Time went by and after finding out about Allie's 6th suicide attempt in 2 weeks from using the drugs that she had around, Bea didn't want to deal or go another her without tagging Mr. Jackson went near her. Kaz had been a cham for going to see her at the ward and was making Bea sick of the stomach about the whole thing, but they had known each other for a long time. After Bea worked out from outside, she went for a shower with Maxine, then Kaz came after her to get into the room and needed to see her gf "Hey, babe!" They both kissed and hugged "Hey, what's up?"
"Um, I need to talk to you. As soon as possible" Bea was a little worried and trying to stay calm "Uh yeah! Sure um" She looks at Maxine, so she leaves and gives them alone time "What's going on, Kaz?" She grabs Bea's hand tight and checks around. If anyone is there, then look back at Bea "I need to talk to you about Allie, I am worried about her. More worried than normal" They both knew bad but didn't know how bad she was using until that point and didn't know how to help her, they had tried to help her so many times in the past knowingly Kaz had saved her a little more than Bea from before coming to prison "I don't know what we can do, we have tried so hard to get her there but then she fails and continues of doing the drugs again unless we can put her the program and see how it goes. There is nothing we do than that, Kaz"
"Plus Allie is still trying to get me back, but she won't give up the fight. At the same time, she can't do anything because you Jackson are in the way, thankfully he has stopped for right now" Bea can see that Kaz is giving up on Allie and wishes she could do more for her "I'm just so scared to lose her from the drugs, Bea" She hugs Kaz "Me too" Then what the door opening and closing they turned around to see no one there
"I think that was Allie, I will go see what's going on with her" Bea wanted to go with her but Kaz said no, she wanted to go alone and wanted to talk to her. Kaz went to go see her and found her at block H1 with Liz and Maxine "Hey, Allie. Can I talk to you privately please" They went into her cell and closed the door "Before you start I just want to say thank you for the other day, I didn't mean to hurt you" Then the deep conversation started and Kaz made sure that Allie was sitting down on the bed. It was a long couple of hours, and Bea came around to see her crew and then check on Allie and Kaz "How long has it been?" She sat down next to Liz "It's been a couple of hours; it might be a good chat for Allie"
There was some action, and the door was opened. Kaz looked at Bea with a smile on her face. Allie came out and saw Bea sitting with Liz "Hi, Bea. How are you?" They both went to sit at the table with them "I'm doing okay, what about you" They all talked for a while until Allie decided to go lie down because she didn't feel well. Knowingly, they all know it might be drugs that she had in her system, so Kaz went to check up on Allie just to make sure that she's not doing stupid
"Have you and Kaz talked about putting her in the system?" Maxine whispers to Bea softly "We talked a bit about it, I'm going to manage it to her later" Kaz comes back and sits next to Bea then she slowly takes her hand, but squeezes Bea's hand tightly and looks at each other "Are you okay? What's wrong" knowingly something is up with her or with Allie and Kaz is not saying anything, Bea has butterflies in her stomach because the way she was looking at her and not talking then now she is getting nervous which Bea hates having this feeling especially when Kaz isn't talking "Well, we should get going now it's almost locked up for the night. See ya guys tomorrow, yeah" They all said goodnight and went to their unit, and as Bea was going to make a cup for her and Kaz "Bea?!" Bea turns around to see Kaz and wants to talk to her about Allie
"Hey, what's up, Kaz? Are you okay" There was silence, and she was feeling so many emotions at the same time then started to cry "Hey, What's going on? It's okay. Come here" She gives Kaz a hug and lots of love with some kisses "It's not okay, I'm so worried about Allie right now and She doesn't want to get help than thinks we are going to do it, and uh, I said to her. Allie, you know many fucking I have helped you with your drug addiction. I have lost fucking count" Kaz had to get the bed, and Bea sat down with her
"And Bea has helped you many times, you don't think we tried Allie but you didn't stay clean and didn't help yourself" She paused for a while as her tears were falling down her cheeks, Bea wiped her tears away from her face "We can work together to help her" They both were cuddling together on the bed for a moment and then started to look at each other. They kissed a couple of times but then Kaz got out of bed and put the chair under the door handle, she came back on the bed and got on Bea then the shirt came right off so fast on the floor that it was flying to the other side of the room and Kaz got her on Bea's cheek then they both started kissing again. Bea got her shirt off then they got into it pretty quickly she wanted to get all of the emotions out of her system but at the same time she was trying not to think about Allie
The thing is that she can't control it when it gets in her brain all the time and can't leave her mind until Allie is healthy so she doesn't have to worry about her so much and get so stressed for her. They were getting right into the parts and few things were going on after they did it, they were both under the blankets and cuddling with each other in the bed they fell asleep quickly then worried about Allie tomorrow and think what to do with her next
