, always composed, was dressed in matching black, complementing Ino's outfit.

Naruto looked up to see Temari, her arm around Shikamaru. She looked nice, he thought. Her golden hair was in all curls, and she wore a green gown that highlighted her regal demeanor. Shikamaru looked great, effortlessly complimenting her as the doting husband. Damn, he makes it look so easy, Naruto noticed Shino toward the back of the room and then Kiba, who was excitedly approaching him and Hinata. "Well, Naruto," Kiba said with a grin. "I'm shocked. I didn't know you even knew life existed outside your office."

"Kiba!" Hinata said, clearly stunned. "I can't believe you said that to Naruto."

Naruto laughed lightly, raising a hand. "I guess I deserve that," he said, scratching the back of his head awkwardly. "But as you can see, I'm here now, so no need to pick on me like I was never here."

"I guess you're right," Kiba said, suddenly realizing his misstep. "Sorry, Lord Seventh." Kiba's face flushed with embarrassment. "I didn't mean to disrespect you."Naruto's warm smile never wavered. "It's fine, Kiba. Don't worry about it."Kiba's face softened with relief, but the moment hung in the air as a quiet reminder of the respect everyone in the room held for Naruto. Anyone here would willingly lay down their life to protect him and the village he led.

"The Hokage is here!" Temari teased with a wide smile as she approached, pulling Naruto into a warm hug."You look beautiful," Naruto said sincerely. "Happy birthday. Sorry, I haven't been to one of your birthday parties before."

Temari blushed, caught off guard by his warmth, and Shikamaru, always observant, noticed. He raised an eyebrow as he watched his wife's reaction. Naruto may be goofy, but he truly didn't realize the effect he had on the women around him even Shikamaru's wife wasn't immune to his 's gaze shifted and landed on Hinata once more. She looked extra beautiful tonight, and his heart clenched as he admired her. I hope we can work out our marriage issues, he thought to himself, his resolve growing stronger. Naruto was caught off guard as Rock Lee came charging in, his boisterous energy filling the room. Before Naruto could react, Lee had lifted him into the air in a bone-crushing hug. "Naruto! I missed you!" Lee exclaimed enthusiastically.

Naruto chuckled n as Lee suddenly dropped into a taijutsu stance. "Let's spar! One time, Naruto!" Lee shouted, his eyes burning with determination.

"Lee," Naruto said, laughing as he raised his hands. "We're at a party. It's Temari's birthday!" Unfazed, Lee charged forward with his "Leaf Hurricane" but Naruto easily blocked the move and caught Lee's leg mid-kick. "We can spar another day," Naruto said, grinning. "Today's for celebrating. Plus," he added, glancing at Hinata with a warm smile, "I'm here with my beautiful wife."

Hinata blushed deeply as Naruto reached for her hand, holding it firmly. She could hear whispers from the crowd. "Lucky girl," someone murmured. "She's so freaking lucky her husband is Hokage and he gorgeous."Hinata's heart sank slightly, her insecurities creeping in. Naruto, who hadn't taken a single day off in four years, was now fully focused on her. But doubt clouded her mind. He's here with me, but is it just for show? she wondered. Memories of past rumors about his affairs resurfaced, and a painful question gnawed at her heart Does he really love me?

Naruto noticed Hinata's distant look and gently pulled her closer, wrapping an arm around her waist. He leaned in, giving her a playful squeeze on her ass, making her gasp softly. "I should get on my knees and appreciate how blessed I am to have you," he said with a teasing grin, completely unaware of her inner turmoil.

Hinata managed a small smile, but her confidence wavered. The lively hum of the crowd suddenly shifted, drawing their attention. Naruto turned, his jaw dropping in surprise as Sasuke entered the room, hand-in-hand with Sakura.

Sakura looked stunning in a flowing green dress that hugged her figure beautifully. Her pink hair was styled in soft curls, pinned back with a delicate pink-and-green hummingbird accessory. Sasuke, as always, was effortlessly handsome in all black, with a subtle touch of green that perfectly matched Sakura's gown. Together, they were striking, their presence commanding the room.

Naruto's face lit up with joy as he approached them. "Sasuke!" he called out, his excitement gave him a small nod, allowing Naruto to pull him into a brief hug. "Yeah, good to see you too, loser," Sasuke said in his usual calm stood quietly, avoiding eye contact with Sakura. Her insecurities bubbled to the surface as she shrank into herself. Sasuke turned to her, his dark eyes softening. "Hinata Uzumaki," he said smoothly, his voice rich and even. "You look especially beautiful tonight."

Hinata's cheeks flushed deeply. "Thank you," she murmured, her voice barely audible.

Sasuke's gaze lingered for just a moment longer before he turned back to Sakura. "Let's mingle," he said, taking her hand and leading her further into the they walked away, Naruto called after them, "Hey, Sakura! You look great. I like your hair in curls!"The words hung in the air, sharp and painful. Hinata's heart sank as the line echoed in her mind,I'll let you have him. Her chest tightened, doubt clawing at her as her insecurities her thoughts could spiral further, Naruto gently tugged her hand. "Come on," he said with a grin, leading her toward the dance floor.

Hinata's insecurities faded, if only for a moment, as Naruto's eyes locked onto hers. His gaze was full of warmth, admiration, and something deeper, as though he couldn't get enough of her. As they swayed together, his hand trailed down her back, sending shivers through her. She let out a soft, involuntary moan, her face flushing in embarrassment. She hated how easily he could unravel her with just a leaned in closer, his lips brushing her ear. "Every time I touch you," he whispered, his voice low and full of desire, "I feel the same way. I always want you."

Hinata's breath hitched, and her doubts began to crumble under the weight of his sincerity. Despite everything her fears, her insecurities Naruto's love and desire for her burned brighter than ever. At that moment, she allowed herself to believe him.

Naruto continued to sway with Hinata on the dance floor, but his mind was busy processing information from his clones. Since arriving, he had deployed four clones around the room to scout out the best location for the bar. At the far end of the space, one of his clones had already checked a spot with a clear view. From that angle, if he was with Hinata, the view would only catch up to her petite shoulders just enough to keep her the focus. Perfect, he thought.

"Hey, are you thirsty, Hinata?" Naruto asked, leaning in.

"I could have some water," she replied softly. "I'll ask a server."

Naruto shook his head. "Nah, let's help ourselves. I don't really feel like getting caught up in a conversation with a fan." He pointed toward the bar. "See that one right there? It's perfect."

"Oh… okay," Hinata said, nodding and following him.

As they made their way through the crowded room, Naruto glanced at the guests easily over 200 people. I hope this is enough public display for you, he thought, his heart racing slightly at what he was about to do.

Author's Note:

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