Chapter 2
Beaten. Bruised. Slightly heartbroken. Sitting in her bed, Buffy held an ice pack to the back of her head. Anger crept into her mind for missing Faith still. How dare Faith not share those kind of feelings with her. Made Buffy wonder why she'd miss a dishonest friend like that. But that was the thing. Was Faith just a friend? Or something much more intense. That kiss electrified Buffy's body, from head to toe. A cloud of confusion floated above Buffy's head. It was colored like a pink sunset that hits a lavender field in front of a dark blue lake. (like the bisexual pride flag.) Buffy felt herself begin to identify with bisexual feelings. (the Angel and Faith duo sounded more appealing to her then.) Buffy began to pout, she felt stupid having feelings for two people that had hurt her so much. "Congrats Summers! You fell for the cheesy vampire with a soul, and the leather queen evil slayer." Buffy thought aloud while she shook her head.
Buffy gently laid back in her bed to not disturb her head injuries. Her eyes started to get heavy. She drifted in and out of sleep. Her eyes attempted to focus on the stars that shined through her window. Unbearable heavy eyes trumped her attempt at staying awake. Buffy drifted off for just a moment.
The sound of her window opening slowly, awoke Buffy. She sat up quickly because she felt a presence. (Her slayer instincts were hypervigilant, even in her slumber.) Whoever came in through the window had sat in front of Buffy's bed silently. They had their back facing Buffy and their head resting on their knees. Buffy focused harder on the figure and realized it was… "Faith" Buffy had spoken softly as she rested her hand on Faith's shoulder. She felt Faith whimpering. "Faith I had no idea that you felt… I mean I didn't mean to kiss… here I go putting my foot in my mouth again, say something please? " Buffy stammered. Faith lifted her head from her knees breathed deeply. "Yanno B I actually use to dream something like this would happen… before I met the mayor… before you lied about Angel coming back. " Buffy felt that she should pull away her hand after this comment, but before she tried Faith grabbed ahold of her hand. "I never thought in a million years my dream would come true… but in such a, wrong way. "
Buffy interjected "What about it was so wrong? " Faith chuckled in disbelief "Are you kidding B? … you kissed me so I would stop hurting you… God I can't believe I was hurting you." She buried her head back in between her knees.
Buffy climbed down off the bed to become face to face with Faith. She reached out and gently lifted Faith by her chin. Locked eyes, Buffy leaned in closer and said "Look I'm not innocent here, I've hurt you too… in fact I saw the pain in your eyes and I was dumb enough to think I could kiss it away. " Faith smirked through her tears "I hope you're stupid enough to try it again Summers. " Buffy looked down to Faith's lips then back at her eyes, and again at her lips. She leaned in slowly, like her lips were being pulled magnetically towards Faith's lips.
Their lips met together so gently and soft. Buffy still had her hand under Faith's chin. But she feared Faith backing away from her, clutched the side of Faith's face and began kissing her deeper. Faith leaned into the kiss and started to run her tongue across Buffy's. Buffy let out a very soft moan and grabbed desperately onto the hair on the back of Faith's head. Almost animalistically, Buffy yanked on Faith's hair, and began biting her neck. Panting and moaning, Faith couldn't stand it any longer. She grabbed Buffy by her butt and pulled her on top of her lap. Faith reached into Buffy's pajama pants to clutch her bare ass. She groped, rubbed, and smacked Buffy's butt. Buffy couldn't hold back, she moaned helplessly at every move Faith made. Especially when Faith had slid her hand between Buffy's thighs. (Over top Buffy's pajama bottoms.) Faith let her hand linger there as she begged Buffy.
"Please I need to feel you B… can I?" Buffy shook her head up and down eagerly. Both of their hearts raced at the speed of sound. Faith nervously fit her hand past the waistband of Buffy's pajama bottoms and underwear. She slid her finger between Buffy's wet and plush lips. Faith dragged her finger up and down Buffy's wetness to find her throbbing clit. She rubbed circles around Buffy's clit, it drove Buffy crazy. Moaning and clawing at Faith, Buffy did all she could to keep quiet. But her efforts were moot. Enthralled with pleasure, Buffy had lost her self control and gave into Faith. "I want you to take me on the bed. " Buffy demanded.
Faith shot up so quickly and carried Buffy to the bed. As she laid Buffy on the bed Faith asked "Can I get these stupid pants off you B?... There slowing me down you know what I mean? "
Again, Buffy nodded up and down so eagerly and whispered "Yes… please Faith. " As Faith went to rip off Buffy's pants, they heard footsteps coming toward the room. Faith peeled off Buffy and hopped out the window so quick. Buffy hardly understood what had happened as her door flung open. Joyce stood in the doorway and questioned Buffy "What's going on in here, I thought I heard a ruckus? "
"Sorry Mom, just a weird dream I'll be fine." Buffy just said the first thing that popped in her mind. Although the more she thought about it, what happened between her and Faith felt like a dream.
"Okay honey try to get back to sleep. "
"I will Mom, goodnight. "
"Goodnight, Buffy. "
Buffy was left alone and confused again. She feared the lack of clarity that floated over her and Faith's relationship like a dark rain cloud. Was that their last chance to connect? Buffy hoped that all this was just the beginning of what was in store for her and Faith. "This isn't over yet. " Buffy thought aloud. She then drifted off and dreamed sweet dreams of Faith.
