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A/N- Hey guys so I have something to say and this goes out to everyone who's not feeling the story much... Honestly if some of you guys don't like how the story goes then trust me don't continue reading it, I'm not being mean I'm just saying how it's going to be. Look I do things for a reason, so you shouldn't be confused. I would be glad to explain and answer any questions you have:) But for people who don't like how there's always something different each chapter I have a reason behind that and it really shouldn't be a big problem, it's my style so that's what I'm gonna do... but if you guys think this story isn't making sense im sorry I can't help with that, the feelings in this story might be all over the place but that's just how I want it to be. I'm doing all this for a reason, I can't change the whole story and make it the way everyone wants it to be bcuz I can't please everyone. I'm trying my best, but all I want you to know is I don't do things without a big reason so you shouldn't be confused, or be saying something's messed up bcuz the story isn't even over yet I'm just getting the story really started there will be some obstacles, I love keeping you guys on the edge of your seats and that's why there is no build up yet so bare with me bcuz honestly I'm trying my best to please each and everyone of you guys, you guys all mean a lot to me so please ask questions if your confused please don't just stay confused I would hate that:)

Clarity

Ally's POV

I felt strong arms wrap around my waist, I snuggled closer loving the warm embrace.

Fingers played with my hair making my eyes flutter open, I took a deep breath of pleasure and turned to face the person.

"Morning beautiful."

"Noah?!" I screamed falling out of the bed. I looked around the room, my head was pounding and my heart was beating fast. Noah suddenly got out of the bed and came over to me helping me up. "God Ally you can be so clumsy." He said laughing.

I blinked in confusion, pure horror struck me... did he find me in Austin's room!?

He smiled at me and I gave him a weak grin. Was he maybe hiding the fact that he was hurt by the scene, does he even know what happened between Austin and I?

He sat me down on the bed and kissed my cheek. "You seem all shaken up angel what's wrong?" He asked. Honestly I didn't know what was wrong with this. Maybe I was dreaming again, I grabbed Noah's hand and looked at his fingers.

Okay he has five fingers maybe this wasn't a dream...?

"Whoa angel you're acting pretty strange this morning do you want me to make you some coffee before we go to school?" He said getting up. He pulled on a white tank and opened the door. He looked at me eagerly waiting for an answer, I nodded silently. I was still shaken up, why wasn't Austin there, I could have sworn we did something last night.

I got up and walked past Noah quietly, I really wasn't in the mood to talk to him. I wanted to talk to Austin, I know sounds really stupid after all the terrible things he's done to me but I deserve to know what happened last night.

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen with Noah closely behind me.

Suddenly he grabbed my waist pushing me up against the counter, he roughly started kissing my neck and I gasped as I put my hands on his chest. I tried pushing him away but my efforts were no use to his amount of strength.

"Noah.." I managed to get out. But he just kept on going, he grabbed my waist and sat me up upon the counter. Strangely this all felt too familiar, way too familiar to be honest. "Just let me...for a little while at the most." He said breathlessly as he grabbed my face and kissed my lips. His sweet tongue grazed against my bottom lip and he begged for entrance but I wouldn't let him have it, not now at least.

He suddenly pulled back a weak smile on his lips. His fingers played with my hair and I sat there awkwardly, I used to enjoy how much attention he gave me these past few days but I've found myself not liking it anymore...

"That was amazing." He said between ragged breath's.

I smiled timidly and shrugged, "Yeah it was great..." I said hoping he wouldn't catch the lie in my wording. He lifted me off the counter and winked, "We should get to school, Austin's upstairs getting dressed he's probably going to give us a ride, I'll ask." He was heading for the stairs but I reached out and grabbed his shoulders.

"No you go make the coffee I'll ask plus I left something in his room yesterday anyways so I might as well get it." I said with a cheesy smile. He cocked an eyebrow suspiciously but smiled, "Alright hurry up we have an hour and 30 minutes until school starts!" Noah yelled as I was making my way up the stairs. I walked up to Austin's guest bedroom.

I guess he decided to stay at Noah's house, Dylan probably locked him out again.

I took a deep breath before knocking.

"Who is it?" A strained voice called out. I raised an eyebrow, did he sound like he was in pain...?

I twisted the door knob but it locked on me. I could tell Austin's hand was on it, "Ally you can't come in right now!" He called out. "Austin I'm serious what's going on in there?" I asked knocking on the door repeatedly.

"Nothing is going on!" He yelled.

I backed away from the door pissed at his attitude, it's funny how he always changes his moods like that it scares me to death. Suddenly I heard a crash from his room and I went for the door quickly opening it. I found one of the lamps on the floor as Austin was sprawled out on his bed holding his side. I rushed over to his side and gasped at the scene.

There was blood once again...

"Austin what did you do!?" I yelled running into the bathroom. I looked through the drawers and found a box of bandages. I rushed back to his side as I sat on the bed. "Well this morning I woke up with pains in that area so I went to the bathroom to check it out, once I unwrapped it it was perfectly fine, the next minute when I'm bending down it started to bleed slowly but as I continued my movements it wouldn't stop!" He explained as I started wrapping his side. He hissed at the pain and I murmured a quick apology as I continued.

"I think you should be getting this checked out you could be in serious trouble if you don't." I said as I laid the bandage wrap on the end table. He chuckled and laid back on the bed staring up at the ceiling, "Why does it even matter anymore?"

"What do you mean?" I asked scooting closer to him. He sighed, "Why does it matter if I end up dead or not. Daniel's gang should have ended me right then and there you, Dylan, and Noah would be so much better without me." He said.

I frowned, "Austin, I don't want to hear you say that ever again. You know Dylan can't stay mad at you forever."

"Oh but he can he wouldn't have a second thought about being mad at me and then there's you." He stated. I looked at him in surprise, he said the word you in such pain and misery. "W-what about me?" I stuttered nervously. I wanted to chew on my hair right then and there.

His lips parted but closed as he sighed once again, "Yes you Ally." He looked at me and I blushed as his hands stroked my arm slowly yet softly. I shivered at the feeling. "I don't understand..." I said reluctantly. He looked up at the ceiling once again, "I remember when I met you in the summer," He started. "You were wearing the most beautiful pink dress, and those eyes... I couldn't get them out of my mind for weeks."

"Austin I-"

"I wanted you Ally." He blurted out.

I stared at him in shock, he looked so pale. He looked like he'd been up all night, there were bags under his eyes and they were darkening. "Austin stop you're sleepy and you're in pain why don't you stay home while Noah takes me to school." I said quickly getting up. He grabbed my arm forcing me to sit back down on the bed.

"The reason you didn't wake up with me this morning is because I couldn't take you princess." Austin said groaning as he turned on his side to face me. "What do you mean?" I slowly said while pulling my arm out of his grasp. He chuckled and looked at me his eyes growing weary, "You're pure in every way Ally, I know how you want your first time to be with and it's not me. I wasn't going to have sex with you just because I seduced you and merely pulled you into a cloud of lust."

"It wasn't lust." I snapped.

His eyes lowered and he looked at me, "Than what was it?" He asked smirking.

I opened my mouth but found myself silent, I didn't have another explanation for what I was feeling but I definitely knew it wasn't lust. He chuckled and laid back down on his back, "I know I've been a jerk, and this might be the worst apology in the world of apologies but I'm sorry princess for everything I've ever done to you and Dylan I take back everything. I was hurt and angry and sad that I didn't know what to do with myself... when I yelled at you that day I was so embarrassed I couldn't even believe that I said it to you. I want you to know that I was only doing it because I didn't want my friends to think differently of me, but half of them aren't even my friends and I know that now. Please don't hate me for this."

"Austin hate you for what?" I found myself crying at the heart felt words, he looked at me, I could sense there was something wrong with him and I knew it was something more than the wound. A tear slid down his cheek as he closed his eyes, "Austin...?" I said looking at him.

Suddenly I realized his chest wasn't falling or rising.

I gasped and stepped back falling over as I screamed for Noah's help. I screamed my loudest as I started to sob. I didn't know if this was one of his tricks but I was scared. I got up and shook him over and over again yet still he wasn't moving.

Noah suddenly appeared in the room his eyes wide as he went over to Austin. He put an ear to his chest, "He's alive but might not be for long, I'm calling 911 stay with him." He said calmly but I could tell the fear in his eyes.

I stayed with Austin holding his hand. What could have caused this, it definitely wasn't the cut. I looked over at his desk and walked over. There was a prescription bottle with Austin's name on it. "They're on their way, operator said to stay with him. She's knows were still on but I just sat it over...what's wrong?"

Noah grabbed a bottle and examined it.

"This bottle got filled yesterday, I swear it was full!"

"Noah what is it!?" I yelled. "I-it's something for depression, he's had ever since his mom and dad got divorced!" He explained fearfully. "Did you get the prescription by yourself?" I asked angrily, I could just tell what wrong. "W-well angel I..."

I grabbed his shirt, "What did you do!?" I yelled. "I-I gave it to Dylan he said he would get the prescription because only family members can pick up other family members prescriptions!"

I scoffed and walked to Austin's side. "How could you?! Dylan hated Austin!"

"Ally I'm sorry he's very persuasive when it comes to getting what he wants trust me I didn't expect a thing like this!" Noah explained tearfully. I growled as I heard ambulance sirens and people knocking on the door. The door was already unlocked so it didn't surprise me to hear people's footsteps.

They came in with a carrier and lifted Austin onto it. I cupped my hand around my mouth to prevent a scream. Things went downhill so fast...

I followed the people as they went down the stairs and out the door with Austin. Noah was close behind as they lifted him into the back. As I was about to hop inside a guy stopped me, "Only family can come with him right now you will have to meet us at the hospital." A boy said.

Noah looked at him in anger, "Excuse me she deserves to go!" He yelled.

"Sorry miss but that's how it's supposed to be. If it was only you you'd be able but since we have a family member and he's the closest to get in contact with the rest of the family I'm sorry." He went to the front and Noah sighed.

I felt more tears as Noah went towards the back. He tossed me the keys to Austin's Jeep and I caught them. "Drive safely to school alright, if it gets too much for you to handle come to the hospital Austin might be out for a couple days... I'll see you later oh and Ally?" Noah asked.

"Hmm?"

He came up to me and kissed me hard. He held my waist and I pulled back looking down. "Y-you need to get going..." I said trying to hold back some tears. He kissed my forehead before getting in the back of the ambulance. They drove off and I just stood there awestruck.

I went back in the house as I wiped away some tears. I had to get dressed for school. I quickly did my took a shower, brushed my hair, and pulled on a sweatshirt with a pair of skinny jeans. I wasn't in the mood for something cheerful.

I wasn't even hungry either. I couldn't eat, I wanted Austin here, I wanted to know if he was alive or not.

I locked the door as I stepped outside and got inside of Austin's Jeep. The smell of his car was a riveting high, I couldn't get him out of my mind. I gripped the steering wheel tightly as I closed my eyes. A single tear slid down my cheek staining my jeans.

I was angry and sad. I wanted to scream at Dylan for everything...

I looked in the passengers seat and found a note slid in between the crevices. I pulled it out and opened it, reading the small sentence aloud:

When I met you in the summer

To my heartbeat sound

I fell in love

As the leaves turned brown

And we could be together baby

As long as skies are blue

You act so innocent now

But you lied so soon

When I met you in summer...

Tears stained the small piece of paper, I hugged it closely to my chest. As I sobbed, I knew what I was feeling inside. It was an overwhelming feeling that I joyed but hated so much.

I was in love with Austin Moon. After all the horrible things he's said to me, his sweetness has out done my hatred for him. I thought I wanted the good boys the one's that wouldn't hurt me when all I ever needed was Austin. I was so stupid to pick someone like Dylan...

I wiped away some tears as I stuffed the note in my pocket and started the engine. I backed out of the driveway and drove down the road. I was determined to find out who was responsible for the incident this morning and once I got my hands on them they are going to pay for what they've done.

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A/N- Told you something was going to go wrong... I was really surprised with this chapter honestly. I just felt sad all of a sudden so I made this complete heartwarming sad story anyways don't be sad I promise you someone gets punished and who knows Austin may live or maybe not... if you have confusion about how he totally got knocked out feel free to ask cause I couldn't go too much into detail because then that would lead to the culprit.. Anyways I'm making ANOTHER new story it's a lot like Clarity but more adventurous and mysterious and sexier in a way so if anyone of you guys want to be in it PM me as soon as possible:) Anyways review your thoughts!:) And make sure to check out "Fighting Against the Odds" I need more reviews than favorites for it to continue so read it!:)

-Taylor:)

Summer- Calvin Harris (You should really check it out it's an amazing song)