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Little Toy Bikers and a Woman on the Run
Chapter 307 The World Through My Mirror
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She looked around the room at all the men who were her brothers. She wondered what would happen if she stood up and revealed that she was really a sister. Would they suddenly see her as she saw herself a beautiful woman?
Jax could save her. If he fell in love with her, if he could see her as she saw herself in the mirror then the world would sync up and see her as she really looked.
All she needed was Jax to fall in love with her. Life would be perfect then. She wouldn't have to kill anyone ever again to feel better.
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Author's Note: This story isn't about a transgendered woman. This is a story about a man who is deeply mentally ill.
Body dysmorphic disorder is an mental condition when the person doesn't see themselves as they are. It's the anorexic person that is a skeleton and is days from death refusing to eat because they see themselves as fat or the person who has had plastic surgery and keeps getting more and more unable to see their beauty. That's kind of what is happening here only a much more extreme case that goes off the charts into insanity.
She doesn't understand why people don't see her as she sees herself in the mirror. She thinks there's something wrong with everyone. Of course this doesn't make sense and that's why it's mental illness.
People who are severely mentally ill do not think logically or they wouldn't be mentally ill. There was a serial killer in New York nicknamed Son of Sam. He took orders from his neighbor's dog. Dogs don't talk or use telepathy, yet this guy killed on the orders from the dog. A normal person would know a dog can't give orders or at least refuse to take orders from a dog.
She should know that she isn't a woman because she isn't wearing women's clothes or has breasts and female body parts. This is critical thinking that requires logic and sanity. It gets back to the person looking into a mirror and seeing a Disney princess where there is a really a man.
This person also has magical thinking believing that Jax's love will transform the world and make everyone's vision of her match hers. It makes no sense and that's why it's mental illness. This person is insane.
It also makes her highly dangerous because no one can reason with her.
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Next Chapter Jax Gets a Surprise in Bed from Scarlett.