Kissed By The Baddest Bidder
Hi guys long time no see! I hope you all are doing well! I know that with everything going on in the world today we all might need a moment to step back and focus on something that takes you away from reality. I know that I am in dire need of an escape and I want to be that escape for all of you! Anyways I hope you guys enjoy the story:)
P.S.- There might be some grammar mistakes but idc. ENJOY!:)
Austin's POV
We stood outside of the hospital room for what seemed like hours, but it was only minutes.
My heart was racing and my palms were getting sweaty just thinking about opening the door. I fucking knew this would be a bad idea, all the feelings from the past are going to come flooding back to my mind and I'm not going to be able to stop them.
I'm losing control...
I could feel my hands shaking and suddenly I felt Lacey's hand on my shoulder.
"Austin, you need to take a deep breath. In and out."
I rolled my eyes, "Lacey you don't need to play Dr. Phil here, I already have my own therapist."
"Mhmm and what is that? Gin and cigarettes? You reek of smoke and alcohol."
This little bit-
"For your information, I wasn't planning on coming here. It was a very spontaneous and rushed decision. I simply didn't have any time to shower and get all glitz and glam for Allison." I said while looking around for any other thing that would distract me from this very moment.
Lacey sighed, "Come on Austin, you can't stay mad at her forever."
A laugh escaped my lips, "It hasn't even been that damn long! My feelings are valid, now get off my damn back about it!" I snapped.
She shook her head before knocking on the door.
"W-Wait what are you doing?!" I said whilst grabbing her shoulder.
"I'm doing what I came here to do, and that is to see Ally. You can leave if you want, but I'm not." Suddenly the door swung open and Hunter came out.
He looked at the two of us before his eyes were drawn to my hand on Lacey's shoulder and I quickly pulled my hand to my side and looked away.
"Come on in." He stepped to the side as Lacey went inside but stopped me the minute I took one step forward. "Absolutely not, you look like a mess."
"Excuse me?" I said below a whisper, just in case Ally was near the door. Hunter closed the door and crossed his arms while standing in front of me. He looked me up and down and shook his head, "You look like a literal tornado swept you up and threw you around for an hour."
I rubbed the stubble on my jawline and ran my fingers through my hair.
"Hunter, I'm here alright? Isn't this what you wanted?"
"Ally doesn't need to see you like this Austin. She's already a wreck, she doesn't want to see another wreck that she actually caused."
"Oh, so you're not letting me in because you don't want her to feel bad for what she's done to me?!"
The anger inside me was starting to bubble up and I was about to lose it if he didn't get out of my damn way.
"Well if you want to put it that way, then yes."
"Move out of my damn way Hunter or I'll make you move."
He took a step closer getting in my face, "Get your shit together and maybe I will."
I was just about to swing at him when a hand stopped my fist from colliding with Hunter's cheek.
"Stop it you two." A familiar voice said.
"Asher?!" I stepped away from the both of them in utter shock.
What the fuck is going on here? What the hell?
"So you let this motherfucker into her room but not me?!" I yelled angrily. I was starting to get stares from people in the hallway, but I didn't care. This man touched my woman, fully knowing that we were together.
"They kicked me out Austin-"
"Don't you dare speak to me you fucking douche bag. I'm this close to fucking up your face." I snapped at him.
"Guys can we talk about this outside, where there's people not holding up cameras to us." Hunter whispered.
"No we're going to talk about this right here and right now. I could care less if me punching Asher ends up on MTV." I looked at Asher with as much hate as I could muster. He stepped back and looked down while putting his hands in his pockets.
"Can't we be civil and talk about this like men?" He offered.
That's fucking it.
I ran towards him and swung at his face. My fist connected with his cheek making him fall to the floor instantly.
"You dick!" He said while spitting out blood.
I smiled sadistically as I watched him grab his face in pain, "That's what you fucking get you son of a bitch."
"Austin what the hell! This is going to be on every magazine by tomorrow morning if you don't stop!" Hunter said while pushing me away from Asher. Asher's worthless self finally managed to get up off the ground as Hunter put some distance between us.
"She tasted delicious by the way!" Asher screamed at me.
"What the fuck did you just say to me?!"
"You heard me Austin. Ally tasted fucking delicious!" He said before flipping me the middle finger.
All I could see was red before I lunged at him and took him down to the ground with me. I was landing blows after blows to his face while Hunter was trying to pull me off, but I was a force of pure anger and I couldn't be stopped.
"Keep her name out of your fucking mouth!" I screamed while landing a punch to his side.
"Austin?!" A voice I knew too well called out.
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Ally's POV
After hearing so much commotion outside, I finally opened the door shocked to see Austin punching the living day lights out of Asher.
"Austin?!" I called out.
He suddenly stopped and looked at me.
As soon as our eyes met the world spun around me until there was just Austin and I.
Gone were the patients being carried around stretchers or the nurses and doctors running around to get to the patients.
It was just Austin.
Suddenly Asher's fist connected with Austin's face breaking our moment.
"Asher!" I ran over to Austin as he fell over. "What the hell is wrong with the both of you?! This is a hospital for crying out loud!" I scolded the both of them. Despite my moment with Austin, I was still very much aware that they were literally having a WWE match in the halls of a hospital.
"He threw the first punch Ally!"
Austin spat blood on the floor before standing up, "Yeah and I threw another and another and another one after that you dick!"
I cringed as Austin cussed. I never knew Austin had such a potty mouth, he always tried to keep things classy...even under pressure.
"That's it, Hunter can you help Asher get all cleaned up?"
Hunter rolled his eyes and grabbed Asher's arm dragging him away.
"You." I snapped giving Austin a stern look.
Austin looked at me in surprise, "What did I do?" He whined.
"Come with me." I grabbed his hand ignoring the spark surging through every fiber of my being. We walked down the hall and towards the family bathroom, I pushed it open and forced him inside locking the door behind me.
I pointed to the chair in the corner of the bathroom, "Sit."
He rolled his eyes and sat, "Woof." He deadpanned at me. I sighed and grabbed a couple paper towels wetting them with cold water before I walked over to him, bent down and started cleaning up his hand wounds.
"W-why did you come here Austin."
I looked up at him but his eyes refused to meet mine.
"Please...just talk to me. It's been three months."
"Oh gee I wonder why." He spat sarcastically. "You're acting like a brat Austin."
"And you're a cheater. What does it matter?"
I stood up and crossed my arms over my chest, "You know I don't have to help you Austin! I could just let you bleed all over the hospital floor!"
He groaned and stood up, mere inches away from my face, "You know what Allison, yes you could have because we are in a damn hospital with fucking nurses and doctors! Maybe a hot nurse would have tend to my wounds instead of you! So why don't you just go away and leave me in peace I can find someone else to patch me up!"
I didn't have a comeback at all so I just stood there, glaring at him with every fiber in my being.
"You wouldn't have to be all patched up if you had just stayed home!"
"Don't you turn this on me, I was just checking in on you!"
"Well you're three months too late!"
"You hurt me!" He screamed. "You! Allison Marie Dawson my fucking soulmate cheated on me!"
I took a step back, but Austin wrapped his fingers around my shoulders keeping me in place, "You were supposed to be the one Allison! I wanted you, god I wanted you so badly and you kept such a big secret from me! You made me look like a fool!"
Tears welled up in my eyes, "Austin I'm sorry-"
"Fuck your apology Allison and fuck Asher too. I mean that literally by the way."
I gasped and slapped his cheek, "Don't you dare make me out like I'm some whore who sleeps with any guy! I'm a virgin!"
He rubbed his cheek, "Whatever, I just came to check up on you and you look fine so I'm leaving." He readjusted his jaw and pushed past me, but not before I grabbed his shirt forcing him back.
"Let go Allison." He voice sounded like a terrifying warning, but I stood my ground.
"No."
"Allison."
"Call me by my name."
"No."
"Say it." I commanded.
He turned around and grabbed my arms while pushing me up against the wall.
"You're testing my patience."
"What patience? You have none." I argued.
Our faces were dangerously close and I could feel his scent cloud my senses.
Mint and lavender...his signature smell.
Austin looked at me while a smirk tugged at his handsome features. I had to clench my legs together and look away.
I can't possibly be feeling this way after everything that has happened between us...
"Fuck it." He said before crashing his lips down on mine. He held my hands above my head with one hand while the other snaked around my waist bringing us closer. A moan escaped my lips as I let him have his way with me.
And I wouldn't have wanted it any other way.
I kissed him back with such want and passion that I couldn't believe it was me for a second.
I was so lost in his ocean that I never wanted to come back up for air ever again. I was a desert starving for just one droplet of water and he delivered a tsunami.
Suddenly he pulled away laying his head upon mine.
"That was..."
Breathtaking...Earth shattering...Mind blowing...
He put a finger to my lips and kissed my forehead, then my cheek, then my neck.
"A-Austin what are you doing-"
"Are you aware of what I do to you Ally..." He whispered. "The passion, the chemistry between us..."
"Austin..."
"I could take you right here, right now and you'd let me."
"W-what are you trying to say?" I asked breathlessly. His kisses were driving me wild.
He kissed my lips and then bit my bottom lip tugging on it gently before letting it go.
"I'd make you scream my name Ally...and you'd come for me over and over again..." He growled in my ear.
"S-Stop..."
"Why? Am I making you uncomfortable with the truth?" He teased sadistically.
"No, I just know what you're doing."
"Good. Then you must know that this is the last time I'm ever laying my hands on you Dawson." He said before pulling back.
"W-wait what?"
Austin laughed before walking over to the sink to wash the blood off his hands.
"Oh I'm sorry. Did you think a kiss would somehow wash away the anger I've held towards you for the past three months?"
"No, not necessarily but-"
"Nope, no buts. What I felt for you was strong...too strong, but you broke it when you decided to keep that secret from me. You broke me Allison, but above all you broke my trust and that is what is most important to me."
"Austin I'm sorry..." I started to tear up again, I couldn't help it, I felt awful for what I'd done.
"Save it. I'm not the forgiving type." He said before throwing the towel away and walking out the bathroom.
Tears streamed down my face. I wanted to run after him, stop him from disappearing, but I was frozen in fear of another rejection.
What am I going to do?
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After cleaning myself up in the bathroom and splashing myself with water I walked outside the building and leaned against the wall.
And just like that...he's gone.
I apologized and yet he didn't forgive me...what more does he want from me?
God why can't life just give me answers for once...
Suddenly I looked up to see Hunter walking towards me with a cigarette in his mouth.
"What are you doing out here Ally?" He asked.
"Other than wallowing in self pity? I don't have a damn clue."
He chuckled and lit his cigarette, "You want to hit it?" He offered it to me.
As tempting as it looked to try something out of my element, I shook my head.
"Your loss."
"Yup cause I'm missing out on so much." I said sarcastically.
He laughed and inhaled letting out another puff of smoke.
"What happened when Asher and I left?" He asked. Replays of our make out session and his harsh words circled throughout my mind.
"Nothing."
"Liar."
"Well I tried."
He snorted, "Yeah with the wrong person, but let me guess...he kissed you?"
I nodded slightly.
"Ugh he is one confusing son of bitch I'll give him that."
"I don't know what to do, he'll kiss me, put his hands on me...but he won't forgive me? I don't understand him Hunter. Help me understand him, he won't let me in." I whined sadly. I was utterly desperate and I felt stuck.
"God Ally are you blind? Fight."
I stared at him blankly, "Fight...?"
"Look he doesn't want your apology Bambi. Austin's not a simple guy, he's complex...his emotions are very spontaneous and so is his logic. You'll never completely figure out why he does what he does...and right when you think you do, he'll turn around and prove you wrong."
"Hunter where are you going with this? I don't know what to do, tell me what I can do."
He turned to face me, "I am telling you all you can do at this point Bambi...is fight for him."
"Fight for him? B-But he doesn't even want me...I broke his trust."
"Then repair it, people can always learn to trust again even when it has been broken. Just like how someone can learn to love after getting their heart broken." He took another hit. "Fight for him."
"It's not that simple Hunter..."
"Yes it is, you're just scared and making excuses for yourself."
"Hunter-"
"Look, you know you were in the wrong. Austin doesn't owe you an apology yet, you do and you know it." He let out another puff of smoke, "How many times can you apologize before action needs to step in? Just cut to the chase and fight for him, I know for a fact he'd do the same for you if it was vice versa."
I took a deep breath and let his words sink in.
He was right. How many times could I apologize before the words "I'm sorry" became empty?
I feel such strong emotions for Austin and I hurt him, but I want him back...no, I need him back.
The last three month's of my life have felt empty and dark without him and for a time I thought I could make friends with that darkness. Sit in it, contempt and fine, but no more. I won't go back to waiting on him, I'll fight for him and prove that I can be worthy of his trust.
Without another word I went back inside the hospital kissed my dad goodbye and grabbed my car keys before walking out. I felt confident for once. I was on an impossible mission, I didn't even know if it was going to work. I didn't even know where to start, but I knew I would figure it out.
Gone are the days of you running to me Austin. This time I'm coming for you.
Soooooo likeee...what should we call this little mission of Ally's? Operation Moon Landing...? Mission Moon? Haha idfk...anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Don't forget to leave a review it motivates the hell out of me and I always love hearing what you guys have to say! Stay safe!
-Taylor:)