"…What?"
"I think it's a pretty normal question."
"Are you sure about that?"
Nicole frowned at her friend as she groaned. "I mean like…how do you know you're gay? Does it just like…happen? Or do you have to see someone naked first?"
"That's fucking stupid, it's probably just the same thing as when you realize you're straight, it just happens," Jecka responded as she munched on a fry.
"No, but there's all sorts of stories of people who didn't realize they were gay at first, so I'm wondering what kind of thing triggers it."
"And where exactly did this come from?" Jecka asked with a raised eyebrow.
"I like to distract myself during class with whatever insane shit I can come up with and this was today's brain topic," Nicole explained drily.
"I see. Well…I don't know then. Maybe it's different for everyone."
"Yeah but like…then let me ask you a question: have you ever had sex with a guy?"
"Not all the way, no," Jecka responded.
"Huh?"
"Long story but short answer is no, I haven't."
"Alright…whatever, but see," Nicole started. "That's my point, how would you know?"
"Know what?"
"Know you're not gay?" Nicole finally said, and Jecka seemed to pause, staring at her for a long while as she seemed to consider her words.
"Hm," was her eventual response.
"Exactly! There's no way to know unless-"
"Unless what?" Jecka questioned, and now it was Nicole's turn to pause.
"I guess…unless you do stuff with a girl." After that statement, the conversation was silenced, and it was nothing but an awkward one as Jecka's eyes slowly narrowed in Nicole's direction.
"So…are you saying you want to try?" Jecka finally asked.
"Huh?"
"Well isn't that the conclusion of this whole…thought train," she gestured wildly with her hand toward Nicole and ate another fry. "You wanna try stuff with a girl to see if it makes you feel good?"
"I-I didn't…"
"I mean, I'd be down," Jecka said as if it was completely normal, and Nicole stared at her slackjawed to the point that Jecka frowned. "What?"
"You-"
"Oh I don't think I'm gay, but like…who knows, right? Maybe kissing you will unlock something," she said, still speaking rather flippantly.
"You mean…but you'd do that with me?"
"Probably only you. You are my closest friend after all, so I trust you enough." Nicole was stunned and a little surprised to find a small heat filling her cheeks.
"I see…"
"So, you down?"
"I…guess so?"
"Wanna do it right now?" Jecka asked.
"Ew, fuck no, not in front of everyone. And wait," Nicole raised her hand, "are we just like kissing or going all the way?"
"Just kissing," her friend clarified, but then added, "probably."
"Probably?"
"I mean, you're pretty hot, if I am gay I'd probably be down to fuck you," she said.
"The fact you say that I feel like already speaks wonders." As Nicole spoke, the bell rang, and everyone began to get up.
"Hey just meet me after school, alright? Your mom isn't gonna be home tonight, right?"
"Yeah, she's out all night with another random guy," Nicole said as she and Jecka walked to throw their food away.
"Cool, I'll see you then."
Nicole spent the rest of the day thinking over her decision and by the time classes were over, she had come to the conclusion that it was a really bad idea.
She was about to tell Jecka that when the girl burst out the front doors and, once spotting Nicole, rushed over to her and grabbed her hand.
"Let's go, my sexy gay girlfriend~" she said dramatically.
"Okay, wait, hold up," Nicole said as she wrenched her hand away. "I'm uh…starting to think this might be stupid."
"Oh it is, but come on, don't back out now, you got me curious!"
"Curious?"
"About whether I'm gay!" Jecka said, a little louder than she meant to, getting a couple weird looks, though she didn't seem to notice.
"Don't you have the internet for that?" Nicole asked, but her friend rolled her eyes.
"Come on, schlicking it to people online isn't anywhere near as cool as doing it with someone in person." Once again, Nicole found her cheeks flushing.
"W-We never said we were gonna-!"
"I was being dramatic, fuck," Jecka shook her head. "Since when were you such a worrywart?"
"Since I realized maybe it's a bad idea to lose a lesbian kiss virginity to my friend?" Nicole asked, and Jecka just laughed.
"Just come on, it'll only be a little kiss," she said as she started walking past. Nicole could only sigh.
"Knowing my luck, fucking doubt."
Nevertheless, tired of arguing, she followed after her as the two of them made their way to Nicole's house.
Once they got home and Nicole unlocked the door, they made their way to the sparse living room and sat down on the sofa, with Nicole doing so way more dramatically than Jecka. By reflex, she grabbed the remote and clicked on the TV, only pausing when she noticed her friend staring at her.
"Ah, sorry, force of habit," she said as she turned it back off.
"Right, so, do you just wanna…do it?"
"No, I don't. I said that."
"Well too bad, peer pressure is a bitch," Jecka replied with a smirk.
"Why are you so eager for this?" Nicole questioned.
"Because I've always thought you're hot and if I get to be the first one to kiss you it makes me more special?" her friend explained. "Plus if I am gay, and my first kiss with a girl was you, then damn was I lucky."
"I…alright," Nicole answered, not sure how else to reply to that. She cleared her throat as the two faced one another. "I guess we just…?"
"Mhm!" Jecka scooted closer, their knees now touching. "I do have a question though: how do you want it?"
"What do you mean?"
"Like do you want an innocent maiden kiss or a full-on sloppy make out sesh?"
"Er…maiden? I guess?" Nicole replied, and Jecka rolled her eyes.
"Lame."
"Well sorry if you can't tell you're way more into this than I am right now."
"Yeah, yeah, just kiss me already," she replied flippantly, and Nicole frowned. She took a deep breath, leaned in, and puckered her lips. Jecka didn't seem to be as willing to wait however, and reached out to grip Nicole by the cheeks, surprising her as she was yanked forward, their lips finally connecting.
And it was one of the best things Nicole had ever experienced.
Of course it wasn't anything compared to some of the drugs she'd sampled over the years but it was pretty high up there. Nicole gasped as the pleasant softness of Jecka's lips washed over her, and she even found herself kissing back, leaning in closer to more fully feel the sensation of their lips touching.
It was only seconds, but felt like minutes passed before Jecka pulled away, leaving Nicole still waiting there, her eyes slowly opening to meet Jecka's, who was smirking at her.
"Well?" she asked, and for a moment, Nicole wasn't actually sure how to respond, and simply stared at her friend for several seconds.
"Um…it was…good, I guess?"
"Uh huh, you look about ready to drool."
Nicole wiped her mouth and leaned back, blushing slightly. "Whatever, I just…uh…"
"Wanna do it again?"
"Huh?" Nicole's eyes shot toward her as it was Jecka's turn to blush.
"It was pretty hot! I mean, after we had our discussion, I kinda had the realization already but uh…yeah I think I'm a lesbian!" Nicole simply stared at her dumbfounded as Jecka pouted. "Well? Wanna kiss again or not?"
"I…I guess, yeah?" Nicole had never felt so at a loss for words in her life, though she supposed it didn't matter as Jecka leaned in to kiss her once more, and this time, Nicole was far more willing, scooting closer to her friend as the kiss became more desperate and passionate, the two breaking away several times only to lean in and kiss again. Jecka's hand even slid up to cup Nicole's cheek, which Nicole personally thought was kinda lame but was too invested to care.
Finally, after what had to be a solid minute of making out, Jecka took it one step further, and her other hand moved up to cup Nicole's breast. That immediately made Nicole pull away, eyes widening. "Bitch, what-?!"
"Ah, sorry I just…got in the mood," Jecka said sheepishly. "We can just kiss if you-"
"I didn't say you couldn't," Nicole cut her off. "Just give me a warning, alright? These bitches are sensitive!" Jecka stared at her in surprise, only blinking a few times.
"Wait, really?"
"I mean…yeah, why not?" Nicole offered. "As long as I get to feel yours too. I can't deny I've been a little curious." Jecka rolled her eyes.
"You could've just asked," she said, and before Nicole could reply, they were kissing again. Despite now being the third time, it felt just as electrifying as the first, though Jecka's hand sliding underneath her shirt to grope her bra-clad chest certainly helped. Nicole was slightly hesitant to do it herself as first, but as Jecka's hand just felt so god damn good on her own chest, as if she'd done it before, Nicole's own hand soon found its way underneath her friend's shirt as well.
The two began to moan into one another's lips, switching to French kissing as Jecka's tongue invaded Nicole's mouth. Their tongues wrestled as Jecka's hand slid down into Nicole's cup and was now touching her breast directly, if not a little awkwardly. Not that Nicole really cared that much, her mind felt too foggy from lust to care about really anything else.
But then, once more Jecka pulled away before Nicole was ready, a thin trail of saliva leaving their mouths connected for a moment as Nicole groaned.
"What?"
"You said your mom won't be home tonight right?"
"Yeah?" Nicole could tell where she was going with this.
"So…are we gonna do it?"
"Do you want to?"
Jecka, to Nicole's surprise, hesitated before shrugging her shoulders. "Dunno, do you?"
"Well typically one tries to go for something more solidly consensual than 'dunno.'"
"Answer the damn question!"
"I mean, I'm down if you are," Nicole said as she looked right into her friend's eyes. Jecka gave it some thought for only a couple seconds before she stood up and grabbed the hem of her shirt, pulling it up and off before tossing it aside. And although it was a sight she'd literally seen before, in this new context, Nicole had to admit…it was pretty hot. It only got even more so as Jecka reached behind her back, undid her bra, and let it drop from her body, revealing her bust, her breasts jiggling slightly from her movements.
And god damn it was Nicole hypnotized.
"Shit, I didn't realize you were that big…"
"You're bigger," Jecka said as she started working on your pants. "Speaking of, you gonna join me or what?"
"Huh? Oh, shit, yeah!" Nicole shot to her feet and began to strip as well, though she suddenly felt extremely shy, like outrageously so, in a way she'd never really felt before. As she watched Jecka remove her pants, leaving her in only a pair of black panties, she quickly evaluated the situation.
Did she have feelings for Jecka? No, probably not. Was she hot as hell though? Yeah, pretty much. Was she herself getting hot and bothered now? Oh absolutely, but to her, she pretty much just saw this as a one night stand. So no harm no foul, right?
God she hoped she didn't develop feelings after this.
Either way, in the time it took her to think things over, Jecka was already naked, and god damn did she look hot.
A bush of messy blonde hair was obscuring her privates, but even the sight of that sent a strange shiver down her spine.
"Slowpoke, hurry the fuck up," Jecka whined, and Nicole realized she wasn't even out of her underwear yet. She shook her head as she quickly discarded her bra, aware of how intensely Jecka was staring at her chest and how Nicole hated how shy it was making her feel at that moment. She even hesitated on removing her panties before a huff from Jecka finally pushed her to do it.
It wasn't that she didn't want to, she was just feeling stupidly shy and she was getting really frustrated with herself for it, which she showed by tossing the panties aside rather violently. She also declined to shave, mostly out of laziness. With both girls now nude, they examined one another for a while.
"Damn…no wonder everyone hits on you, those are some good tits," Jecka said.
"Yours aren't bad," Nicole said, only for Jecka to reach out, once again without warning, and grab both of Nicole's breasts firmly in her hands, making her gasp.
"Yeah but these are like…god," she said as she squeezed them while Nicole began to tremble. "They're so soft, holy shit. Mine don't feel like this."
"M-Maybe it's different because it's someone else?" Nicole offered as she kinda just twitched in place, unsure what to do.
"Hm, maybe," Jecka agreed. "You should try it, too. I wanna see what it feels like."
At those words, Nicole just realized how much of a bottom she was acting like, she furrowed her brows, reached out and firmly grasped both of Jecka's breasts, squeezing them tightly as the girl gasped, shuddering in a way that brought Nicole great pleasure.
"Is that better?" she asked mockingly, and Jecka moaned as Nicole brushed a thumb over one of her hardened nipples.
"M-Much…! Ahhhh~!"
Nicole led the girl over to the couch by just groping and squeezing her breasts with all the ferocity she could muster, her small hands sinking easily into her soft skin. She eased Jecka down as she crawled on top of her, only realizing how wet she was once she sat down.
"F-Fuck, Nicole!" Jecka cried, and Nicole couldn't help but shiver again at how wonderful her name sounded inside the moan. She leaned in and started to kiss Jecka's neck, wanting to take the initiative even more and enjoying the wonderfully lewd sounds coming out of her friend's mouth.
She might have been enjoying this more than she expected.
She continued her assault on the other girl as it seemed Jecka could no longer talk, only make groans and moans, not that Nicole was complaining. She pinched both of the girl's nipples and twisted them, feeling Jecka's body buck as she raised her hips up, gasping and leaking slightly onto the floor. Nicole smiled into her friend's neck as she bit down at the same time she moved one hand down and plunged a finger directly into her wet lips.
"FUCK!! AHHHH~!" Jecka screamed so loud that Nicole was worried the neighbors would overhear. Thankfully, however, nobody came knocking on the door, and Nicole was able to continue her triple attack on her neck, nipple, and pussy.
She thrusted the finger in and out at a rapid rate, the wet schlicking sounds filling her ears alongside the moans, and given how Nicole didn't actually masturbate all that often, she had no way of telling how close Jecka was getting. She could only keep going, and keep thrusting her finger in and out as quickly as she could while biting down on her friend's neck, not caring if she made a mark or not.
Finally, after a short time of this assault, Jecka finally came, her moans reaching a peak as she lifted her body off the couch entirely, spilling her fluids on the couch and even shooting far enough to get onto the floor while also covering Nicole's hand in juices. She waited for her friend to finish riding the waves of pleasure as she fought to catch her breath until eventually she stopped. As Nicole was retracted her hand, however, Jecka grabbed her wrist and yanked her down hard onto the bed.
"H-Huh?" Nicole cried as suddenly, Jecka was looming over her, licking her lips.
"Heh…my turn," she said, her tone sending a tingle down between Nicole's legs. But that wasn't where her friend was starting. No, she went for the chest, opening her mouth and closing it around one of Nicole's nipples as her hand squeezed her other breast and began to play with it, her boob melding between her fingers. She sucked on the nipple like a baby as her hand expertly moved around Nicole's breast in just the right way to make Nicole's mind go wild, by which it practically shut down.
She could only think of the pleasure as Jecka serviced her, gently biting down and pulling at her nipple with her teeth, stretching out her breast just before the point of pain, then letting go and watching it bounce back into place before sucking again. She then copied Nicole and pinched her other nipple and twisted, pulling out like she did with her teeth. Nicole couldn't stop her own lewd noises from coming out now as she felt a swirling, growing pressure inside her pelvis, one she knew exactly what it was.
She tried to hold out, mentally holding it back, but that only made everything feel even more intense, like she was teetering on the edge of a cliff as Jecka added a second finger and managed to strike a specific spot inside Nicole that made her gasp, her entire body shifting. As she threw her head back and moaned, Jecka only made her movements faster, like she was desperate to wring a climax out of Nicole, likely for a sense of accomplishment. There were no more thoughts in Nicole's mind, even any snarky ones, as all she could think about was how damn good she felt as she continued holding and holding until finally, she couldn't do it any longer.
"AHHHHHH~!" she screamed as she experienced an extreme blissful release unlike anything she'd felt before, spilling her fluids onto the couch and Jecka's hand. The pleasure struck her like waves crashing against rocks as her body lurched and twitched on the couch until she had ridden out every wave and finally collapsed, panting wildly as her mind remained blank for several seconds, trying to process the absolutely wonderful thing she'd just experienced. Jecka pulled away and sat back with a deep sigh.
"Well…that was something," Jecka said.
"That's quite a lame way to put it," Nicole said between breaths, her mind finally clear enough to make snarky remarks again. Jecka laughed in a huff.
"How would you put it then?"
"Outrageously hot and way better than it should've been?" Nicole offered as she sat up, still somewhat fighting to catch her breath. "God, maybe I am a lesbian." Jecka now began to howl with laughter.
"Nicole! Bitch, you're only just now realizing that after all the fucking moaning you did? It really took you that long to figure out 'hey this is pretty good'?"
"Well, no, but…I was distracted, alright, fuck off!" Nicole cried as she crossed her arms.
"Uh huh, whatever," Jecka replied as she stood up. "Well, that was fun, I guess."
"You guess?"
"I enjoyed it a lot, yeah, but we probably shouldn't do it again."
"Why?" Nicole questioned, more harshly than she meant to.
"Dunno. Just doesn't feel like a good idea. Maybe I'm wrong though, maybe friends with benefits in a lesbian way is pretty cool. I'll think about it." She paused as she reached for her underwear. "Well, if you're up for it anyway."
"I…think so?" Nicole replied, still quite a bit confused about her feelings, something she was not enjoying at all.
"Cool, guess I'll let you know then." Her friend quickly got changed and stretched as Nicole was just now reaching for her own underwear. "Well, guess I'll see ya tomorrow."
"Uh-huh," Nicole replied as Jecka left out the front door while Nicole was putting on her bra, though she found herself staring at the door even after she'd left, kinda just…contemplating.
And after a while she finally reached a conclusion.
"Yeah, probably a bad idea."
