The Taste of Hatred

If I were hateful, what would I taste like?

"Ah, like me- is that the right answer; Amane?"

Angry, I'm angry.

So angry I had to hide my face in my desk because I wanted to cry; I ended up getting detention because I refused to sit up and pay attention.

But how could I when all I could thing about was you with her?

Biting my finger, I glared outside with glossy eyes. I'm so upset I could cry, but if I cried then I wouldn't able to stop. Tsukasa has a girlfriend, a pretty one too- and it made me angry. How long were they dating? How far have they gone- knowing Tsukasa they've probably already had sex.

I grabbed my chest, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! I gasped feeling myself panic, I can't let myself think about that; it makes me feel like I'm dying. The thought of him going all the way with a girl, it drove me insane. "Yugi Amane, put your head up, this is what put you in detention to begin with," the teacher scolded as I shook in a panic attack.

Sit up? Every part of me feelings like its burning with anxiety, my heart stings and I could only nod my head as it lay on the desk. The teacher sighed getting up from her table. I flinched at the sound of her footsteps, don't come near me- I'm angry.

Teacher: "What's the matter with you?"

Amane: "…"

Teacher: "Are you feeling unwell?"

Amane: "…" *Nods head*

Teacher: *Sighs* "If you don't feel good then you shouldn't come to school… You don't look so good, and your shaking… It's just you here, so I suppose I can let you go this time, but the next time you don't feel good: don't come to school just to put your head down. Ok?"

Amane: *Nods head*

Teacher: *Takes a deep breath* "I'm leave but you can stay here until you feel well enough to go home. I hope you feel better,"

Stay until I feel better? Then I'd be stuck at this stupid desk until the end of time. I closed my eyes for what seemed like forever; I wonder if Tsukasa is looking for me. School is over after all- no, I'm sure he's with Shijima right now. All of these years apart, I missed Tsukasa so, so much- I wonder if he missed me to; or if Shijima had taken my place.

The door to the classroom flung open, "Amaaaaane," Tsukasa's voice called. With a light head I sat up to see my twin poke his head in the room. "Ah, T-Tsukasa," I muttered as he closed the door behind him. "Oi, Amane; what are you doing. Did you get sleepy and pass out in class?" Tsukasa asked curiously looking around the room as he approached me.

I wiped my eyes, trying to compose myself. "N-No, I… Wasn't feeling good so I put my head down," I exhaled gripping my bookbag and standing up, "We can go home now," I said blankly. Tsukasa sat on one of the desks beside the window of the classroom. "Haaaa, I haven't seen this view in forever," he admired folding one leg and hunching over.

I exhaled, my eyes softened as the light shinned on my twin and for a moment, I could see the Tsukasa from so many years ago. My arms fell. I can't take it anymore.

"When is it… That you stopped loving me, Tsukasa?" I asked in a hushed voice. Without moving his gaze, Tsukasa's eyes softened as well; and it was silent.

I stood numbly, feeling my heart beat through my teeth/ Tsukasa looked up at the setting sun, "Is it because you fell in love with a girl, that you never looked for me?" I asked. "…Amane"- he began to say. "Are you really that happy without me- was it that easy to go on living when we were apart?!" I panted in a frustrated tone as I walked toward it.

Tsukasa stood up, turning toward me; I felt my stomach turn and face twist in anger as he smirked. "You know, I felt the same way seeing you with Yashiro all those years ago," he teased. I dropped my bag, shoving Tsukasa against the window in a fit of anger; "It's not the fucking same!" I yelled.

I felt my body shake still holding him against the glass as he faced me, "I always loved you- it wasn't the same with Yashiro! I only wanted to 'want' her, I've never even thought about anyone but you while we've been apart but your out getting girlfriends and screwing around! What- What the hell Tsukasa?!" I yelled emotionally.

I fell back into a table as Tsukasa shoved me, "Stop acting like you know everything! I never slept with Shijima!" he growled as I stood back up. "Lair!" I huffed. "I'm not!" He objected. I shrugged my head, my hands tightened to fist as I felt overwhelmed. Why, am I so angry? This is how it should be, Tsukasa liking a girl; is normal. I covered my face as he bends down so we were at eye level, "Don't look at me," I cried.

I ducked my head lower as he pulled my hands from my face. "Haaaa, I miss this look; Amane," Tsukasa teased. I pouted, gazing up at my twin who took pleasure at my own dismay. Leaning forward to lick my face, I gasped pushing myself back. "Ew- Tsukasa, stop it!" I blushed upset, he laughed as my face turned a brighter red.

"Amane, I still like your taste best," he confesses getting closer to me. My eyes fell as his hand stroked my face, without even knowing it, my anger had melted away. "I love you, Amane. More then anyone else," he whispered before licking the side of my cheek.

This time, I didn't pull away.

I needed to hear that. I closed my eyes, my body loosened up as Tsukasa stroked my cheek softly, running his tongue up and down my face. I twitched feeling overstimulated, my cock throbbed with excitement- it was as if I could feel his tongue there too. Yes, I want to feel his tongue everywhere, and I longed to lick every inch of his body as well.

I opened my eyes as his tongue left my face and I froze realizing his eyes were on mine. I'm hard.

Tsukasa: "Hey, Amane."

Amane: "Yes, Tsukasa?"

Tsukasa: "Do you really think I never tired looking for you?"

Amane: "I… Don't know."

Tsukasa: "I really did, but it was hard,"

Amane: "… But… You had time to get a girlfriend,"

Tsukasa: "Aaaaawe, I did. But only when I had down time."

Amane: "Do you, really like her?"

Tsukasa: "Hmmmm, not really. She buys me stuff though,"

Amane: *Scoffs* "Of course,"

Tsukasa: "But, dating her… Is boring."

Amane: "Then, maybe you should break up with her."

Tsukasa: *Smirks* "Haaa, and if I did. Would you, want to be my girlfriend instead; Amane?"

I looked up, Tsukasa's eyes serious and my heart skipped a beat as he leaned his face close to mine. "Tsukasa, I"-

Creator's Note:

As requested, the next chapter will be of Stormy Weather. Comments and request for new chapters are the best way to get them! Thanks for reading! (I'll spell check later)