Hey guys! So some of you asked what Bella dreamed about in the last chapter, I will include it later in this one. Also we are getting near the end of the story! I'm not sure how many more chapters I will write, but I may write a sequel in the future. What do you guys think? Anyway, here is chapter 19 :)


BellaPOV

My whole body ached, I was still on the couch. I had to distract myself from the aching of my bones. Even with the morphine, I could still feel the dull pain. I distracted myself by replaying the dream I had, after I thought it was all over; before I woke up.

I was the only one in wolf form, but I could hear the pack around me. They were all crowded around me, laughing and talking. My thoughts were on the pack, they all looked at me. They could hear my thoughts, even in human form. The all comforted me, but I couldn't phase back. Then it faded back, with the pain.

The dream was weird. I didn't understand it; not that I should, it was a dream after all. But still, it confused me. I realized I had closed my eyes, deep in thought. My body felt heavy and weak. I groaned, before opening my eyes. I was meet by the faces of the pack, plus Billy, Sue and Emily. They were scattered around the living room, chatting softly. Jake was by my side, he must have noticed I was awake. He grabbed one of the only parts of my body that wasn't in a cast; my hand. I looked up at him, his dark, soft eyes staring at me with concern.

"Hey Bells..." He sounded relieved and stressed. I want to comfort him, I try to squeeze his hand, but my muscles are too tired to move. I settle for looking into his beautiful, deep eyes. His eyes looked a bit red, he had most likely been crying silently, by my side. I felt guilty, even in all my pain, I didn't want them to worry. I didn't what them to have to feel my pain.

"Jake..." My voice is hoarse and tired. I notice that the others have all gone silent. I wish I could hug them all. Then I realized, what about Charlie? I hated keeping him in the dark, even if it was for his safety and ours. I hope he is doing ok. Completely forgetting all my injuries, I try to move my body. Only to be meet by pain. Sharp pain, I gasp and moan. Jake lightly squeezes my hand.

"Bella you can't move right now." Emily said, using a soft motherly tone.

"Right." I respond, my voice a whisper. Emily whispers something to Sue, before Sue walkes towards the kitchen. Coming back with a glass of water. She hands it to Jake.

"She needs it." She says as she hands Jake the water. Jake noddes, turning back to me. He very gentle helps support me and tips the water into my mouth. My throat is dry, I'm thankful for the water. After the glass of water is empty the rest of the pack walks over to us. They have similar looks on their faces, looks of guilt, pain and relief. I break the silence.

"I love you all. It's not your fault, I'm alright." I try to easy their guilt and worry. Leah has tears in her eyes.

"But I couldn't help you, you got hurt." Leah said, trying to hold back tears. I can feel tears prick my own eyes. I look at her, her eyes are red and puffy. It was silent for a few more moments, before Leah slowly lowed down and hugged me. Careful not to hurt me or cause any pain. Before leaving the room. The other all gently hug me as well, but they all stay. We talk for a few minutes, before Leah comes back. She joins in the soft conversation. I don't say much, I'm mostly just listening. They talk about soft topics. Jake holds my hand the whole time. I don't try to move again. But I could feel the dull pain, become a bit more intense. My eyelids were heavy again. Before I knew it was out.

I didn't have a dream this time. Just quiet. Until there was pain. It felt like the same sharp pain from they had to... rebreak my bones. It was intense, not as bad as resetting my bones, but enough to have a sharp cry come from my lips. My eyelids fly open, it's dark in the living room, except for light coming from the kitchen. I let out another sharp cry of pain as another wave of pain comes. I hear frantic footsteps and scared voices. Jake and Billy rush into the room. Jake rushes to my side, as Billy walks over to the phone.

"What happened, what hurts?" Jake is trying to control his panic, but he isn't doing it very well. Billy was talking to someone, in a franic voice. I groaned, but didn't answer him. Billy wheeled over to us, putting an arm on Jakes shoulder. Jake took my hand.

"Carlisle is coming." Billy says, the pain isn't constant, yet. But it is slowly becoming worse. A few minutes pass in silence, except for the moans of pain coming from my lips. There was a sharp knock on the door. Billy left the room, he must have gone to the door, because Carlisle suddenly appeared in front of me. Jake didn't take his eyes off of mine.

"What happened?" Carlisle asked, looking over my casts.

"We're not sure, she just woke up in pain." Billy answered Carlisle's question.

"The morphine wore off, I'm going to set up a drip." Carlise said, pulling out a needle. I groaned, this time not from the pain. I hate needles. He carefully pushes the needle into the skin just above my hand. He sets up the drip and the pain dies down again. My body starts to feel heavy again. Jake and Billy thank Carlisle. I didn't listen to what they said, I just focused on Jakes hand in mind. Feeling the soft feeling of his hand in mine. Before drifting off again. This time I wasn't awoken by pain.


Ok, there it is! I wasn't sure if I was goint to add the bit at end, but you can see that I did. I would love to know your guys thoughts. Once I finish this story I have an idea for another fanfic in my head. I can't get the idea out of my head, but I don't want to be working on 3 storys at once. Anyways, that you all for the favorites/follows/reviews! :)