Foreword: This piece of writing is dedicated to the Larian studios, Paris Paloma... And everyone who ever loved Astarion. Trigger warnings: all of them, not for anyone under 18, in my opinion, no one below 25 should read even attempt to read this. It discusses in details SA, CSA, suicide, torture and extreme violence, themes are extremely distressing.

Astarion is finally free of Cazador's control, completely free. So why can he not slip into a trance? Well that had to do with the fact he still had something to do... something important. His internal struggle rousing the tiefling from her slumber and finally he had the courage to do something he should have done a long time ago... with her at his side he might just be able to.

What happens when a famed Vampire Slayer finds out one of her team is a Vampire Spawn? Emotional angst and shenanigans, that's what. Follow the journey of Ishta, the once dreaded Blood Huntress of the East, as she discovers how one person can change every conviction she ever had about the nature of good and evil.

The smell of ozone and burning flesh that wakes her up. Something is moving behind her eyelids. There's something on her chest and she can't breathe. Curled up in Gale's arms, Tiena realizes the Emperor let a deeper mark in her brain than she thoughted or hoped.

When Wyll left Avernus, he had a hunt to complete. When Karlach escaped the Hells, she had nothing to lose. When the two of them met, they should have been enemies, and yet, something was there. A spark that would burst into a roaring flame. As they grow closer, can Wyll learn to accept his desire for freedom? And can Karlach learn what it truly means to be alive?

After the Shadow Curse was lifted and the Absolute was defeated, the world started going back to normal. Art Cullagh was still dying.

Waking with no memory of her past save for her name Evie must lead an eclectic group to rid themselves of the tadpoles in their heads. Along the way she fights the darkness that seems to be part of her soul. Can she fight her nature and keep herself from losing the one good thing she found? Trigger warning for the opening chapter mentioned SA.

"Listen to your betters, boy!" Auntie Ethel snarled. And just like that, Astarion's newfound freedom disappeared.

A retelling of Baldur's Gate 3, following the human Daedalus Reeve and his worthy companions. He is a criminal, warrior, philosopher...and fate's very own lapdog. After leaving his mysterious homeland of Jalara under circumstances shrouded in secrecy, he establishes himself as a man of some renown within Baldur's Gate. This story recounts his struggle against the Absolute.

A side story both to Tabula Avatar and the Black Knight series. The Solar shows Charname (who could be any one of the protagonists of my Baldur's Gate stories) a vision of what could have happened in worlds in which Gorion took Sarevok to Candlekeep instead. Concept partly inspired by A Destiny Stolen, A Destiny Switched by Late to the Party, but with very different emphasis.

I haven't seen any Astarion fics here, thought i'd fix that by posting an AU I came up with on my bg3 tumblr (content warning: references to torture, attempted suicide, alcohol, sex, violence, blood... and obviously language- read at your own risk)

Astarion gets injured while helping Tav and after realizing what he has done, he starts to mull over his and Tav's relationship. And Tav isn't exactly helping with the task. (Astarion's nice simple plan has started to fall apart.)

Mind flayers are proud to be creatures of stunning intellect and reason, until they're not. When Gale's dear wife abandons logic for base instinct, what else is a scholar and adventurer to do but follow and see where it leads them? Contains: Trans male Gale, illithid Tav, oviposition, fornicating with a mind flayer

A retelling of the game, where our Durge Luastra is promised to an up-and-coming magistrate in order to keep her cover in her assassination attempt of one Enver Gortash. However, Astarion has his own agenda as he works for Cazador. When love is added into the mix, complications will arise. Who will win out, and can both keep their cover long enough to convince the other to stay?

This is the story of a human woman who worked under the devil, that had sent her to infiltrate a strange group of adventurers. The group seemed to be involved in a greater plan spun by the Devil himself, and Evelin was supposed to aid him in making that plan work. (Enemies to Lover)

Astarion refused to acknowledge what his subconscious knew was true. Kind reminder I don’t own these characters Astarion/Tav

Tav was sure they were sick. Right? Astarion/Tav. This is my work transported over from ao3. Kind reminder that I don’t own the characters.

Say something. Say something. Say something. Anything! All the times that they'd held their tongue had to count for when they needed to speak right? Right? Instead Inon could only watch in trapped horror as their body moved without their control toward the only family they'd ever known.

Once upon a time, as these stories often go, there was a sorceress whose mind bore more scars than her body. Once upon a time, there was a vampire who forgot how to love. Both forced to serve unforgiving masters, they must fight to keep their newfound freedom, and their small band of tragedies together. Will they be ripped apart by their enemies, or will they destroy themselves?

After foiling the djinni's plan to cheat them at the circus, Tav is whisked away to parts unknown. Astarion, as always, manages the worry with perfect grace and aplomb—right up until he starts bleeding. An exploration of the Warding Bond rings when worn by two people with completely unhealthy relationships to pain.

Elizabeth Arcana, halfway to her 30s, is sick of her life. Her discovery of a certain game and of a certain vampire brought her joy. Enough to abandon her real life to spend more time with him, get to know him, and even love him. She wakes one day to be IN the game, thinking it a dream, only to find it to be very real! Her fantasy love was about to get a little more personal.

Through mostly Astarion's perspective, navigates his complex and evolving relationship with Mazelyn, an OC Durge. As their fates intertwine, they confront dark secrets and a whirlwind of emotions, with moments of vulnerability and raw intimacy. Their connection gradually reveals both the tender and tumultuous sides of their bond. Contains mature themes and explicit intimate scenes.

She should look at him with annoyance, with disgust, with fear. But as sleep clears from Tav's face with great haste, the corners of her mouth crinkle into a soft smile as her eyes lock with his. There is no malice, only trust. - *A collection of moments in-between scenes from the game, mostly canon compliant. A tale of how Astarion learns to love and be loved.*

From getting a bard in trouble, to getting rescuing an owlbear cub...Than angering an entire camp of goblins. I wonder if they ever came out. (This is a one shot, if you have any recommondations for anymore oneshots pls PM me) :)

Follow Haelyn Nyraxle as she saves Faerun from the MIndflayers and the Absolute. Fun Fact: My Tav's name is from Ultima Online. Her name is Haelyn (Wildfire) Nyraxle (Word of Death). At some point in the story, her last name will change to Illorae (Gift of Life) Vampiric Embrace is also a reference to Ultima Online, but I thought it fit as a title.