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Chapter 8 Past Time
Christian sighs and puts his elbows on his knees
"Anastasia, my life was always complicated. One bad thing after another. You know I was adopted and before you know most of my story. My mom didn't take care of me. Her pimp beat her and me. He burned me with cigarettes. He would hit me all the time. You know my mom died and I was left with her for days." He tells her drinking his wine.
"Yes Christian I know all of that. Remember I was there the day they brought you home. We were older when you told me about what your life was like before momma Grace. You were a scared little shit and you didn't want to talk to me or anyone. You hid behind Grace's coat and stayed there all the way until you got in the house. I wondered what was wrong with you." She tells him.
"You found out well you found out why I wouldn't talk to you the next day when you walked over to the house and I was sitting on the front steps eating a popsicle. Grace walked out and told you that I couldn't talk and you didn't even ask why. You just smiled at me. Then mom asked if you wanted one. You said yes so she brought you one." He tells her,
"You remember that? I bet you don't remember the color of our Popsicles do you?" She asked him.
"I sure do they were red and they were cherry flavored." He tells her.
"Wow you did remember that's amazing, that was a long time ago. What happened to the little boy that turned into the teenager from hell to the man with a chip on his shoulders the size of Gibraltar?" She asked him.
"He got into a lot of trouble because of his haphephobia and his anger issues. You know this. Also drinking and fighting." He tells her. She nods her head.
"Now what I don't understand is how could Grace send you over to the Lincolns when they had no children and no knowledge of what a teenager needed. How could Grace and Carrick believe that Elena Lincoln could help you? How did they feel like she was the right person for you? Why did they agree with her so quickly to help you?" She asked him all these questions.
"Well as you know mom befriended her when they moved here and from that moment on Elena was always over at the house. She was always looking at me and Elliot but never let Grace see her doing it.
"She told mom that she felt a special kind of kinship and wanted to help me overcome my issues. I still to this day do not know what that kinship was nor do I care to know now."
"Well to her it was to fuck a kid and beat him." Ana tells him.
"I am figuring out that my mother talked to Elena about how I was doing in school. About my fighting and drinking." He tells her.
'She said she could help me work off the extra energy I had. She told my mother that she would help me control my anger." He tells her.
"Yes I know all that but I am still baffled why they let someone old enough to be your mother let you stay around her and never question you about her. Like what was she doing to help you control your anger or your excessive energy or hell your drinking and fighting. It doesn't add up why they let it go when you weren't fighting or drinking anymore. Hell you changed in a matter of days not months but days." She tells him.
"I don't know why they didn't. I don't think I would have told them not after she took me to her dungeon and beat me with canes and threatened to cry rape if I told them." He tells her not looking at her.
"That bitch beat you with canes? What else did she use on you? What else did she do to you Christian?" She asked him crying and standing up.
{{"She told me what we did was not wrong and what she did to me was what I needed because I was fucked up and no one would love me. Then she beat it into me that love was for fools. She beat me so many times Ana so many times. I had blood running down my back, my legs my arms where she beat me with things and my wrist where she tied me so tight they bled when I would try to move them. I was so scared I didn't know what to do. The only thing I could do was continue what we were doing.' He says bowing his head and crying. His shoulders were shaking and he was crying for every beating she gave him. Everytime she raped him.}}
"Shh..shh it's going to be alright Christian. It is going to be alright. Maybe not today but it will be." She tells him as she holds his head against her chest rubbing his back as she cries with him. He doesn't flinch or try to pull away.
"I see it now as plain as the nose on my face now." He says with his face still pressed into her chest. Then he pulls away and looks at her.
{{"She raped me over and over until I submitted to her will. After you get beat with canes, belts, floggers and cat o nine tails you pretty much follow what the one welding the canes says to you. I defied her one day and she beat me so bad I couldn't walk home. She called mom and told her I worked hard and I fell asleep on her couch. You know where I was at? Do you know where I was?" He asked her his voice, raising a few advocates.}}
"No Christian I don't know where you were at." She tells him as she looks at him and sees tears running down his face.
{{"I was tied up in her dungeon and with a ballgag in my mouth and a dildo in my ass with something smeared on it that burned like hell while she was running her fingers over the scars on my chest while talking to my mother on the fucking phone. I learned pretty quickly not to defy her again." He tells her, wiping his eyes.
"Oh Christian I am so sorry she hurt you but you know your parents would have believed you. Do you know how I know they have believed you?" She asked him.}}
"No Ana I don't know but I am sure you are going to tell me how you know." He says.
"I told you this already but if it will stick in your stubborn head I will tell you again and again." She says, raising her voice now.
"They love you and they know what you saw your own mother go through being raped day in and day out. That is how I know and they know you could never do that to any woman. Use your damn head Grey and talk to your parents. Elena bitch troll is more scared that they will tar and feather her. She knows she had to tell you that to scare you to stay and be her boy toy. I am sorry Christian but that is the way the bitch saw you." She tells him.
"Why did you agree to be her submissive in the first place?" She asked him.
"She told me she could help me with my touch issues and all I had to do was listen to her and do as she said. She knew about my haphephobia, my mother told her when she tried to touch me one day." He says, looking away from her.
"Would you like some more wine or something stronger Christian?" She asked him.
"Whatever you have is fine and you might want something stronger as well." He tells her.
"Yeah I think I do." She says as gets up and walks into her kitchen.
She walks back out with two glasses with dark liquor in them.
She hands one of the glasses to him and he takes a sip.
"Damn that is good whiskey. Goes down smooth and burns a little." He tells her.
"I don't know much about liquor. I guess daddy put it there.
"Now you have figured out how she found out about your fighting at school?" She tells him, already knowing the answer.
"Yes Ana I know and I probably knew back then but just didn't admit it to anyone not even myself." He told her.
"Indulge me and tell me Christian." She says.
"Everytime I would get into a fight my mother ran her mouth to Elelna. Then when I was through with the yard work she would summon me to her dungeon. I knew what was going to happen but I was too scared to stand up to her." He tells her.
"Christian at fifteen years old you were big and tall for your age. You could have pushed that bitch to the ground and run out of there and straight to your parents." She tells him.
He continues talking.
{{"After she sucked me off. She tied my hands and feet to her Saint Andrews Cross and beat me so badly on my back and then my chest that I bled for two days. She went out of town and I didn't see her for a few days. I guess she gave me time to heal." He says to her.}}
"I so want to kill that bitch. Did she ever take pictures of you?" She asked him.
"Yeah when she blindfolded me. I could hear a camera clicking. She said she wasn't doing anything but I know she was. That bitch tortured me with her fingernails and then she laid her chest on mine and I screamed so loud it's a miracle no one came to help me." He tells her.
"You know that bitch didn't help you she only wanted you as her new toy that she could abuse and fuck. She is a pedophile Christian and I hope you know that." She tells him.
"Yes I am beginning to understand more and more since she is not around me." He tells her.
"I signed her contract when I was fifteen years old." He told her.
"That fucking piece of paper wasn't worth the paper it was written on and you know it now." She tells him.
"She told me what was going to happen and she would take it slow with me but she didn't. She went hard core on me the minute I signed that damn contract. I was already in too deep with her. She didn't stop the beatings or the torture even when I safeworded she just kept on and on hitting me. I guess she figured as long as she let me fuck her as long as I did good in school and no fighting it didn't matter what I said." He tells her.
"Christian I will keep saying this until you believe me. Tell your parents what that bitch troll did to you." She tells him.
"How can you continue to let her come to your parents house, sit at their table and eat their meals with her? Sunday brunch really she is invited to that? She should be at church confessing her sins. She is feeding off of you being scared even now as a grown man to tell your parents about your secret that has kept you away from your family unless mama Grace demanded you to be there for meals." She tells him.
"How does she know when you are ready for another sub? Do you tell her before you get rid of one or call her as soon as you do?" She asked him.
"She always has one or three lined up for me to look at. She brings their portfolios over to me so I can look at them." He tells her.
"So she knows what you like and don't like right? This makes me sick that bitch is your pimp and is using you for her own gain. You are paying her to find you subs Christian. You are working with a no good for nothing low down fucking bitch pedophile, pimp who gets her jollies off fucking and beating little boys." She says as she gets in his face with tears running down her face.
He pulls her into his arms. "Shh..shh Ana it is going to be alright. Don't cry baby girl don't cry."He says as he takes his handkerchief and wipes her face.
"I want to kil.. kill that bitch." She tells him
"Come on, let's go and see my parents right now and get this bitch out of everyone's life, especially my mother's and mine." He says, wiping tears from his eyes.
"I can't stand to see the pain in your eyes and I know you hate her for what she has done to me. I hate her and I am done with her as I said in my office she is through." He tells her.
"Luke, will you please come in here?" Ana asked him on the speaker phone.
They hear Luke rushing into the great room.
"What is it? What's going on?" He says looking around.
"We are going to Grace and Carrick's and we need you and whoever you deem necessary to go with us. Christian is going to talk to his parents. We hope the bitch isn't there but you never know. It will be good because she will be scared and bad in a way because she will try to lie her way out of it. I know Grace won't believe her and we need you all there in case mama Grace tries to kill the bitch." She deadpans and walks over to pick up her phone.
Luke and Christian stand there looking at each other.
"Where is Jason? I want him with us." Christian asked Luke.
"Upstairs I will call him." He says.
"T. I need you down here at Ana's penthouse. We are going to Christian's parents and he is going to tell them his story. He wants you with us. Ana says we need to be there so mama Grace doesn't kill the bitch." He tells him.
"About damn fucking time. I will meet you all in the elevator when it stops at Ana's floor." He tells Luke.
"You heard him, now let me get my team." He says as he walks off.
He walks back into the great room with Ana and Christian's security guards.
"Don't you think this is a little too much?" She asked Luke pointing at everyone.
Before Luke could speak.
"You have no idea just how mean and ruthless that bitch can be especially when she is mad and can't get her way." Christian tells her.
They all walk out the door just as the elevator doors open and Jason is waiting on them.
He looks at the security team and smiles. "Very good Luke let's go." He says as they all wall into the elevator.
They are a sight for sore eyes as they all step out of the elevator. All men and women in black are surrounding Christian and Ana in the middle. They are all a force to be reckoned with.
They walk through the lobby and right out the front door. They get in the SUVs that are waiting for them. When they pull into traffic they look like a motorcade for the President.
They arrive at Christian's childhood home and the first thing they see is the bitche's black BMW.
"Well for thinking we wouldn't have to see that botox bitch again. Her ears must have been burning off." He says.
As they get out of the car the door to the front of the house opens and out steps Grace and Carrick. They see all the cars and security around Christian and Ana and wonder what the hell is going on.
You can see the head of the blonde bitch in the background smiling like a damn hyena or the Joker from batman.
"Christian what is all this?" Carrick asks motioning with his hands.
"Extra security dad. You know there is a five million dollar hit on Ana and we have to keep her safe." He tells his father.
"A what Christian? Who would do this to our sweet Ana?" Grace wants to know rushing to Ana and hold her tight.
"Mom we do not know but we are going to find out. We are using all of our resources and Ray's. Even the Military is helping." He tells her.
"Well come on in the house and get out of the front yard. We don't want someone hurting our Ana." She says as she ushers Ana in the house with her arm around her. Practically dragging the poor girl.
"Mom slow down, you are dragging her." He tells her as he walks up and takes Ana out of her arms and walks on in the house with her. Everyone follows them except the security that will stay in the front yard and the ones that will move to the back yard.
"Christian what's going on son? Talk to us." Carrick says with a worried look on his face.
"Grace darling, I will be going now. You have company and I will be in the way. I am sure Anastasia does not want me here." She tells Grace as she starts to walk to the door.
"Lock the front and back door guys." Christian tells them.
He looks over at his parents and then at the bitch. "Have a seat Mrs. Lincoln you present is most wanted." He sneers at her.
"Christian what is wrong with you? You don't talk like that to Elena, she is our friend." Grace tells him.
"It's alright Grace I am sure Anastasia has put stuff in his head about me. I will be going now." She starts for the door again.
"I said sit your ass down Mrs. Lincoln." He tells her.
She stares at him and seems to be standing taller.
"I said to sit your fucking ass down before I throw you down on the floor where you fucking belong. You are done bitch and when I get through with you someone else is coming for you. So sit there and listen." He grits his teeth and she reaches behind her to find a seat.
"Christian Trevelyan Grey what in the world has gotten into you talking to Elena like that?" She asked him, raising her voice.
"Sit down mother and father. I have some things to tell you both. I wish I didn't have to but it is time I come clean and tell you all about me and Mrs. Lincoln." He tells them looking at them and sneering at Mrs. Lincoln.
"Chr." Elena doesn't get a word out.
"Shut the fuck up you beach blonde pedophile bitch." He yells in her face.
She shrinks back in her seat giving him the most hateful look he has ever seen.
"Mom, dad I wish to god we had never met this woman." He says pointing to Elena. "She has used you time and time to get information on me. I am not blaming you at all because she has her ways of manipulating people. God I know and I am a fool for believing any words that came out of her mouth." He tells her.
"What are you talking about son? How has she used your mother?" Carrick is standing now wanting answers. He has never liked Elena but he tolerated her because of Grace.
"Grace don't believe a word he is going to say. He is lying and the little bitch has filled his head with things about me that are not true." Elena says, looking at Ana.
"How do you know what I am going to say Mrs. Lincoln?" He sneers again at her.
"Mom, dad when Mrs. Lincoln talked you into letting me come to her house to do yard work because I was acting up in school and drinking. She walked out of her house in the backyard the first day with barely anything on. She walked up to me and slapped me then kissed me. I was in shock and didn't know what to say or do. I started to leave but she grabbed my..my balls and squeezed them and then she grabbed my penis and told me she could help me." He tells them with tears in his eyes.
'Lies all lies. That little bitch is telling him what to say. Grace, I would never touch him in that way." The pedo says trying to cry but she can't make any tears.
"Mom, I didn't say anything because it felt good, it felt good and I was surprised an older woman wanted to do that to me. I was fifteen years old and she knew about my issues. She said she could help me control my anger by putting it somewhere else." He tells them as he sits down with Ana and grabs her hand.
Elena sees this and it pisses her off.
Ana takes her hand and puts it on his chest and Elena is outraged because she can't touch him like that.
He has calmed down some. "Mom, dad I went back over there the next day but there was more she took me down to her dungeon and jerked my shorts down and gave me a blow job. She said if I wanted more to come back the next day. She said it would be our secret and not to tell you what happened." He says looking at his mom with tears running down his face. Ana is trying to wipe them but they keep coming.
"I went back the next day and sh.. she raped me. She told me to sit down and she would show me how to channel my anger. She grabbed my hands before I could stop her and she put handcuffs on me. Then she put handcuffs on the chair I was sitting on and hooked them together so I couldn't get up. She jerked my pants and underwear down and sucked me until I got hard. Then,then she sat down on me and fucked me. Mom, she hurt me. She touched my chest and back and I screamed but she didn't stop." He says with more tears running down his face. He is sobbing now trying to catch his breath.
"Lies again lies." The bitch says. "I have heard enough I am going home." She says.
"Elena if you move out of that chair so help me god I will beat the hell out of you." Grace says standing up and getting in the bitches face.
'Damn I have never seen Elena scared of anyone but she is shaking right now.'
She sits back in her seat and doesn't move.
"Go on Christian tell me what happened?" Grace says softly through gritted teeth.
"Mom I will not tell you all the gory details but I was her submissive for six years. I wanted to be a dominant and she said she would train me and she gave me the money for my business and I paid her back the hundred thousand she gave me with interest many times more than what she gave me and more. She is blackmailing me for a hundred thousand dollars a month which I give her so she doesn't ruin me by showing pictures of me with the subs I have had." He tells Grace, bowing his head and crying.
Carrick gets up and walks over to him and touches his shoulder. "Why didn't you come to us, son? Why didn't you tell us what she was doing to you?" Carrick asked him with tears in his eyes. He stares at Elena like he could kill her.
"Dad I didn't tell you and mom because she told me you wouldn't believe me and after you have been beaten over and over with canes that have sharp points on them and cat o nine tails you start to believe what she says. She says love is for fools and for a while I believed her." He tells them looking over at Elena and she is staring at him.
"She told me if I told you she would scream rape. For some fucked up reason I believed she would and you both would believe her. I know better now. Ana and I have had a long talk and I know better now." He tells his mom as he gets up and walks over to her and pulls her up and hugs her tight.
Grace is a blubbering mess right now. This is the first time since he was a little boy in the hospital that she has been able to hold him.
"Oh my lord Christian we would have believed you son. We know what you went through with your mom being raped day after day and you both beaten so bad and your burns. Christian she said that because of your self loathing. She was using your fear of the unknown to hold you to her." Carrick tells him as he walks over to his son and Grace.
"How did I we not see this? I gave my son over to a damn pedophile after everything he has been through." She sits there with her hands covering her face and crying.
"Mom, it is not your fault. She manipulated all of us. I am so sorry I didn't tell you when it first happened. It is my fault." He says holding his mom tighter.
"You have nothing to apologize for Christian . It was her she got you at your most vulnerable time.
"Well that is a mighty fine show there Christian but do you expect them to believe all your lies? Me with a dungeon really now boy why would I have a dungeon? I have no idea what you are talking about." She cackles.
"Elena, are you just plain fucking stupid and hear what you want to hear? His parents believe him and love him. Another word out of your filthy mouth and I am going to close it permanently do you hear me Mrs. Robinson?" Ana says looking like she wants to kill the bitch.
"You touch me you little bitch and I will kill you." Elena says standing up.
Before anyone can bat an eye Grace has the bitch on the floor beating the hell out of her. Her nose is broken, you could hear the crunch of it hitting the floor." Grace get the hell off me bitch. You are going to pay for that." She says as Grace pulls what is supposed to be hair but it's a mess of straw and she jerks it off her head and throws it across the room.
Everyone just stands there watching the fight, no one is moving to help.
"Get this bitch off of me. Ouch fuck damn Grace I am going to kill you for that." The bitch says.
"Elena." She looks up and Ana slams her in the mouth with her shoe.
Oh damn that is going to hurt.
Elena screams and is quiet. Finally Luke and Jason pull Grace off her.
Christian grabs Ana. "Let me go, I want my piece of her as well." She tells him as she is trying to wiggle out of his arms.
"Be still woman." Ouch damn Ana that hurt." He tells her as he holds his side but still holding on to Ana.
"Let me go, I am not done with that bitch. Jason let me go dammit." Grace tells him as she tries to wiggle out of his hold.
"No can do Mrs. Grey now be still." He tells her. She looks up at him with an evil eye.
"Damn Ana I think you knocked her out." Christian says.
"Well, do you think should we wake her up for the final show?" She doesn't wait for Christian to answer her and walks to the kitchen and is back in a few minutes with something in her hands.
She has the dishwater and throws it in Elena's face. Elena comes to spitting and sputtering and trying to wipe her eyes. She rubs her face and starts to say something but spits out two yes two front teeth.
They all howl with laughter at the toothless bitch.
Elena looks like a drowned rat.
"You have nothing on me Elena we are through and you are going to jail for a long time." Christian tells her still laughing at her but then gets down in her face. "You let me tell you something Mrs. Lincoln I have found out from your ex-husband that you were cheating on him for years before you ever met us. So he wasn't going to touch me, he was going to get me out of your house and save me.
"But you had something on him didn't you? BDSM videos you had taken when he was in a club. That's why he went along with the divorce so you wouldn't ruin him. Now he is ruining your ass.
"As I said you have nothing on me but we have everything on you. Remember, Carl, Jimmy, Tony, Bonnie, Susan and Greg?" He yells at her. She has gone deathly white.
"You have played me for the last time. You are DONE Mrs. Lincoln.
"You will pay for this, all of you mark my words, you will all pay." She screams at them as she is laying there on the floor bleeding and with dirty dishwater all over her.
"Jason, do you have them?" Ana asked him.
"Yes ma'am sure do every last one of them.
"Please give them to Carrick. Thank you." She tells him.
Jason walks over and hands Grace over to Luke first then proceeds to walk over to Carrick. "Mr. Grey, you need to see what is on the USB drives. There is nothing of your son but there are under age boys and girls on them and on her computer at home and her salon." He says handing the bag of USB's over to Carrick.
Elena couldn't be any more white if she was dead. She knows her life is over and there isn't a damn thing she can do.
"Mrs. Lincoln as of eight o'clock this morning I sold Escalva to Anastasia Steele for one dollar." He tells her as he walks over to Ana and puts his arms around her.
"One more thing Mrs. Lincoln." She says.
Elena looks at her.
"Luke take Grace to Carrick please." She tells him.
"Oscar, open the front door please. Thank you." She tells him.
He walks Grace over to her husband and away from the bitch who is still on the floor screaming at everyone but no one is listening to her.
Luke walks to the front door as Oscar opens it. "Gentlemen this way please." He tells them.
Four men in suits and three men and two women in uniforms walk into the family room at the Grey's.
"Good afternoon everyone." Ana says to them.
"Here are the tape recordings I have of Elena. I mean Mrs. Elena Lincoln as she offered five million dollars for the hit on me. I understand you have the two in custody that she paid off, correct? She asked them.
"Yes Ms. Steele we do and will be placing Mrs. Lincoln under arrest in a just a moment." He tells her.
Mr. Carrick Grey has USB's of her with minor children on them and on her computer at her home and office at Esclava. Which is now mine and the name will be changed soon." She tells them.
"Carrick, Grace let me introduce you to my team and the officers." She says.
"Ana one moment please." Someone says.
"Linc, thank god you are here help me." She is crying if you can call what she is doing to herself.
"Help you Help you? Why in the the hell would I help someone that gets her jollies off beating and fucking young children? Scaring them, manipulating them and their parents." He screams at her.
"Sir, I have something to give you. This will help put her away for good." He hands CIA Agent Gordon a purple case and Elena looks like she is going to expire.
"What is this Mr. Lincoln?" He asked him.
"Let's just say after you see what is in there you will know what I am talking about sir. I found this case in my storage building two days ago. It is very interesting to read and see the videos." He tells him.
"Sorry for the interruption but they need to see this." Linc told everyone.
"That's fine Mr. Lincoln." She says.
"Now I would like all of you to meet my CIA Team and fellow officers." Ana says without batting an eye. They all stand there dumbfounded.
"We will talk later, everyone." She tells them.
"CIA Agent Barry Gordon, CIA Agent Sammy Powers, CIA Agent Belinda Jones, CIA Agent Marty Dean and CIA Agent Tina Holmes.
"Special Agent Malcom Winters, Special Agent Troy Allen, Special Agent Winston Baskins and Special Agent Woodard Long.
"Ladies and gentlemen Christian Grey, Grace Grey and Carrick Grey and you know everyone else." She says to them.
Christian just stares at her then looks at Jason and Luke.
"Welcome to our home." Grace says to them all.
"Thank you Mrs. Grey now we will be taking Mrs. Lincoln into custody." He tells them.
"Has she been read her rights?" Special Agent Winters asked.
"Yes sir and she is asking for her lawyer." He replies.
"Who is her lawyer and she can call him on the phone after she is processed?" He asked him.
"Well sir, she is claiming Mr. Carrick Grey is sir." He tells him.
"No sir I am not. She has asked me to represent before and I have refused. Besides this would be a conflict of interest as the charges are for the hit on Ms. Steele as I am her lawyer if she needs me." he tells him as he smirks at the bitch being handcuffed.
"Take her away and lock her up until they can process her." Special Agent Winters tells them.
"Yes sir. Let's go" He tells her as he walks her out the door in cuffs.
She headbuts the agent and reaches for his gun and tries to run back into the house.
"Stop Mrs. Lincoln or I will shoot." Special Agent Belinda Jones says.
Elena just looks at her like she is crazy and runs towards the house. Special Agent Jones takes her down before she clears the front door.