After my Spirit Core was healed. I was given dire news. They were planning on killing the girl's shorty. We had to move quickly. But even more so...to find out Master is one of them. My Biggest fear was coming true. Master! Mash quickly when ahead to attack to throw everything off track as me and Kadoc ran over to start to free the girls. "Master hold on I'll have you free shorty." Her eyes were filled with tear. "N-Nemo...? Nemo?" I nodded to her, "Just hold on." she was sobbing. Of course she had been scared. How could she not be?
"Can you sit on your own?" She slowly stared at me.? I could tell something wasn't right from the look in her eyes. "Master?" I asked as she quickly cling onto, "Nemo...Nemo Nemo!" She cried. I had trouble keeping my balance. "it's...it's alright. I'm alright..." had I worried her. "You idiot. you big big idiot..." She sobbed.
I really did worry her. I'm sorry... I rubbed her back softly as she sobbed against me. I didn't know her fear was this strong. No... that wasn't it. It was clear something else was wrong with her. "Don't leave me. Please don't leave me." She sobbed. I didn't even know what she was talking about. Perhaps her mood will get better once we leave this place, I thought. Perhaps this whole thing just scared her so much. But it didn't take long for me to notice. Her mood didn't get any better once we got back to the ship. If anything, it only got worse. She was still cling onto me. I didn't understand what she was talking about. She kept asking me not to leave her again. I didn't know what she was talking about.
"Master, I don't understand. What are you...?" I calmly tried to ask her. "I don't want to be abandoned again. Please Nemo..." she sobbed. She wasn't making any sense. Abandoned? I still don't understand what she is talking about. She ended up crying herself to sleep. But I couldn't help but still feel lost. Why was she acting this way...? she never had been like this before. Had something changed? Sion came to check in on her after some time. "So how is she?"
"She been acting very odd...ever sense my spirit core been repaired."
"You still don't get it do you?" huh?
"What you are seeing now...is her true self." what? "The person you thought you knew wasn't real. This is your real master. Master that is been trapped in despair for so long... that she can't move on." My Real Master? "This is what happens when the world abandons a Mage. It breaks them. So much so they can't recover from it."
"Sion." She was being serious. Is she really how she is? "She never told you. So, I will...mage hunters have murdered everyone in her family aside from her."
"Her Despair was so bad...she tried to end her life many times too."
"Sion that isn't...funny."
"That wasn't a joke."
"She even tried to poison herself to death. Those marks on her back are from the poison she took." All her...back problems she did to herself? "How can I help her...?"
"You can't. It's something she has to get over herself. But...she gave up trying." Master... I wasn't sure what to think. I stared at her. She was laying there resting. "To her living is too painful." She has lied to me sense we met. Has she lied about everything? "She lied about everything to me?"
"Not everything but most things." I wasn't sure how to feel. But it wasn't like I didn't partly understand. The part of being Abandoned by the world. "She did tell you the truth about...mage hunters. You saw the real her at that time as well." Pain...cause her to become like this? Was that the cause for everything? "Why are you telling me all this?"
"I thought you had the right to know. To know what she is truly like." I didn't like to see her like this. I don't want to see her in pain. I don't want to see any of this. I want her to be happy. "If you wish to be removed from her as your master let me know Nemo." Sion said to me before leaving the room. If I did that...I truly would abandon her. I can't do that...I just can't. "Master...please tell me. What Can I do to help you? Please?" I begged but no answer would come to me. To put it plainly My Master is broken. As Sion had said it. She had been abandoned by the world.