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Chapter 6
BPOV
I looked to my father as he grabbed my mom's hand, I couldn't wait to hear what he will say.
" Well Jasper, I know Harley and I spoke about it so our answer is that we will turn so, we can still be a family and because we don't want to lose our princess so soon after getting her back." I gasped not expecting them to actually turn and I got really excited and jumped up to hug them both.
"I can't believe that you guys will change with me! What about the rest of the squad?" I asked them. Dad gave me one of his more relaxed smiled but added a crazed laugh as well,
"They will be changed as well" I was so excited the hear that because the rest of the team have become part of my family. I turned to Jasper and answered his original question,
"Yes I would love to be changed but I want to wait till I'm 19 since it'll be closer to your age." I told him.
"Well I'm glad to hear that Darlin'" Jasper answered with a smile. After that the meeting ended and we went to the training room so Dad can teach me all that he knew about protection and killing someone else. I know the old me hated this type of thing but now I love it, the craziness and darkness it apart of me. I know I'm like mom in that way but I couldn't wait to see what will happen now that I'll be changed and so will everyone else in my family. Once training was over I went to my room and started my YouTube playlist and started to sing to the song.
Losin Control
Russ
She's fallin' in love now
Losin' control now
Fightin' the truth
Tryin' to hide
But I think it's alright girl
Yeah, I think it's alright girl
She's fallin' in love now
Losin' control now
Fightin' the truth
Tryin' to hide
But I think it's alright girl
Yeah, I think it's alright girl
She's falling but she doesn't think you'll catch her
Cause her last relationship was a disaster
Accusations everyday she didn't know why
All her calls would be ignored he's on his own time
Shoulda' ended it before it started
All she ever got was broken hearted
He was cheating on her tryna' flip it
Back on her like a victim
Now she's all alone and starting over
Now she's got baggage on her shoulder
But the new guy really loves her
She loves him but she doesn't trust herself anymore
She's fallin' in love now
Losin' control now
Fightin' the truth
Tryin' to hide
But I think it's alright girl
Yeah, I think it's alright girl
She's fallin' in love now
Losin' control now
Fightin' the truth
Tryin' to hide
But I think it's alright girl
Yeah, I think it's alright girl
Despite her past she can't help the attraction
He tells her that he's nothing like the last one
He redefines in every way what love is
She fell for him and hasn't gotten' up since
Every now and then she goes off though
Beating on his chest like a bongo
He understands she's coming from a hurt place
Answers all the questions on her survey
Doesn't get jealous, doesn't break trust
Doesn't call a hoe after hang ups
Gives her everything she ever wanted
And even though she still feels haunted
She's fallin' in love now
Losin' control now
Fightin' the truth
Tryin' to hide
But I think it's alright girl
Yeah, I think it's alright girl
She's fallin' in love now
Losin' control now
Fightin' the truth
Tryin' to hide
But I think it's alright girl
Yeah, I think it's alright girl
When that song ended I couldn't help but let the tears fall since I've been through so much. Not many people know of my full relationship with my adopted mother's husband, he was worse than Charlie. I have all kinds of scars both physical, mentally, and spiritually, thanks to both men I really can't stand guys being so close to me. For whatever reason I feel completely normal around dad, Deadshot, KC, and Diablo. Jasper more so because he is my mate and will change once I'm 19. Another song came on and I saw it was once of my favorite one.
"Dancing Queen"
By, Abba
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, diggin the Dancing Queen
Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...
You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, diggin the Dancing Queen
You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave them burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...
You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, diggin the Dancing Queen
I didn't realize I had an audience until I heard clapping and whistling, I turned around and saw everyone standing at my door.
"Darling you should sing in the club!" Mom said to me. I smiled at her and nodded letting her know that I agreed.
"Ok, I'll just find some songs that I could sing while everyone dances." I told her. Mom squealed and jumped up and down.
"Good can't wait to see what you sing!" With that everyone left in a flurry of excitement.
Hey guys! Sorry for not updating in a long time I was overworked and then I had to settle into college life. Anyway, let me know any songs you want in the next chapter and I'll make sure I say who gave them to me. Follow, Favorite, pm, or review. Until next time!
