Chapter 11
Vi laid in her bed, staring up at the ceiling. The familiar sound of Jinx's soft snores filling the room. It had been weeks since she first kissed Caitlyn in that field, weeks since she had confessed her past to the young girl, and yet somehow every new day with Caitlyn was better than the last. But with every new day, came a dark and lonely night for Vi to fill with fear of the future.
It was only a matter of time before things changed. Soon Caitlyn would be going back to school. Making new friends, experiencing new challenges. And Vi, she knew she would be facing a large obstacle herself.
Brian would be out of prison in just a few short weeks. Just enough time for Vi to become increasingly more anxious by the day. She tried to tell herself that she was overreacting. That maybe he wouldn't care about her. That he had forgotten about her. But in reality, she knew that wasn't true.
Brian was a weak man. And weak men always try to ruin happiness for others. Vis only hope was that they wouldn't interact with each other often enough for it to be a problem now that she was making deliveries. But that didn't stop her from playing out worst case scenarios in her head.
As the end of summer grew closer, Vi found herself tossing and turning, finding sleep harder and harder to come by.
Vi, Jinx and Mylo walked the aisles of the local supermarket. Usually Vander would accompany them, but as he started becoming stronger and stronger, he was able to work part time again in the mines. Vi hated the idea of him going back to work before she thought he was ready, but being home for all these years was beginning to destroy him mentally. Truthfully, she hadn't seen him happier than when he got approved to go back to work a few weeks ago.
Vi pushed the cart, as Jinx and Mylo ran through the aisles, crossing things off their lists, as they threw it into the cart. Occasionally causing Vi to return things that weren't on the list back to the shelves. She often felt like she was taking toddlers with her, but knew toddlers would probably be easier than the two completely out of control teenagers that felt the need to join and torment her.
"Look who it is" said a familiar voice, as he pushed his cart into Vis.
"Ugh, Jayce, shouldn't you be back at college bye now." Vi said as she eyed the taller man that was giving her a smirk.
"I go back next week."
"Great," Vi said as she tried to turn away from him.
"You know." Jayce said, as he stepped in front of her cart. Stopping her from moving forward. "Me and my parents had dinner with the Kirammans last week. Unfortunately, Caitlyn was out with a friend, so she didn't join us. But you know what I thought was very interesting?"
Vi eyed Jayce. She could feel the heat in her body begin to rise, as her ears turned red. She gripped the bar to her cart tighter, as she tried not to give Jayce the satisfaction of seeing her get riled up. "What's that Tallis?"
"Well, Caitlyn's mother seems to think she may be dating Claggor. Something I find odd, considering I have seem him dating, oh what's her name….Linda?...No that's not it. Lisa, Lisa Morgan, that's who he is dating."
Vi could feel herself begin to sweat, could feel the fear slowly seep into her bones. 'What was Jayce playing at? What had he done? Did he tell Caitlyn's parents about Claggor dating someone else, and if so, why hadn't they said anything to Caitlyn?'
"Claggors a good guy. He makes friends with everyone." Vi knew this sounded stupid, but she couldn't think of anything else to say, not when she knew she had to tread carefully.
"Friends huh, funny her parents seem to think it might be more than friendship." Jayce said with a knowing look.
"Maybe they just misread the situation."
"Maybe." Jayce said with a smile, as he began to walk away.
Vi let out the breath she hadn't even realized she was holding in, when Jayce turned back. "Oh, do tell my cousin hi for me when you see him." He then winked and walked off.
Vi stared forward, her grip on the cart tightening even more under her hands, as her vision blurred. She knew she needed to calm down, to come back to the present, but all she wanted to do in that situation was flip her cart, chase Jayce down, and punch that smirk right off his face.
"Earth to Vi."
Vi finally looked up to see Jinx giving her a confused look. "I have been talking to you for like 5 minutes dummy, what's your problem?"
"Nothing." Vi said as she released her grip on the cart and looked up at a Jinx.
"Well, I think we have everything."
"Good." Vi said as she aggressively turned the cart towards the checkout.
Mylo met them at the end of the aisle, holding a couple cans of beans. "Douch bag Tallis is here. He asked me if Claggor is still dating Lisa?"
"Fuck, what did you tell him?" Vi asked, as sweat began to drip from her brow.
"I told him to shut the fuck up and leave me alone."
"Really?"
"Of course, I aint talking to that asshole."
Vi smiled, but knew she wasn't out of the woods yet. If Jayce was poking around, it was for a reason, and not a good one.
Caitlyn sat at the kitchen table with her parents. It had been a while since they were all together, with her father constantly working long days. They ate mostly in silence, other than a fork scraping across a plate, or a glass being placed back on the table.
Caitlyn not only felt like she was finally finding her place in life, with the help of Vi, but her mother had seemed to be treating her like an adult. She tried to take more of an interest in Caitlyn's life, asking her more questions about her day, and giving her more freedom.
Caitlyn felt things were finally starting to go her way. Like she could enjoy life without feeling like she didn't belong.
"How's your summer going?" Her father asked in between bites.
"Good, really good." Caitlyn said with a smile.
"Me and your mother have noticed you spending a lot more time with that Claggor fella."
"Yes, but its not just him. We usually spend the day with his family, they are a lot of fun."
"I am glad to hear it." He said with a smile. "But maybe its time we invite this boy and his parents over for dinner, give us a chance to get to know them better."
Caitlyn froze mid bite. She knew this was a possibility, her parents wanting to get to know the person she was supposed to be spending all of her time with. But how was this going to work. Caitlyn knew Claggor was not exactly on board with all of the things Vi had him constantly doing. She could see him getting more irritated each time. She knew it would be nearly impossible to convince him to pretend to be a love interest, and have a sit down with her parents, while bringing Vander along for the ride.
Caitlyn swallowed the bite she had been chewing for far too long. "I'm not sure that's possible. His father just started working again and is very busy."
"What about his mother?"
"He is actually adopted. Vander, his adoptive father is single."
"Oh." Caitlyn's mother said. "Doesn't he have other siblings?"
"Yes, two sisters, and a brother. Although he isn't blood related to any of them."
"Well, who is the young woman that is always driving the truck when he comes to get you?"
Caitlyn choked a little on her bread. She hadn't realized how observant her mother had been, even if she hadn't realized Vi was actually the person who brought them milk every morning. But Caitlyn knew her mother was vain, and probably didn't think twice about looking at someone she thought beneath her. "That's Vi, his older sister."
"How old is this Vi?" Her father asked.
"She's 20."
"Well maybe she could come with Claggor instead then." Her father said with a smile.
Caitlyn sat still, the idea of bringing Vi and Claggor over to meet her parents was terrifying, but pretending that she was dating Claggor, while secretly making out, and falling madly in love with Vi, that was just too much. "I will have to ask next time we hang out."
"Great, just let us know so I can work it out to be off work for it."
"Yes father."
The next morning Caitlyn sat upon her porch, her stomach feeling queasy, as she watched her Milkwoman approach.
"Hey Cupcake, what's wrong?" Vi asked as she set down the bottles of milk and took a seat on the cement steps next to Caitlyn, immediately noticing the look of distress.
"My parents want to have dinner with Claggor."
"What?" Vi asked, taken back by Caitlyn's words.
"My father wants to get to know him better, since he thinks I'm spending so much of my time with him. Wanted Vander to come too, but I told them Vander just started working again and is very busy."
"Shit."
"It gets worse." Caitlyn said, as she put her face in her hands. "They want you to come with him."
Vi looked over at Caitlyn. Her expression unreadable. Vi wasn't sure if she should laugh, or panic. "That's…that's something."
"Yeah, I think I can put them off a little bit longer, but I know they are going to start pushing it, probably even ask Claggor himself when he comes to pick me up."
"Shit, Claggor is already getting tired of the favors. I'm not sure I could convince him to go along with something like that. That, and I think that might be a disaster."
"What do we do then?"
"Let me talk to Claggor, I'll see where he stands. For now, just try and keep your parents from bringing it up to him."
That evening Vi finished her drop offs but couldn't get dinner with Caitlyn's parents off of her mind. She knew they couldn't agree to it. She knew Claggor would never even consider it, but if they didn't go through with it, what would that mean going forward? Would Caitlyn still have as much freedom as they were giving her, or would they start to take that away?
Vi then remembered her conversation with Jayce at the grocery store. Something told her these two things were not a coincidence. Jayce bringing up the fact that Claggor was dating Lisa, at the same time Caitlyn's parents want to have dinner with him. She wondered what Jayce might have told Caitlyn's parents. She thought maybe she should tell Caitlyn about what Jayce had said to her, but she knew if she did that it could spook Caitlyn, and selfishly she didn't want Caitlyn to be too afraid to keep coming over. Vi knew she was playing a very dangerous game, but the thought of losing Caitlyn, the one person who actually made her happy to think about a future with someone, was too much to bear.
A few days had passed since Caitlyn's parents had brought up dinner with her pretend love interest. Caitlyn thought she was finally out of the woods, but something about her mother's behavior lately had made her think otherwise.
Not only was she giving Caitlyn more freedom, but she was actually encouraging Caitlyn to go out more, even offering to drive her if she didn't have a ride. She often didn't even ask Caitlyn to be home at a certain time, just told her to come home when she was ready. But what Caitlyn found to be really odd, is when her mother offered to let her quit her music lessons. Telling her that if she didn't want to continue them, she didn't have to.
That's when Caitlyn knew something was off. Her mother would never allow her to quit anything, especially something she felt was important. Her mother was never the kind of woman to just be okay with Caitlyn being anything but the best at what she considered prestigious. She knew she had to figure out her mother's odd behavior, but she had no idea where to start.
Caitlyn thought about asking her father, but knew even if her father knew something, he would never share it with her. Her and her father were close, but he was always respectful of his wife, even when he didn't agree with her. Caitlyn was quickly pulled from her thoughts when she heard a knock at the door. She looked at the clock on the wall, and knew Claggor was there to pick her up. She quickly grabbed her handbag, and raced out the door, not giving her mother a chance to even say hi to Claggor.
Confused, but grateful he didn't have to speak to Caitlyn's parents, he quickly followed her to the car, where he jumped in the driver's seat, and drove Caitlyn to their house, just in time for Vi to get off work.
"My mothers been acting weird." Caitlyn said, as they drove off onto the dirt road.
"More weird than normal?" Vi asked with a smirk.
"Yes." Caitlyn chuckled.
They both sat in silence, both lost in thought about their futures together, until Vi pulled in front of the pond. They both got out, and sat in the back of Vis truck, watching the sun set, as they discussed what could possibly be off. Vi suggesting that maybe Caitlyn's mother was just happy Caitlyn was happy, even though Caitlyn knew that wasn't possible, but as the evening wore on, they changed to lighter topics.
They often discussed buying the plot of land Vi had taken Caitlyn too. Building a small cabin and living out their days hidden from the rest of the world. They both knew it was just a fantasy, but they couldn't help reveling in the simplicity of it.
As the evening drew late, Caitlyn began to shiver. Vi took her hand and led her into the fishing hut that Vander had built sometime ago. It wasn't much, just a small hut, with a wood stove, table, chair, and small single bed. Vander often slept there when he was younger, fishing, and hunting before he took on the roll as a parent. But these days it was mostly used as a quick place to change or get cleaned up by his kids, while they used the pond.
Vi led Caitlyn through the small door. A large clean, new blanket had been placed on the small bed, while new wood was laid near the stove. Vi immediately went over to the stove, stuck a few logs in and brought warmth to the small hut. She then lit a few Candles that sat through out the cramped space, giving it small amounts of light.
Caitlyn smiled as she watched the older woman move around the space like this was all planned out. "If I had to guess, one might say you planned this."
"What if I did?" Vi said with a smile as she lit the last candle.
Vi then invited Caitlyn to sit with her on the small bed. They sat awkwardly for a moment, before Vi leaned over, and began to kiss Caitlyn's neck.
Caitlyn gasped at the suddenness of the act, but then leaned her head to the side, giving Vi more access to run her lips across her neck. It didn't take long for Vi to become more passionate, as she helped Caitlyn lay back on the bed.
Once Caitlyn was laying back, Vi brought their lips together in a deep, hungry kiss. Her passion grew as she opened her mouth, dragging her tongue along Caitlyn's lower lip. Caitlyn gasped, opening her mouth giving Vi the access she was looking for.
As the minutes ticked by, Vi's hands began to roam Caitlyn's body. Feeling the way her breath hitched when her fingers found their way closer to her breasts, or the sound she made when Vi began to kiss her collar bone.
Caitlyn knew what sex was, at least sex between a man and a woman, but she would be lying to herself if she said she knew what to expect from the older woman who made her heart pound inside her chest every time she touched her the way she did.
Caitlyn found herself lost in Vi's touch. She didn't know what to expect, but she knew she wanted more. That's why when Vi's hand roamed up her body, Caitlyn found her own hand reaching out. She placed her hand on Vi's and pulled it to her own breast. Vi quickly pulled away from the kiss, to check that this was what Caitlyn wanted, and when Caitlyn nodded, Vi knew this was it. This was going to be the day they went from friends who explored, to two young woman that shared the same feelings sexually.
Vis hands found Caitlyn's breasts, massaging them through her blouse, as she leaned forward, and kissed Caitlyn's neck, and chest. Caitlyn wrapped her arms around Vi's waist, pulling her closer, wanting to feel Vi's body between her legs. Just when Vi didn't think this could get any better, Caitlyn grabbed the hem of her shirt and started lifting it over her head. Vi smiled as she allowed Caitlyn to fully remove her shirt, leaving her in a sports bra.
"Can I see all of you?" Caitlyn asked, as she placed her hand on the bottom of the sports bra.
Vi nodded, as she took deep breaths, her hands helping Caitlyn remove the last piece of clothing above her waist.
Caitlyn looked up at Vi, who looked just as nervous as she felt. Vi sat kneeling above her, her two perfect, perky breasts sitting bare on her chest. Her body was toned in all the right places. Caitlyn wished she could take a picture of the beautiful woman sitting so nervous, so vulnerable, looking at her. Without a second thought, Caitlyn brought her hands up to Vis toned abs. She ran her fingers across them, causing Vi's breath to hitch. But it's when Caitlyn brought her hands up to Vis breasts that Vi released a moan she didn't think she was capable of.
"Don't stop" Vi whispered, as Caitlyn's hands continued to touch the mounds in front of her, stopping only to gently squeeze a nipple, eliciting another moan from the older woman. Caitlyn never wanted this moment to end. Knowing she had the capability to bring this woman such pleasure, was a power she never knew she possessed, but quickly became drunk on. She continued to watch Vi's face contort with pleasure as she explored her naked torso, but when she ran her finger along the inside of Vi's pants, is when she saw Vis pupils dilate with a desire she had never seen before.
Vi quickly leaned forward, pulling Caitlyn into a hungry kiss, her tongue wanting to reach every part of Caitlyn's mouth. Her hands were moving to unbutton Caitlyn's blouse in a hurry. Vi was hungry, Vi was needy, Vi wasn't going to stop without Caitlyn telling her too.
In mere seconds Vi was removing Caitlyn's blouse, only stopping to admire the woman in her bra, before she reached her hands underneath her, unclasping it, like it was nothing. Once Caitlyn laid bare from the waist up, Vi leaned forward, taking a nipple into her mouth.
Caitlyn moaned, as her back arched, her hips flying up to meet Vi's waist. She immediately became lost in the sensation. Vi's mouth continued to explore, as Caitlyn dugs her nails into Vi's back. The feeling of this powerful woman's mouth on her was intoxicating, something she couldn't get enough of.
Vi continued sucking Caitlyn's nipples, as her hands fell to Caitlyn's thighs. They began to make their way up, under her skirt, causing Caitlyn to throw her hips into Vi once more. She moaned as Vi's hands got closer to her center, her breathing became sporadic, she lost all ability to speak. That is until Vi's thumb caressed her warm wet center. "VI" she said, as her hand grabbed Vis wrist.
Vi immediately stopped and slowly pulled her hand away. "You, okay?" she panted.
"I..I just don't know what to expect."
Vi smiled reassuringly. "Have you never touched yourself?"
"What, no of course not." Caitlyn said as she began to blush at the thought.
Vi sat back onto her knees, smiling at Caitlyn's response. "You know most people do, and it's okay."
"Well, I have not." Caitlyn said, feeling even more embarrassed now.
"Do you want to keep going?"
Caitlyn laid there, pondering the question. Of course she wanted to keep going, she just needed a little bit of reassurance, and understanding.
Vi noticing Caitlyn becoming more uncomfortable, removed herself from in between Caitlyn's legs, and sat next to her. "I am new to this also, if you want to keep going ill go slow, and we can stop whenever you would like."
Caitlyn nodded, as she pulled her hands to her face, trying to hide her embarrassment from Vi. "Can you walk me through what is going to happen?" She said nervously.
"Of course." Vi said, realizing that Caitlyn was nervous about not knowing what was going to take place, rather than hesitant to want to keep going. "You know what sex between a man and woman is right?"
"Yes." Caitlyn said, almost offended.
"Well, I'm going to use my fingers to pleasure you, similar to the way a man would use his cock." Vi said, trying and failing at being too graphic.
Caitlyn blushed even deeper, as her heart pounded in her chest. "Is it going to hurt?"
"No." Vi said, if it becomes uncomfortable, just say so, and I'll stop.
Caitlyn nodded, feeling slightly more at ease, knowing she was safe with Vi.
Vi leaned forward, and kissed her again, this time softer, kinder, like she was trying to show her she could trust her. Catilyn brought her hands up to Vi's face, as she deepened the kiss.
Vi's hands made their way to the back of Caitlyn's skirt, unzipping it, before allowing Caitlyn to slip it off. They continued kissing, as Vi's hands made their way back to Caitlyn's chest, running her thumb across her now sensitive nipple, causing Caitlyn to moan inside Vi's mouth.
After things began to pick back up, Caitlyn reached for Vi's pants, unbuttoning them, before Vi slid them off. They both took a second to admire each other in only their panties, before their hungry mouths found each other again.
Vi took the lead, as she began kissing down Caitlyn's neck, her hands continuing to explore more of her body. Caitlyn could feel the familiar ache between her legs grow by the second, as the passion between them grew.
"More" Caitlyn moaned, as her legs fell open. Vi took this as an invitation to go further, as her hands made their way back to Caitlyn's thighs. Caitlyn could feel her center pulse, as Vi's hands inched closer, and closer. Her need growing by the second. She wanted to be touched, needed to be touched, and when Vi's fingers found her center for the second time, she felt her body flood with desire.
Vi's thumb ran across Caitlyn's soaked panties, causing Caitlyn to thrust into her hand with each pass. Vi reached up, grabbing the top of the panties, and slowly slid them down her thighs, keeping her eyes on Caitlyn the entire time.
Once Caitlyn was laid bare, Vi took only a moment to appreciate the perfect body below her, before sliding her fingers through Caitlyn's wet pussy. Caitlyn moaned the second she felt Vi's touch, her back arching off the bed. Vi continued to slowly run her fingers through the warm wet folds, watching Caitlyn's face to see what she liked, and what she wanted more of.
Its when Vi's thumb finally made it to Caitlyn's Clit, that Caitlyn practically jumped out of her own skin. "Yes." She moaned, causing Vi's own desire to grow. Vi could feel herself get wetter, her own ache growing with each moan she pulled from the younger woman.
Caitlyn was lost in the touch. Lost in the way her body craved more of Vi. She didn't know what else she needed, but she knew she wanted more of it. So, when Vi stuck a finger inside of her, she felt all her muscles tighten in the best way possible. An ache began to grow in her lower abdomen. Her body was acting in a way she had never felt before, each time Vi's finger pressed against her clit, she felt it was closer to something unexplainable.
Vi picked up her pace, her thumb now pressing against Caitlyn's clit with a little more force. She could tell the younger woman was close. Caitlyn's breath picked up; her fist clutched the blanket underneath her. Her body was on the verge of a release she didn't know she needed. "Vi" She moaned, as her orgasm crashed over her. Caitlyn felt her body shudder, as pleasure leaked from every pore.
Vi slowed her pace, holding her tight, as Caitlyn came in her hands. She knew Caitlyn had never experienced such pleasure. Could tell by the way her eyes rolled to the back of her head. She knew this was a significant moment for her, and she wanted to make sure Caitlyn felt safe, secure, seen, as she held her until her breath evened out.
"That was amazing" Caitlyn said as her cheeks turned bright red.
"I'm glad you liked it." Vi said with a smirk.
Caitlyn giggled as she looked up at Vi, who was staring down at her like she was the greatest thing she had ever seen. Caitlyn reached up, placing her hands on Vi's cheeks, before pulling her into a kiss. "I want to make you feel like that." Caitlyn whispered.
Vi nodded, as she reached down and removed her own underwear. Caitlyn watched, her desire to touch her only growing, as she looked at the fit woman laying beside her. "Will you guide me?"
Vi nodded, as she grabbed Caitlyn's hand, and brought it to her own pussy. Vi's breath hitched; the second foreign fingers touched her most intimate area. She closed her eyes, as she helped guide Caitlyn's fingers to touch, how she liked to be touched.
She quickly found herself getting close, as Caitlyn's long fingers began to explore on their own. "Just like that." Vi said, as a whimper escaped her throat.
Caitlyn watched Vi's face, watched how her breath hitched when she hit a certain spot. Felt her hips thrust into her hand, when her thumb ran across her swollen clit. The way this woman was coming undone under her touch was powerful, was truly breathtaking.
"I'm close" Vi moaned, as she pushed herself further into Caitlyn's hand. Caitlyn slid her finger in and out faster, rubbing her thumb along her clit harder. It only took a few more seconds before Vi came undone, her body shattering into the younger woman's arms. It was more powerful than she could have imagined, the touch of another person bringing you to pure ecstasy was like nothing she could have imagined.
They lay there for what felt like hours, holding each other close. They both knew this moment was life changing, neither dared move, and break the spell.
The shack grew dark, filled with the scent of each other's pleasure. Vi's head sat on Caitlyn's bare chest, her arms draped around her, as Caityln ran her fingers through Vi's short hair. She never wanted this moment to end. Never wanted the sun to rise if it meant she couldn't have this.
"We shouldn't probably get heading back." Caitlyn whispered into the night.
And just like that the spell was broken. Vi sighed, knowing Caitlyn was right, it was getting late, and she didn't want her parents to worry.
Caitlyn walked into her house later than she had before. To her surprise, her mother wasn't waiting up for her, but there was a note on the kitchen table. 'Caitlyn, I have to get up early to run some errands for the pastor, your father is working the night shift. We have some important news to discuss with you tomorrow before church, so please be home.'
Caitlyn didn't think too much of the note, her mother often got up early to run her errands, especially on Sundays. She made her way to her room, where she quickly got ready for the night.
She lay in her bed, replaying the evenings events, over and over again. She couldn't help the giant smile that plagued her features when she thought about the older woman, and the way she made her feel. The big step they took tonight flooding her memory with images of the woman she was falling in love with, completely giving herself over to Caitlyn.
The next morning Caitlyn woke as usual, early and ready to start the day. It was Sunday, which meant no milk delivery, which meant no seeing Vi after the amazing, intimate night they had just shared. After getting dressed, Caitlyn made her way out into the living area, looking for her mother, just to remember the note from earlier.
Caitlyn sat, wondering what news her mother and father could want to discuss with her. Deciding she wanted to look extra nice for church today, she went into her parent's room, to borrow some of her mother's makeup. As she approached the bathroom, she noticed her mother's nightstand was open. As she looked closer, she noticed a large amount of letters sitting inside the small drawer addressed to her grandparents in the UK. Her curiosity getting the better of her, she pulled out a few letters, just to see a document underneath all the letters. The name Caitlyn Kiramman caught her eye. She pulled out the document, just to gasp as she read over its contents. Her heart broke, as tears filled her eyes, she couldn't believe her parents were doing this to her.
