She refused to see me. She was scared of me disappearing; and I made things worse. By asking her that question. Because there was no future between us. The problem was...she wasn't wrong. I wanted to argue and tell her that...wasn't true. But I couldn't...She had put a wall between us... She wouldn't leave her room or let any of the nemo series near her as well. Maybe she always had this fear, and she just hid it from me?
It had been almost a week, and she still refused to see me. "..." This was my fault. I had brought her fears to light; and because of that she had put a high wall between us up. "...Master." I had been depressed sense than. I sighed entering the mess hall to find the whole nemo series in there glaring at me. I stopped in my tracks staring at them.
"Captain...why don't you have a seat." It was clear. They were all pissed at me.
"What the hell did you do?" It wasn't just me she was avoid but all of us as a whole. So of course, we all felt the effect. "I don't really care what you did. Fix it now." Engineer ordered. "I... can't." I plainly told her. "What do you mean you can't?" She grabbed me by the shirt. "Are you giving up?" What could i really do? I couldn't just tell her I would never leave her. That would be a lie. After all I am a servant. One day...I will disappear just as she fears. "She's scared. Because...one day I will disappear."
There was a limit to how long I could be under one master. But also, even more so sense my summoning was a special case. There was no way to know how long I could stay. In Truth...I felt the same way. I didn't want to leave her one day. I didn't want to disappear in front of her. But...what could I do? "Her fear makes sense. But this wouldn't just come up out of nowhere." I was the one who made her think about it. It was my fault this fear came about.
"I said...I wanted to get married to her one day." I smacked my head on the table in front of me. "Wait you mean you kind of...?" None of the Nemo Series could believe I had really said that to her. "In a way weird...in Captain's own way...he kind of..." Baker gasped at me. "Somewhat but not really. but it was kind of...like a proposal?" Nurse said.
"..." Her reaction to it had been horrible. She was scared so badly when I had said that. I had made things worse saying that. Why would you even say that? her voice had so much fear in it. "Not the smartest thing to do when she was upset to start with." Engineer clicked her tongue at me. "I mean serious you think that would fix anything?" I groaned.
I know...I know it was clearly the wrong to say! ugh...
"Uh..." I heard a voice and looked toward the door to see Master standing there, "...!"I quickly stood up to watch her fled out of the room as quickly as she could. "Wow...she fled just seeing Captain..." I stood there stunned. She fled just seeing me? ugh... damnit.
I ran out of the room after her. I saw that look if I didn't go after her. It would be pretty much telling her I give up. She had avoided me before but never like this. "You shouldn't be running on the ship!" I shouted at her. She ignored what I said and kept running from me. But of course, I would chase after her. I just have to catch her I told myself. I couldn't hide that I felt annoyed. It wasn't like I didn't understand. "Stop chasing me!" I refuse. "No." That isn't happening no matter what. I clearly waited too long too. She had been by herself for almost a week didn't help things. The wall quickly has just grown bigger in that time.
Without a doubt I will break down that wall.