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(Theres language in this chapter so for those of you people...read carefully!)

Kissed by the Baddest Bidder

Austin's POV (3 Month's Later...)

"Get out dumb ass." I yelled at Lance.

I took another swig of vodka and sat it on the end table beside the couch.

"Austin. Please I'm begging you, you need to get out."

I rolled my eyes at his pathetic begging and took another whiff of my cigarette. Ever since I ended things with Ally I've decided to never leave the penthouse for anything or anyone. I knew that somewhere in this building Ally would be there and if I were to run into her, that would be the end of me.

"This is my penthouse. If I wanna stay inside, I'll leave my happy ass inside!"

He rubbed his temples and sat down on the bed.

"...Asher called again. He wanted to know how you're doing."

I laughed, "That bastard? Didn't seem like he cared about me when he dug his fingers inside Allison."

God...it even hurts to say her name.

"You're still on that!?"

I gaped at him, pointing my finger at him, "She cheated on me with him! And as far as I know, they both betrayed me." I snapped angrily before grabbing my bottle of vodka. I wanted to forget that day, I wanted to forget it all...but I couldn't.

Unfortunately good memory of bad people runs in my family...

He sighed, "Okay, if you don't want to do it for me, do it for yourself man."

"I'm fine Lance."

"Bullshit. You're hairs a mess, it smells like BO in here, and your room is destroyed!" He looked over at the giant pile of trash and clothes on the floor.

I shrugged, "So I've done a bit of redecorating...big deal."

"This isn't redecorating! This is depression...this is sadness."

"No shit Sherlock...my girlfriend cheated on me."

Lance stood up and crossed his arms, "If I do recall she was never with Asher to begin with."

"Who's side are you on!?" I yelled.

"Of course yours Austin!" I glared at him and laid back on the couch.

"I'll go outside if you get out. That is my only and final offer." I said.

He smirked and turned around to leave shutting the door behind him.

I sighed deeply and rubbed my forehead.

God...this was taking such a toll on my already heavy heart. I just can't believe that I'm at this point, I'm so low, I have absolutely no energy to do anything. I haven't done any paintings in last couple months...I'm a mess.

I got up and looked in my wall mirror.

My hair was longer, I had bags that seemed to be getting darker every day, and I just looked gloomy.

Like there was huge storm cloud above my head showering its sadness on me.

Ever since that day I've been up in my room consuming small snacks and drinking tons of expensive vodka that I promised to myself that I never was going to drink. My smoking habit has gotten worse and my inspiration has literally gone done the toilet.

Every time I try to paint I just end up thinking about Allison...

Ugh...I can still remember her soft skin, her full pink lips, and chocolate brown eyes.

Her laugh...I can even hear it sometimes.

I was in hell.

And yeah I know, I could choose to forget about her and be happy but I can't.

I want to be happy but Allison was that happiness and now that's gone.

A loud bang on my door interrupted my thoughts.

"Hey we had a deal Austin!" Lance yelled.

I groaned and went into my bathroom. I pulled my hair back into a bun, brushed my teeth and put deodorant on so that I wouldn't smell bad. I changed into a pair of Adidas and a green long sleeve shirt.

I opened the door slowly and peeked outside.

I made my way to the kitchen to find Hunter cooking something and Lance sitting in his chair.

"Oh look who came out of the chamber of sadness." Hunter sarcastically said.

"Watch it Hunter." Lance glared at him.

He angrily sat the whisk on the counter, "I absolutely won't! I have been doing the cooking and the cleaning and everything for the past 3 months and what has this jackass been doing!? Nothing! Nothing except stay in his room of depression!"

"Look Hunter," I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly, "I'm sorry..."

"Sorry my ass! If you were sorry you would have came out your room at least 2 months ago!"

"I-"

"Yeah I get it! Ally crushed your heart boo-hoo;unlike you some of us don't get any time to grieve! Some of us have work and a job to do!" He yelled getting in my face. He looked at me with disgust before turning around and returning to his cooking.

I sighed and grabbed a water bottle off the counter.

"I'm going out."

"Good riddance." Hunter muttered under his breath.

I decided to ignore it and walked out.

{Line Break}

I managed to leave the top floor without bumping into Ally.

I was just about to exit the hotel when Ally's friend stopped me.

"Austin Moon?" She exclaimed in awe.

I sighed and shoved my hands in my pockets, "Hey Lacey."

She smiled sweetly and pulled on her jacket, "I was just heading out...are you as well?"

"Yeah but just for a little while."

"Well I wouldn't want to stay outside that long in this weather, it's freezing out there!"

I cocked an eyebrow and looked outside.

It was snowing and in fact as I looked around the lobby was decorated with Christmas decorations.

What the heck?

"It's December?" I asked.

"Yup December 14th to be exact." She stated.

"Wow..." The time has flown by so quickly.

"Hey if you're going out would you like to come with me? I'm heading to the coffee shop, it's only two blocks from here." She offered. I could see the blush spreading onto her cheeks as she shyly pulled her hair behind her ear.

I hesitated for a second.

I've had vodka for three months, coffee couldn't hurt right?

"Sure, coffee sounds great right now."

She smiled flashing her pearly white teeth.

"Great!"

{Line Break}

I laughed and took a sip of my coffee.

"Yup I slipped right on top of her, it was a terrible accident truly." She said with a chuckle.

"I can't believe you and your sister fell right on top of your mom, that's one hell of a sight." I said imagining just how ridiculous the scene would actually be. I was enjoying my time out with Lacey, I almost forgot how fun it was to be around people.

Being held up in my room made me feel alone but then again I also refused to leave.

"So how have you been Austin?" She asked.

My heart panned against my chest for a second, "I've been okay."

She cocked an eyebrow and sat her hand on mine, "I heard about you and Ally... I'm so sorry."

I shook my head, "Don't apologize, it wasn't your fault."

"I know it's just...you guys- I thought you guys were perfect for each other."

I scoffed, "Well once upon a time I thought that too." I took another sip of my coffee. I looked down to see Lacey's hand still on mine and I quickly pulled my hand away. As sweet as she was, I'm not her friend Allison is. We are just drinking coffee, I didn't come here for a comfort and pity session.

"Well, um I should get going..." I stood up and so did Lacey which caused the table to shift and knock into me.

The coffee dropped onto my pants.

"Shit!" I hissed quietly, trying to not cause a scene.

She gasped and quickly came to my side with a couple of napkins, "Oh my god Austin I'm so sorry!"

She dabbed my leg gently. Thank goodness the coffee wasn't too hot or I would have cried.

"I can be so freaking clumsy sometimes." She continued dabbing my leg.

I winced and stopped her, "It's fine...wait here." I quickly walked to the bathroom and closed the door.

As wrong as this is...I'm turned on as hell.

I rushed to the sink and splashed water in my face.

I can't possibly have a freaking hard on because of Lacey!

I mean...she does have those big brown eyes like Allison. My mind is simply just confused.

Yeah...that must be the problem.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, "Are you okay Austin?" Lacey asked.

God she even sounds like her...

"Yeah I'm fine!" I said.

I heard her sigh of relief and I leaned against the sink.

I mean...this isn't my fault. I haven't had sex in a while...and with Allison I could wait as long as she needed cause her alone was enough to satisfy me without all the sex. But Allison isn't in my life anymore...she's gone. Probably fucking Asher for all I know.

Or even worse...James.

This just angered me even more.

Shit...fuck it.

I opened the door to see Lacey. She was chewing on her bottom lip nervously.

"Oh thank goodness you're-"

I grabbed her arm and pulled her into the bathroom pinning her up against the wall.

"Austin what are you doing?!" She asked frantically. I kissed her...hard.

I needed to feel something with someone...anyone.

She moaned and wrapped her arms around my neck giving into the kiss. I started to kiss her neck as I took off her jacket, she whimpered as I ripped it off of her. I picked her up and sat her on the sink. My body was in between her legs and my hands were on her face.

I took off my shirt and she stared in awe.

I smirked and pulled off her shirt.

Yup we were gonna have fucking sex in this bathroom.

And the good thing about it is that I don't give a damn.

I was just about to drop my pants when Lacey stopped me, she was breathing heavily.

"Lacey what's-" she slapped me.

Tears sprung in her eyes.

I cupped my cheek and looked at her in shock, "D-did you just slap me?" I asked. She hopped down from the counter and grabbed her jacket quickly pulling it on before exiting the bathroom. I looked in the mirror to see the mark she left on my face.

What the hell just happened?

I pulled on my pants and shirt and quickly followed her out the shop.

It was freezing but I didn't care.

"Lacey what the hell was that?!" I yelled at her.

But she just kept on walking. I grabbed her by the shoulder and she swung at me but I ducked.

"Hey stop trying to hurt me!"

She scoffed. "You kissed me."

Well no shit Lacey...

"Yeah and you seemed to like it, what happened?"

She shook her head, "No, you're Ally's Austin!" It seemed like she was trying to convince herself more than me.

"No I am most certainly not, we are over am I allowed to be with whomever I please to be with!" She looked down and then back up at me.

"I don't care. I'm her best friend!"

"Come on Lacey I-"

"Screw you Austin." She hissed at me before walking away.

{Line Break}

I closed the door to the penthouse.

"And he's back!" Lance shouted with joy.

"Not really." I said blatantly.

I was cold and pissed off. I mean I guess I deserved being yelled at by Lacey, she is Ally's best friend and I shouldn't have put her in a position like that. It was a mistake and I will never let it happen again. I let my desires get the best of me.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I kissed Lacey." I plopped down into a chair as I heard Lance choke on his drink.

"Are you fucking with me right now?" He questioned.

I shook my head no.

He rubbed his temple and shook his head in annoyance, "You're digging your own grave Austin."

"It was a mistake."

"Bullshit! The one time I encourage you to go out, you go screw your ex's best friend!"

"We didn't have sex." I snapped.

He rolled his eyes and threw a pillow at me which I avoided, "She probably stopped you though!"

"Hey! I haven't had sex in a while Lance!" I yelled.

"You weren't saying that to Allison when you guys were together!" He was now standing up. His face was red and he looked angry, almost like smoke was coming from his ears. I don't know why he was getting pissed off, it's not like it was his problem to deal with.

And plus, I'm sick and tired of people acting like everything I do is centered around Allison.

We are over!

"Lance! Allison and I are over! I'm free to do whatever I want when I want!"

He shook his head, "Oh so if Allison was having sex with someone you wouldn't care?"

"Hell no, it's her life!"

But honestly if anyone got their hands on Allison that would be the last person they saw.

"That's a bunch of baloney! You still love her!"

"I don't care about Allison okay? I'm over it!" I got up and walked towards my room.

"Yeah that's right go back to your cigarettes and alcohol you bum!" He screamed at me.

I slammed the door and pulled out a bottle of vodka.

Then came a second and a third and a fourth. Twenty minutes later I was drunk as hell.

"God Bambi...why do you manage to put me in such a funk!" I yelled at the air.

Suddenly I got the urge to call Allison.

I got my phone and called her.

"Hello?"

"Allison."

"Austin." My heart skipped a beat when she whispered my name in relief.

"I'm sor-"

"You know what Allison? Screw youuuuu."

"Austin this isn-"

"You broke my fluking heart! I am mess because of you...you let-you let him touch you!"

"Austin this is Ash-"

"I was supposed to be your first everything you know? You made me look like a fool! My pride has diminished because of what you and Asher have done!" I screamed into the phone. I felt fresh tears fall down my face and normally I don't cry but I don't really care this time.

"Austin can you shut the hell up? It's Asher."

I sat up on my couch and wiped away my tears sitting down my bottle of vodka.

"You?! What the hell are you doing with Allison's phone!"

I was more concerned about why he was with Allison to begin with.

"If you'd just listen-"

"No Asher fuck you! How dare you talk to me after what you've done to me!"

"Austin could you calm down!" He yelled.

"No...screw you! You betrayed my trust you touched my girlfriend I hate you!" I seethed before hanging up. I threw my phone at the wall and grabbed a cigarette out of my box of things that I couldn't quite make out right now.

I lit it and took a drag.

My whole body relaxed.

Suddenly the door swung open.

"What the actual fuck Hunter?" I snapped at him in anger. He can't just barge in my room like that.

"Get dressed I'm taking you to the hospital."

I gave him a bland look, "Hunter I'm drunk, not mental...I promise you."

"Shut up, I just got a call from Asher...Ally's dad is in the hospital."

A/N- Hey guys I hope you liked this chapter! Please review your thoughts! Especially you Valencia!:)

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