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Summary:

Elliot shows up at Olivia's doorstep late at night. He's a mess and he needs Olivia! Can Olivia help him or will she turn her back on him? Set 3 Years after Elliot left and Olivia is with Brian.

Rated T for now but the rating will change ;)

I don't want to give too much away so I won't say anything else but I hope you enjoy!

Chapter 1:

Elliot's POV

The past few years had been pure hell for him. After he shot Jenna he was a mess. He couldn't face Olivia like that. She was always the one he turned to when something was wrong but he couldn't tell her any of this. The only way to protect her from knowing all this was to leave. The minute he left he started drinking and becoming more distant with Kathy and his family. He would start random bar fights just to be able to feel something other than the pain he was feeling. After a while he and Kathy filed for divorce and Kathy got custody of the kids. Seeing a shrink was a definite no from Elliot because he didn't want help. He wanted Olivia.

'I can't do this anymore' he thought with the gun pointing to his head. The only thing he could think about was everything he had messed up and how things ended with Olivia. Tears were streaming down his face, he felt weak. ''I need to Olivia'' he said out loud before lowering the gun and placing it on the inside of his jacket. How could end everything without seeing her? After grabbing his keys off the side he exited the house and made his way down the drive to his car. He sighed loudly before getting in the car and driving away from his house.

Olivia's POV

Tonight was Olivia's only night off. Normally, she would spend the night with Brian on her days off but tonight he was working. She sat soaking in the tub thinking about how long its been since she's properly been able to relax. However, that didn't last long as there was a knock on her door. She got out of the tub and put on her navy silk robe wondering who on earth could be at the door. It couldn't be Brian and anyone from work would've rang before showing up at her door. Slowly, she made her way to the door and had a look to see who it was. Her heart stopped. Why would Elliot be at her door? He left. 3 years he's been gone! She sighed and opened the door and avoided making eye contact with him.

''Elliot what are you doing here..?''

He didn't answer so she looked up and was shocked at what she saw. Elliot was one of the strongest men Olivia knew and he was stood here at her door with tears streaming down his face. Immediately, she reached out to him and wrapped her arms around him and that's when she felt it and he knew she had. Tears began to form in her eyes. She didn't know things were this bad for him.

''Elliot please..pass me the gun and talk to me''

Elliot hesitantly passed her the gun and walked inside of her apartment. She shut the door and made her way to sofa to sit down. Elliot made no effort to sit down. He just stood there refusing to make eye contact with her. Seeing him like this broke her heart.

''El. Sit down we need to talk about this..''

Hey! I'm new to this whole writing fanfic thing and I really wanted to give it a try. I would love if you guys would leave reviews and let me know whether you would like me to continue or not? :)

Also sorry for it being short I didn't want to give too much away!

Sorry for any mistakes I didn't have anyone to check over it.