I have returned from the Ether to provide updates.
Yes I am alive
I am in a new relationship and in a much better mental state now
Yes I am still writing, so much so that I have finally finished, and self published my own Dark fantasy book, I will link the book but here is the premise. I do hope you all enjoy it. It is a loveletter to the great fantasy writers like Tolkien and Robert E. Howard. Hardcovers will be available soon, Paperbacks will be soon to follow. Working on getting it into Barnes and Noble if possible!
Here is the premise:

A dark shadow looms over the Continent, with a new warlord known as the Boar King, emerging from the shadows, the Elves, Centaurs, and men are Ill-equipped to fight united as they did in olden times.
With the Warlord seeking a powerful artifact and upon setting his eyes on Elvish lands, whilst the human Kingdom of Astrea is locked in political stagnancy, hope seems lost.
Meanwhile, bodies are disappearing from graveyards and battlefields. Something is afoot.
All seemed bleak, Until an Orc and two Dwarves fell from the sky.
With the outworlders pledging to aid their new allies, an unsteady alliance is formed to stop and defeat the warlord. Becoming a present and dangerous thorn in his side.
But will it be enough?
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https/us/en/ebook/shard-of-woe