Behold! A new chapter, as promised. Took a while, but I've finally got some semblance of a plot going. Will try to post more regularly. Until then, enjoy!
The apartment smelled like cinnamon and old books. The scent drifted in from the kitchen, where Mom was baking, filling the quiet space with warmth. The lights were dim, but the glow of the oven cast soft shadows on the walls, flickering like the tiny flames of the birthday candles Nate never got to blow out. His small hands curled around the stuffed jet his dad had given him before leaving last time—smooth fabric, well-loved, seams slightly frayed where his fingers always clutched the wings.
The clock on the wall ticked with slow, steady beats, counting the seconds away. Tick. Tick. Tick.
Nate sat on the couch, knees tucked against his chest, his socked feet rubbing against the rough fabric of the cushions. He hadn't said much since they got back from the store earlier that evening. He didn't throw a tantrum, didn't cry. He just sat, staring at the door as if sheer willpower would make it open.
Mom sighed from the kitchen. He could hear her moving, the soft clink of metal against glass, the hum of an old song she used to sing to him when he was little. He was still little—six wasn't big yet—but he felt older today. Like he had aged more than just another year.
"Sweetheart, come here."
Her voice was warm, but Nate didn't budge. His grip tightened around the stuffed jet, fingers pressing deep into the fabric like he could squeeze out the ache in his chest
"You'll get crumbs on the couch if you eat there," she added gently, knowing full well he hadn't moved because of food.
Nate finally turned his head, his face scrunched in frustration. "He said he'd be home," he muttered, barely above a whisper.
Mom wiped her hands on a towel and crossed the room, kneeling in front of him so they were eye-level. She smelled like vanilla, soft and comforting, but her eyes held something he didn't like—something heavy.
"He really wanted to be here, Nate," she said, brushing his brown hair back from his forehead. "You know how important his job is."
He did. At least, as much as a six-year-old could understand. His dad flew planes—big, fast ones. He was always gone because of "missions," but that was what pilots did. They flew, they worked, and they came home when they could.
But this time, Dad had promised.
Nate looked away, his throat tight. "He missed it," he mumbled. "He said he wouldn't."
Mom sighed again, but this time, she pulled him forward, wrapping him in a hug. Her arms were warm, the fabric of her sweater soft against his cheek. "I know, sweetheart," she murmured. "I know."
For a while, neither of them moved. She just held him, her hand rubbing slow circles on his back, like she used to do when he was younger and woke up from bad dreams.
"It doesn't mean he doesn't love you," she whispered.
But Nate just stared at the door over her shoulder, waiting for it to open.
The clock ticked on.
Tick. Tick. Tick.
The ticking didn't stop.
Tick. Tick. Tick.
But it wasn't the clock anymore.
It was something else—something rhythmic and unnatural. Beeping, steady but wrong, distant at first but growing louder, like a radio signal tuning in and out of range.
Then came the static—a low hum that vibrated in his skull, a shrill ringing in his ears that wouldn't stop. It wasn't a sound exactly, but a presence, an ache that sat heavy behind his eyes. A high-pitched whine, like an emergency alert broadcast, filled the edges of his mind.
Something was pressing down on his chest. No—not pressing. Inside.
Breathing felt like dragging air through splintered glass. Every inhale clawed against his ribs, sharp and unforgiving, sending flares of pain deep into his side. His limbs were dead weight, like they had been filled with concrete. He tried moving his fingers, but the response was sluggish, delayed, like his body wasn't his own.
Where…?
His thoughts were tangled, slippery. Every time he reached for one, it skittered away into the fog. Memory was fractured, coming in jagged flashes.
Fire. Smoke. A missile's trail cutting through the sky.
His jet. The FA-1X.
The cockpit shaking. Alarms screaming in his ears. The crackle of failing comms.
The crash.
Nate's breath hitched, panic spiking through the haze. His eyes snapped open—or at least, he thought they did. But the world around him was wrong. Shapes blurred at the edges of his vision, indistinct, shifting like shadows underwater. The light above him burned too bright, stabbing through his skull, sending fresh waves of agony rippling through his mind. He tried to turn away, but even that was a battle, his body sluggish, unresponsive.
Something beeped faster. A machine. A heart monitor.
He wasn't in his jet.
Slowly, blinking through the blur, his surroundings started to take shape.
Not the sky. Not the battlefield.
Ceiling. Walls. Dim light—not fluorescents, something softer, warmer. The scent of antiseptic clung to the air, sharp but not overpowering. Something metallic lingered beneath it, the faint hum of machinery somewhere nearby.
A bed. He was in a bed. His fingers curled slightly against the sheets—coarse, thick fabric, nothing like the smooth panels of his cockpit.
Nate swallowed against the rawness in his throat, every motion a slow, painful crawl through quicksand. His body hurt. Not just in one place, but everywhere. A dull, aching throb that pulsed through his ribs, his side, his legs. His head was the worst—every heartbeat sent a fresh lance of pain through his skull.
It felt wrong.
His breath came faster. Something tugged at his arm when he moved. Tubes? An IV? Hospital?
No, not a hospital. It was too quiet. Too small.
Think.
A rustle of movement.
Voices.
Muted at first, coming from somewhere just beyond his field of vision, speaking in low, deliberate tones. He could barely make them out over the pulsing in his ears.
One was deep, gruff, but with warmth beneath it, like distant thunder before the storm. The other was softer, precise, a measured cadence that carried an accent—something European.
"…strong spirit, this one. Not many would have survived."
The second voice, the woman's, was calm but firm. "Survival is not enough. He will need time—his injuries were severe."
A deep chuckle. "He is awake."
The moment the words left the man's lips, a presence shifted toward him.
Nate tensed, every instinct screaming at him to move, to fight, to do something—but his body refused. A shadow fell over him, and then—coolness.
A hand, pressing gently against his forehead.
"Lieutenant Hawkins?"
The voice was closer now. Clear. Female.
His vision swam, but through the haze, he could make out a white silhouette, edged in gold. A face, framed by golden hair, features blurred but radiating a softness he couldn't place.
His throat worked, but all that came out was a hoarse rasp.
"Shh," the woman soothed. "You are safe."
Safe.
The word didn't feel real.
Somewhere, in the back of his fractured mind, a different voice whispered.
"It doesn't mean he doesn't love you."
The words curled around him, distant but familiar.
The scent of cinnamon and old books lingered at the edges of his senses, blending into antiseptic and metal.
A memory, fading.
Darkness clawed at the edges of his vision, threatening to pull him back under. Every breath burned, every inch of his body felt like it had been through a meat grinder. His mind, sluggish and overburdened, struggled to piece together reality from the fragments of memory.
His limbs felt leaden, his fingers twitching against the surface beneath him—something soft, maybe a blanket? Or was it something else? The world around him swayed, blurred at the edges, his senses betraying him. He tried to lift his head, but the weight of it was unbearable, like gravity had doubled just to keep him pinned down.
Pain pulsed in waves, rhythmic and cruel, surging from deep within his bones. Every inhale was a battle, and exhaling felt like surrender. He needed to fight, to stay awake, to understand what had happened. But his body had other plans.
A distant beep, a voice, the faint murmur of movement. Too far away. Too indistinct.
He clenched his jaw, forcing himself to focus, but it was like trying to hold onto smoke. Whatever clarity he'd gained was slipping away, the exhaustion swallowing him whole. His consciousness wavered, dipping beneath the surface like a stone sinking in deep water.
He couldn't hold on. Not anymore.
With a shuddering breath, Nathaniel "Nate" Hawkins let go.
And the clock, ticking on.
Tick. Tick. Tick.
There was no dreaming this time.
No distant echoes of a childhood apartment. No warmth of a mother's embrace. No whispers of comfort, no soft hum of a lullaby.
Just pain.
A deep, bone-deep ache radiated from every inch of his body, a dull throb punctuated by sharp flashes of agony whenever he tried to move. His limbs felt like they were made of concrete and rebar, heavy and unyielding. His chest burned, his breath labored and shallow, as if something was sitting atop him, pressing him into the abyss he had been drifting in for… how long?
How long had he been asleep?
Hawkins fought against the suffocating haze that clung to his mind, tried to peel back the layers of exhaustion keeping him submerged. He cracked open his eyelids—only to immediately regret it.
Light. Too much light.
A dull, sterile glow above him stabbed at his retinas, and he flinched, a low groan escaping from his throat. The brightness forced his eyes shut again, but he could feel it pressing against his lids, demanding he acknowledge it. He tried again, this time slower, allowing the light to bleed into his vision gradually instead of hitting him all at once.
Shapes. Shadows. Movement.
Everything swam in a disorienting blur, colors bleeding into one another as if the world itself hadn't settled yet. He blinked rapidly, trying to focus. The ceiling above him—white, sterile, artificial. A hum of machinery nearby. A rhythmic beep-beep-beep in the background. Something cool wrapped around his left arm, a constriction that tightened every few moments before relaxing again.
Hospital.
He was in a hospital.
His mind fought to assemble the fragments, like trying to piece together a puzzle where half the pieces had been set on fire. He was flying. Yes, flying. Then… combat. His plane. His plane.
His stomach dropped.
His plane was gone.
That sudden realization sent an icy shock through his body, his muscles tensing against the dull ache still pulsing through them. Memories rushed in like a dam breaking—flashes of missile lock warnings screaming in his ears, the evasive maneuvers that weren't enough, the explosion, his cockpit filling with smoke and fire, the desperate attempt to keep the bird in the air before the inevitable crash.
He was supposed to be dead.
But he wasn't.
Nathaniel forced himself to breathe, forcing oxygen into his lungs despite the discomfort. His mind still lagged behind, sluggishly piecing together where he was and why he was still here.
A sound caught his attention.
A faint hiss.
A mechanical whoosh.
The subtle vibration of something shifting in the room—air displaced, a sterile scent rushing in as the door slid open.
Footsteps.
Steady. Heavy.
Someone was coming.
He turned his head toward the sound, blinking away the haze just in time to see a figure step into the light.
And he was massive.
Even without the armor, the man would have been imposing—easily over seven feet, built like a walking battleship, carrying himself with the kind of authority and confidence that came with experience.
But it was the armor that truly cemented his presence.
Crusader plate.
Heavy, reinforced, a relic of another era—but still fully operational, fully lethal. Thick plating lined his shoulders, interlocking segments shifting smoothly with every movement. Every step made the floor vibrate slightly, boots thudding heavily against the sterile tile.
Hawkins's eyes caught the symbol emblazoned on his chest.
A stylized globe with a winged emblem.
Overwatch.
His stomach twisted.
He knew that emblem. Everyone did. Overwatch was the paramilitary arm of the United Nations, a force powerful enough to reshape conflicts, to decide wars before they even started.
And now—somehow—he was here, with them.
The man's expression shifted when he saw Hawkins stir. His scarred face softened, but only slightly. He inclined his head, watching with quiet scrutiny, as if gauging how aware his patient truly was.
"Ah," the man finally spoke, his deep baritone thick with a German accent. "You are awake."
Hawkins swallowed, working moisture into his dry throat.
"Yeah," he rasped, voice hoarse. "Looks that way."
The German's lips curled slightly, a ghost of amusement. "Good. This is good." He took another step closer, his massive frame casting a shadow over the bed. "You had us worried, Lieutenant Hawkins."
They knew his name.
Of course, they did.
A muscle tensed in Hawkins's jaw, but he exhaled slowly, keeping himself calm, focused. He was still weak, disoriented, barely able to sit up. If this was a prison cell, if he was detained, he wouldn't be in a medical bed, hooked up to monitoring equipment meant to keep him stable.
This wasn't captivity.
At least, not yet.
"Where am I?" he asked, his voice stronger now.
The German's eye studied him, like a general appraising a wounded soldier before determining if he was still fit for the fight.
"You are in a secure Overwatch facility," he said. "You have been here for several days."
Days? That hit harder than he expected. His last memory was fire and screaming alarms and then—nothing. He had expected hours at most. Not days.
Before he could fully process that, the man spoke again.
"My name is Reinhardt Wilhelm," he said, tapping his chest plate lightly with a metal gauntlet. "I was there when you fell."
Fell.
Not shot down. Not wrecked.
Fell.
Something about the way the man said it made Hawkins's fingers tighten around the sheets.
The machines beeped faster.
Reinhardt lifted a gloved hand. "Easy, Herr Hawkins. Your body is still healing. You will have your answers soon, I promise."
Hawkins hated promises.
Especially the ones people couldn't keep.
But for now—he had no choice but to listen.
The beeping of the monitors filled the room, a slow and steady rhythm that grounded him as reality began to settle in. Hawkins let out a slow breath, his body still weighed down with fatigue, but his mind was slowly clearing from the fog of unconsciousness. Days. He had been here for days. The realization made his stomach twist.
And standing over him was a mountain of a man, his presence imposing yet oddly reassuring. Reinhardt Wilhelm. Even if Hawkins's mind still felt muddled, that name sparked recognition. A legend. A living one.
"You said… you were there," Hawkins rasped, forcing his throat to work through the dryness. "When I fell."
Reinhardt nodded, his features softening just a little beneath his thick silver beard. "Ja. We tracked your descent. Your aircraft…" He paused, as if considering his words carefully. "It was not a survivable crash."
Hawkins grimaced, his fingers instinctively clenching the bedsheets. He didn't need to be told that.
"I shouldn't be here," he muttered, his voice raw with exhaustion.
Reinhardt exhaled through his nose, a sound half agreement, half amusement. "You are not wrong. You are very fortunate, Herr Hawkins."
That word—fortunate—made Hawkins' skin crawl. It wasn't fortune that had landed him here. It was a surface-to-air missile. It was fire and screaming metal and the suffocating force of gravity dragging him down.
He took a slow breath, trying to push past the lingering haze in his head. "How bad?"
Reinhardt's expression tightened. "Your injuries were severe." A shadow flickered across his face, but it was gone before Hawkins could place it. "But you are healing. Faster than expected."
Hawkins barely absorbed the words before a deeper concern pulled at him. He slowly glanced down at his arms, then shifted his legs beneath the sheets—there was stiffness, a dull ache, but everything still moved. No casts. No traction. No signs that he had been shattered beyond repair.
He frowned. "Who treated me?"
Reinhardt's lips quirked upward, just slightly. "That would be Dr. Ziegler."
The name meant nothing to him. Hawkins blinked, his brow furrowing. "Doctor who?"
Reinhardt let out a small chuckle, shaking his head as if amused by the question. "Angela Ziegler. One of the best." His gaze drifted briefly toward the door, as if expecting her to walk in at any moment. "You have her to thank for being in one piece."
Hawkins processed that slowly. He had never heard of this Dr. Ziegler, but if she had put him back together after that kind of crash, she had to be damn good.
Still, none of this explained why he was here.
His eyes drifted back to Reinhardt. "Why?"
The Crusader's expression shifted, and for the first time, Hawkins saw something beneath the legendary presence—something solemn.
"You fought," Reinhardt said simply. "When others would have retreated, when you had every reason to turn away—you fought." His voice was steady, but there was weight in it, like he wasn't just speaking about Hawkins.
Hawkins swallowed. Memories flashed behind his eyes—the blaring alarms, the frantic calls for support, the moment he had committed to the fight, knowing he was outnumbered.
"They needed air support," he muttered, almost to himself.
Reinhardt nodded, his scarred face unreadable. "And you gave it."
Hawkins let out a slow breath, staring at the ceiling.
So that was it.
He had thrown himself into the fire. And somehow, Overwatch—or whatever they were calling themselves these days—had pulled him from the wreckage.
And now… he was here.
Hawkins lay still, absorbing every detail of the room—the steady hiss of oxygen, the distant whirring of machines, the soft, sterile scent of antiseptic in the air. The faint sting in his muscles and the residual fog in his head were reminders that, against all logic, he was alive.
His gaze locked onto Reinhardt, the massive figure standing like a statue at his bedside, his titanic frame barely fitting within the medical bay's confines. Even without his armor, the man was imposing. With it? He looked like a relic of another era—a knight out of time, wrapped in steel and history.
Hawkins' voice was steady now, though his mind still swirled with the impossibility of it all. "I crashed."
Reinhardt gave a single, somber nod.
Hawkins pushed himself up slightly, his arms feeling stronger, more solid than they had any right to be. He studied his own hands, flexing his fingers as if expecting them to fall apart. He exhaled sharply through his nose. "I should be dead."
Reinhardt let out a slow breath. "Ja."
There was no sugarcoating it. No reassurance that it hadn't been as bad as Hawkins thought. Because it had been worse.
His jaw tensed. "So tell me—what the hell happened after my jet hit the ground?"
Reinhardt's expression was unreadable. "You were barely holding on."
Hawkins didn't move, but his chest felt tight. He could remember the roaring flames, the suffocating heat, the violent shuddering as his plane tore apart around him. He could still hear the scream of metal, the sudden silence after impact.
"You were found unconscious, your body critically damaged," Reinhardt continued. His voice, usually so warm and full of bravado, was quieter now. More measured. "When we pulled you from the wreckage, your vitals were failing. You were bleeding internally. You had broken bones, severe burns—by all accounts, you would not have lasted more than a few minutes."
Hawkins swallowed hard, his heartbeat pounding in his ears. Minutes. That's all he had left, and yet—here he was. Whole.
His stomach twisted. "Then why am I still breathing?"
For a moment, Reinhardt said nothing. Then, with deliberate care, he answered. "Dr. Ziegler."
That name again.
Hawkins frowned. "Who is she?"
"She is Overwatch's chief medical scientist. A visionary. And you…" Reinhardt gave a small, almost reverent nod. "You are proof of her genius."
Hawkins blinked. "What?"
The crusader's expression softened. "Dr. Ziegler has spent years developing advanced medical technology—nanobiotics, capable of accelerating the body's natural healing process." His voice carried something almost akin to pride. "Your injuries—by all conventional medicine, you should not have survived. But Angela—" He corrected himself, "Dr. Ziegler—used her technology on you in the field."
Hawkins felt a slow chill creep down his spine, not in fear, but in sheer disbelief. Nanobiotics?
"I was… the first?" His voice wasn't steady anymore.
"Yes," Reinhardt confirmed. "Her technology had never been tested under such extreme conditions. You were the first to be treated on the field, in critical condition. And because of you, she has proven that her work can save lives—not just in hospitals, not just in controlled environments, but where it is needed most."
Hawkins stared at him, his mind reeling. He had heard of experimental treatments before. Groundbreaking medical advancements. But this?
He was walking proof of something revolutionary.
His fingers tightened against the sheets, as his brain worked through the implications. Had they rebuilt him? Was there anything unnatural about him now? Would there be side effects? Had they changed him?
Reinhardt, as if sensing the storm behind his eyes, leaned forward slightly. "You are still you, Lieutenant." His voice was steady, grounding. "Nothing has been taken from you—only given back."
Hawkins exhaled. Slow. Deep.
It didn't erase the unease, but it helped.
A thought suddenly struck him. "If this tech is that powerful, why isn't it being used everywhere?"
Reinhardt let out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head. "A question you should ask Dr. Ziegler herself."
Hawkins hesitated, then finally nodded. He would.
But for now, he let himself breathe.
He was alive.
And he had a hell of a lot of questions to ask.
