Pairing: Becky x OC and other pairings to come
Rating: M for mature events that will appear throughout the story.. (Smut, drugs, and other sensitive topics could be mentioned)
I own nothing except for any OCs that I use and the story itself. All the other characters belong to themselves obviously and Impact Wrestling/WWE/whatever promotion. This story is complete fiction. AU (Alternate Universe)
Becky's POV
Sunday Afternoon.. December 22nd, 2019
Between only having one day off this week and the constant cleaning that I had to do yesterday for my mum, I'm fucking exhausted. Why does that woman always wait until the last minute to prepare for family visits? It happens every time. I haven't been up very long and barely managed to get myself dressed. My mind could fabricate many other places I'd rather be right now, places that would accept me for me. But instead, I'm going to pretend to be the daughter this family wants. Until that moment though, I want to talk to my best friends. The four of us had agreed to call each other at around two in the afternoon. I'll probably still see Charlotte for a bit on Christmas, but my other besties won't be back for maybe around a week, maybe two. It feels weird. With it being almost time for the video chat, I hopped into the group chat and started the video call. My fingers ran through my orange locks as I glanced down at my phone to see that I have an unopened photo from Daisy with a text that followed after. All the notification said was, 'Need opinions on something but it's your eyes only.' Dear lord, I'm so tempted to open this, but I have a feeling that this is going to have to wait until after I hang out with my family. Fucking tease. I heard that someone had joined the call with me. "Hey CharBar! The others should pop in here shortly."
"Hey Becks, have your folks arrived yet?" The blonde woman asked, she was wearing something more casual, which surprised me considering how busy the Flairs are during the holidays. Ric always has parties rather it be business related or just for fun. Charbar has on this white and brown flannel top that looked like a crop top and tied beneath the chest.
"Not yet, my dad and Richie will probably be here in a couple hours." Even though it's only been around a month since I saw them, it feels weird not hanging around with my big brother as much. I used to bug him every day and always want to hang out with him and his friends but now, I'm lucky if we talk weekly now. Someone that really helped me get through my early childhood before I met Charlotte. But if he knew that I'm a lesbian, Richie might not love me the same. I don't want to find out. Thank whatever higher power exists, I have friends that love me for who I truly am, and I don't have to hide myself around them. The woman that has my heart is in a similar boat that I am in, but her repercussions are way higher. She's so understanding. I'm so lucky.
Before Charlotte could respond back to me, another video feed popped up. "Sup Besties!" Mercedes cooed, giving both of us a little wave. Since she's in Boston, Cedes is wearing some anime hoodie and a black beanie.
Not even five seconds later did Bayley join the call. She was just wearing a simple polo t-shirt. "Hey guys!"
"Hey Cedes and BayBay, how was your flight?" Char asked. The preschool teacher's flight was much shorter, it was maybe a two-hour flight, or she could have done a nine-hour drive. Mercedes on the other hand would be a six-to-seven-hour flight because she went all the way out to Boston.
"Mine was fine. What about you, Cedes?"
"I couldn't find anyone adventurous enough to join the mile-high club. Lame asses." The purple-haired woman responded so nonchalantly which got all three of us to sigh in unison. A simple 'my flight was alright, thanks for asking bestie' would have sufficed. Mercedes cleared her throat, her head turned back to the camera as she pointed at the screen. "Also, Becks, I have a bone to pick with you."
"The answer is no."
"Not that." Wait what does she mean by that? Do I even want to know? "Mella said that Toni Storm and Daisy Mero were at the club on Friday, why the fuck didn't you call me?" Dear sweet Jesus, can anyone keep their mouths shut? I didn't know that Toni was tagging along with her and frankly, the blonde is starting to rub me the wrong way. She's been super lovely on Daisy, holding onto her and let's not forget spanking that beautiful ass. Can I really be mad about it? Toni doesn't know that we are hooking up. If she did, the blonde model would cease this, right? I can't help but remain jealous, especially now knowing that Storm is currently staying with Mero. The brunette explained the situation to me, and I really do feel bad for Toni. Daisy doing this really shows that her heart is in the right place. She's so sweet. I'll still find a way to spend time with her at her place. "You know how much I want to eat that ass for dessert. I gyatt to get their numbers. Hook a girl up. Char, please I know you have their numbers."
Good lord, if this girl got a score for persistence, she would have straight As across the board. I only have Daisy's number but of course, they don't need to know that. I wouldn't give it to her anyways. "Damn it Cedes, settle down. I can't keep apologizing for your stupidity." Bayley couldn't help but laugh at her roommate's begging.
"I'm very good at giving oral apologies. I'm sure I'd get their forgiveness really quick." Stop it, you're ridiculous.
"Dear lord, this is why you are not getting their numbers." Charlotte said almost void of emotions, trying to keep a more serious face as Mercedes pouted, looking at her with big eyes. Don't give into her Charbar because I'll be damned if anyone ruins my chance with Daisy.
"Char, what's your plans for the holidays?" The brunette asked the Flair woman before that small smile turned into a mischievous smirk. "Are you going to ask Andrade on a date for New Year's Eve?"
"Who the fuck is Andrade?!" Oh right, has he never been brought up after Mercedes after the time at the bar? I think it's funny that she is still clueless about the whole first meeting.
"I-" Char's face immediately changed colors into a more pinkish hue as she attempted to cover her face with her hand.
"Her hot Papi-"
"Bayley!"
Our purple-haired bestie arched her brow as she laughed at how Charbar was completely embarrassed about discussing the man that made her brain stop functioning. I chuckled, resuming the topic. "It's true, she was drooling over him at the gym. Charlotte goes to the same gym alone to work out with him."
"Oh, that's nasty, Charbar, I didn't know you had that in you." I don't believe that the blonde woman is really going to the gym to get a quick fuck, if she was, she would have probably told me by now. Then again, I'm hiding my sex life, so it beats the hell outta me. Mercedes put her hands up to her chest, her hands up vertically. "So how big is his-"
"Fucking hell Becks, do you wanna play like that because I have some ammunition I ca-"
Oh god, I have a feeling that I know what she's going to say, and I really don't need this circulating around. "No! Char, I'll kick your arse, don't you dare!" I snarled, trying my best to sound intimidating but I know I'm failing miserably. I love my bestie, but holy shit, she gets all of the information wrong and can't read the room at times. She's only focusing on Toni and not my Daisy, she was the only one I was eying. Her in a green bikini is definite spankbank material and the brunette knew exactly what she was doing.
"Oh, spill the tea!" Bayley shouted, clapping her hands together with excitement. She might not be much of a gossip girl or spreading gossip, but BayBay loves hearing the tea.
"Fuck yeah, what dirty secret is Becky hiding from us?!" My dirty little secret is that I have been hooking up with one of the sexiest models in the country and that I really want to ask her out. I do, I think I want to pursue a relationship with her, but I don't want to get in her way either. I am content with our current situation but I also long to call her my girlfriend.
"She totally has a crush on Toni Storm, she's been denying it so bad!" I couldn't help but groan, hiding my face in my hands. It wasn't because of embarrassment it's because I was laughing so damn much already. Charlotte, you are close but so far at the same time.
Bay gasped and started squealing with excitement. "About damn time you get a crush on someone! We finally know Becky's type of woman!" I don't have a type of woman.
"I volunteer as tribute to be in the middle of that sandwich!" Why does she have to involve me in her stupid sexual fantasies? The answer is forever no. I'll admit that Toni is absolutely gorgeous and has an amazing body but I'm not sitting here thinking about her sexually.
"You guys are ridiculous! That's not true at all."
"Then why is your face so red?"
I haven't been able to stop laughing ever since Char opened her mouth. Sometimes I forget how funny my best friend could be whenever she isn't acting all serious. "Because I can't stop fucking laughing at the ridiculous accusation, Charlotte, I really don't have a crush on Toni-"
"Liar! That gyatt is too alluring to not be drawn to her!" Not going to argue with this moron, all of the Heyman Hustle Girls have amazing figures and that includes their booties. I can be an admirer and look but that doesn't mean I'm attracted to them. Only one model has my attention right now and it's not Toni, respectfully of course.
"Mercedes!"
"Becks, I really could see how she feels about you. I can hype you up!" Charbar really has the best intentions at heart, but she is still so wrong about who I have feelings for. "Trust me Becks, I know Toni will fall for your charm. I just want you to find the love you deserve." I can't even be mad at her after that, Bay and Cedes nodded in agreement with the Flair woman. I was expecting Mercedes to say something about how the purple-haired woman has already called dibs on that 'gyatt' of hers.
"Appreciated but I can find my own whenever I'm ready." Can we end this conversation already? I'm afraid that if the topic continues, I might let something slip and someone will piece together who I was over in the guest wing for.
"Dude, she's a Heyman Hustle Girl and Char has connections. If you don't want a piece I call dibs-"
"No." Charlotte didn't even let her finish her sentence as Mercedes scowled at the camera and folded her arms over her chest in a childish pout.
She can be cute sometimes whenever she doesn't open that vulgar mouth of hers. Bayley and I couldn't help but chuckle at Charlotte's scolding of our wild bestie. Well, if we are talking about supposed 'crushes', there is one more woman that we haven't really touched on. I smirked, "If we wanna talk about little crushes-"
"Becks, I swear to fuck!" The brunette shouted which earned a chuckle out of Charlotte and I, Mercedes seemed confused by the random screaming from her best friend.
"Oh yeah, her obvious eyefucking of Kaitlyn at the pool party." Charlotte clarified as Bayley sighed, covering her face with her hand.
Cedes snapped her fingers a few times, trying to get our attention. "Which one was that? Mommy Milkers?" Why? Why do you have to call Celeste that? I mean I am pretty sure she had the biggest set of knockers at the party by a country mile but still. Am I really sitting here trying to compare the breast sizes of all the girls? I don't think I really looked at the others to comprehend but I guarantee that Daisy and Bayley are up there. I gave the purple-haired woman a small nod. "God damn, I'd suck the life out of those." Jesus Christ, keep that in your head but I am pretty sure that April would kill her. There's only one pair of tits I want in my mouth, but I need to wait a little longer. I'm patient. I hope so.
Bayley nervously laughed; her face was emitting a bright blush. It's so cute to see the brunette flustered over someone. I haven't had the heart to tell her that Kaitlyn is currently taken by AJ. I don't want her heart to be broken. "You ladies are awful! She's very pretty okay, and really nice, like god damn I'm not looking for anything either." If that's the truth, then there is no urgency to tell her. She will probably figure it out on her own or I will tell her whenever she gets back from her trip.
"BayBay, I know, you are so fun to tease. When are you coming back, I miss you?" Not having my besties around all the time feels so weird, Charlotte is the busiest one but I'm normally over at Cedes and Bay's place daily.
"What about me?!" The purple-haired woman shouted in an offended tone. Oh, she's so easy to tease.
"Eh." I said, gesturing my hand in a so-so motion causing Mercedes to look at me with puppy dog eyes and a little pout. As much as she is a pain in my arse, I can't imagine my life without her. "I'm kidding, I miss you too, brat."
"Thank you, Daddy!" Dear lord, why does she have to call me that? But I know that correcting her would only result in her doing it more to spite me.
"I fly back next Sunday."
"Fuck yeah, we should have a New Year's Eve party!" A get together does sound pretty nice but I am pretty sure that I was going to try and stay over at Daisy's house that night. Although with Toni there, I'm not sure how we are going to manage sneaking around.
"For once I agree with Mercedes." Of course you do Charbar, you want an excuse to drink more than you already do. Hot damn I love you, but your Flair is showing right now.
"I'm down."
"Can you invite the Heyman Hustle Girls?! Please Char, I'll be on my very best behavior. Pretty please." Inviting the models might not be the worst idea although I am pretty sure that the tension between them isn't dissolving anytime soon. So, I know that Daisy and Toni would definitely come to this party if asked, Mero would easily, and I am sure Storm will follow behind. Jade and Kiera are possibilities as well.
"I'll think about it. I'm pretty sure most of them have gone out of town." Charlotte replied. Deonna and Alicia are the two that I have managed to talk to the least out of the six Heyman Hustle Girls so even if they were in town, I'm not sure they would bother if Daisy and Toni are around.
"Rebecca, your father and brother are here!" I released a sigh hearing the voice of my mum. Don't get me wrong, I am happy to see my father and my elder brother. Although I have to refrain from talking about all the happiness in my life. Why can't I sit down and be able to gush about my love life and all the new friends I have been making? I've seen some of them display their disgust whenever it comes to the community, however my dad doesn't really speak ill of the topic or does so the least. I want to come out to them so bad. I want to stop lying to them, but I can't, I'm not ready for the consequences.
"Coming Mum!" I shouted so she didn't bother coming upstairs. She adores my friends, but I don't want something to be said that shouldn't be. "I have to go for now, but we can do the same thing tomorrow if you ladies aren't busy."
"Sounds good! Love you, Becks."
"Love you!"
"Bye Daddy, I love you!" I left the call and rolled my eyes at the last response from Mercedes and closed my laptop and set it over on my dresser. I looked down to my phone which still had that one unread message from Daisy. I'll make sure to message her later but for now, I'm going to pretend to be a different person. It's for the good of my family, right?
Daisy's POV
Monday December 23rd, 2019 Late Morning..
If it wasn't for the sole fact that I was coming to spend Christmas Eve with my family, I would have hated that I had such an early flight this morning. But the best thing about it was that I wasn't alone, Toni's been a big help whenever it comes to keeping my spirits in check. Having a pretty good drinking buddy and someone to have a slumber party with has made me seldomly think of all the depressing feelings of the holiday season. It's bittersweet. "You know it feels so weird being back in Los Angeles without security up my ass." If I wasn't with Toni, I'll admit that I would be scared to be wandering around alone. I shouldn't, they caught those people that attempted to kidnap me.
"Ah, I haven't taken a trip to the Big Orange in quite some time. It's where all the stars live after all, however we have our own bright ones down in Sin City too." Toni replied, keeping her arm linked with mine as we watched our cab drive away. "Darling, I can't thank you enough for giving me your company through the holidays. As well as allowing me to join your wonderful family for Christmas."
"Yeah, I wasn't going to leave you by yourself. I'm sorry your plans got ruined." Storm has done so much for me already; she's quickly becoming one of my closest friends. I mean, I don't have a lot, but I trust her so much. That's the polar opposite from a couple weeks ago. Originally Toni was supposed to go to Florida with Alicia, but they aren't on the best of terms right now. What kind of friend would I have been if I declined letting her stay with me? Not a good one... and I really need to start being better to the girls, they are my friends. It's my fault that they are on the rocks right now.
"Ah it was my fault regardless." She said with a beautiful smile on her face, I can't tell if this is all a facade or not. I'd imagine that this whole thing is getting to her, but Toni hasn't shown any negative emotions about it since whenever she came over. I really need to patch things up with them but how? My thoughts were stopped by a gentle caress on my cheek, I looked over to the blonde model. "Darling, your face is too gorgeous to be frowning like that. Time will heal all wounds but I'm happy where I am right now."
Hearing the sweetness in her voice caused my heart to thump roughly in my chest a couple times. Why? Why would she be so happy being here with me instead of with her best friend? I don't understand her sometimes. "I do hope so. I really hope I didn't ruin your friendship with Alicia and Deonna. I-" Not looking forward, we managed to bump into someone. How are we so distracted that neither of us noticed a person in front of us? "Um, excuse me.." Immediately I felt the hairs on the back stand up as I met the gaze of the stranger's baby blue eyes. He looked at me with such wide eyes, but they also felt so predatory. The man looked to be over six feet; a muscular build hidden underneath his long-sleeved gray sweater. On his hands were fingerless black gloves, and he was wearing a simple pair of blue jeans with a black belt around his waist. He had a mustache and short blonde hair that was combed over to the right, the sides of his head were shaved down. Who is this guy? Why do I feel like I've seen him before?
The man didn't say a single word, his eyes looked between myself and Toni and then back to me. The stranger cocked his head at me until Toni decided to speak up. "You are quite the strange fellow, aren't you? I understand the nerves but at least utter something." He gave her a little look before ignoring her words. Why is he continuing to look at me like this? I parted my lips to speak but reached into his pocket and pulled up a piece of paper. He placed the folded piece of paper in my hand and started walking away.
"That was strange." The hairs on the back of my neck continued to stand up as I nervously unfolded the piece of paper. I was expecting a note, a love letter, or a poem but instead I was met with a picture. The artwork was a cartoonish style portrait of a woman in a beautiful robe with a crown on her head. She was wearing jeans and a sexy crop top underneath. "He's a nervous one but this artwork is pretty." The longer I studied the picture, the more I realized that the woman in the artwork had my tattoo. "Oh, this is me. Wow."
Toni leaned closer, looking down at the artwork in question and back to me. She nodded, giving a warm smile. "He captured your beauty well. But there was something off about him, as the kids would say, I disliked his 'vibe'." As the kids would say, man, Toni really knows how to get a genuine laugh out of me.
"Yeah, I guess he was just shy." I've had some weird interactions with fans before, most of them attempt to say something even if it's a stutter but he didn't even try. There's nothing wrong with being shy or socially awkward though, I used to not understand people myself but I'm still growing and learning. With a small sigh, I started folding the paper back up and tucked it safely away in my purse. I try to keep fan pictures, letters and artwork in a folder in my study well the ones that aren't creepy as fuck. This will go nicely with the others. "I really hate being here."
My eyes stayed glued in front of me as the both of us walked past the automatic doors. The atmosphere here is so different, it's suffocating. The blonde model next to me gently caressed my forearm and tilted her head to the right, giving me a confused gaze. "I'm curious as to why sweetheart, they have been really trying to secure you away from us. Not that you would ever leave us, right?" Her green eyes went big, and she batted her eyelashes at me. Is she pleading with me to tell her that I would never leave?
"Baskow and the Heyman Hustle Girls are where I belong. No other agency is going to have me." That's the truth, the second I leave the Heyman Hustle Girls, I plan on retiring. There's one thing that I really want to do in life, but I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I still have much to learn. It's something that I haven't even talked to Kait about because I'm not entirely sure if that's the path I need to walk. Best to keep it in the back of my mind until I decide rather it's my destiny or am I stuck in this blinding spotlight. Toni seemed happy with that response, hugging onto me tightly letting out a squeal.
"As if the inferior Mero would have anything to offer Wilhelmina in the first place." Another accented voice chimed in, and I couldn't help but sigh, I know exactly who that voice belongs to. It's too early for this bullshit and I was hoping that I would be able to find Auntie Torrie and get the fuck out of here. I have two people that I wish not to see, and this is one of them. Maryse Mizanin, better known to me as Rena's little bitch, stared at me with that overconfident smirk and a hand resting on her hip. "I don't understand why our executives are so set on trying to get you to jump ship here. You'd only ugly up our roster." She swayed her hips with every step taken. Her long, platinum blonde hair was straight and went past her breasts, she wore a knee-high black dress with a high slit on the left side to show her long and toned legs. I'll always admit that Maryse is beautiful on the outside but it's the inside that's rotten to the core.
The blonde model beside me let out a growl and released her hold on my arm. "How dare a plastic funbag like you speak such untrue words about Daisy!" I fought back a chuckle as Maryse's jaw dropped as she stared over to Storm, who was darn near ready to take off her shoe. I grabbed onto her hand and shook my head to her, she shimmered down.
"Oh look, she brought one of her little puppies with her." Oh? I was so focused on Mizanin that I didn't really notice that another blonde barbie was standing beside her. I don't recognize this one, so I am assuming that she is Maryse's little lapdog. Aw, how cute, she has a lapdog of her own now. This one had more of an athletic build to her, she was muscular, but it wasn't overbearing. Her hair was long and blonde, about the length of Maryse's hair but wavy on the end. She was wearing a bedazzled pink crop top and a leather black skirt. She's pretty but probably ugly on the inside.
I ignored whatever the lapdog said and turned my attention back to Rena's favorite bitch. None of my girls are my 'puppies' or lap dogs, we are equal. "How lovely it is to hear your voice again Maryse, although I don't speak poodle so can you speak a language I can understand." She's so easy to anger, I barely have to do a single thing and she's scowling. She's probably planning how she could kill me if the blonde bimbo had the chance.
The other barbie had the audacity to get in my face and poke my chest. Oh, the balls on this one are almost respectable. "You have some nerve talking to big sis Maryse like that! She's proven time and time again that she's better than you. Your inferior DNA is nothing to the likes of us." Maryse is not better than me because she hasn't been doing all of the work herself but I'm not in the mood to argue with the nameless stooge.
The blonde's wrist was grabbed and pulled away from my body by Storm. Toni stepped forward, almost going nose to nose with her. Toni's feeling extra spicy today but I need to make sure she doesn't get hurt or fights these two. That could be a career death sentence. "This is a conversation for adults only, child, now if you could be so kind as to fuck off, it'd be appreciated. Now shoo begone!"
"I know some wannabe movie star isn't talking to me like she's superior. You aren't even in the top five, so you aren't worth our time either." The fire on this one is lit pretty well, geez. Why did we have to run into them out of all the other models here?
"I'm sorry but who are you? Your irrelevant ass probably isn't even in the top fifty." Yeah, she's definitely being spicy which I am adoring right now because the deer in headlights look on this barbie's face was priceless. Deciding that Toni had humbled her enough, I stepped forward and pressed my open palm gently on Storm's stomach. She looked over to me and obliged, backing up a couple steps as Maryse was the one now to brush past her underling and attempt to get into my face to intimidate me. Oh, I'm so scared.
"I-"
"Maryse. Control your toddler, the only reason you are even as relevant as you are and that's because you suck up to my mother. Rena gets all your gigs, doesn't she? She sucks up to the right people because you, Maryse, are incapable of doing so yourself. Your acting career was shit and you think you're hot shit because your husband is an actor. Aren't most of his movies straight to DVD anyways-" Oh my handsome husband is an actor therefore I am better than everyone else. Yeah, that's not how it works sweetie, but I know where you got your douchebag from and it's not just my birth mother. Maryse stuck her hand in front of my face in an attempt to silence me. I chuckled, narrowing my eyes and slapping the hand out of my face. I'm not taking disrespect from plastic garbage like you. "Do that again and I'll make sure Rena has to send you to the vet to be put down."
"Oh, you are so going to get it, you vile bitch of a woman! Don't you dare insult my husband! I'm better than you will ever be."
"What did you say? I don't speak bitch."
I'm having too much fun getting underneath her skin, but she honestly deserves the insults. She's been insulting me the whole time and her stooge has been insulting Toni. Maryse let out a snarl, pulling her hand back like she was going to slap me. "You wh-"
"Maryse! Tiffany! Are you two done looking like a bunch of fools?" Another voice shouted which got both of them to immediately freeze up and cease their actions. I sighed, that voice belongs to the other person that I didn't wish to see on this trip. Rena Mero, the woman responsible for bringing me into this world only to leave me to crash and burn on my own. Little did she know that I've been putting out my fires one by one and making it so I can breathe freely. It's thanks to other important people in my life that I've made it this far. "You wouldn't win in a fight against her or her underling." Rena informed them as they both scowled at us, taking a couple steps back.
"Nice of you to come get your lap dogs, Rena." I couldn't help but remark to the oldest blonde woman. I try my best to never call her mother because that's not what she is. She hasn't been like that since I was child. I know it gets underneath her skin because I don't respect or kiss her ass anymore. I gave up on pleasing her whenever my life started to become a living hell.
"Tch, the disrespect from your mouth disgusts me." Rena Mero scoffed as I tried not to inhale the massive stench of silicone around me. Lord, I don't understand why women think plastic makes them look better. I understand that it's their own bodies and all, they have every right to do so. But I personally will never see the appeal, I will always be completely natural. The she-devil looked over to the other barbie girl. "However, Tiffany.."
"Yes Ma'am-"
Before Tiffany could ever respond back in its entirety, Rena raised her right hand and slapped the youngest blonde across the face. The action caused Toni to let out a gasp and I barely managed to hold one back. I can't understand how she can be so cruel to people that adore and worship her. "Learn to watch your tongue. Unlike the two of you, she's my daughter. Her DNA is half of mine and therefore superior to yours." Wow, that's the closest thing I have gotten to a compliment in years. That's surprising. But she's wrong, I am not superior to them because of my DNA, I am simply the better person. I would like to think that anyway. "I was the one that wanted her here in Wilhelmina. Are you questioning my judgment, ladies?" The only reason that you want me at the same agency as you is so you can attempt to control my every move. Never going to happen again, I might hate my job, but I do like the girls I work with and love Paul so much.
"No Mrs. Rena, I-I.. I wasn't intending to speak ill of you, Madam, only her. I'm so sorry. It won't happen again."
"I'd never question your judgment Mrs. Rena, I do apologize. I wasn't aware."
It does make me giggle inside how submissive these inflated egos have gotten since Rena had arrived. "Good, now get out of my sight, you two. I wish to speak to them alone." Dear Lord, this is not what I want either, why can't you leave with them? With one last glare and smirk directed at me, Maryse turned her heels and started walking away; Tiffany followed behind like the lap dog she is. Rena exhaled an annoyed huff as her eyes didn't focus on me like I expected but instead on my friend accompanying me on the trip. "This woman that you have with you, it's Toni Storm, right?"
Why does this matter? Since when do you care about my crew to begin with? What is she scheming? The blonde bombshell next to me seemed as surprised as myself hearing Rena actually speaking to her. "Yes Ma'am, I'm honored that you know my name."
As much as a cunt that Rena Mero is, she's modeling royalty. There are countless people that have and will continue to bend over backwards to please her. I used to be one of them but now, I refuse. Now what the older blonde did next certainly caught me off guard. The older Mero extended her hand out for the Australian woman to shake. Storm's eyes widened for a brief second, reaching out to shake Rena's hand. "I must admit, I am quite a fan of your work. This persona and commitment to this character you portray is astounding." What is trying to accomplish here? Are these compliments true or fabricated? Rena gave a smile that wasn't filled with that usual arrogance. "Perhaps I could interest you in an offer to join my group here in Wilhelmina. Hollywood would be at your fingertips."
Oh, this stupid bitch, I see what she's doing. Are you really trying to recruit my girls into your little circle to get back at me? First it was berating me in front of Jade, intentionally trying to make me feel like shit, thanks 'mother'. But is this offer actually bad for Toni, she's right about Hollywood being right here, perhaps being in LA might be better for her. Would I be the asshole for letting her follow her dreams? Toni looked over to me briefly and not even ten seconds had passed whenever the shorter blonde responded. "As much as the offer is enticing, Miss Mero, I'm quite content with where my loyalty lies. Daisy Mero is the only Mero I wish to work under."
Why would you say no to being in Hollywood? Toni.. Don't stay because of me. Rena's smile immediately disappeared, and a scowl replaced it. "You're pathetic. You are throwing away an offer of a lifetime."
"Toni is anything but pathetic, she's a fucking star! She's Timeless and has more talent in her arts than all of your stooges and you. She's going to be a massive name in Hollywood and Broadway one day." It's not like she wasn't already doing pretty good work on Broadway whenever I recruited her. In less than five years, she claimed the charts and is sitting at number six for the second year in a row. Last year, I was ranked fifth and I've moved up to fourth this year. I wonder... Do I really consider trying to hit the number one spot? I stepped in front of Storm and almost went nose to nose with my birth mother. I'm tired of Rena's superiority complex. She really needs to be knocked down a couple levels and it's taken everything in my power not to slap or punch her. "You can talk shit about me all you want; I'm used to it. But leave my girls out of it!"
"See this is why you're not in the top three, you're clinging onto your so-called friends. She's going to stab you in the back one day. I hope she does, so maybe you'll learn." If anything, having friends has made me stronger because I probably wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for them.
"You know nothing about me, I'd never hurt my Darling Daisy like that! She's our friend and we all adore her at Baskow." Toni surprisingly spoke up; I noticed that the blonde stepped out from behind me and grabbed onto my arm again.
Rena scoffed, her attention went back to my friend, her eyes glared down at where her hand was holding onto me at. "Heh, friends in this business are few and far between. Have fun stringing her along I guess." No, this gaslighting bullshit isn't going to work on me. You are trying to get me to second guess Toni's words and slowly start believing that I can't trust her. "So, Daisy, I heard from Ric that you are going to be the model representing the Flair Corporation."
"Yeah, what of it? I mean surprised that you even remember my name."
I don't think I've heard Rena say my name in a little over a year. It's honestly surprising that she didn't call me Mariah. Hm, I haven't heard from my little sister in a while, maybe I should call her for Christmas. "Nothing. Now move out of my way, I have more important things to take care of." Rena didn't say anything else, basically shoving me to the side almost into Toni as she swayed her hips and walked away from us.
My eyes could only watch her as I felt the massive amount of sadness and guilt trying to weigh me down. Why was I even born if this is my life? I'm here for a reason but I don't think this is it. I felt someone softly caressing my forearm and I looked away from wherever Rena walked off too and into the soft eyes of Toni. "...Darling, are you alright? I have no idea how rude and cruel such a temptress could be."
"I'm used to it."
"Whenever I thought that we were coming to visit your family... I thought your mother would be involved." She was speaking with such a sad tone in her voice, is this pity or genuine concern for my wellbeing? No no, Toni wouldn't pity me. I can see how much she actually cares about me.
"No, I don't consider her my real mother anymore." I said truthfully as Toni's eyes softened more and looked back in the general direction the mega bitch walked off too. I don't talk about my past all too much, Kait knows pretty much everything but there are some things I've never told her. "I'm sorry she was mean to you, and don't believe a word she says."
Toni shook her head, wrapping her arms around my waist and giving me a small hug. Her hands rested on my hips as she spoke. "Never Darling. I'm a one Mero type of gal and frankly, she's a cunt. And I hope you know; I'd never stab you in the back." Of course, I'm going to trust her. She has yet to do me any wrong and I am learning that Kait isn't the only friend I have to trust. I can learn to trust more people.
"Hey Daisy! So glad that you were able to make it!" I couldn't hold back the smile that appeared on my face as Toni and I both turned to face where the voice came from. Walking toward us was none other than Torrie. She looked between the two of us with a bright smile as I realized that Storm was still holding onto me. "Oh, you brought Toni with you! Sweetie, you both are looking so hot right now."
The blonde bombshell beside me released her grasp on me and walked up to the model approaching us. "My my, Torrie, it's been ages since I've seen you! You are looking stellar, Darling." She complimented as my real mother hugged onto me and squeezed tightly. She also gave Toni a brief hug as well.
"Thank you, you look amazing too! I saw Rena walking away from you guys, she didn't say anything, did she?"
"Yeah, but what else is new, I came to see my family and that's you." Torrie sighed out hearing that Rena was attempting to cause more problems but she's not important now. What's important to me at this moment is spending time with my friend and my real family. "I know this was a last second change, but I do hope it's not a problem."
"Of course not! Any friend of yours is welcome although Toni was not who I was expecting." Oh goodness, did Torrie and Stacy assume that I was going to bring Rebecca along with me? I do wish that I could, but she has her own family to worry about even if they don't really accept who she truly is.
Toni looked at me for a brief second, cocking her head curiously at the response from Wilson. The younger of the two blondes smiled brightly over to Torrie. "The hospitality from such modeling royalty is truly appreciated."
"Ah shucks! You are too kind." Torrie beamed out a beautiful smile directed over toward Storm as she rested a hand on her hip. "I am almost done with all the work I need to do for today so if you want to stick around feel free too." Well, if the plastic brigade is done with their harassment, it wouldn't be that bad to hang around. Maybe we can find somewhere to grab a coffee in the vicinity.
"Mrs. Wilson, I have the documents that you requested." A female voice called out, if I'm not mistaken, I heard a little bit of a more Southern accent. "Oh em gee, I'm so sorry, I didn't realize that you had company!" I looked over to see a small blonde woman running over to us. She looked to be a little over five feet tall, her honey blonde hair braided into pigtails.
"Thank you very much Blaire." Auntie Torrie spoke as the petite blonde handed her a small folder.
Where have I seen this woman before? There is something about that innocent freckled face that seems really familiar. Wait... My eyes quickly darted to the hat that was resting on top of her head. It's a pink cowgirl hat, that's whenever it hits me. She's that one girl that Torrie and I bumped into whenever I was here last time. I scared her. "Oh, it's you."
She let out a small hum, her blue eyes glancing over to me, and I noticed how much they lit up at the sight of me. "Miss Mero! You remember me, I'm flattered." Her naturally tanned complexion emitted a slight pink hue as she shyly put her hands behind her back. "Is there anything I can assist you with?"
"No, Blaire." She doesn't need to cater to me whenever she's so busy with doing her own work. I turned over to look at my friend and asked. "Toni, is there anything that you are needing?"
"Not at all Darling, this assistant is quite the cutie." Toni directed the compliment over toward Blaire, who smiled wide at the response. That's cute, she seems to be pretty shy. Could it be because she's intimidated by us? Toni folded her arms over her chest and let out a little hum. The Heyman Hustle Girl leaned against me with a smile. "Do you think Mister Heyman would allow us to have some assistance in our work?"
"I'll run it by him." That's not a bad idea actually, it would be less stress on Paulie and having more assistance with making sure everything is on schedule would equal more opportunities. Hm? That would mean that we would need a higher payroll if we managed to get assistance for all of the girls. I mean, I don't really need one since Paul is my advocate. No one can replace him.
"Miss Storm, thank you for the compliment."
Auntie Torrie gently placed a hand on the shoulder of the cowgirl. "This is Blaire Hollyfield, she's been my assistant for the past two months. The cutest and sweetest cowgirl in all of the West Coast." She introduced the assistant, who grinned widely looking sweetly up to Wilson. "Although the other models have been quite rude to her, and I can't get them to stop."
"I bet it's my mother and her stooges. Fucking bitches."
"Cunts, the whole lot of them."
"It's okay. Bianca's been pretty nice to me." Well at least one of these models besides my real mother is a decent human being and not a dickwad. That's good to know. "Mrs. Wilson, is there anything else I can do for you?"
"No Blaire, sweetie, you have already completed all of your work today. You are free to go home and enjoy your holiday break."
Blaire couldn't help but jump around in excitement at the news. She looks like such a bundle of energy and very positive. She gave Torrie a small hug before turning to look at Toni and I. "Thank you Ma'am, I hope you and your family have a Merry Christmas! Have a Merry Christmas Miss Storm and you too, Miss Mero!"
"You too!"
"What a sweet girl." Toni said as I watched the petite cowgirl skip over to where the receptionist desk was located so she could clock herself out for the day.
"Well, that was the last thing I was waiting on. Let me go grab my things and we will head back to my place." Oh, thank God, I wasn't sure if I actually wanted to hang around this area for much longer. I have a feeling if I ran into Maryse or Rena again, I might have needed to get bail money ready.
"Okay Auntie Torrie, I've already run through the rules with Toni. She'll be a good girl, isn't that right?" I smirked over to the blonde and nudged her in the side with my elbow. The Australian bombshell looked over to me with a wide grin and giggled.
"That I shall, I would never disrespect someone that allows me to be a guest in their luxurious abode." Going several days without alcohol again is going to be a challenge but it's all worth it to have some time with my real family. I cherish them so much, Paul and his family and Kait. I cherish my friendship with Toni too and all the new friends I'm making. Christmas might be bearable this year.
For the next twenty minutes or so, the three of us made our way over to my second home. Torrie drove as I decided to briefly catch up with everything that happened recently with all the chaos that had been going on. Work is always so busy and with the end of the year so close, the beginning of the year is going to be ridiculous. Toni and I talked about the Christmas shoot, the blonde Australian started gushing about how I was her 'knight in shining armor' and that I saved her from the depths of despair or something. She's being dramatic as fuck, but it did make me feel all mushy inside. I fought back a small blush; she's overhyping me way too much. We arrived at the Wilson's estate, and followed my mom up the stairs, leaving our belongings in the car for the time being. Torrie opened the door, "Honey, I'm home and I found a brat that looks like our eldest and her friend." I heard the blonde behind me snicker as I fought the urge to scoff and roll my eyes. I'm not a brat, am I?
The sound of footsteps approached as the oldest woman walked into the living room and met her wife in the doorway to the hallway. "Hey baby!" She shouted excitedly, giving her lover a sweet kiss on the lips underneath the mistletoe hanging up as I playfully gagged behind them. I felt Storm slap my ass at my childish antics as I shot a quick glare over to Toni, who grinned. "I didn't expect you to be done with work already." Stacy rushed over to us and embraced me tightly like I haven't seen her in years. She does give amazing hugs, so motherly, it warms my heart so much. "Daisy, it's great to see you, honey!" I noticed that the leggy blonde's eyes fixated on my friend, she blinked a couple times. Wait, was she also expecting Rebecca as well? "Huh. Aren't you Toni Storm?"
"The one and only, I must say that I was unaware that I would be meeting 'The Weapon of Mass Seduction' herself. It's a pleasure to meet you Mrs. Keibler." Toni cooed over, giving a small bow in respect for my other mother. God damn it, she's being so dramatic.
Stacy squealed in excitement, quickly grabbing onto Toni's hands, who looked at her curiously. "Oh, I haven't heard that name in years, you know your stuff!" She might have been retired from modeling about six years now, but she really loves whenever people recognize her work. The exact opposite of me, that's for sure. "Daisy didn't tell me that it was you coming along... I was expecting someone else."
"Eh?" Storm's green eyes looked to me as she cocked her head slightly to the right.
"Mama, you're back!" An excited voice belonging to a child screeched out, as I noticed the little bundle of joy running out from her bedroom. Ava Grace Keibler-Wilson is the oldest of the couple's children that Stacy had given birth too. She's five now and loves dancing like her momma Stacy. She has long dark brown hair, pulled back into cute little pigtails. She does look a good bit like Keibler, that's for sure.
"Hey Ava sweetie, yes Mommy's back home. Look who I got with me." Torrie cooed, making sure that the little brunette could see me.
"Sissy!"
Ava reached her little noodle for arms out to me as I grabbed onto her and held her close to me. God, she feels so much bigger compared to whenever I held her like a month ago, but I know that's me exaggerating a bit. "Look at you, getting so big, were you not listening to Momma Stacy and not laying down for your afternoon nap?"
She let out a laugh, as I managed to pinch her cute little chubby cheek. This makes me reminisce a little, although the age difference is much greater here. I remember taking care of my younger sister a lot whenever I was a preteen and even a teenager. Someone that should have been in high school was too busy caring for a preschooler and training to become the next greatest model. "Bodhi is out like a log. Ava dislikes going to sleep if both of her mommas aren't home." The cute bundle of joy that is their son is over a year old now. He is such a momma's boy.
Ava was chattering away showing me all of the cute little cartoon reindeers on her holiday sweater. Toni stepped around me to take more of a gander at what the beautiful little girl was showing off. She gave a warm smile. "Aren't you such a beautiful young lady? Sweet Ava, you look like an angel."
"This is my friend, Toni, she's going to be staying with us." I introduced my little sister over to my friend as Toni held out her hand to the young lady resting on my hip. The little brunette let out a laugh and beamed a smile as she gave the blonde woman a pat on her open palm to resemble a high-five.
The confused look Storm's face was priceless as her eyes glanced to her hand momentarily. She gave another smile to the both of us. "Darling, she's precious. You're a natural with her, it's really cute to witness." Cute? It's cute to see me interacting with children. I know that being a mother isn't what I am suited for, however I'm going to do my best to be a better big sister. I did what I could for Mariah but with my riches, I can do better for my younger siblings. "Pardon me for cutting this conversation short but I wish to know where I should put our belongings. They are still in the car."
"Of course, the guest room is down this hallway and the second door on the right."
The Australian bombshell nodded her head in understanding. "Hold on Toni, I'll come with you." I was about to hand over Ava to Torrie until the blonde spoke again.
"Nonsense sweetheart, I'll fetch them for you. You hold onto your precious sister, and I shan't be long." Before I could even get a chance to protest her grabbing all of our stuff by her lonesome, Toni had already turned her heels and started heading toward the front door.
The sound of the front door opening and closing caused the young brunette to turn her attention back to me. "She speaks funny."
"Yeah." I fought back a laugh at how brutally honest children can be. I can't imagine that she hears many accents around her, so it makes sense this is her reaction.
Stacy rushed over to us both. Ava wanted to get down, so I obliged, letting her down on the ground. "Daisy, I need details right now." The leggy blonde almost demanded while I was watching the little one run around in the living room. Curious as to what she wanted; I looked over to Stacy. "Where's Rebecca?"
"At her house, why?"
Stacy gasped, grabbing onto my shoulders and started shaking me. "Whenever Torrie said that you were bringing a plus one, I thought I was going to meet your future girlfriend!"
Huh? I never even mentioned anything about bringing Rebecca, if they should have expected anyone, it should have been Kait. My heart was starting to beat rapidly at the mention of Rebecca and the mention of her becoming my 'future girlfriend'. My entire body felt so warm but in a really good way. "Stoooop. We aren't even dating." I whined.
"Yet." Torrie quipped in with a short response as she made her way back over to us.
Stacy smirked and let out a giggle. "It's so cute to see you all blushy and flustered. Does Toni know about you two yet?" Wait, am I really blushing? I used to be so good at hiding my emotions but ever since these feelings emerged about the gorgeous orange-haired Lass; they seem so hard to contain. Kait and April take notice of it and now my moms do too. Great. It's only a matter of time before others start seeing it too.
I shook my head no to the taller woman. "No. Only Kait, Kait's girlfriend and Rebecca's friend, Ronda, know about us." The married couple nodded their heads at the information provided. "She does know about Orton though but only that he and I are dating."
"Got it, I'm proud of you for making some new friends."
I've been able to do that, and it was thanks to a singular push from my bestie. Meeting a woman that saw me like a normal person and not the famous woman I am, it opened my eyes a little. Hearing the girls talk to me and hearing sweet words from the others. I was so blind. No, it wasn't entirely my fault. Although the drama inside the Heyman Hustle Girls still lingers about, there's one person that has stayed by my side throughout it all. "Thanks. Toni has been helping me so much here recently, I couldn't leave her alone on Christmas." Even if it puts a dent in my initial plans, I've had a blast so far hanging out with her. I didn't know slumber parties could be so much fun.
The older of the married couple looked to be in deep thought. I wonder what's going through her mind, she gave me a face that signaled that she thought of whatever Torrie desired at the moment. "Hmm yeah. So quick question is she..-" Torrie held up her hands and made two scissors with her hands, connecting them together. "you know?"
"Umm.. I don't know, why are you asking?" Why would I know if Toni's gay? That's not something I can figure out without prying into her personal life. I think. It's hard telling because I'm pretty sure she's mentioned a past boyfriend back in New York. Am I remembering correctly?
"I noticed some looks she was giving you and was curious."
"Nah, that's how she is with her friends and those are her normal looks. Touchy, clinging and flirty to the extreme." I think I've pretty much described Storm to a tee. She's only this lovey dovey with her closest friends. She's so dramatic.
Both Torrie and Stacy arched a brow at my words and nodded their heads. It was almost like they were questioning my answer. Stacy was about to open her mouth to speak next but the door opening gained her attention instead. I wonder what she was going to say next. The other HHG sighed and rolled the suitcases into the entryway. It's not my fault that we both have essentials and stuff for work emergencies. It was a sweet gesture for her to grab my stuff as well, but I could have definitely gotten it. "My word, Darling, next time we go on a trip together, remind me to pack light. They are so heavy." Toni gasped out, catching her breath after the door. We both know packing light is not something we are capable of. The both of us would end up with double the luggage if we went on a longer trip.
"Leave mine there, I'll get it in a second." In one ear and out the other, Toni continued to roll all of the suitcases in one trip. Why do I even bother? I'm more than capable of doing it myself. I went to reach out to grab one of the handles, but Torrie's hand grabbed onto me. She gave me a smile and shook her head. What is she trying to tell me? I'm confused.
"I'll put on some tea for you ladies."
"That sounds lovely, thank you for your hospitality, Mrs. Keibler."
Later in the evening..
With both of the youngins asleep, now is going to be the perfect time to bring some of the gifts that the kiddos were going to open tomorrow in front of us. Santa will be bringing the rest for them on Christmas Eve. The happy couple were sitting together on the loveseat, enjoying each other's company. I offered to grab the gifts because I have some for them in my second carryon suitcase. I managed to sneak purchasing a gift for Toni, I'll have more time to grab for some of the others. Of course, I managed to get what I believe is the perfect gift for Rebecca. I can't wait to show it to her although I need a tiny favor from someone else to make it just right. "Toni, do you want to help?"
"Of course, Darling, allow me to assist in gathering all the presents for your beautiful siblings." The blonde Australian spoke enthusiastically, standing up from the couch and following behind me. We took a couple steps and before entering the hallway, I heard her speak in a more hushed tone. "Darling..."
Is something the matter? Why is she speaking so softly? "Hm? What's up Toni?"
"Look up." Toni directed my attention to something that was hanging above us. It was the same mistletoe that I noticed earlier. What's so important about this? "You know what that is right?"
"Yeah?"
"You cheeky bastard, was your plan to lure me under here with you? Such a temptress but can't go against tradition." The blonde model let out a mischievous little giggle as I looked back down to her. Wait a second, the tradition whenever it comes to mistletoe is- I couldn't even finish my own thought whenever I felt a pair of soft lips crash into mine. This is Toni kissing me. Her lips are so soft and taste like peaches. My body wasn't sure how to respond to such an ambush, her soft hands cupping the side of my face. This isn't the woman that I want to be kissing right now but yet, this feeling, I don't hate it. I never returned the kiss but after several seconds, Storm broke the kiss, giggling instantly. "I hope Randal won't be jealous that I stole a taste, Darling, now show me where those presents are."
"Yeah." How in the fuck am I supposed to process all of this? Shouldn't I be mad that Toni kissed me? But it's not like it meant anything right, it's solely for Christmas tradition. I shook my head and looked back into the living room where Torrie and Stacy were sitting. Both of them laughed and wiggled their eyebrows at me. You ladies are not helping. Do I tell Rebecca about this or is this something I shouldn't worry too much about? I don't want more drama and it's not like it meant anything. But if she finds out about it, would she think I'm cheating on her? Wait, we aren't together, so it wasn't cheating right, I didn't even kiss her back. I'll keep the fact that the kiss felt good in the back of my head forever.
Toni waited for me to take the lead as we went down the main hallway of the house. After the kiss, my thoughts started to go a little bit off of the rails. I wasn't expected to be so flabbergasted by a silly gesture. It's not like I have kissed a lot of women which I haven't, she's the third one to kiss me. It felt different. Like I wasn't necessarily turned on by it, but I wasn't turned off by it either. Does that make sense? Am I overthinking this? Probably. Between the two of us, it only took a couple trips in order to retrieve all the presents from the secret hiding spot aka the big scary basement that the kids are afraid of. Stacking the presents neatly under the tree, the rest of the night consisted of chatter between the adults in the house. I managed to learn a little bit of background about Toni in this time period. From a young age, she adored watching classical movies and even through the Silent era of film. Sunset Boulevard is her favorite film of all time, followed in quick succession by 'What ever Happened to Baby Jane?' and All about Eve. I've never really heard of them so perhaps; I can get her to show them to me sometimes.
Stacy was the first one to head to bed, she's been cleaning all day while mom was gone in order to make the house look like two children don't live here, soon to be three. She's absolutely glowing in this pregnancy as well. At about eleven-thirtyish is whenever Torrie decides to retire to sleep as well. Around that point, Storm and I decided to retire to our separate bedrooms for the night. Seconds, minutes and even an hour passed as I found myself staring at the ceiling unable to fall asleep. This happens often whenever I come here mainly because of how reliant I am on alcohol to sleep. However now my brain is circling around about that kiss from Toni, missing Kait and April and now missing Rebecca as well. Just a few more days and somehow, I'll be able to see her again. I can last until then. I let out a yawn and got up from my bed and made my way back into the living room. Torrie taught me that meditation is the best way to clear my mind so maybe doing that will be enough to tire me out too. I quietly opened the patio door and screen it open and shut so as not to disturb the others. With a small sigh, I sat down on the wooden porch indian-style and put on some white noise with my phone.
I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing until I managed to settle it down to a more rhythmic pace. Clear your mind and focus on the sounds. I remained in that position for about ten minutes or so until I heard the screen door quietly. I opened my eyes to see Storm stepping out onto the porch. "Toni..?"
"What is it Darling, you couldn't sleep either?" She asked, closing the screen door quietly behind her.
"Hm nah, not that tired yet." Well at least I am telling the truth in that regard but there is so much more trying to weigh on my mind. The past few days have really made me realize that I am a horrible friend. It's weird saying that because barely a month ago, I only thought I had a singular bestie and now, I have multiple friends. I'm lying to them all, except Kait but even some things I have hidden from her too.
"Mind if I sit with you?" Instead of just sitting down with me, I was surprised that Toni actually asked. Maybe now is a good time to talk to her without the influence or interference from others. I don't want her to be mad at me, she's the closest person to a bestie besides Kait that's around. With a small sigh, I nodded my head and patted the wood in front of me. The blonde gave me a smile and sat down beside me, trying her best to sit comfortably on the wood. Now my breathing is not aligned, damn it. "Daisy, sweetheart, is something troubling you?"
I felt the blonde's and gently rested on my knee and her eyes looking at me. Okay let's see if I can get some of this out of my system. "Yeah, I guess you can say that."
"Come here Darling, nestle into my bosom and tell Toni all about your troubles. I'll try to help." Nestle into her bosom, why would I need to cuddle into her chest to talk about my problems? "Bosom." I blinked a couple times at her and Toni grabbed onto my wrists and pulled me into her body. The blonde hummed, hugged onto me while my head was resting on her chest. "There there Darling, I got you. Talk to me." She cooed sweetly as I managed to look up into those soft green eyes.
That look, it's making it hard to think. Okay, just speak what you feel. "..Um, thanks. Okay, umm, I really appreciate how great of a friend that you've been the past few weeks. I don't know what I would have done without you. Thank you so much, Toni."
This seemed to have surprised the Australian model as she put a hand up to her cheek. Is she blushing right now? "Ah Darling, it's no trouble at all. You've been quite the dear friend in helping me with my troubles as well." Have I really helped her? It feels like every bad thing that's happened right now has been because of me.
Toni giggled and readjusted herself, patting on my legs so that I would straighten them out. So now I'm laying down on the wooden floor, resting my head against Toni, who continues to keep her attention solely on me. "Still, I have been a horrible friend to everyone and right now, especially you. I'm sorry. I've lied so much to people about myself and my life. I'm trying so hard to be my genuine self, but I can't." Never in the studio have I been my true self except around Paul, and whenever I am at home, I'm free. Whenever I'm here, I can be myself to an extent. It hurts so bad.
The blonde looked down to me, bringing a hand up to caress my cheek. She gave me a smile; it was warm and comforting. "Daisy, sweetheart, what are you talking about?" I felt myself wanting to look anywhere but at Toni, this feeling of sadness and shame, it's overbearing. Storm brought her hand down to my chin and turned my head back up to meet her gaze. "I've seen how much you've flourished in recent weeks and it's already like you are a completely different person. You've shown how caring and compassionate you are, you've shown your beautiful soul to me time and time again. Daisy, you are really not giving yourself enough credit. I've never seen you to be a horrible person perhaps misunderstood and sheltered but never awful. You're witty, a fabulous dance partner and someone I enjoy sharing a glass of wine or five with. A partner in crime, what I have seen so far feels quite genuine to me."
My heart thumped widely in my chest so much that it was starting to hurt. These emotions cause me to feel relief yet sadness from her words. I want to cry but I mustn't. I released a shaky breath, my stomach twisting into knots from the fear of continuing this conversation. Please, let her remain my friend. "I- … I'm trying. I'm trying to open up about myself and my feelings to others that aren't Kait, Paul or Torrie and Stacy." I sat myself up to breathe better as the other model continued to listen to me. Wow, it feels weird to have people that care enough to listen that aren't obligated too. "Toni, I really do trust you and I'd understand if you get mad at me for what I'm about to tell you."
"You're starting to scare me, Darling. But I promise, I won't get mad. You can trust me; I won't tell a soul about what was said during this conversation."
I believe her. I really do. Go on Daisy, talk about your feelings more. Tell her the truth. "Okay, well, I'm going to rip the bandage off. Randy and I aren't really dating. It's an arranged marriage forced on us by our parents, and we don't have feelings for each other. We pretend to shut them up." Toni's mouth made an 'o' shape at the revelation of the fake relationship, but I don't see any signs of anger. I took another deep breath; I felt my hand trying to tremble in nervousness however I felt the gentle touch of Toni's hand over mine that reassured me. "Actually, I'm gay. Rena would never accept me for who I really am and so barely anyone knows. And well, there's actually a woman that I'm really into right now. She's been a highlight of my life in recent weeks and... I'm really thinking about pursuing something with her. I've never felt this way before." My cheeks were becoming increasingly hotter by the second the more I thought about Rebecca and how much I really like her.
Toni's expression remained very happy, almost like she was relieved as well. She laughed, grabbing onto me and pulling me into an embrace. "Darling, I'm so happy that you are finally able to tell me all of this! I'm so sorry that your birth mother wishes such misery on you." Was I really expecting her to have a negative reaction to my sexuality? I thought back to Heyman's words about how the girls would support me. He was right. Storm kept her arms wrapped around me as she smirked. "Now as for this woman that has seemed to capture your heart. Must be someone quite special, do I know her?"
Am I ready to tell her that it's Rebecca? Do I? I haven't received permission to reveal our 'relationship' to another person. "Um.. She's very special." Her smile only continued to widen as I realized how hot my face was getting. Crap, I'm blushing even more now.
"Ah.. Is this still a secret? Don't worry Doll, I'm sure whoever this mystery woman is feels the same way about you." That smirk, has Toni figured out who I am talking about? Or is she simply happy that I am opening up to her? She leaned closer, our faces inches apart and the blonde placed a finger across my lips. "In fact, I'm almost certain she does. Your secret is safe with me, Darling."
We both chuckled as she leaned back and relaxed a little. I really want to believe that Rebecca does feel the same way about me. She deserves the world, and I want to be the one to give it to her. However, I'm an idiot and I don't know the first thing whenever it comes to relationships. Maybe Toni will know, she's really smart about all sorts of things. "So um, how would I go about confessing my feelings to her?"
Toni put on her best thinking face as she placed her hand underneath her chin and looked to be in deep thought for about thirty seconds or so. "Hm, now there are many ways to go about something like that. But if I were to do something for a significant other, I'd plan a little date for just the two of us, somewhere romantic. Dimly lit candlelight loads of flowers and a fabulous dinner and dessert for two. The ensemble would be completed with some classical music. Good heavens, I'd melt if someone did that for me however each individual is completely different." Alright so I'm going to be the one planning where we decide to go whenever our next date happens. So, I really need to think ahead and be really thoughtful and romantic. …How do I do that? Eh! I have never done anything romantic in my life! "All you need to do from there is listen to your heart and the words will follow."
That last sentence caused my mind to jumble with many different things I could really say to Rebecca however one thing stood out for an idea. I got it! "Listen to my heart. Um.. okay.. I think I'll be able to do it. Thank you, Toni, you are the best!" I leaned over and gave the blonde a kiss on the cheek, now bouncing with excitement about the idea that hatched in my head. I'm short on time but I think I can manage it.