As soon as Rey stepped into the beach house Rey felt like she was transported to a fantasy land. One where she was Goldilocks that had just stepped foot into the Three Bears house that had everything that she ever dreamed of the comforts of home having. She wanted to go room to room and try out everything; from throwing herself on top of the 4 poster queen sized bed to sitting at the kitchen table f the fully stocked kitchen. She had never been to Ben's home but she imagined that this was a quarter of the size of his normal home yet three times bigger than her own home.
She spun around as soon as she entered the house, taking everything in. The house smelled like Vanilla candles had been burning recently and there wasn't a speck of dust or dirt to be seen on the floors or furniture. The Furniture all appeared to be fairly recently purchased unlike her furniture from home, which was a mishmash of inherited furniture from long ago and thrift shop finds. Nothing was under 30 years old. Almost everything in her home was old. She almost never had anything new; from the clothes she wore to the appliances.
Ben came in behind her with their bags. He placed them down on the ground and wrapped his arms around her, spun her around and lowered his head, pressing his lips to hers.
"Do you like it baby?", he questioned. Slipping his hands around to firmly grasp her waist.
Rey tilted her head up to him and smiled big. "Yes, I love it. Everything is beautiful".
Ben kissed the top of her head and then let her go as he smirked, "You haven't seen anything yet, wait until you see the bedroom", he said winking.
Rey gulped nervously. She realized that by Ben saying Bedroom and not bedrooms that he intended for them to stay in one bedroom together. To sleep in one bed with him. She hadn't slept in the same bed with him before. She hadn't slept in the same bed with anyone before.
Rey knew sleeping in the bed together meant more than just sleeping. Ben was older, more experienced. Rey knew that he had been with other girls. She didn't have to ask him about it because she knew. Ben exuded sexual confidence. His touches on her body exuded confidence. Even his kisses exuded confidence. He knew what he was doing and he knew how he made her feel when he was doing it.
Ben knew she was a virgin. He had promised to take it slow. To not rush her before she was ready. She wondered if she was ready now.
She had wanted her first time to be with someone special. She thought Ben was special. She had imagined that when she gave someone her virginity, she would be in love with them and they would be in love with her. She was pretty sure that she was in love with Ben. He was the only person who made her heart flutter just by brushing his hand against hers. She wasn't sure that he loved her. She felt that he did when they were alone but without much experience of knowing what love was supposed to feel like, she couldn't say for sure that Ben loved her. She hoped he did.
Ben interrupted her thoughts by grabbing her hand and dragging her down the hallway and dragged her to the bedroom. He swept his hand around the room.
"There's a bathroom attached to the master bedroom, you can freshen up in there and I'll fix us something to eat. He leaned into her again and kissed the top of her head, his lips brushing down against her temple. Then he walked out of the bedroom in the direction of the kitchen.
Rey was amazed at how clean the bedroom was. The carpet looked like it was freshly vacuumed. The dressers weren't covered with dust. The comforter on the queen size bed, appeared to be brand new. There were even lines in the middle of the comforter which indicated that it had come straight from the packaging.
Rey wondered if he had a housekeeper since Ben had indicated that this was his family's vacation property. Which mean unless it was rented out, no one lived there. She nodded her head, answering her own question, Yes, Ben's family came from money, he probably had a someone cleaning the place. Her place had dust on the furniture , the carpet had embedded dirt that rarely was vacuumed unless she took a break from schoolwork and vacuumed.
Rey pictured what it would be like if she lived in a place where she didn't have to worry about living in squalor. She imagined if she married Ben one day, they she may live that type of life.
As Rey made her way into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror, frowning. Her golden tan had faded and her skin looked pallid. It had been too cold to go outside most days. IT was starting to warm up and Rey had craved to go out in the sun and soak it up.
She ran her fingers through her hair and was startled by knocking on the frame of the bedroom door.
Rey whipped around to find Ben grinning. His raven black hair was tucked behind his ears. His skin was naturally pale but he didn't look sickly because of a lack of tan. His skin always seemed to glow and his dark eyes contrasted with his fair skin. Rey blamed a lack of vitamins and not getting any sun. She had tried to save enough money to get some multi vitamins but she hadn't taken them in years.
Ben raised his eyebrows, seemingly by the surprised look on her face.
"Dinner's done. I made up a pizza. Nothing fancy but there was a DiGiorgios pepperoni pizza in the freezer.", he said softly and they both headed in the direction of the kitchen.
Ben noticed Rey's wondering eyes around the kitchen as she stared in awe of all of the gadgets and small appliances that she had never seen before. The kitchen even had a wine fridge.
"Can you picture yourself cooking in a kitchen like this for the rest of your life?", he asked as he reached out for her hand. His fingers latched around hers as he pulled her up from her seat.
Rey shook her head. She was so used to just throwing something in the microwave to eat, she didn't know how she would learn to cook in a fancy kitchen.
Rey realized she was tired from the ride up to the house but Ben had already turned on the TV and was encouraging her to sit down on the couch
As she sunk into his side, feeling his arm going around her, his warm touch vibrating through her whole body she felt safe. She felt like the world was finally not against her. She could just relax with him and feel loved. Rey smiled to herself as she wiggled her body, pulling her head to his shoulder.
Ben and Rey had gotten about 30 minutes into the notebook when she realized Ben's eyes were on her, watching her curled into his lap. She raised her head and looked up at him. She raised up from his lap and stared back at him, anticipating him to kiss her.
She wanted him so badly to kiss her just like the characters in the movie kissed. With passion and lack of the weight of the world upon their shoulders.
Ben leaned forward and brushed his lips upon hers lightly at first. He raised his hand to her hair, running his fingers through her hair. He pulled away from her and pulled off the hairband, her chestnut colored tresses spilled out over her shoulders.
Ben winked at her and again, ran his hands through her now loose hair. He leaned down to kiss her again, "You are so beautiful", he muttered against her lips. He deepened the kiss and Rey parted her lips just far enough so that he could push in his tongue.
Rey moaned into his mouth. She felt like her whole body was on fire. Their previous kisses hadn't felt like that before. The kisses were soft and sweet but she had never felt like she was going to explode if she didn't keep kissing him Rey wrapped her arms around his shoulders as he grasped her waist. She leaned in even closer to him. Taking a few breaths before continuing to kiss him.
Ben separated from her, gasping for breath. He nodded towards the bedroom, "I think we should call it a night", he said Dropping his hands from her waist he extended his arm to her as he stood up. She grabbed his hand and pulled herself up.
Rey felt like the room was spinning as she stood up and followed Ben into the bedroom. She felt dizzy with lust, wanting to explore Ben's body. She had thoughts that intruded, telling her to be cautious, that she may not be ready yet for what Ben was expecting from her.
Another part of her just wanted to throw Ben down on the bed and tear off his clothes before throwing herself on top of him.
Rey never let the irrational side of her brain win before but as they entered into the bedroom all rational thoughts left her head. She felt like she was in a fog and all she saw was Ben..
Ben with his hand outstretched, reaching for her and pulling her beside him on the bed.
Ben, Sucking on her neck and gently kissing her cheeks before planting a gentle kiss on her lips.
Ben, removing her top as her hands were raised above her head and tossing her top on the floor.
Ben, unclasping her black lace bra and sliding her bra straps down her arms sp that he could digard the bra.
Ben, taking a nipple into his mouth and pulling the soft skin into his mouth while his teeth scrap the sensitive skin on the areola.
Ben, pulling away from her for just a moment to look at her, his eyes roaming from her breasts to her mouth. Him looking at her with appreciation before resuming kissing her mouth.
Rey felt herself melt into his mouth. His kisses were gentle just as his fingers were as his hand roamed down her body, his hands settled on the waistband of her jeans.
Rey felt like her whole body was on fire and her feet felt numb although her pussy was throbbing. It was a sensation that she hadn't felt before. A feeling her own fingers could never produce, no matter how many times she rubbed her clit until she was screaming. The kiss deepened and his tongue wrestled with hers He moved his right hand to her breast, teasing her nipple with his index finger. She felt like the whole room was spinning around her.
Ben looked at her for a moment, cocking his head to the ide. "I don't want you to do anything you aren't ready for, Rey. I know you are a virgin and I know that you want to wait. If you aren't ready to take the next step, I understand. We can stop", he says as he reaches out for an errant strand of hair that fell over Rey's eyes. He brushed it behind the back of her ear with two of his fingers.
Rey looked down at her bare chest, which was heaving as she breathed. She felt like all of her breath was stripped from her lungs as the fog of lust began to lift.
Rey's mind raced as she weighed her choices. She could ask him to stop and not know what its like to make love to Ben. Her Ben, who she just knew that she was in love with. Her other choice was t tell him to keep going and live in the magical moment of being with Ben.
Rey nodded to him, "I want this Ben. Please keep going" she said. He tilted his head down and met his gaze and kept his eyes on hers for a few minutes before nodding in agreement.
"I want this too. I want you Rey. I will take it slow . We don't have to rush", he stated as he brought up his T-shirt over his head and tossed it in the pile with her shirt and bra. He sat up for a moment an kicked off his jeans and pulled off her jeans, one leg at a time until Rey was only wearing her white cotton panties.
Rey laid down and Ben climbed on top of her body. He locked eyes with her and stared a moment before his hand drifted towards the edge of her underwear.
Rey felt the warm touch of his fingers and gasped at the anticipation.
He wet his fingers with his saliva and slipped a finger into her slippery wet pussy sliding her panties to the side. He starts to pump two fingers inside her, picking up the pace rapidly. Rey felt like her insides were taunt rubber bands that were being snapped loose by Ben's delft fingers. He slowed down and brought his index finger up to her clit, circling it slowly at first before rubbing faster.
"Don't stop Ben, please, I'm almost there", she whispered to him. She looked up at him, a drop of sweat dripped from his brow. His raven colored hair, typically tucked behind his ears was now loose, flowing out in front of his face as he moved his finger rapidly.
"You will come baby but not just yet", he told her.
He stops for a moment and slips his fingers out of her wetness. Rey groans and feels empty for a moment at the loss of the pressure of his fingers. Ben moves off of her for a moment and then expertly pulls off her panties and removes his boxers.
The room is fairly dark, with only the light of the bedside table glowing yellow, in the shadows of the dark and the pale yellow light from the lamp, Ben's pale skin looks ethereal as he straddles her and slips on a condom that he had pulled out of the back of his jeans before discarding them. Rey closes her eyes and opens them again, trying to take in as much as the moment as she can. She knows that there is no going back. The moment, she knew would be etched in her mind forever. Her first sexual experience was with Ben and she was ready.
She nodded again to him and he gave her a small smile while he lined up his cock, sheathed with the condom with her entrance. He slides his hard cock up and down her slick folds and Rey moans in pleasure. The tip of his penis hits her clit and he uses his hands to control it as he rubs himself up and down her clit. He looks down at he and Rey takes a shuddering breath as he enters her in one quick thrust, bottoming out.
Rey grunts in pain at first as all she feels is searing pain and unbearable pressure. He stops moving.
"Are you ok, Rey?", he questions, no doubt noticing her contorted smile as she fought to suppress the pain.
She nodded, "Yes, please keep going", she reassured him. She told herself that it would get better. That she'd feel pleasure shortly after the pain.
As soon as he starts moving and wets his index finger with his saliva, circling her clit as he thrusts inside of her, she no longer feels any sharp pain of pressure. Ben moves in and out of her and she moans loudly with pleasure.
Ben increases the speed of his thrusts. Rey watched as his cock pumps in and out of her pussy. It does not take her long to orgasm with his fingers working their magic on her clit. Ben moans and she feels him soften inside of her. He collapses partially on top of her, panting into her ear. A few moments later he slides out of her, removes the condom and gets off the bed to clean up and throw away the condom in the adjacent bathroom.
Rey closes her eyes once he comes back to bed. She feels a warm wetness between her legs as she realizes he is cleaning her up with a wash cloth. He finishes cleaning her up and goes back into the bathroom.
She watches as he slips under the covers and wraps his arms around her, pulling her naked body into his. His warmth engulfs her and she falls asleep feeling warm and peaceful as Ben holds her in his arms.
Rey awoke to the sun streaming through the white sheers of the bedroom. Ben's arm was draped across her chest. His bare chest was pressed into the sheets and his head was tilted towards. His eyes were closed shut and Rey listened to his steady breathing.
He is the one, she thought. This is the man that I want to rescue me and bring me away from the misery of living in squalor. This is the man that I want to wake up to every day and just gaze upon his face, watching him sleep peacefully.
She didn't want the moment to end but knew that in a few hours , she would be back in Ben's vehicle, driving back to the life she desperately wanted to escape from. Driving back to a dilapidated home owned by a man that treated her like his own personal servant instead of a daughter. Driving back to being Rey nobody in school, always wearing outdated clothing and facing the harsh teasing of her classmates.
She would have to go back to pretending again. Pretending that she was just a student in Ben's classroom again. Pretending that it didn't hurt her when he treated her like everyone else, that he ignored her pleading eyes to just pay attention to her. To look at her like he had the night before. She didn't want to go back to feeling like a nobody in school. She wanted to be a somebody.
She wanted to be Ben's somebody. She prayed that he also wanted her to be his somebody.