"..."

It had been over an hour sense I fled from her room. I was laying on my bed staring up at the ceiling. I was so disappointed I didn't know what to do with myself. I was embarrassed over what I said to her, but she didn't get at all what I tried to say. Why did she have to be so clueless about this stuff? I groaned. I couldn't help but repeat that moment in my mind over and over again.

"...what if there a reason to use the ring in the future..." I blurted it out before I knew it. "Such as?" She had given me a clueless look as well. She didn't get it at all. I almost ask for...I groaned again. Why is this so hard? I thought this part would be the easy part, but it wasn't. I thought telling her would have been the hard part but clearly. That had been the easy part. This was the hard part. I wasn't even sure how i could face her after saying that. "Why...?" I groaned into a pillow.

That night I stayed in my own room something I hadn't done for a long time. I couldn't face her. After what I said...I just couldn't. I didn't have the will to face her. "Master...why do you have to be an idiot about this kind of stuff...?" I asked the air. I knew I wouldn't get answer. But I just didn't understand. Why did this kind of stuff just have to go over her head? Before I knew it the night had passed by. I noticed the clock in the room said it was 8am the next day. I had been lost in my thoughts the whole night I didn't even notice. But I could still feel myself feeling disappointed. "..." How could I even face after again? I can't just avoid her forever I know that. But...I needed time. I groaned again hugging my knees to myself. "Why...is this so hard?"

I heard a knock on my room shortly after that. A feeling of horror quickly filled me, "Nemo?" I quickly froze hearing her voice. "Are you alright? You never showed up last night." I was stunned I couldn't even open my mouth to answer her. "...Nemo?" She called out to me again. I can't. I can't...I just can't see you right now. Please understand. ugh...

"He must be mad..." I heard her voice say as I heard her footsteps walk away.

...I had just made matters worse somehow. By not answering her. She thought I was mad at her. "Ugh...why."