His consciousness floated, within the bubble he drifted in a state of profound disorientation. The universe itself manifested around him in a dizzying spectacle of vibrant colors, shifting energies of unimaginable power and scale, completely surrounding him, encompassing him entirely, yet remaining somehow distant, untouchable. As the bubble traversed at an impossible velocity, light speed propelling it through the vast expanse of the universe, it entered a region of space bathed in an ethereal light blue hue.
His gaze remained unfocused, his eyes glazed over, reflecting a mixture of utter disbelief and profound shock as through the translucent shimmering walls of his protective sphere, fragments of other worlds, of alien realities, flashed past him in the blink of an eye, fleeting glimpses of impossible landscapes, of surreal architectures, of realities beyond human comprehension.
The bubble's velocity gradually diminished, its breakneck speed slowing incrementally as it approached a specific world, a solitary sphere suspended amidst the cosmic void, bearing a distinct symbol above it, faintly luminous and strangely familiar, a sigil echoing the intricate design of Frostbite.
As it neared its apparent destination, hairline fractures began to spiderweb across the bubble's iridescent surface, visible cracks spreading rapidly across the shimmering membrane, the strain of interstellar transport, of containing such immense power, becoming painfully evident, with a final resounding shatter, the bubble barrier fractured completely, its protective energies dissipating in a silent implosion.
The vacuum of space pressed in upon him, and he felt the cold grip of suffocation tightening around his lungs as the gravitational pull of the world below, asserted itself forcefully, drawing him downwards in a rapid descent, falling towards the surface with increasing velocity, the acceleration of his plummet threatening to overwhelm him, to tear him apart under the immense strain, but just as any semblance of hope seemed to vanish. Just as he braced for agonizing annihilation, the brutal impact of his body slamming against a surface, registered as strangely yielding.
Deep snow cushioned his impact, a thick white blanket absorbing the brunt of his descent, breaking his fall abruptly, preventing any truly grievous physical harm, miraculously unharmed. As he lay sprawled in the snow, surrounded by the swirling, disorienting fog of a perpetual winter, in this alien world, Blizzard remained motionless for what felt like an eternity, his mind and body numb, weighed down by an overwhelming sense of surreal confusion that enveloped him, a suffocating blanket of disbelief.
In this utterly unfamiliar desolate place, he felt profoundly lost, utterly adrift, unable to even begin to comprehend the convoluted path of events, the chain of impossible circumstances that had led him to this desolate snow-covered world.
Pushing himself up to his knees within the snowdrift, amidst the pervasive winter, his body shivering uncontrollably, his very bones chilled to the core, his mind fractured, fragmented and utterly shattered.
Snowflakes swirled around him, thick and blinding, obscuring his vision, muffling every sound, swallowing all sense of direction and reality his voice emerged as a strained whisper, barely audible even to his own ears, swallowed by the storm, he strained to hear himself, to confirm his own existence.
His eyes darted frantically around, scanning the desolate, featureless surroundings, desperately searching for any flicker of recognition any reassuring sign of familiarity, but finding only endless white. The relentless storm of falling snow engulfed him, an impenetrable veil of whiteness descending, further obscuring his already limited vision, creating a disorienting sensory deprivation.
Blizzard: Where... where am I... Guys? Where are you...? This... this can't be actually happening... it's all just... a dream, right?!
A profound ache of longing resonated deep within him, a crushing sense of utter loss and desolate emptiness, a void where companionship and certainty had once resided, his thoughts became jumbled, fractured, disjointed fragments of memory and fear swirling chaotically in his mind, he struggled to articulate coherent sentences, his fractured words dissolving uselessly into the frigid, uncaring air, lost to the storm.
Blizzard: Wake Up, Wake Up!
Exhausted, overwhelmed by the sheer weight of his grief, Blizzard brought both hands up to his face, his palms connecting sharply against his cold cheeks, slapping himself repeatedly, desperately seeking to break free from this nightmare.
Blizzard: This... this can't be truly happening.
With each passing moment, Blizzard's desperate denial began to crumble, its fragile edifice collapsing under the crushing weight of his new desolate reality, the harsh, unyielding truth of his utter isolation settling upon him like a physical burden as the bitter unrelenting cold seeped deeper into his bones, mirroring the emotional chill that now permeated his very being.
In a final desperate almost futile attempt to impose some semblance of order upon the encroaching chaos, to find some flicker of meaning amidst the overwhelming despair, Blizzard emitted a strangled cry, a raw scream tearing from his throat, hoping against hope, to shatter the oppressive suffocating silence of this alien world, to break through the pervasive sense of unreality.
His voice reverberated weakly through the frozen air, swallowed almost immediately by the raging blizzard, the storm around him intensified as the falling snowflakes whipping around him with greater ferocity, stinging his exposed face.
He began to trudge forward through the deep snow, each step heavy, sluggish, an immense physical exertion in the face of exhaustion and the accumulating weight of despair, yet as he moved onward, a faint almost imperceptible flicker of recognition sparked somewhere deep within his fractured consciousness.
Vague outlines of structures, indistinct shapes of buildings began to coalesce through the thick swirling veil of falling snow, emerging slowly, reluctantly from the white void. A city, he was approaching a city.
Distant towers, and looming skyscrapers, began to take form on the periphery of his vision, their sharp silhouettes etched against the uniformly gray sky, the skeletal remains of what had once been a bustling metropolis, a vibrant center of human activity, now stood before him silent, deserted, a ghostly liminal space, an echo of a world that once existed, now lost, now gone.
The streets were utterly barren, devoid of any sign of life, any hint of human presence, the snow-covered sidewalks stretched out before him in unbroken expanses of white, leading him onward, drawing him towards a place that held fractured fragments of his distant past, faint echoes of a life now seemingly lost forever. With each slow deliberate step, his senses began to heighten, a subtle inexplicable connection pulling him forward, a faint almost imperceptible tugging sensation drawing him towards a specific location within the snow-shrouded city.
Through the swirling snowflakes, the intensifying blizzard, he could gradually make out the distorted outlines of a park, its familiar shape slowly resolving through the heavy veil of snow, a place from a long-forgotten past, it was a park he dimly recalled, a place he had perhaps visited countless times in some half-remembered childhood, a sanctuary of artificial greenery and manufactured tranquility.
Once located, he seemed to recall, somewhere in the heart of this world. An insistent pull of curiosity tugged at him a faint almost spectral beckoning urging him forward, demanding investigation, compelling him to explore this flicker of familiarity in a world otherwise entirely alien and hostile as he trudged deliberately towards the snow-laden park, crossing the invisible threshold marking its boundaries, a faint almost imperceptible wave of half-forgotten memories washed over him, indistinct echoes of former sensations, of emotions long buried beneath layers of trauma and profound loss, stirring within the deepest recesses of his fractured consciousness.
This place, this snow-covered park, resonated with a faint almost ghostly familiarity, a place where laughter perhaps had once echoed through the trees, where shadowy figures maybe had once gathered in companionship, where he himself might have once found fleeting moments of respite, of manufactured peace, from the overwhelming chaos of his previous life his current life his former life... all of it blurring together into an indistinguishable morass of grief and confusion.
His strained eyes darted frantically around, desperately attempting to pierce through the thick swirling snowflakes, his vision obscured by the storm, searching for any tangible sign of his former life, any concrete evidence to anchor himself to some semblance of reality, and then, through the swirling whiteout, there it stood, impossibly distinct, inexplicably familiar, his house, his childhood home.
It remained untouched, a remnant of the real world. Somehow he was undeniably aware this was it, this was his house from his past life, an inexplicable intuitive certainty solidifying within his fractured mind, an instinctive recognition surpassing mere visual identification, a deep connection resonating in the deepest recesses of his being. He knew, somehow, he just knew, this snow-covered structure looming ahead through the blizzard, this was home.
Reaching for the front door, he pushed the door inward and stepped inside. Darkness enveloped the interior immediately swallowing the faint light from outside, the air hung heavy with an oppressive silence, broken only by the distant mournful howling of the blizzard raging beyond the walls. A faint creaking sound from the floorboards startled him, causing him to freeze mid-step his gaze snapping upward involuntarily, seeking the source of the unsettling noise.
From the upper floor of the house two imposing figures emerged, Heartless. Blizzard stood there with a hopeless expression unwavering his body, frozen in place the immense weight of his sorrow as One of the two Heartless, lunged at him abruptly.
His instincts kicked in as the immediate threat, allowing him to evade the initial brutal assault but his severely weakened state prevented him from mounting any effective counter-attack he felt utterly drained unable to summon any significant power.
The sheer force of the Heartless's attack sent Blizzard hurtling backwards through the air his body impacting the cold hard floor ten meters distant, raw pain coursed through his limbs mingling with the pervasive sorrow that already consumed his every thought and feeling.
A disorienting mix of confusion and a nascent form of chilling recognition flooded his fractured mind, these Heartless, as nightmarish and monstrous as they physically manifested, somehow conveyed a strange almost spectral familiarity, an inexplicable link that defied rational understanding.
These creatures of darkness felt... familiar, in some deep unsettling way, something tugged at the edges of his memory, something buried and painful, his body began to tremble, not from fear, but from a sudden surge of raw, untamed anger fueled by his own perceived failures, his self-directed rage an almost physical force.
He despised himself, for his weakness, for his utter inability to protect those he held dear, for his repeated failures to safeguard anyone from suffering or loss, pure unadulterated hatred coursed through his veins, an all-consuming emotion, a burning intensity utterly alien to his previously gentle nature.
Pushing himself back to his feet, his face hardened, his voice rising in anger as he directly confronted Volgin his words accusatory and laced with disbelief, his eyes no longer glazed with despair, but burning with a newfound unnerving intensity, hatred dripping from his every strained word as he summoned his Keyblades.
Sensing the sudden shift in his demeanor, The two Heartless felt the abrupt transformation in his emotional state, hesitated momentarily recoiling almost imperceptibly, their grotesque forms quivering with an unsettling anticipation of what was to come, but their hesitation proved fleeting brief for they were creatures of pure darkness.
Blizzard: I've had enough! Just... leave me be! I am so tired of fighting, I'm so tired of ... of failing everyone!
With a guttural cry of pure anguish, Blizzard charged forward unleashing a violent desperate attack swinging his Keyblades in a wide diagonal arc, raw energy exploding outwards from the weapons in a devastating shockwave, a ripple of force that ripped through the immediate environment impacting everything surrounding him with brutal intensity, everything except the house itself which remained strangely untouched protected somehow by unseen forces.
Their forms dissolving away into dissipating shadows with that single strike, a solemn silence descending over the snow-laden landscape, broken only by the howling wind and his ragged breathing.
He stood amidst the fading remnants of the two Heartless, his gaze fixed upon the dissipating shadows, tears welled unbidden in his eyes as a realization dawned within him, a horrifying recognition solidifying in his fractured mind, these beings corrupted by darkness now extinguished, were... his parents, if indeed they had ever been real to begin with.
The very individuals who had raised, him nurtured him loved him unconditionally in a lifetime seemingly eons ago, a devastating mix of conflicting emotions washed over him, a crushing wave of profound sorrow, bitter regret and a strange agonizing sense of closure.
His gaze shifted upwards following the ethereal ascent of what remained of them, their Hearts freed from their painful existence as Heartless, were slowly floating above the snow-covered landscape, drawn inexorably upwards, towards the sky.
If these hearts were indeed his parents, they must have suffered a fate even more horrifying than death, attacked and slain by Heartless countless decades past, twisted into the very beings that had ended their lives, becoming shadows of thier former selves, shells devoid of recognition devoid of any trace of love for him.
They had acted as Heartless were meant to act, instinct-driven creatures attacking on sight, driven by base desires, what did he expect? They had forfeited their Hearts more than a century prior.
With trembling hands, he reached out towards the lingering spectral essence of his parents, his fingers extended almost involuntarily towards the fading light, the intangible warmth of their freed Hearts brushed lightly against his fingertips, a bittersweet almost ghostly reminder of what had once been of a love, now irrevocably lost.
Though their physical forms had been corrupted utterly by the encroaching darkness, a small fragile glimmer of their former selves, their essence remained somehow present within their departing Hearts.
For a fleeting moment, a desperate impulse surged through him, a desire to seize those fading Hearts, to somehow restrain them, to imprison them, to keep them tethered to his own desolate existence, to preserve some fragment of his lost family, even in their corrupted fractured forms, to lock them away in some metaphorical cage, to never let them go to keep them for himself alone.
But a faint voice echoed within the deepest recesses of his consciousness, a quiet whisper of reason cutting through the chaotic storm of his emotions, reminding him of the inherent hypocrisy of such a selfish act, to imprison their liberated Hearts to keep them bound to his grief, sealed forever within a birdcage, was a profound cruelty he could not consciously inflict.
Blizzard slowly withdrew his hands, unclenched his fingers releasing his tenuous hold upon their spectral essence allowing their freed Hearts to drift further upwards and outwards into the vast expanse of the cosmos, they receded rapidly, becoming mere specks of fading light, diminishing incrementally until they were no longer visible, utterly lost to his sight.
A crushing suffocating weight of sorrow settled heavily upon his heart, clinging to him like a physical anchor dragging him downwards into the abyss of despair, the full agonizing realization of his parents' ultimate fate, their corruption their extinction, only deepened the immense void now yawning within him.
He had fought, he had somehow survived, he yet existed but to what end? Why had he been born into such a world of suffering? What conceivable purpose could his continued existence serve if all connections were severed, if all sources of love and meaning were systematically extinguished?
He felt utterly alone, irrevocably isolated in his profound grief, utterly adrift in a sea of loss and self-recrimination, the pyrrhic victory over his parents offered him no respite from the overwhelming despair that now consumed him entirely.
Cautiously, reluctantly, Blizzard stepped over the threshold of his childhood home, crossing the doorway into the oppressive darkness within, his heart heavy leaden with fragmented memories and the crushing weight of his recent harrowing struggles, the oppressively familiar surroundings greeted him with an unnerving stillness, the interior furnishings shrouded in a fine layer of undisturbed dust.
He wandered aimlessly through the silent rooms, each space a repository of fragmented memories, each object a trigger for bittersweet recollection, the very walls themselves seemed to whisper faint echoes of laughter, of warmth, of familial love that had once permeated this space, now utterly absent, entirely extinguished.
Walking upstairs, then entered his bedroom, sitting amidst the scattered fragments of his childhood, the oppressive weight of despair pressing down heavily upon his weary shoulders.
The very walls seemed to close in around him, suffocating him slowly with fragmented memories that offered no genuine solace no true comfort to his aching soul. He gazed blankly at the faded posters adorning the walls, ghostly remnants of a time when naive dreams still held some semblance of possibility of attainability.
His mind wandered aimlessly contemplating the limited, desolate choices now available to him, the insidious allure of the promised truth whispered by The Lunatic. The mere thought of engaging in yet another brutal test of strength filled him with profound soul-deep exhaustion. How many more devastating losses would he be forced to endure, how much more suffering could he possibly withstand?
The bleak prospect of yet another pointless fight, another futile battle against the all-consuming darkness seemed utterly overwhelming, a crushing weight threatening to extinguish his last flicker of hope, a heavy sigh escaped his lips, a sound devoid of any remaining animation as he slumped further into the deepening shadows of his childhood room, the oppressive weight of the world itself now pressing down upon him, a burden impossibly too heavy to bear any longer.
The seductive thought of surrendering completely to his encroaching depression, of retreating entirely into the false sanctuary of this house, of passively existing within this locked world for the remainder of his pointless life, grew increasingly tempting a siren song in the storm of his despair, silent tears streaked down his pale cheeks, his heart heavy leaden with the cumulative weight of his agonizing choices and inevitable failures.
He desperately longed for a single fleeting moment of clarity, a solitary flicker of genuine hope, any faint guiding light to illuminate a path forward through the darkness. Yet deep within, he knew with absolute conviction that no such solace would ever arrive, in this brutal universe, hope remained an eternally unattainable lie.
Blizzard: What truly is the point anymore?
He laid back heavily onto his decayed childhood bed, its worn mattress far too small for his current frame, the bone-deep weariness of his physical form began to fully overtake him, the relentless snow continued to fall outside, casting a pervasive veil of melancholy over the abandoned world, beyond the windowpane, too weary to further resist the insistent, seductive pull of oblivion, he finally surrendered to the embrace of sleep, seeking temporary refuge in the black void of unconsciousness.
Ten long hours slowly elapsed measured only by the imperceptible crawl of shadow and light across the snow-covered landscape outside, then Blizzard stirred from his deep dreamless slumber, his consciousness reluctantly returning to the harsh reality of his existence, he was greeted by the faint murmur of a voice drifting softly through the air, barely audible at first then gradually growing clearer, more distinct.
Blinking his eyes open his vision initially blurred, he slowly sat upright on the worn out bed his senses sluggishly awakening to the persistent, unwelcome reality that pressed in around him, the disembodied voice grew louder, more distinct, and he abruptly recognized it with a complicated mix of surprise and rising apprehension.
Stepping cautiously outside of his house, Blizzard's hesitant gaze fell upon a solitary figure standing motionless in the snow-laden distance, a familiar silhouette resolving slowly through the swirling blizzard, it was Jameson. The man turned slowly his tired worn features becoming fully visible his weary gaze meeting Blizzard's across the snow-filled clearing, a profound weariness etched deeply into every line of his face.
Sergeant Jameson: Blizzard? Is that... really you? After all this... I genuinely believed I was the only one left alive in this forsaken place!
Blizzard: Jameson? What exactly are you doing here? How did you even find me?
Sergeant Jameson: I... I found myself abruptly... here. After Yen-Sid somehow managed to create a... a portal of some kind, a last desperate measure he used to facilitate my escape from the Mysterious Tower just moments before its destruction. He... he told me that countless... entities were rapidly converging upon his tower to attack it, overwhelming his defenses, he forced me through before... well... before everything went completely dark and silent.
Blizzard listened to Jameson's disjointed account absorbing the fragmented details of his improbable escape, yet the grim truth of Yen-Sid's demise remained a heavy almost unbearable weight within him. Jameson's survival offered no solace only a deeper ache of loss, knowing the precise harrowing circumstances of Yen-Sid's noble sacrifice, only amplified his despair, each additional detail a fresh stab of agony.
Sergeant Jameson: I honestly do not know where William is right now Blizzard, I have no means of locating him. But I must find him, I have to protect him, to ensure his safety! But I know I cannot possibly accomplish this task alone. We need to cooperate Blizzard, we need to work together as a unified force if we are to have any conceivable hope of success. Please, I am begging you for your assistance!
Blizzard nodded slowly, his expression distant, his gaze fixed upon some far-off point beyond Jameson, he would help find William, he supposed, it was another path, another distraction.
Blizzard: We will search for him together then, but I must make you aware of the situation, we have a considerable distance to traverse, a long arduous path to undertake in our search. Because... because when I last saw William at the Metallic World after our... unsettling encounter with that spectral entity... he ran away.
He abruptly trailed off, a strange unsettling sensation washing over him, a prickling unease at the nape of his neck. His eyes narrowed instinctively, his gaze sharpening, focusing intently not upon Jameson's words, but on something far more subtle, something far more revealing, his attention shifting inward, focusing upon Sergeant Jameson's heart.
It was subtle, almost imperceptible, yet undeniably present, an insidious undercurrent of self-absorption permeating Jameson's ostensibly selfless entreaty, beneath the facade of remorse, and the ostensibly desperate desire for redemption, lay exposed a core of deep-seated egoism, a familiar self-centeredness, his concern for William was not solely paternal protectiveness, but profoundly intertwined with his own desperate need for personal salvation.
It became abruptly, painfully apparent that Jameson's primary driving motivation was not simply William's well-being, but his own individual survival, his desperate longing for familial retrieval, a selfish desire to reclaim his son as a mere token of personal redemption, with a disturbingly callous disregard for broader consequences, for the terrible sacrifices made by Yen-Sid, a sacrifice rendered utterly meaningless in the face of such petty self-interest and for the immeasurable collective suffering endured by countless others, entangled within this divine tragedy.
How could someone even live with themselves?! How could a man prioritize such self-serving desires above the greater good? The enormity of this sudden revelation overwhelmed Blizzard, conflicting emotions warring within him disgust, mingling with a profound bone-deep weariness the accumulated weight of all his perceived failures crashing down upon him anew suffocating his already fragile being, a sharp spike of agonizing pain lanced through his head, excruciating and blinding in its intensity.
Blizzard: Just... leave me alone! Please... just go away!
A searing surge of agonizing pain shot through Blizzard's head, intensifying rapidly, threatening to split his skull apart from within, his hands instinctively rising to grip his throbbing temples, fingers digging into his scalp in a futile attempt to alleviate the excruciating pressure, his features contorting in a grimace of utter confusion and escalating distress.
The conflicting emotions, the sudden devastating revelations, threatened to overwhelm his already fractured psyche, leaving him teetering on the precipice of complete mental collapse, his vision swam, blurring at the edges, the snow-covered world around him dissolving into indistinct streaks of shapeless color. He felt a dizzying wave of vertigo wash over him, his equilibrium shattering his senses abruptly overloaded, his sight flickering then fading entirely into an all-consuming blinding whiteness.
Jameson recoiled abruptly, stepping back in stunned bewilderment, taken completely aback by Blizzard's violent, inexplicable reaction, watching in mounting confusion and dawning unease as the youth before him visibly deteriorated, succumbing to some internal torment.
Sergeant Jameson: What is happening to you? What in God's name is going on?!
Then a flood of fragmented memories intensified, rushing through Blizzard's consciousness in a chaotic torrent, images and sensations colliding in a disorienting barrage, his vision blurred rapidly at the edges, the snow-covered world around him dissolving into an indistinct chaotic swirl of shapeless colors, the biting cold of the winter air seemed to intensify, pressing down upon him like a physical weight.
He felt a dizzying wave of nausea and vertigo wash over him, his sense of balance shattering his equilibrium collapsing entirely, temporarily robbing him of coherent sight until finally everything dissolved into an overwhelming, all-encompassing whiteness.
Blizzard: AaRRrgGGhhhh!
The headache intensified beyond any previous threshold of pain, an excruciating throbbing sensation exploding within his skull, a brutal agonizing pressure that felt like his very brain was being violently squeezed, compressed, pulverised from within.
He felt something cracking deep inside him, a soundless tearing sensation as if some unseen barrier or long-forgotten set of chains were abruptly shattering all around his body, invisible restraints snapping apart, releasing something from its long-imposed confinement.
He did not comprehend why he was suddenly here adrift in this torrent of recollection, nor why these specific memories resurfaced in such a disjointed, erratic order. All he truly registered in that moment of mental fragmentation, was the agonizing certainty that the vast majority of his memories remained irreparably damaged, forever lost to the psychic trauma, yet somehow these few fragmented recollections persisted clinging stubbornly to the edges of his consciousness.
119 Years ago - 13th June 2016.
He was raised within a small intimate family unit, a core of two loving individuals, his parents, and... and a sister, yes a sister, that detail, that faint image flickered dimly amidst the encroaching darkness of his amnesia, and he clung to it desperately.
He could see himself as a young child, he must have been approximately thirteen years old, back then in that distant time, for what he now perceived as the opening day of hell upon earth, he saw fragmented images of television broadcasts, news reports flickering across the screen that his parents must had been watching after a mundane family dinner one afternoon.
Depicted on the screen was a landscape of pure unadulterated chaos, countless casualties reported across every nation, across every continent, fragmented disturbing accounts of shadowy creatures of impossible forms, moving silently, relentlessly across the globe, all bearing disturbingly distinct glowing yellow eyes.
Initially, the Heartless were perceived as some novel form of unconventional terrorism, a horrifying new weapon deployed by an unseen enemy, not some supernatural phenomenon, but an unprecedented act of coordinated global terror unlike anything humanity had ever conceived of before.
But this was no mere act of coordinated terrorism, something far more profoundly disturbing was rapidly becoming clear, and the moon itself, the very celestial body that had always been a constant fixture in the night sky, had also inexplicably changed, its shape now subtly distorted no longer perfectly square as he had always known it but now heart shaped, in the night sky, its apparent size also dramatically increased, swollen in the heavens by almost threefold its previous size, exerting an immediate, demonstrable influence upon the planet's oceans, and the delicate balance of terrestrial weather patterns.
And in those initial chaotic days of the invasion he witnessed his world descending into absolute turmoil, Heartless materializing everywhere, across every corner of the globe, relentlessly preying upon humanity, terrorizing civilization, and hungrily devouring human Hearts indiscriminately, brutally efficiently. The streets he dimly recalled, were soon choked with abject panic, sheer pandemonium as terrified people fled in disorganized masses from the relentless unstoppable onslaught of these heart devouring entities.
It was only after the initial forty-eight hours of this unimaginable global crisis, that something unexpected occured. He could not fully recall the specific details, his memories remaining maddeningly fragmented, yet a single undeniable truth resolidified within his fractured consciousness.
The world discovered the improbable existence of the first Keyblade wielders, seemingly manifesting spontaneously across the globe, and he was one of them, a single child among exactly one thousand individuals, no more and crucially, no less, each inexplicably chosen inexplicably linked to a Keyblade of their own.
This selection process was further constrained by a strangely rigid set of parameters, limiting eligibility to a very specific and narrow age range, spanning from the year of six, to the year of fourteen, an inexplicably finite and deliberately confined nine-year age demographic, outside of which no Keyblade wielder would ever manifest, a bizarrely inflexible rule governing this unprecedented global phenomena.
Almost as soon as his local state became aware of his improbable, impossible ability to summon a Keyblade of pure ice into his hands, a power that instilled terror within him, yet sparked impressed fascination in his sister, word of his abilities inevitably leaked into the chaotic public sphere their desperate attempts to conceal him, to safeguard his family from the encroaching madness, proved utterly futile.
Unsustainable for long, until the cold efficient forces of the Military arrived at their doorstep, and took him away from his family barely one week after the opening salvos of the global invasion.
Seven days after the Heartless arrived, that fractured world, his lost world, had somehow stumbled upon a desperate, improbable solution to their world-ending problem, or at least, so they desperately hoped, as he was forcibly transported, driven across vast distances to the very geographic center of the United States, while his heartbroken family was perhaps relocated to one of the vast sprawling internment camps, hastily erected to house the displaced millions, the countless multitudes who were non-combatants.
Confusion, and an overwhelming sense of profound sorrow, gripped Blizzard's very being, as he helplessly witnessed these fragmented, agonizing memories unspooling before his inner eye.
His wavering vision then finally settled upon a single persistent image, a sharp focused recollection of his younger self, standing alone and isolated within the confines of an extremly large and impossibly expansive hall, located deep within some subterranean Military complex of unimaginable scale and complexity, a seemingly endless expanse of corridors and vast chambers.
The main hall and hallway were of such improbable dimensions that a human voice, he seemed to recall, could audibly echo for almost half a minute if one truly screamed at sufficient volume, a vast echoing emptiness, swallowing sound and light in equal measure, he could not help but register the jarring, almost heartbreaking disparity between his current battle-hardened, amnesiac self and that terrified vulnerable child frozen in memory before him.
The small boy from the past, his younger self, was diminutive, fragile-looking, almost translucent with fear, his hair brown, his eyes hazel, no trace of the unnatural blue hair he now possessed, no hint of the now-familiar unnatural luminescence of his pink eyes.
A vast featureless expanse of polished steel and cold concrete creating an almost intentionally intimidating oppressive atmosphere designed to inspire absolute obedience and subservience, his younger self stood there admist other nine hundred and ninety nine children who surrounded him in silent dread, all of them arranged in neat perfectly regimented rows a thousand children all arrayed in a grid-like formation of ten rows each containing precisely one hundred children perfectly spaced and aligned.
In the immediate foreground before the serried ranks of terrified children, stood four imposing figures clad in crisp military uniforms, and a fifth man positioned slightly apart from the four commanders, a figure instantly recognizable despite the intervening century as Sergeant Jameson took a few steps foward.
Even then, in this distant past, Jameson radiated a subtle aura of quiet authority, a muted almost hesitant command presence, he was technically a Sergeant by official designation, yet his implicit role as direct liaison to these children, positioned him as something subtly elevated beyond the formal rank of a mere Sergeant.
In the military hierarchy, these four Commanders positioned behind him would clearly defer to his judgment, whispering indistinct directives and hushed tactical advice into his ear suggesting a degree of informal authority exceeding his nominal rank and relative lack of formal command training.
Jameson then stepped forward slowly until he had precisely centered himself before the serried rows of one thousand frightened children, his posture rigid, his gaze sweeping across their terrified faces, his right hand clasped tightly behind his back, his left hand raised to his face, wiping away beads of nervous perspiration that were visibly pouring down his brow.
Sergeant Jameson: G-Good... Good Evening everyone! I am... I am Jameson, Sergeant Jameson... and... and I...
Commander 1: Sergeant, with all due respect, focus. We are all running out of time.
The these words were not that hard to be understood. if Jameson were to fail in his assigned role, if he were to falter in his charge, then they all, every single one of them, all of humanity, would very likely perish horribly within a matter of hours if not days.
Jameson: Look... look around you, children as much as we are all profoundly confused by the sheer scale of this unfolding disaster but there are certain undeniable truths that we must confront and accept without hesitation. Earth is under siege, we are currently experiencing a full-scale planetary invasion it is no longer a matter of speculation or distant hypothetical threats.
He paused his expression shifting somber a heavy cloud of grief settling upon his features his voice dropping to a near whisper laden with grim tidings.
Sergeant Jameson: These... these black entities, these shadow beings have literally rained down upon us from the heavens, and impossibly, simultaneously emerged from the very earth beneath our feet, materializing from black viscous puddles that erupted across every continent across the entire globe, and initial tactical assessments have proven devastatingly clear. They are effectively indestructible with conventional terrestrial weaponry, standard firearms, melee combat, nothing in our current arsenal can inflict any appreciable harm upon them, they are impervious to conventional military engagement.
Jameson's expression grew even darker, a deeper shade of somber despair coloring his features as he delivered the next blow, the recent horrific news weighing heavily upon his soul.
Sergeant Jameson: I must... I must also inform you of recent... catastrophic developments. China... the People's Republic of China has been... nuked just mere hours ago.
A ripple of horrified murmurs spread through the serried ranks of children, a wave of shocked whispers echoing through the vast hall, some of the children those who originated from China began to speak amongst themselves in hushed rapid tones their voices laced with disbelief with terror and dawning comprehension of the unimaginable scale of the unfolding tragedy.
Child 395: 核爆了?中國? 這是真的嗎?他們真的...
Child 396: 我的家人...我的家...他們...他們都是...
Child 397: 不...不...這不可能發生...他們不會...
Jameson nodded slowly heavily his gaze sweeping across their stricken faces conveying grim confirmation of the horrifying news his voice soft with reluctant empathy.
Sergeant Jameson: Yes, tragically, undeniably, the Government of the United States has authorized the deployment of tactical nuclear weaponry, they granted the green light to utilize such... devastatingly indiscriminate weapons of mass destruction, after three long agonizing days of utterly futile brutal combat and catastrophic irreversible losses inflicted upon the entirety of the Chinese's army and countless civilian populations, but even that horrific sacrifice, even nuclear annihilation proved tragically ineffectual.
He paused his voice barely audible as he delivered the final crushing blow of dispiriting information.
Sergeant Jameson: These same creatures... these Shadow Entities reappeared hours later completely unharmed, completely unfazed as if nuclear fire itself was a mere fleeting inconvenience, a minor tactical setback, they cannot be eradicated by any means currently at our disposal they are unkillable, they are barely even damagable, and even in those rare instances when we manage to temporarily vanquish one, the precise same entity, or perhaps simply another identical iteration, inexorably respawns.
Jameson then fixed his gaze directly upon the assembled children his weary eyes seeking to gauge the depth of their comprehension to ascertain if the sheer gravity of his words, the full weight of their impossible situation, was truly registering within their still-innocent minds.
Sergeant Jameson: Do you all... do you understand now... the true meaning of my words? Do you fully grasp the sheer magnitude of the existential threat we are now facing, the utter hopelessness of our current predicament? We have... we have officially designated these impossibly hostile entities under a formal classification protocol, they are now collectively referred to as 'Shadow Entities.'
He paused again then offered a grimly pragmatic abbreviation.
Sergeant Jameson: But for brevity's sake for simplicity in communication, we will primarily utilize the condensed designation... 'SE.'
Commander 2: In my considered estimation, the designation Shadow Entity proves to be apt, as current threat assessments indicate these entities are fundamentally drawn to corporeal life, they are drawn to living beings with demonstrable intensity.
Commander 3: The term Entity further emphasizes their fundamentally non-terrestrial, extra-dimensional origin, underscoring their anomalous nature as inherently external intrusions into baseline terrestrial reality.
Commander 4: To categorize them as such may be misleading, for they do not favor concealment in practice, instead their operational doctrine emphasizes brutal direct assaults, overwhelming viable targets with sheer numerical superiority whenever tactically feasible, demonstrating an undeniably consistent pattern of extreme hostile aggression,
A small hand shot up from the serried ranks of children, a hesitant voice barely audible above the hushed whispers and nervous shuffling.
Child 4: Sir?
Jameson nodded encouragingly gesturing for the child to speak.
Child 4: What... what exactly are these... SE... things?
Jameson sighed again his shoulders slumping slightly under the weight of the impossible questions he was now compelled to answer, to these terrified innocent children.
Sergeant Jameson: The SE, are ranged in their classification based primarily upon two distinct categorical metrics, firstly, the sheer scale of their inherent danger and lethality, and secondly their distinct core abilities and associated tactical problems they pose to conventional military engagement protocols, they are therefore primarily categorized along these two intersecting axes. They range in hierarchical designation, from SE-Alpha, representing the ostensibly least threatening, to SE-Beta then incrementally escalating through SE-Gamma, and finally culminating to SE-Omega.
Another small voice, trembling with fear, piped up from the assembled children, another query bubbling forth from the collective ocean of their shared terror.
Child 5: SE-Omega, sir? What... what even an Omega is?
Jameson's expression darkened further still if such a thing were even physically possible, his voice dropping to a near whisper as he articulated the unimaginable.
Sergeant Jameson: To provide you with a solitary, isolated example, a single SE-Omega, is capable of completely and utterly annihilating a modern skyscraper in mere seconds, acting entirely independently and without any apparent exertion, they represent what we currently understand to be the theoretical apex of the SE threat landscape, the most dangerous, the most utterly lethal classification of them all, though thankfully, these entities appear to be mercifully rare, very rare in current assessments.
He paused for emphasis, allowing the terryfing implication of his words to fully sink in.
Sergeant Jameson: Beyond mere threat level classification, they also exhibit distinct core abilities and associated difficulties in military engagements. We have provisionally identified thus far, three primary sub-classifications within each threat level categorization, these supplementary classifications primarily serve to delineate observable variations in core abilities and resultant tactical challenges that they pose to conventional military engagement protocols.
Seargent Jameson: These supplementary classifications are currently designated as... SE-Flyer, denoting entities exhibiting demonstrable aerial superiority and enhanced mobility in aerial combat, SE-Armored, designating entities exhibiting enhanced physical fortitude and ballistic imperviousness, rendering them resistant to conventional ordnance, and finally SE-Ethereal, designating entities exhibiting anomalous... non-corporeal properties and profoundly elusive... tactical profiles that render them exceedingly difficult to effectively target or contain.
Despite the inherent gravity of his grim lecture Jameson paused again offering a small almost forced smile attempting to project some faint semblance of reassurance to the terrified children before him.
Sergeant Jameson: But no matter the specific classification, no matter the threat level designation, no matter the specific manifestation of their myriad terrifying abilities, one fundamental undeniable immutable truth remains constant across all SE typologies. They cannot be permanently destroyed by any means known to modern science, to current military doctrines, or to any weapon system within our currently limited terrestrial arsenal, and their already vast numbers, their omnipresent threat to human civilization, is unfortunately also growing exponentially with each passing day, they are multiplying, they are adapting, and if current projections prove even remotely accurate...
His voice trailed off his words unfinished yet their grim implication hung heavy in the echoing silence of the vast hall, an unspoken certainty permeating the air, an unspoken acknowledgement of inevitable extinction.
Sergeant Jameson: And therefore... therefore I must ask you all, children, do you... do you now finally understand the full meaning of why you are all here gathered in this place? Do you comprehend the true gravity of the impossible task that now lies before each and every single one of you, children? You all... each and every one of you, have experienced a singular almost miraculous occurrence, a strange impossible phenomena unique to each of you, is it not?
He paused again his gaze sweeping slowly across the sea of frightened faces seeking silent affirmation of his words seeking any flicker of recognition in their terrified eyes.
Sergeant Jameson: You all, each of you, one day, inexplicably, impossibly, found one of your hands or both hands suddenly surging with raw light, pure untamed energy inexplicably materializing solidifying into a distinct recognizable form, a giant weapon-like construct somehow shaped like a... like a key, a bizarrely oversized ornamental key, a melee weapon of unknown alien origin, a strange blade of impossible design, but for ease of collective designation we have come to collectively refer to these weapons as... Keyblades.
Jameson gestured directly to himself , his voice gaining a faint almost imperceptible edge of hope.
Sergeant Jameson: I and countless researchers, the dedicated scientists, the tireless military strategists and analysts currently working feverishly within this complex have gradually learned a few fragmented, albeit potentially critical details concerning these... Keyblades and their unique properties.
He ran a weary hand across his brow, the weight of his words visibly pressing down upon him, each syllable a heavy burden he was compelled to deliver.
Sergeant Jameson: Every wielder of these impossibly powerful giant keys, possesses a unique energy signature, a distinctly individual resonance, and we have developed highly sophisticated detection technologies, advanced spectral analysis machinery, all for a singular purpose.
His gaze swept across the rows of children, seeking connection, a spark of comprehension within their terrified expressions.
Sergeant Jameson: And not only that seemingly miraculous property of individualized energy signatures, but also... these Keys possess another equally improbable, yet undeniably potent intrinsic capability, each of these impossibly powerful weapons can inexplicably unlock anything, any barrier, any doors, any obstacle secured by any conceivable form of conventional terrestrial locking mechanism.
His voice dropped to a near whisper, laden with desperate urgency, his gaze intensifying as he leaned slightly forward his posture conveying a profound sense of desperation.
Sergeant Jameson: With a mere touch, a single brush of the blade against any lock, any barrier, any obstruction as long as the fundamental underlying concept of locking and unlocking applies to that specific object or entryway, irrespective of the inherent strength of the locking mechanism, be it mechanical, digital, or physical in origin, herein lies the central unifying purpose, the fundamental operative principle, the sole conceivable justification for why you have all been forcibly brought here to this complex.
He paused his voice finally regaining a measure of strength and conviction his tone now ringing with desperate urgency.
Sergeant Jameson: Because these weapons that only you children are capable of wielding... they can and permanently eliminate an SE, they are effectively a highly specialized biological anti-viral agent designed by some unknown power to specifically target and neutralize these otherwise unstoppable Shadow Entities, think of yourselves children as humanity's last desperate hope, think of your Keyblades as the sole remaining white blood cells of a dying world. Our final line of defense against total and utter annihilation.
Child 7: Fight them...?
Child 8: We're just children! How can we possibly fight monsters?!
Child 9: I want my mommy! I want to go home!
Child 10: We're all going to die! We're all going to perish!
The chaotic chorus of frightened children's voices threatened to overwhelm the vast echoing hall, rising in pitch and volume, escalating rapidly towards full-blown mass hysteria, until one of the Commanders stepped abruptly forward.
Commander 3: Enough with this infantile hysteria!
The Commander's voice echoed through the hall, a sharp authoritative command that instantly silenced the rising tide of fear and panic among the assembled children, the vast space falling abruptly quiet under the force of his icy directive.
Commander 3: You are no longer children, not anymore, from this day forward you are soldiers, you are the vanguard of humanity. Soldiers do not succumb to fear! Soldiers do not succomb succumb to self-pity! Soldiers obey orders without question or hesitation! You will sacrifice yourself! Without reservation for the greater good, for the survival of many!
The Commander paused his gaze sweeping across the rows of terrified faces, his expression utterly unyielding. His words met with a silence a mixture of silent resignation and suppressed quiet sobs emanating from the rows of children.
His fractured vision shifted once more, the complex dissolving dissolving into a new horrifying tableau, transporting him abruptly to a different scene amidst the chaotic devastation of the Heartless invasion.
He was now inexplicably witnessing himself his younger self, somehow projected into a fragmented memory of New York City, now entirely engulfed in raging conflagrations, the towering skyline silhouetted against a hellish burning orange sky, buildings crumbling collapsing inwards in slow motion detonations of concrete and steel, the very atmosphere itself thick with choking smoke and the pervasive acrid scent of burning debris.
His younger self and four other children of roughly his age, had been parachuted directly into a sector of what remained of New York City, a baptism by fire into the heart of the Heartless invasion, and they had somehow miraculously survived the initial brutal onslaught, where countless other squads perished in those first chaotic hours of urban warfare, their improbable survival was due in equal measure to sheer dumb luck and grim necessity.
Their designated sector of Manhattan had been mercifully only lightly infested with SE-Alpha, yet even these ostensibly weaker Heartless had proven to be terrifyingly resilient, unnervingly numerous and brutally effective in close-quarters combat, and Blizzard himself, along with his similarly terrified squadmates, had been and utterly untrained for direct engagement with such monstrous adversaries.
He had possessed no formal combat instruction, no prior battlefield experience, and no readily applicable tactical doctrines to utilize beyond a desperate instinct for self-preservation, he had been forced to learn on the unforgiving fly, adapting frantically to the brutal realities of urban warfare, relying primarily on a combination of blind luck, and raw terrified instinct to stay alive, to keep moving forward, to somehow just keep breathing despite the overwhelming odds stacked against them.
Of the five children who had initially deployed together into that sector of New York and relentless Heartless attack, he was the only one still alive, the other four members of his squad had all inevitably fallen, one by agonizing one, thier Hearts consumed, thier small bodies ripped apart by the seemingly endless tide of encroaching darkness.
Amidst the aftermath, his gaze abruptly snagged upon another child, a girl no older than himself, slumped against a shattered building facade, fatally wounded by some unseen Heartless attack, her small body contorted in unnatural angles, her breathing shallow ragged and labored, the dying child clutched a Keyblade, its hilt ornate and strangely delicate, tightly within her small trembling hands, before her grasp visibly loosened.
The weapon slipping from her grasp weakly falling to the ground beside her inert form, as the child choked wetly on her own blood, crimson fluid bubbling from her lips staining the scorched concrete.
Dying Child: I never... never wanted any of... this... It is so unfair... I just... I just want my parents back...! I want everything to...
His younger self met the dying girl's pleading gaze. A silent unspoken communication passing between them. Then the small girl's breath hitched one last time, her body convulsing faintly one final agonizing spasm before falling utterly still lifeless. Her wide eyes fixed forever open, conveying an unbearable expression of abject terror and utter despair, frozen for eternity in the moment of cessation.
His gaze softened involuntarily, a pang of profound pity aching in his heart, as he witnessed his own younger self standing frozen in time a victim of circumstance a tragic figure trapped within an impossible situation. Then his fractured vision glitched violently once more dissolving the horrific New York cityscape dissolving into a new disorienting scene a shifting tableau of time and memory.
His perspective abruptly shifted forward almost one full year later after the initial SE invasion, he now perceived his younger self older yet no less weary no less haunted, standing isolated amidst a vast wasteland. The skeletal remains of some previously thriving city stretching out in all directions.
He was positioned directly above a teenage girl, her form slumped against the frozen earth, her body visibly shaking with suppressed sobs, approximately one year older. And she was kneeling upon the ground, her clothes torn her body visibly wounded, her face streaked with grime and tears. As he saw his younger self pointing his Keyblade directly towards her head, the icy blade casting a faint blue light across her tear-streaked features.
Young Blizzard: What precisely do you believe you are currently undertaking? You are not authorized to leave. You are in direct violation of standing military directives, explain yourself now. And make it concise.
Isabella: I... I must go back! I have to... I have to know I have to see for myself what has become of my family, what about my younger sister? I received fragmented reports, unsubstantiated rumors. They said... they said that internment camp, the one located near Wakefield, was attacked! Tell me that isn't true! Please Blizzard tell me that those rumors are lies!
Her voice cracked breaking under the weight of unspoken grief, her eyes pleading with him begging him for some sliver of mercy.
Isabella: Please, Blizzard for the love of God just please do not stand in my way! I have to go check on my family!
His voice remained utterly devoid of any warmth any empathy any discernible trace of human emotion, cold and implacable as glacial ice itself.
Young Blizzard: Do you even remotely comprehend the standard military penalties, the legal ramifications, the incalculable strategic damage to overall human defensive capacity when registered members of the 'Grand List,' attempt unauthorized desertion from active duty? You are in essence... a traitor, Isabella. A war criminal, by willfully choosing to abandon your assigned post, you are actively rendering humanity more defenseless, more vulnerable to annihilation. Do you comprehend the sheer magnitude of your unforgivable transgression? You are actively choosing to condemn the entire human race to inevitable extinction for the sake of... of familial sentimentality?
He paused his voice hardening further while still taking on an authoritarian edge.
Young Blizzard: Return to the complex now. Or I will be compelled to execute you here and now, for gross dereli-
Isabella: You... you utter soulless idiot! You pompous arrogant self-righteous little bastard! Do you genuinely believe I am betraying anyone by simply attempting to ensure my family's continued survival?! You self-absorbed imbecile I am risking everything precisely because I am still human. Because I still possess sufficient vestigial empathy to actually care about the continued well-being of my family!
Isabella: Because unlike you, unlike you heartless little monsters... I still retain some shred of basic decency! They are likely all dead! You unfeeling machine! My entire family is likely already dead and devoured. And I cannot bear to simply sit idly by in some fucking prison whilst my younger sister is devoured alive by those... those things! They do not even possess a single wielder to safeguard their perimeter at that internment camp!
She paused her voice cracking breaking under the weight of her despair her eyes narrowing further still with hatred.
Isabella: Perhaps... perhaps you are the true monster here. Not the SE, not those mindless entities of pure darkness. Perhaps you are the true aberration! The true heartless entity in this godforsak-
He reacted instantaneously as his demenor shattered completely displaced by a raw surge of visceral irritation.
Young Blizzard: SHUT UP!
He swung his Keyblade in a wide savage arc his blade bisecting the teenage girl's chest with terrifying efficiency. A spray of crimson blood erupting outwards as her form crumpled lifelessly onto the ground.
His vision fractured once more, dissolving the horrific scene of casual execution then returning abruptly to the military complex. As the younger Blizzard found himself within the sterile confines of the private toilets, the cold porcelain of the commode cool against his trembling hands. As he wretched violently, vomiting into the bowl as his body convulsed with dry heaves, he was visibly filled with self-disgust and profound shame at his actions.
He had killed one of their own according to established military directives she had violated standing orders. She had attempted unauthorized desertion not once, but twice, her second attempt proving her final act.
She should have obeyed protocol and returned to the complex to face military reprimand. Isabella had been foolish and tragically short-sighted if ultimately, not entirely unsympathetic.
Even if she had been ranked among the top ten most combat-effective members of the entire list, such statistical superiority offered negligible protection against the immutable consequences of disobedience against the unforgiving dictates of military law.
He did not want, could not permit his own family to be publicly executed for aiding and abetting a registered traitor. Such an act of familial complicity in high treason would not merely result in some private reprimand some internal disciplinary measure. But instead, would trigger a swift merciless and public reprisal from the military.
A brutal object lesson designed to deter any future instances of dissent or disobedience. His parents and his sister would be dragged into the light of day. And displayed as examples for all to witness. Their executions broadcast across all remaining communication networks. A grim spectacle of state-sanctioned retribution.
Furthermore, should he himself falter in his obligated duty should his measurable combat performance, decline below established minimal thresholds. If his measured contribution to the overall war effort, proved insufficient.
He himself would be classified as a strategic liability a demonstrable drain upon increasingly scarce resources. And in such unfortunate circumstances he too, would very likely suffer a similarly public and equally brutal punitive fate.
His own family facing additional repercussions for his individual failings. For his demonstrable lack of sufficient capacity. For his inadequate contribution to the overarching global war effort.
And this agonizing reality the weight of this inescapable familial risk, amplified his internal self-loathing and his profound despair. He utterly despised himself for being forced into such an impossible choice. For being compelled to harm one of their own. For having to extinguish a life. Merely to protect his own family from a similarly brutal public and ultimately pointless annihilation.
Treason, in this apocalyptic war against the SE, represented a fate far worse than mere cessation of existence. It was a public erasure a state-sanctioned obliteration designed to instill abject terror. And absolute unquestioning obedience in the hearts of all remaining wielders.
His fractured vision glitched once more, another year elapsing in the blink of an eye the fragmented tableau shifting forward in time another twelve months into the seemingly endless war against the Heartless.
And he now perceived his younger self older still, yet now utterly mentally exhausted and profoundly clinically depressed slumped listlessly on a weathered park bench situated within the cold sterile confines of the complex.
The weariness and all-consuming despair etched deep into his face a perfect heartbreaking mirror of the profound pain and utter hopelessness that had consumed him entirely during those perpetually dark and ever-deteriorating times.
Young Blizzard: I just... I just desperately want to sleep... to truly escape from absolutely all of this. I just desperately want it all to finally end. Perhaps if I simply sleep deeply enough everything will inexplicably revert back to how it all used to be. Perhaps I can simply sleepwalk my way to blissful blessed oblivion. Perhaps I can... forget everything...
His heart ached again, an almost physical throbbing sensation deep within his chest, as he witnessed his younger self yearning so desperately so futilely for a means of escape for any conceivable form of respite from the unyielding horror.
His confusion however inexplicably intensified as he abruptly registered that his fractured vision had inexplicably ceased to shift. The hallway surrounding the young Blizzard began to shift, the drab desolate scene of the Military Compound transformed into a vivid and ethereal landscape. This was the Dream World, the first layer. And with his younger self fully awake, he looked around wide eyed taking in the surroundings of giant multi colored clouds and rainbow bridges.
Watching his younger self self, explore the first layer of the Dream World, he saw himself stop mid-track. His small body frozen in place as he gazed upon something unexpected. A Pure-Blooded Dream Eater aimlessly wandering across the first layer in a slothful demeanor. Its movements languid. Its barely opened eyes glazed over with disinterest.
His younger self cautiously approached and waved a small tentative hand. The Dream Eater barely paid any attention initially. Its form almost entirely inert. Before finally acknowledging his presence with a slow almost reluctant turn of its head. And then, in a moment of unexpected clumsiness, the Dream Eater abruptly collapsed headfirst into the cloudy ground.
Young Blizzard: This was... strange
Blizzard used this chance to surreptitiously enter the Dream World whenever afforded even the briefest respite from his brutal training regimen. It became his secret sanctuary. His personal refuge. A form of mental escapade from the crushing weight of reality.
And Chirithy, the Chirithy of the past, in these nascent memories, was and inexplicably different from its current more assertive incarnation. It was lazy. Slothful. Almost entirely inert. Like this other listless Dream Eater seemingly devoid of any intrinsic agency or individualized soul. Yet Blizzard felt inexplicably drawn to this inert being. His nascent nascent bond with Chirithy further amplifying his deepening need for escapism. His desperate longing for some respite from the cruel realities of the waking world.
One day within the dreamscape, the Dream Eater, in a rare moment of animation, actually directly addressed Blizzard with a mumbled query.
Chirithy: Why... why do you consistently show up here, little wielder?
Blizzard: It... it just feels... good here, you know? It's... it's like I finally possess some... some actual meaning, some real purpose in existing beyond just... surviving.
Chirithy then emitted a long weary sigh. Its diminutive form barely stirring. Its small voice laced with apathy.
Chirithy: Meaning... purpose... I truly fail to comprehend the demonstrable appeal of such... abstract concepts.
Blizzard: No but... no listen to me, I propose a promise to you, I... I promise that I will teach you about the wider world beyond this small limited plane of existence. I will teach you about hope. About real purpose. About the demonstrable importance of meaning.
Chirithy responded cautiously. Its inert form shifting almost imperceptibly. Its voice still soft yet now tinged with a flicker of nascent curiosity.
Chirithy: Teach me...? You would genuinely expend demonstrable effort to... instruct me? Why exactly? What measurable benefit could you possibly derive from such a... disproportionately altruistic undertaking?
Blizzard: You lack inherent purpose right now. You are drifting through this world utterly devoid of meaningful engagement. Your very existence feels void of any intrinsic meaning. And that... that just isn't living, is it?
Blizzard chuckled softly to himself. A sound tinged with a nascent lightness. A brief flicker of amusement amidst the ever-present darkness. The Dream Eater's eyes widened almost imperceptibly.
A subtle shift in its usual inertia. No other entity had expressed any discernible interest in its existence prior to this moment. And the alien concepts of 'meaning' and 'purpose,' those previously meaningless abstractions, now felt like a grand unfathomable treasure. A profound mystery that the Dream Eater suddenly desperately desired to possess.
It was then, in those halcyon days before the catastrophic Keyblade War, within the intangible confines of the Dream World, that Chirithy somehow glimpsed everything deep within Blizzard's fractured mind. Witnessing the raw unfiltered truth of his horrifying past. And what it witnessed terrified it to its very core. But also inexplicably instilled within it a profound, almost overwhelming sense of sorrow. A deep unyielding pity for Blizzard. And his impossibly terrible fate.
He also now dimly comprehended in fragmented recollection. Precisely why Chirithy had behaved in such an overtly protective, almost suffocatingly controlling manner within the Metallic World. Its underlying motivations born of a deep-seated fear. Fear of losing Blizzard. Fear of witnessing him endure any further suffering. A pathological dread rooted in its long-suppressed subconscious awareness of his innate insurmountable vulnerability.
Even as a Keyblade Master, Blizzard remained utterly incapable of independently safeguarding himself against any truly significant existential threat. And Chirithy, in its own twisted distorted yet heartfelt fashion, wanted only to shield him from further harm. To erase his agonizing memories yet again. To safeguard him once more from the unyielding cruelty of the external waking world.
And Blizzard finally almost reluctantly comprehended. Chirithy had erased vast swaths of his memories from his conscious awareness precisely to protect him. To shield him from unbearable agony. It was, in its own deeply flawed undeniably manipulative manner, an act of love. A tragic attempt at profound selfless devotion.
But the sheer catastrophic scale of the Keyblade War. The unquantifiable number of deaths. The systematic shattering of countless interconnected worlds. The irreversible obliteration of entire realities. And the agonizingly knowledge that he could never again see his family, this was too much.
Blizzard: What is this...?
Fear, raw unadulterated anxiety, and a simmering barely suppressed rage, swirled chaotically within him. Coalescing into a potent volatile mix of pure visceral animosity. It was a wholly unfamiliar sensation for him. A raw unmediated emotion he struggled to comprehend. Yet it resonated with a intensity deep within his very core. A nascent darkness stirring within his soul.
Blizzard: No... No, it cannot possibly be...
The sudden horrifying realization struck him with the brutal force of a physical blow. A lightning strike of pure revelatory insight. Sergeant Jameson, the very man standing just feet away from him in the swirling snowstorm.
This man was and undeniably responsible for so much of his suffering. So much of his immeasurable agonizing pain. He was one of the primary architects of his personal hellscape. One of the men most directly culpable for systematically orchestrating his long, protracted and unendurable torment.
His systematic destruction of Blizzard's former life. The weight of Jameson's almost unbearable culpability that now truly dominated his fractured consciousness. He had been willing to passively forgive the Sergeant. Willing to accept Jameson's ostensibly heartfelt apologies. Because of Josiah's previous sincere intercession. But not anymore.
Sergeant Jameson: You look... you look like you're in a lot of pain, that headache of yours... is it getting worse again?
Jameson asked him if he was truly alright? Was the man scared for him, or for himself? What an impertinent insult to his intelligence and to his suffering. Chirithy had been correct in his harsh pronouncements all along, his sister was dead, brutally extinguished, permanently gone.
And all of it, was ultimately his own demonstrable fault his own personal responsibility his own individual failing. She had died because of his unwavering obedience and paralyzing fear, she had died because he had been repeatedly forbidden from visiting her side, senselessly extinguished by some unseen, utterly indifferent Heartless entity... or perhaps, a rogue wielder, some equally traumatized child soldier driven insane by the sheer unrelenting horror of the Keyblade War.
Did the precise source of her extinction even matter in the grand cosmic scale of things? He no longer possessed even a fragmented recollection of his sister's face.
His thoughts abruptly fractured, his mind momentarily blank, before his gaze shifted skyward drawn by some indefinable instinctive impulse, a flicker of motion on the horizon, and he now registered something descending slowly from the storm-choked heavens towards his location.
Two distinct ribbons of impossibly vibrant rainbow color swirling in slow motion as they descended from the storm-choked sky, one smaller in scale, and the other larger, the smaller ribbon suddenly detaching from its larger counterpart accelerating downwards with impossible speed, hurtling directly towards him, an iridescent streak of pure light, until it impacted his forehead, striking him directly in the skull with considerable force.
He cried out involuntarily, a raw guttural scream of pain and abject terror, as he felt something utterly alien, something non-corporeal, entering his skull, violating the very sanctity of his being, inexplicably being absorbed wholly and completely into his mind.
His very being recoiled instinctively in visceral rejection of this psychic violation. A wave of pure terror washing over him, fear warring with an encroaching sense of profound violation as he felt the worst possible feeling imaginable.
Yes... Perhaps this is what I am. A parasite. That voice... it speaks truths that I have long tried to bury, truths that fester within my very essence, a poison that has been slowly consuming me, from the inside out.
I recall the day I coaxed Blitz from that crypt. His mind, fractured. Broken. Trash. And yet, I, in my infinite arrogance, believed I could mend him. Mold him. Control him. A fool's errand from the start. I see it now, with a clarity that burns like acid.
I rejoiced when Josiah perished. Such relief. Such... elation. A vile secret joy, blooming in the putrid soil of my being. Josiah, that fool, with his unwavering belief in Blitz's strength, in his inherent goodness. He was wrong. Blind. Naive. Josiah's death ensured Jareth Vex was erased. And with that erasure, I believed Blitz would be safe.
Safe from that darkness, safe from that poison, safe from himself. I kept his memories fractured, censored, blurred, a desperate measure against a past that threatened to consume us both.
And Inferno... that damnable Keyblade. A constant, searing reminder of my failures. It awakened because of Jareth Vex. Because of Josiah's blood. It pulsed with a dark light, a sickening vitality, that was a reminder of Blitz's true nature, of what he was before I... before I intervened. A killer. A child soldier. A broken thing, forged in the fires of war and loss. Those small hands, those innocent eyes... stained with the blood of countless victims, a walking instrument of death.
His youth was stolen from him before he even had a chance to grasp what innocence even meant. The Army... They molded him, shaped him into a weapon far too young for that responsibility, and far too fragile to endure it. Those countless children, barely older than toys, conscripted into a war that ravaged their world. And Blitz... he was among them, a soldier before he was a child, his small hands trained to wield death with ease.
They sent him to hunt down the ones who broke. The deserters. Children, barely men, driven to the edge by the relentless horrors of war. They sought escape, a desperate flight from a reality too gruesome to bear, their hearts yearning for families they would never see again, for homes that had become nothing more than dust and memories. And Blitz... Blitz was the one who retrieved them.
He brought them back one way or another. Some, still breathing, their spirits shattered, their minds reduced to husks. Others... Others never returned. They could not run ever again. He made sure of that. I remember the cold look in his eyes, his expression devoid of any childish emotion, as he spoke of his duty. Duty. A hollow word, a shield for a heart that was slowly turning to stone. He executed them without flinching, without a trace of hesitation, dancing to the tune of orders that should have never been given.
And why? Why did he obey? Family. A word that tasted like ash in my immaterial mouth, a concept that had become a weapon, a chain that bound him to an existence of endless suffering. Treason. A threat that hung over his family's heads like a sword, a constant threat that silenced any dissent, any whisper of disobedience.
His sister, her smile, her laughter, her very life... all hinged on his compliance. They would have shot her. In front of him. For his sins. For his weakness. For his desperate, childish, yearning for freedom. And he knew it. He understood the price of disobedience. And he obeyed. He always obeyed.
I remember the times he would vomit, afterward. Violently ill, his small frame wracked with shudders, his body rejecting the horrors that his mind was forced to accept. But he never spoke a word. He never complained. He simply endured. He was broken then, long before I found him, long before I sought to 'mend' him, he was already a shattered thing, beyond repair, beyond redemption.
I never wanted him to wield a Keyblade. Not ever. I had hoped that Frostbite alone would suffice, a fragile shield against a darkness that I, in my hubris, believed I could control, to contain, a feeble attempt to rewrite his very being. But the Heartless... The Organization... The Lunatic... they would not allow it. They forced my hand. They forced me to unleash that... abomination. And now, Inferno is awake. And its hunger... It grows.
I tell myself it's for his safety. For his protection. Lies. All lies. I crave his devotion. I thrive on his dependence. I bask in the warmth of his naive trust, a pathetic creature desperately seeking validation, affirmation, meaning in a meaningless existence. I tell myself that I am doing this for him, but the truth, that cold, unyielding truth that echoes in the silence of my soul, is far more damning: I do it for myself.
And now... now it is too late. Too late to turn back. Too late to undo the damage that I have wrought. I have come too far. A century. A century of lies and manipulation, of carefully curated falsehoods, of a desperate and ultimately futile quest for control. I cannot stop now. I will not stop.
They will not steal him from me.
His parents? His sister? Fleeting memories, insignificant echoes of a life that no longer exists. He does not need them. He does not need anyone but me. His happiness, his very being, it is inextricably linked to mine, a bond forged in pain, and desperation, and a love that is as possessive as it is all-consuming.
I will lobotomize him again. A thousand times over if I have to. I will erase his memories, I will rewrite his past, I will shatter his mind again and again and again, until he is nothing more than the perfect Blizzard that I envisioned.
And anyone... anyone who dares to stand in my way, will face my wrath. Their minds will be shattered. Their memories erased. Their very essences dissolved into nothingness. They will simply cease to be. And I will watch, with cold and unyielding satisfaction, as they all fade away.
For Blitz's sake of course. For his own demonstrable good. For his eternal happiness. And for mine. Because, in the end, what else truly matters, if not our own personal contentment? My personal contentment?
He will never know. He will never truly remember. He will never fully understand. And that, is definitively for the demonstrable best.
That is how it must necessarily be.
That is how it definitively shall be.
He felt an overwhelming sense of profound violation a chilling heart-wrenching despair solidifying within his core. He was wrong, he was so fucking wrong, Chirithy never truly loved him. It had only ever used him, suppressing and erasing his most essential memories solely to maintain his demonstrable dependence upon their distorted almost parasitic friendship, merely to fuel its own pathological need to feel special, and unique.
And Blizzard, he now understood, had never truly existed, he had only ever been Blitz, a killer, a child soldier, a weaponized entity who had never deserved to be rescued from the abyss of his terrible past in the first instance.
All those moments of apparent shared joy, all those carefully constructed instances of reciprocated affection, all those fleeting instances of blushingly naive intimacy with Chirithy, they had all been elaborate carefully crafted fabrications, nothing more than meticulously constructed lies.
Chirithy had felt nothing genuine, nothing remotely approximating authentic affection, nothing beyond a shallow self-serving amusement, those fabricated emotions it had manufactured and projected were and exclusively experienced solely for its own twisted gratification.
Blitz, in Chirithy's profoundly warped perception, had been nothing more than a beloved pet, a cherished toy a prized possession to be systematically manipulated, to be brutally controlled, to be ultimately and completely possessed, body, heart and mind.
Josiah's agonizing demise, and Yen-Sid's futile sacrifice, those tragic events were of no consequence to Chirithy, it felt no sorrow, no empathy, no grief, quite the opposite in fact.
Chirithy had taken demonstrable joy in Josiah's gruesome extinction and Yen-Sid's pointless cessation of existence. Those two figures, those well-meaning entities had directly or indirectly represented tangible concrete obstacles to its control.
And now with Josiah erased from existence, and Yen-Sid no longer a viable factor within the overarching equation, Chirithy exulted, reveling in their absence, secure in the certainty that no other entities, no other influences could now possibly ever interfere with its meticulously crafted, perfect, and utterly complete dominion, over his broken, fractured and inconsequential life. Even now, in silent memory, he could almost hear Chirithy's gleeful chuckle, echoing softly, sardonically through the empty void.
A haunting mocking sound devoid of any warmth any compassion any trace of genuine affection, for Chirithy had already meticulously planned, every minute detail of their shared future, a future free from external threats, free from unwanted influences, and most crucially free from Blizzard's own burdensome memories, his own painful past.
Once Organization 14th was finally and definitively eradicated from existence, and after The Lunatic's inevitable catastrophic defeat, Chirithy intended to implement a final comprehensive psychic lobotomization, a definitive total erasure of Blitz's remaining memories, his final descent into blissful ignorance.
And with that final irreversible act of mental obliteration completed, it would finally possess the perfect iteration of Blizzard it had always so desperately craved. A docile, utterly pliant, perpetually happy Blizzard. Blissfully free from any further conflict. Utterly devoid of all agonizing memories of the Keyblade War. And most crucially, and exclusively, devoted solely to Chirithy for all eternity.
A beloved pet, a compliant entity existing solely for its amusement, its self-serving gratification. Blissfully unaware, blissfully ignorant of the brutal truths of his own agonizing past within the perfect universe, a worlddesigned for one singular purpose, for Chirithy's personal contentment alone, for its own selfish and ultimately, profoundly meaningless happiness.
Tears welled up in his eyes, unbidden and unrestrained hot streaks tracing searing paths down his frozen cheeks as his body shuddered uncontrollably, with sheer sorrow and hatred.
Blitz: I... I hate you. I hate you with every single fiber of my shattered being.
To be continued in the next arc.
Entering - Intergalactic War arc.
[To be continued in the next Remaked Chapter]
