(Flash Back Chapter)

"If you were a memory, what would you taste like?"

Hmmm… Guiltly, is that an answer that makes since, Tsukasa?

"Tsukasa, get off my lap!" I complained at my younger brother as he climbed on top of me. The playful menace ignored me, instead stretching his legs out as he snatched a book out of my hand.

You're cute, Tsukasa.

"Your trouble-some, Tsukasa- now get off," I insisted as I grabbed his hips in an effort to move him. My fingers grazing his smooth skin beneath his shirt as I did.

It's so soft.

His skin felt smooth, warm; and tender against mine. I exhaled. I know this feeling, it's one I wanna ignore. Biting my lip, I tried to think straight.

"Tsukasa, I'm trying to read, get off!" I pouted struggling to lift him off as he laughed in entertainment.

"Awe, but I wanna play. I'm tired of drawing, don't you want to play with me instead of read?" He asked. I sighed. Tsukasa is too cute. "Tsukasa, you're too much… I have to study," I sighed.

Tsukasa: "But you always fail, so what's the point of studying?"

Amane: "Because I'll stick out if I get good grades, b-but I still like learning,"

Tsukasa: "I can teach you how to smooch, I saw it on a picture book,"

Amane: *Blushes* "N-No, brothers don't kiss,"

"Then let's play, I'm bored- let's have fun Amane!" Tsukasa exclaimed wrapping his arms around me as I let out an aggravated groan. I give in.

Tsukasa is always so cute, even though he looks exactly like me; it's different then looking in a mirror. I blushed as his body pulled in closer, his hips rocked in excitement.

Even though we have the same face, when I look at him, it's a different feeling then the one I get from looking it the mirror- it makes my whole body feel weird inside. I bit my lip enjoying his tender butt on my lap.

Tsukasa swayed back and forth as he rocked, making my cock throb with hunger. His voice in my ear and warm breath made me even more excited. I want to do it.

Do what?

The feeling of something rubbing against my cock made me hard, it made my heart beat fast and my mouth fill with saliva. I'm excited, every motion of his hips made me want to cum.

I was quick to grab Tsukasa by the shoulders and push him away, my head sinking in shame. Tsukasa tilted his head in confusion, "What's the matter Amane?" He asked curiously.

"Tsukasa!" yelled the angry woman kicking in the door.

I nearly jumped out of my skin, Tsukasa holding both of my arms as he leaned backwards to look at our mother.

It feels cold.

"Tsukasa! Why the hell is there black paint on the wall?" She screamed hysterically as she stomped over to the bed. I can't move.

I jolted fearfully as she grabbed him by the back of his shirt, ripping him from the bed and onto the floor.

"And what the hell did I tell you about hovering on Amane like this? Are you stupid? Some kind of retard? God, I'm so tired of you acting like an idiot!" she yelled with a deep red face.

She looked up at me with dark eyes as Tsukasa sat up; his face seemed numb- unphased by her burst of anger. But me, I couldn't move. I was scared.

Those dark eyes, they only mirrored Tsukasa's.

Yes, he has her eyes. "And you, you're supposed to be watching your stupid brother, you know idiots can't be left alone!" she barked. I want to object; I want to tell her not to talk about Tsukasa that way.

My head fell, "I'm sorry, forgive me mother," I muttered.

But I'm too scared. My mother scoffed, grabbing Tsukasa by the wrist and yanking him off of the hard-wooden floor as she guided him out of the room.

My head shot up.

Don't take him. My hand reached out as if to grab Tsukasa, even though he was already half away across the room.

I'm weak.

My mother looked back, and once more I was stricken with fear- her gaze was enough to turn me to stone.

"Stay in your room and don't come out," She commanded.

My hand fell and I nodded my head as the door slammed, and with it the sounds of her angry voice continuing to mutter filled the entire house. I fell back into pillows.

I weak.

I've only every wanted to protect him. I covered my eyes with my arm. I'm weak. All I had to do was tell her no more, to be strong enough to protect my little brother.

I felt my hand travel beneath my shorts and under my boxer; the thought of Tsukasa on top of me- rocking back and forth as I held him…

I'm weak.

Because those feelings to run and save him were overshadowed by the lingering excitement of Tsukasa on my lap. I'm frustrated, I'm horny. I bit my lip, starting at the base of my shaft, rubbing my cock with the palm of my hands as I tried to recreate the feeling Tsukasa made me feel.

Humming lightly to the thought of my fingers on his hips. I could almost feel his breath against my ear, his warm skin pressed against mine.

I'm weak.

"Tsukasa," I whispered feeling a tear run down my face as I lay down.

I'm weak.

Moaning as my fingers toyed with the precum sliding down my cock, using it as lubrication as I began to stroke in a fast, excited motion.

I'm weak.

Shamefully craving to have him.

Shamefully knowing I didn't stop him from being abused.

I wanted to have him- no, I wanted him to have me.

The hand which covered my eyes moved in between my legs. My curious fingers rubbing my asshole for the first time- guided by subconscious lust.

"Uh, that's good," I whispered in a gasped voice as a finger massaged my throbbing opening. My other hand beating my cock in excitement to the new stimulation.

A long hum left my lips as my back arched to the bliss of my index finger massing its way into my tight opening. Shaking in over-excitement as I pumped it in and out of my starving hole, the walls inside me squeezed my fingers joyfully as it went all the way inside.

I'm weak.

I'm you're big brother, Tsukasa. I'm supposed to protect you, to love you- but not like this.

Even so.

My body pulsed as my head felt light; I hummed as my body rolled like waves; cumming in my hand as my legs stretched out.

"Tsukasa, Tsukasa, T-Tsukasa," I panted giving into momentary pleasure as I covered my shirt in long streams of cum; pounding two more fingers in my asshole- cummings never felt so good.

Back then, I was weak, and now too- it hasn't changed. I, Amane Yugi; am very, very weak.

Because I can't ever fight my instincts. The instincts to revolt against our mother, the urge to want Tsukasa. I can't do it.

Even now, I can't resist my instincts. After all this time, I can't stop Tsukasa from assaulting me. I but my lip as he forced me down on my back.

Pinning my knees back to my shoulder as he used his other hand to stroke my wet opening with the tip of his cock which dripped heavy with precum.

"Haaaa, Amane," He drooled rocking his hips as he struggled to fit the head inside. "You tasted so good, your cum and cock and asshole- I wanna do it so badly. Let's go all the way, Amane," He smiled with hungry eyes.

I covered my eyes as my body tensed up, I can't fight back.

I can't- or I won't? Yes, someone like me; who can't fight my instinct to stop a sin like this; is very weak.

Creator's Note:

I randomly had a shit ton of material I wanted to use for this- I hope you look forward to it! Next is a new chapter of Therefore, You and Me.

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