Clarity

Ally's POV

"Ally come on it's going to be alright cheer up." Kellyanne said as she pat my back and handed me a tissue. I blew my nose and sobbed softly to myself. I got out of the hospital 2 hours ago and right after I got out I called Kellyanne as fast as I could. She was my only best friend who else would I go to?

"No it's not going to be alright Kelly, my life is over. He got Cassidy out of all people pregnant!" I blew my nose once again and took another scoop of fruity mint swirl into my mouth.

"Who cares about Cassidy, Ally, he's a jerk a lying ugly jerk!" She proclaimed. "Wow nice vocabulary..." I said sarcastically. "Ok I'm trying to cheer you up the least you could be is nice about it."

"How can I be happy? I was in a near death experience with Austin and my boyfriend cheated on me!" I yelled as I fell back on my pillow. I could hear Kellyanne's soft sigh. "I'm sorry Ally but you need to get over him. It's going to take time but he's not worth it. I have to get going I'm still grounded, I'll see you tomorrow." She said.

I heard the door slam and right then and there I let a river full of tears fall from my eyes. I couldn't help it, for some reason nothing made sense everything in my life was just a blur. One minute it was perfect and the next minute its crashing into a brick wall.

All of a sudden my phone rang. I was tempted to reach out and look at it. But I couldn't and I wouldn't.

The ringing continued and I groaned grabbing it. "Hello?"

"Let me inside."

"Austin leave me alone I don't want to deal with you Moon people anymore you're all liars." I said holding back my tears. "Come on Ally I didn't do anything fucking wrong."

"Nothing wrong? You knew Dylan was cheating on me the whole time and you didn't even bother to tell me! And you used me for your own benefit! You're a liar just like Dylan is!" I yelled at him. "Just let me in!"

"No!"

"God damn it!" He yelled and the line went flat. "Hello?" I asked.

I threw my phone at the door and screamed letting out my anger. I was upset but I was angry, no I was furious. With Dylan and Austin. "There you are." I looked over to see Austin standing in the doorway of my room.

I screamed. "What the heck are you doing in my room get out!" I threw a pillow at him and he laughed.

"A pillow seriously?" He asked walking over to the bed. "Get out."

"No."

"Now." I yelled at him. He looked at me a smirk creeping onto his lips. "Look Ally I'm-"

I stopped him and got off the bed. "No you look Austin. You lied to me and you betrayed my trust, I don't want your freaking apology."

"I'm sorry! What more can I do Allison?!" He yelled at me, his face becoming slightly red. "You can leave." I snapped at him. I crossed my arms over my chest refusing to look him in the eye. "I'm not leaving you like this!"

"Well you didn't seem to care earlier why do you care now?!" I screamed at him. He stepped back, "I can't tell you why."

I dropped my hands down to my sides, "Then I'm out of here if you're not leaving." I walked past him and down the stairs. I opened the door, rain started to pour down hard. But I didn't care I wanted to get as far away from Austin as I could. Suddenly I heard the door slam, "You know what's wrong with you Ally?" I heard Austin yell from the porch steps.

I stopped in my tracks and turned around. The rain was started to drench his hair.

"What?!" I yelled at him. "You're too soft. Dylan wasn't meant for you from the beginning it was just some mixed up fling!"

"Oh and what would you know about love Austin? I loved him!" I said strongly trying hard to fight back the tears that wanted to fall. Austin glared and stomped over to me. "What would you know about love huh? Love's stupid and just highly overrated!"

"Overrated? I beg to differ!" I yelled at him. He growled deeply. The rain was starting to get heavier, it was now pounding the street. "Dylan never fucking loved you! Like some people actually do love you, you're just too blind to see it!"

"Oh yeah like who Austin? My dad?" I said sarcastically. I could tell he was easily loosing his chill. "Damn it Ally why are you so freaking difficult all the time?!" He yelled at me. I gasped, "I freaking hate you."

"And you know what Als?" He asked. "What?" I snapped at him.

"I fucking love you." He grabbed my face and kissed my lips hard. Suddenly everything became clear, I forgot about my worries and my problems...they just disappeared...

I kissed him back for a reason I don't know why. Butterflies swirled in my stomach and I couldn't help how fast my heart was beating. I thought it would jump right out of my chest. His hands slipped around my waist and my arms wrapped around his neck.

The kiss got deeper as he held me closer to him. The rain slowly dripping down my face made me shiver as he kissed me. He pulled back and I took one big gasp of air as if I was breathing for the first time in a long time.

Suddenly realization hit me like a ton of bricks. I just kissed Austin...

I got out of his grasp looking at him for a long time. "Oh my god Ally I-"

"Oh my god..." I said silently before walking past him and toward the front porch. I stepped inside the house and slammed the door shut not even bothering to look back. I walked up the stairs and closed the door before plopping on my bed.

You know that moment when something big happens and everything makes sense? Like everything was once a blur until that one moment where all of it changed in an instant. Everything's like, clear?

Well it happened. Something told me I found my clarity, I just didn't want to say what it was.

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A/N- Ok I know it's short but it leads up to a bigger and better next chapter lol so tell me what you think I know its not much to summarize on but I hope you guys liked it review please review and if anybody could shoutout any really good austin and ally stories I'd really appreciate it:) And guess what guys I'm doing a competition lol and this ones a little challenging. So I was looking through some of my reviewers accounts and I realized some have on 1 or no stories at all:( That makes me so sad to see that. People have such valuable talent and they don't even use it sometimes so I'm doing a competition. If you can make an actual story on Austin and Ally that can make 30 reviews in 2 months I'll make a story and I have tons of options. I'll follow you on instagram and twitter account give you a huge shoutout hm what else what else oh and I'll give you an exclusive chapter week before it's updated for another chapter. Plus I'll help you on the story if you'd like. Oh and plus I'll add you in a one-shot of Austin and Ally where you get to pick what happens;) I'd think you'd enjoy that right girls mhm totally ok so type a review in and after the review type in "STORYTIME" if you're going for the competition you'll have to private message me too if you need help on your story:) This will give you a chance to really do something with your imagination and creative writing so remember to put the key word in your review and pm me too:)

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