Hmmm, ah- really good, I think. Is that an answer that makes since, Tsukasa?
My face is red.
Walking behind Tsukasa, I gripped the handles of my bookbag tightly; nervously staring at the ground. He was awake, wasn't he?
Listening to me whisper to him, hearing the sounds of my voice whimper as I stroked myself to the thought of him.
Did he feel the tremble of my starving tongue as it rediscovered the inside of his mouth? Was he awake when I moaned- when I came in my hand and the sounds of cum gushing through my fingers slushed loudly?
I gasped covering my face, it's too embarrassing!
"Amane, are you ok? You're acting weird," Tsukasa asked slowing down so he could walk beside me. Flustered, I shook my head, "N-No, I was just; ah- thinking about how tall you got. Haahaaa, It's weird right?" I panicked nervously.
Tsukasa stared innocently for a moment, looking forward as he raised a hand above his head. "Ahhh," he admired. "Does that mean I'm the big brother now?" he asked with a mischievous smile. I pouted.
Amane: "That's not how that works Tsukasa, I'll always be your big brother."
Tsukasa: "Awe, but I wanna hear you call me 'big bro', oh- or you could call me Oni-chan!"
Amane: *Blushes* "N-No way!"
Tsuskasa: "Don't be such a square, I'm already bigger than you, and my voice sounds deeper too. I'm a totally grownup Tsukasa!"
Amane: "I doubt that, you do still drink milk straight from the carton. Chances are I'm still gonna have to babysit you like always,"
Tsukasa: "I don't know Amane, I think I'm too old for you to stalk me now,"
Amane: *Gasps* "I wasn't stalking you, I had to keep an eye on you so you wouldn't get into trouble whenever I turned around," *Sighs* "I can't imagine what you've been doing without me."
For a moment, it was quiet.
I looked back at Tsukasa, feeling a chill at the sight of his dark eyes. "Waiting for you to come and find me," he muttered in a faint voice. He was waiting for me to find him?
My head fell, overwhelmed with guilt.
I wanted to, I wanted to look for Tsukasa. But- I'm a coward, I can't ever go against her.
Even so, I don't ever want to be away from him again- I won't ever let her take Tsukasa away from me. "I'm sorry, Tsukasa. That we were apart for so long, I just want things to go back to how they were before," I said in a thin voice.
"… You want things you be like before?" he asked. "Of course, I do."
"Do you mean that, in every way?"
I felt my face become hot, I wanted to be with Tsukasa like before- in every way. I nodded my head and Tsukasa let out a sigh of awe. "I want to be with you again, T-Tsukasa" I confessed.
Before he could say anything the sound of heeled shoes running made us look up quickly. "TSUTSU!"
I gasped as a girl with short brown hair embraced Tsukasa. Who, is this? "Tsutsu-sama! Why did you go away without telling me, I was so worried about you!" she pouted wrapping her arms around the flustered Tsukasa.
"Get off, you're suffocating me, why can't you give a break already," Tsukasa complained pushing his face away with his hand. Her eyes opened wide as they met mines, "AH! T-Tsutsu, is this?" she started to say.
"OH, right. This is my twin brother, Amane," Tsukasa said as she held onto him.
"Amane, this is Miyami Shijima. My girlfriend," Tsukasa introduced, moving aside so the two of us were face to face.
Girlfriend? I looked at her in awe, she bowed kindly as Tsukasa put his hands in his pockets, looking away in disinterest.
"It's a pleasure to meet you, Amane. Tsutsu talks about you all the time," she greeted. Girlfriend? She turned her head, "Oh wow, you two really are twins! Oh, but… You're a lot taller Tsutsu, your hair is a little longer too," she admired taking leaning against his arm playfully.
As they talked, I felt as if I was out of my body.
Girlfriend? But why? This whole time we've been apart- I only wanted him to think of me. I shrugged my head "Amane-" he began to say as I ran ahead of them. I didn't want to hear it; I didn't want to know.
Did he kiss her? Sleep with her? Did Tsukasa love her?
I felt so many emotions, but more than anything- I want her to disappear.