Nurse had been bugging me for some time now. I was trying to ignore her for the most part. But...after I heard master had left the nurse room. I couldn't help but worry. I had to force myself out of my room. Sion was worried about what she would do. Void of hope was how nurse said Sion had put it. She was scared just like me. But would she really do something she couldn't take back? No... of course she would. She tried once before right in front of me. I'm sure at this point. She knew her mana circuits were damaged. I knew they were. I wasn't getting much mana from her anymore. It was most likely why I had a fever as well. But I still have to protect her from herself.
I ordered the nemo series to let me know if they saw her.
I was having trouble just walking around looking for her. "Master...where are you?" I should be resting. But I can't...without knowing if she is safe. I wasn't finding her anywhere in the ship. I was getting more and more worried. Where could she be? I had all the marines search the ship none of them could find her. Did I mess up again? I should have just stayed with her. She asked to see me, and I told Nurse I couldn't. and without a doubt it clearly upset her so much to make her take action.
I continued my search, but she wasn't anywhere on the ship. Not even in her own room. One of the Marines found me as I left checking her room to be sure, "Captain. Master been spotted on the outer deck of the ship." Just hearing that alone worried me. Why was she there? I hurried my way to the outer deck in fear. I could feel in deep within me. She was clearly going to do something. But she clearly had cut off our connect to each other. I couldn't feel her anywhere at all. It just made me more scared feeling that. What was she planning on doing? I weakly climbed my way up to the outer deck to find her staring out at the ocean before us.
I knew than what she was planning on doing.
"Master!" She turned toward me and looked surprise to see me standing there. She knew I knew what she was planning on doing. We stared at each other. "I can't anymore." She plainly told me. She stepped backward from me after saying that. I stepped toward her in a hurry. If I didn't she would. "Wait...wait! Master please." she shook her head at me. "I can't anymore I'm sorry, Nemo." With that she threw herself into the water. I panicked as I felt like I was watching the whole thing is slow motion. "Master!" I quickly jumped in after her.
The marines quickly panicked letting Sion know what had happened. "...Shit." she cussed to herself. She had caused the whole thing. Everything had quickly gone out of control so quickly. She couldn't take it and gave up. But of course he had gone after her. If he could save her before she drowns was another story.
"This is all my fault..." She plainly said to herself. She had nothing left. That was why...she did this. She tried to help them only to make the problems bigger. "I'm sorry..."