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Little Toy Bikers and a Woman on the Run
Chapter 269 Drunk Him
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Getting a little physical with Kohn had provided a welcome diversion from thinking about Scarlett. Now all he could think about was what Tara said to him about postponing the debauchery for at least 24 hours.
Despite 10 years apart, Tara still knew him. Her words even had the power to sting. At times he hadn't treated her as well as she deserved. Part of that had been his lack of maturity and part had been his belief that Tara would never leave him.
Even breaking up with her had been about his lack of maturity. There was truth to what she'd said about his breaking up with her so he could cheat. He was just too young and immature to give up his freedom for a till death do us part relationship.
Tara had also been right when she said he used sex, drugs and alcohol whenever a relationship got hard. It was strange for Tara have become so insightful about their relationship. He guessed the ten years had given her wisdom that she hadn't had as a teen.
He hadn't acquired any wisdom as far as girls were concerned. His failure of a marriage to Wendy had been a monument to that.
When he told Tara that the problem was all Scarlett's fault, he didn't believe it. He was hoping that Tara would agree with him. Instead, she told him the problem was all his fault.
Tara said cheating wasn't in Scarlett's DNA. He felt that. He believed that she would never cheat on him. That's why seeing that man going into her motel room caused such a rage. He was convinced that she'd been playing him. Deep down he didn't really trust her.
He could imagine Scarlett telling him she didn't want to see him again, but he couldn't imagine her cheating on him. That was why he got so furious when he saw the guy in Scarlett's room. He thought she'd been lying and playing him. He hadn't even given her a chance to explain. Shit! He should have trusted her.
Tara asked him how going to the clubhouse, getting drunk and banging crow-eaters would fix his relationship with Scarlett. He could imagine the pain on Scarlett's face if she found out that he'd cheated with crow-eaters.
Scarlett found it hard to trust, but she was working on trusting him. He could blow up all that trust tonight by screwing crow-eaters. Was sex with a bunch of crow-eaters worth risking his relationship with Scarlett over?
No. He would be a fool to risk what he had with Scarlett to bang a couple of crow-waters. That didn't mean he couldn't go the clubhouse and have a beer. After that, he would go home, call Scarlett and dazzle her with words of contrition.