Summary: A story written casually, with instant emotions formed by combining a few words.
"I feel awful about Connor..."
These were the last words I said.
The universe doesn't want to bring good men and bad women together...
"Weren't you a good person before?"
...
I guess not...
That personality is almost... I can't find it... I think I've lost it... the person I used to be...
Maybe if I were the old me, I would be happily married to Connor... or... I would watch Connor die in front of my eyes...
That's what happens when there's an age difference. People love each other, but when you see him die... the world stops for you for a minute...
Maybe that's why not being with him was a good option. I wouldn't want to see him die, but that doesn't mean I don't miss being with him.
Sometimes I think. If I had stayed the girl I was at the beginning of Season 2... would there still be people by my side?
Maybe.
But I would never have achieved this fame.
Every second I think about Connor, it breaks me.
"What about Alec?"
Alec was a good friend. He understood me... maybe I went too far, but I loved being with him.
I couldn't imagine him as a wife, but I could still imagine him as a good friend who could be there for me on my bad days.
I miss some things.
Being a bad girl is so much fun.
Really.
You can tell people whatever you want, without any hesitation or fear.
I love doing that. I love being a woman who can stand on her own two feet in people's eyes.
Sometimes I look for myself on holidays.
Who am I?
What kind of person is Riya Sharma?
Is she a good person or a bad person?
"If you could change something, what would you change?"
Everything...
Maybe I should have listened to my heart sometimes and ended my own story better.
I am Riya Sharma, a broken girl who just committed suicide but is also trying to find herself on the other side...
Because I am...
Riya...
The girl everyone wants to love...
(The End)
Note: It's like a story I just wrote. A kind of emotional release and a big longing for ConRiya. It's a bit ridiculous but with those instant emotions everything makes perfect sense.
Riya Sharma is definitely a badly written character...
The only character where the characters who should be bad were written better (Grett, Alec, Fiore) and the good-hearted character was turned into a bad one.
I don't know what to write for Chapter 10. I don't know what to think of the title and summary for this. That's all from me for now. I love you, my readers :))