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I lead her into my room after making sure the door is locked because I don t want anyone to interrupt us. I have had enough of my family for one evening and don't want to deal with them anymore tonight.
I walk Bella through my room and she looks so shocked and surprised at it. I like seeing this reaction, in every woman that I have brought in here they have all had the same reaction; except that they gushed about it, yet Bella is just soaking it all in quietly with a wishful look in her beautiful brown eyes.
Do you like my room? It was just an unused space except for a rooftop garden that was my mother s, it was left untouched after her passing because my father never had the heart to let anyone near it nor did he go in himself. Do you want a drink?
I move to the kitchenette to get the drink when I realise that I didn t know what she wanted. So I turn back and ask.
What would you like to drink? I have chilled water, soft drink, wines and harder alcohol. She turns back to look at me from the lounge and replies.
Water will be just fine thank you, Edward. She looks down at her fist after she has finished talking. I follow her gaze and notice that her fist is a little red and slightly swollen.
I gasp and move quickly to take a look at it. As I lift it up carefully, she winces but she tries to cover it up as a yawn. I look up at her with a stern, yet worried expression and I see that her eyes hold unshed tears and are glistening with them.
I ask her with nothing but concern in my voice.
Are you alright Bella? What is wrong? And don t be stubborn and lie to me please, we are going to be husband and wife soon so we have to be able to talk to at least each other about everything and anything ok?
She just nods her head and looks away from me with sad eyes. I let out a frustrated sigh and use me free hand to pull her face back to face me so that she is forced to look at me in the eye. In a hard tone that holds a slight growl to it, I say.
Isabella, DO NOT LIE TO ME please! If something is wrong then I want and need to know. If my sister in law has in some way caused this, I will do something about it and tell her off because no one upsets my soon to be wife.
Bella lets out a heavy sigh and then slowly looks up at me with tears running down her face and says.
No Edward, don t start anything with your family because of me. I understand that this is all new to them and it s going to take time for them to trust me and get used to everything. I just hope she doesn t cause you too much trouble now; I don t want to lose you now that I have you!
I can t explain these feelings because I have never felt them before, but I can t deny them anymore. I just have never felt more insulted, humiliated and worthless in my whole life. I just... she suddenly throws her arms around my neck, burries her face into the side of my throat and starts to shake with her violent sobs.
I wrap my arms around her and pick her up; I walk to my bedroom and sit down on my huge bed with her on my lap. I rock as I hold her to me, gently kissing her forehead and whispering nothing but sweet words.
When she has calmed down a little bit, I move us so that we are lying next to each other. I look at her and I can t hold it in anymore, I have to say the words I have never said to anyone before in my life other than my mother...I think...I cup her face in my right hand, look her in the eyes and in a voice that holds all of my emotions I say.
Bella, I can t explain these feelings within me for you either and I know I have never felt them but I wasn t born yesterday and I know that I want to continue feeling the things I do. Just the mere thought of hurting you or seeing you hurt causes me excruciating pain and I don t want to do anything against your Conditions for more than just because it s one of your conditions .
When we first met, I never expected this to happened, but it did and I have never been happier than I am right now. I have been so focused on this Corporation, doing my Jobs and training that I never ever thought that I would have what we have. That is why I have been a bit of a man whore so I could get a release because that s all I thought I deserved.
Nobody have ever stood up for me my whole entire life, they have either stood with me or behind me and what you did tonight made me realise what my feelings are and set them in stone, so Isabella Marie Swan, with all my once dead heart, I Love You. Once the words were out of my mouth I knew they were true.
She gasps and kisses me with so much passion and love, I am shocked at first. I soon recover and join in; I grasp her hair in one hand and cup her face with the other one. Her hands move to my hair and tug my face closer to hers, effectively locking our lips together tighter.
My am I glad I can go two and a half minutes without oxygen. I think to myself.
After a few minutes of kissing we pull apart and are both panting, trying to regain oxygen.
Wow that was some kiss. What brought that on? I ask her. She giggles and replies with a massive smile on her face.
It is because I-I Love you too. I just didn t trust my voice at first and I had to do something to at least show you.
I have never had someone tell me that they loved me, except my Mother, Sister and Aunt. I feel like my heart is filling up and expanding. I am just about to say something back to Bella, when I notice she is looking away again with more tears in her eyes.
I really don t know how to deal with people when they cry and it is a little unnerving to see a person who is normally so strong and commanding; who, by the way, just punched and stood up to someone; be so openly weak.
Is this her way of showing me she trusts me to see her at her weakest? Well there is only one way to find out, so I cup her face again and ask.
Bella, love, what is wrong? Don t cry please, it hurts to see you cry.
She looks at me and replies.
Oh Edward, I just have never felt more loved than I do with you. You make me feel safer than I ever have. I know my father loves me and my mother loved me, but it s not what a person craves. And with all the dickheads I have dated, they just wanted me for my money or tried to both kill and rape me in my sleep. They all didn t live to tell the tale of it, and I have been alone for so long that it is nice to finally have someone that understands, has the same (if not more) money than me and hates the Volturi as much as me.
I smile at her and nod my head. I realise in that moment that she has never really done anything for herself, except her revenge quest to kill the bustards that murdered her mother.
Bella, has anyone ever done anything for you? And I don t mean your parents. I ask her because if she confirms my suspicions, I vow to never stop giving to her and she never has to lift a finger if she doesn t want to.
I watch in sadness as she nods her head and I wrap my arms around her small, but fit and toned frame. I get a sudden flash back of what she did for me the other night and feel guilt for the first time in my life as I realised that she gave to me and I am yet to return the favour.
I push Bella backwards so she is laying flat on her back; she gives me a questioning, confused and slightly scared look; to which I just shake my head at her and smile. I feel her tense up and realise she may not know what I am signalling to her because she is still a virgin so I tell her...well sort of tell her.
Just relax, Bella. Let yourself just feel and let someone give to you for a change. I want to return a favour to you. With that she relaxes under my hands and lays back on the bed, I start to kiss her lips, then her neck with a pass to nibble on her ear lobe and I hear a beautiful moan escape her.
Encouraged by this, I start to kiss my way down to the neckline of her dress. I look back up at her to silently ask for permission to go further, and she nods her head.
I reach behind her to undo her dress and bringing my hands up to her shoulders, I gently push the straps off. I help her to stand to take it off and my breathing stops for a moment as I watch the fabric fall off her beautiful body to reveal her completely nude underneath.
Realising the dress must have had a build in bra, I step toward her and leaning down I whisper into her ear before taking her lobe in my mouth again.
Your simply and breathtakingly exquisite, my Bella. I hear her sharp intake of breath as I lift her up bridal style and lay her back on the bed, but closer to the edge this time.
She tenses up a little when I start to move her legs apart and I don t want that so I say.
It s ok Bella, I am not going to have sex with you just yet, unless you what to, but I am going to do something equally pleasurable. Please trust me and relax. I will not hurt you ever, so let me give to you.
She relaxes and lets me spread her legs, I look down at the apex of her legs and smile when I see just how wet she already is for me.
I look back up to see Bella has her eyes closed and I take that as my invite to just run a solitary finger down her slit, putting a bit more pressure on her clit as I pass it to tease her entrance. She bucks her hips as she gasps and her eyes snap open.
Holy shit Edward, what the hell was that! she yells out at me in a breathy, surprised moan.
I was just teasing you Bella, have you never even touched yourself? I reply and she looks away sheepishly and blushes a deep crimson, and god help me if I didn t just almost jizz in my pants at the sight.
She answers me in a soft breathy voice.
No Edward, I have never had the time and I have always been too focused on my father s business and my jobs to do anything. Plus I-I-I don t know how to do that. She blushes even more after she finishes talking and I look at her with a soft smile.
I lean up and kiss her in a sweet kiss and tell her.
Well then my love, are you in for a rude awakening then. With that and another searing kiss on the lips, I start to make my way back down to her core. I leave a trail of kisses in my wake and I hear her groan and moan, while she grips my hair in her hands.
GOD JUST HER HANDS GRIPPING MY HAIR IS TURNING ME ON. I think to myself as I reach her pussy.
I take one last look up at her face and see that she is looking back at me; I smile my crooked grin and watch as her chest rises and falls rapidly.
I don t hesitate as I lean in and kiss her pelvic bone first, I then move just a little further down and using my fingers I push her lower lips open more and take a good look.
I breathe out slowly so it fans over her clit and I hear a soft sigh come from Bella, I then dip my head in and lick her from the bottom of her slit right up to the top and I circle her clit on the way up as I pass it.
OH MY GOD, EDWARD! she screams out in shock first, but then her shock turns quickly into moans as I go to town on pussy.
Oh god she tastes divine! I could drink her all day. I think to myself as I gently enter a finger into her core and curl it up to hit her g-spot while I take her clit into my mouth and softly nibble on it. My other arm is draped over her waist to stop her moving around so much because she is thrashing around like mad.
She grips my hair as I feel her walls constrict around my fingers and I know she is close. I look up at her and see she is looking back at me with a slightly scared, confused and lust filled expression. I recognise this as her not knowing what she is feeling, so I say to her with a commanding tone to my voice.
Just let yourself feel Bella, don t think about it. Let yourself go. I dip my head back down and bury it in her pussy. Taking her nub in between my teeth gently at the same time I curl my finger up one last time, I feel her cum around my finger and I lick up all she gives me like it was water and it s going out of fashion.
She screams my name out as her orgasm rips through her body and she shakes with the violence of it.
I get up on the bed beside her and just hold her to me as she comes down from her high. When I feel her breathing return to normal I look at her and see that she has a beautiful and very satisfied smile on her face.
I kiss her softly on the lips and when I pull back I see that Bella is looking at me with her big brown eyes. I smile at her and she says in a breathy whisper.
Thank you Edward, that was...that was...just...wow!
I chuckle at her lack of words and tell her that I love her and that I am just going to get her a glass of water. Moving off the bed I head to the kitchenette and get a bottle of water and two glasses.
I reach the room and see that Bella has fallen asleep, naked, in the same position I left her in. I put the water and glasses down on the bed side table in case she needs a drink in the middle of the night and I pick her up, turn down the blankets and put her in the bed.
I look her over and think that she may want to be wearing something to bed so I go over to my closet and get out one of my t-shirts, put it on her, undress myself except for my boxers and climb in next to her. Wrapping my arms around her and pulling her to me.
I place a kiss on her forehead and I hear her sigh. I whisper in her ear, not knowing if she will hear this, but not really caring because I want to say it anyway.
Sleep my sweet, I love you. With that I close my eyes and fall into a peaceful sleep for the first time in a very long time, but before I am fully asleep I hear a soft I love you too come from Bella and I just hug her tighter to me.
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