I don't own Timecrest all right belong to Sneaky Crab

OK, we're now in chapter 5 of One Chance. I know in the last chapter I said I would be coming to Alencia. Things will change somewhat if something happens to Alencia. It causes me not to be able to come. You want to read this chapter and the following chapters to find out what it would be.

self-pity depression all that will be happening in this chapter.

when I promise in the description will happen soon.

The first plans change I said I would be going to Alencia, but things have to change a bit. I know this will be another them coming here instead of me going there, but I have one with me going there with one of my other stories. With the luck of the draw, I'm already going to Valencia so it's another one of them coming here situations. I think it'll be better anyway.

The real story begins now.

At my house

in the morning

I woke up today was the day I would be leaving I would be going to my new home in Alencia the day I would be going to see Luther a smile as a thought. I'll get to meet him for the first time I'd get to meet him. I need to see him for the first time.

I wonder what he'll be like will be as nice as I thought in the game will be as good as Alencia even real that's what I wondered about Alencia my new home.

I smiled at the thought. My life is miserable here if I don't get to go, I'll fall into more depression. If it isn't real, I will die of depression my life spins around Timecrest and everything about it.

I was ready to go. I did hug my parents, though I didn't want them to be left out. I didn't let them know that I still love them. I had them tightly and my family and friends too. They were part of my family.

but I was leaving them behind I was leaving them behind to go to a New World a new place a new beginning.

then I stepped away with my bags around me. I called on the power to call me to Alencia I asked if it was real to show itself to me and reveal its power to send me way open the gates for me.

but something went wrong. The magic didn't work. Something wasn't right.

Sadness came over my face disappointment. My parents looked at me. Maybe it isn't a real daughter. They said you're hoping for something that's not real.

Sadness came over my face what was wrong? Why isn't it working? Why isn't the magic that sent me to Valencia not working why isn't it working? Why is it not real? Is Alencia not real?

My heart started to break and I burst into tears.

They crumpled to the ground and tears.

my chance for freedom was gone my chance for happiness was now over me pettiness had now just begun.

no, I thought of something new to do. The game was still going on so I could still play obviously so that's what I did. I guess I am. I didn't unpack completely but I did take out my phone and things and re-downloaded everything I had I wasn't going to Alencia, I wasn't going there now.

I had to think of something else, but I was too sad. I had to come up with a new plan, but what would it be?

I guess I'm doomed to stay in my miserable life. This is my fate I guess, even though I was saved by the Lord, and that made me happy other things didn't make me happy.

My parents carried my things back to my room. They didn't unpack anything, but they left most of my stuff in boxes. They did take out some of my clothing though so I can have something to wear. We'll have to unpack you soon. My mother said you'll have to face it. You'll have to live here now.

you've gone too far daughter with your imagination, thinking you can get to a world away from us thinking you can get away to an imaginary world they said.

Thinking you could run away from home I just flopped down on my bed and cried myself back to sleep.

I did change back into my pajamas, though getting out of the dress I was wearing. Luther is real if you can come to me and maybe I might have hope but I don't know how that could work.

I signed myself back into social media. I had a slowly bring myself back into the world. .

luckily, all of my accounts worked after re-downloading all the apps and re-signing back into all of my social media accounts. Everything was working again.

then fill me with temporary happiness.

all I had left for my dreams, even that was slowly fading from my life. Maybe this isn't go down myself but what other options do I have?

Valencia Valencia isn't real I can't just go there.

maybe they can come to me I wonder if they can leave their world and come here I wondered that maybe I can see Luther after all.

then I got a phone call. It was from my friend not my ex but my friend. He asked me did the wish worked if it did, I wouldn't be talking to you. What are you calling for? I asked. I just wanted to see what you were up to and if you were OK that was nice of him to let me know if you knew that I was OK no I'm not OK.

well, you're even more sad. He said yeah I'm glad I didn't take you back again. I only give one person and one chance option anyway I know that, but at least you're giving me a chance to be a friend but still you're so sad.

Give me a break my parents already scolded me about it not being a real place Alencia he asked yes Alencia I said back I don't need a lecture with you about it Well I didn't mean to be cruel. That's not what I meant.

then what did you mean I asked to explain OK he said don't be so rushed with me this conversation is frustrating. I said I'm too sad to deal with you.

tell me about it, he said I'm useless. I said oh well that's a little too much. He said I continued. I don't deserve anything now. Yourself and self pity I guess. no one but my family loves me even though they don't understand me family love is one thing romance is what I want so let me come back into your life and I'll make you happy again. How could you make me happy? You won't even can't stand to be around me.

if that's the case then why do you keep me in your contact list as your friend I just need you as a friend I guess you're my only best friend pretty much.

so what kind of plans are you gonna make now? I don't know. I answered him. How am I supposed to know?

Also, I need to figure out why I didn't go to Valencia if it is real why didn't I end up going? There has to be a reason right?

others always an explanation for everything he said.

if it is real, they must've not wanted to take you there. Maybe it's just not up for you to be going.

Maybe he's not up for you to go there.

after that weird conversation, I hung up well at least he made me feel somewhat better. Maybe he gave me something to think about at least that's a good thing I guess.

Gonna went back into my bed still sad I didn't get up and do things here and there, but I was still out of it and self-pity thinking that I wasn't good at anything or better anything, or wasn't good enough Not good enough for any of the guys in this world either.

every day was the same every day woke up and did my routine life was just routine to me now didn't get to go to the world that I wanted to go to. Is it even real I guess not and I'm not good enough for anything and everything and everyone anymore.

I guess I got my hopes up. I will not do that again.

I'll do my best to make it through This will be my life, I guess.

I guess I'll lay here with my regrets I guess that's what I will do.

Another phone call

and then my phone rang again, but it wasn't. It wasn't my friend's voice this time. It was my ex hi he said I didn't wanna talk to him. What do you want defensive are we what happened to you? Disappearing to an imaginary world it didn't happen.

Of course, it didn't happen. It's not real.

Do you think you can go to an imaginary world and escape me? What are you asking for another chance I'd give Devin a chance before I give you one 0 you don't have a choice in the matter. What do you mean by that? I'll let you draw a date with these other people, but it's you I still want to keep forgetting you're under my power.

you're mine never forget that you don't owe me you. I do under contract. He said a magic contract keeps us bound together and there's no way to break it. Not even love from another doesn't matter how many boyfriends you have how many loves you have you're mine or did you forget that after two years I gave you a grace period to leave me and then you didn't so now you're mine.

you broke up with me and hung up in my face. I said because your parents forced me to. He said I should've married you at 18 or 19 before I dumped you a 20. I was still in school. I don't care I should have but you're mine under contract.

and now that you didn't disappear to whatever you wanted to disappear to get away from me I want you to make medical wedding plans now I'm not ready. You're gonna marry me under force even I will force you to marry me.

Miss's wedding plans and I'll be coming to get you maybe even on my motorcycle I'm not gonna ride with you you're a reckless driver you tried once before and you wrecked. I am not crushing that.

I'm not risking it. I'm still coming for you.

So make your plans no, I'd rather be in self-pity than be with you You don't have a chance little girl no choice I'm not making it as a request is a command. He told me I command you to do these things you're mine love is out of the question you'll never find someone to fall in love with you're so miserable why don't I just take you out of it and become mine and marry me and be miserable in our relationship?

we don't have a relationship I said you broke up with me so no relationship there we still have a relationship you just wanna hide it You know I miss you. I don't miss you. Well, make those plans, dear cause I'm coming.

cause you're not good for anything or anyone but me I'm not anyone better than anyone than you. That's it. My girl leaves those things cause I'm the only one you could have the only one I could have.

after we hung up after that awful conversation, I fell back onto my bedside, and I was all upset now was worse myself, pity, my doubts worse than they ever were before is this my life I guess it is I side-picked up the game and started playing the only thing that made me feel better about myself at all if I can't go to actual Alencia, I can go at least in my game. That's what I will do.

sometimes I couldn't concentrate and sometimes I just didn't want to get up. It was getting to that point. I never got out of bed much except to bathe and look clean I guess. Maybe even to eat if I ever did eat anything at all.

I didn't wanna plan an awful wedding. I didn't wanna get married at least not to him. He said I was under contract. Whatever that meant well I'll figure out how to break this thing the way, maybe is to kill myself.

Tears fell I cried.

it's too late for me to fall in love all I can have is my evil ex even though I don't want him to only give someone one chance one choice one time.

I'll never see him if so, I don't know how I'd get him here to see me if it is true if it is real if I can get a chance to see him, maybe I'll be happy. Maybe I can change from self-pity. Maybe I can self-doubt myself.

maybe I can get out of this contract of evil I can try maybe I can convince my parents that Luther is real somehow if I can get them here maybe they'll understand maybe I can see Luther after all.

I bet there's more life than this. We making Eva's wedding plans and falling into despair that's what I'm falling into despair and self-doubt well I'd rather be in self-pity than have to marry such an awful person.

Ending here

ending this chapter finally, it's probably my saddest chapter. Also, I got the show off held self-pity. My character is myself in this chapter. Things did not go my way. Did it know you have to find out in the next chapter what happens next things finally change we have to see.

You'll have to find out in the next chapter coming up I'll see you then.

next chapter coming up

See you in chapter 6

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