Hello everyone!
It's been so long since I last updated. These past few years I have been really going though an intense self discovery journey where I am learning all about myself again. I'm really into spirituality, tarot cards, energy reads and more.
I lost myself for a while trying to fit into this world, but now I know I was always meant to stand out by just being myself.
Losing myself for a while made me lose my motivation to write and come up with ideas for stories. Whenever I would try to write there would just be this massive block leading to lots of frustrations.
But here I am, fully new and refined. The new 2.0 me; and my ideas and creative energy has been flowing steady and strong.
So what do you say guys? Is it time to finish this story? I think so too haha
I never intended to start these stories only to leave them on cliffhangers or unfinished, and never come back to it. I never expected them to get so popular either. I always had a plan; an ending in mind for them. So I'm sorry about that.
(Side message: Do you other writers out there ever start a story and then years later go back to it and wish you could start it over with the knowledge and skills you have now? Haha I kind of cringe when I read this series back wanting to change and add additional details and dialog but I really have to get around to finishing it too haha. At least I see myself improving a bit.)
ANYWAY without further ado
Welcome to SEXUAL TENSION CHAPTER 8)
Thank you for your support and loyalty!
Natsu eagerly and hungrily dropped Lucy's seductive bare body onto the soft bed.
Natsu found himself wondering somewhere in the darkness of the back of his mind; if these rooms weren't that big to begin with then why...
Why did the space between them feel so far apart?
Closer...
There was no possible way to press more into the blonde than he already was. He is already invading Lucy's personal space, slamming his lips harder into hers; and yet there was this gnawing urge screaming and echoing in every part of his mind.
Need to be closer.
Lucy let out small whimper as Natsu's sharp teeth found the softest spot in the nape of her neck; this fueled the thick cloud of lust that loitered the room.
To simply say "Natsu was excited" was a sheer understatement. His roaring hard member toying with Lucy's inner thigh was only small proof of the thrill that erupted and coursed through his entire body.
He was hot, boiling almost; and even though Natsu had been known for running extremely hot, and never being bothered about it; a fact he always welcomed, this kind of heat was far different from what he was accustomed to.
It was suffocating, intoxicating, and a bit scary how addicting it was becoming.
Natsu willed his firm hand to slide up from Lucy's smooth waist to cup the large mound rising and falling with every ragged breath.
"Mmh!" Lucy let out a moan and a sharp gasp at the grab.
Perhaps the alcohol was to blame after all, for making the pink hired man even more daring. He couldn't let himself think anymore, because he couldn't care about anything anymore. Not when his core desire was lying bare beneath him in full glorious view.
Natsu's whole body tingled with anticipation almost making him tremble. His strong muscles felt weak beneath the weight of his body, almost as if they wanted to give out; his heart was racing just as intensely as if he was fighting or winning a competition; and yet at the same time it would sink to his stomach upon hearing Lucy's small whimpers between broken breaths within the frantic kissing. This feeling which was so new to the boy caused him to be a bit anxious, but he couldn't stop.
No...
Not now...
Not yet...
Just...
A little more.
In all honestly, this is perhaps why Natsu hesitated getting too close to the blonde to begin with. Never would he admit out loud, but if there was one thing in the entire world that this pinkette hated more than anything, it was to look and feel weak to anyone, especially to himself. So deep down he knew the reason he felt a bit avoidant of her at times was for this very reason, the reason he hesitated; she made him weak.
And now... he's lost control.
Natsu snagged and ripped away all the layers of clothes he had on.
Natsu used his thighs to spread Lucy's legs allowing him to settle his lower body between her legs. His large member freed from inside his pants was starting to ache and throb, spitting out a clear and steaky liquid at the tip.
When Natsu revealed himself, Lucy unable to think straight just stared. She quickly filled with equal excitement, anticipating what was about to happen.
Her first time...
The blonde felt her mind sober up, but only slightly.
Wait...
First...
This can't happen like this...
Can it?
Lucy's first time, it needed to be special, to be remembered and cherished.
Wait!
"Lucy..." Natsu breathed out as if he some how heard her hesitation, grabbing his throbbing member. "Please..."
The pleading sound of her name coming from the masculine voice above her seemed to have a relaxant effect on her body. Lucy nervously met his piercing eyes. He seemed to be in pain; this confused and worried her for a moment.
"N-Natsu..." What was with that face?
The intense stimulation of the stare triggered a mixture of oxytocin and hormones to surge through the pair making the alcohol affects seem less problematic. In fact, the couple seemed more attentive and alert than they have ever been on this entire trip,
However for now...
They'll both be blaming the alcohol.
"I... I can't Luce... I need..." The man squeezed his eye shut and jerked his rod to calm the core chilling aches.
Lucy felt her heart leap.
The blonde rose her hand and cupped his cheek.
Natsu's eyes shot open and brown locked with obsidian.
She wanted... him.
"It's okay" She mumbled.
Morning came swiftly and in a blur.
Lucy stirred restlessly due to a loud humming, which vibrated on the side table beside. Trying to ignore the noise due to the mild oncoming headache, the blonde slipped her head underneath a pillow.
When that didn't help the now irritating noise, Lucy scoffed lightly and with her eyes still closed she blindly reached out her hand feeling around until she touched the vibrating object.
What is it? She wondered and brought the object closer to her.
Oh, the phone, Lucy forced one eye to open just slightly.
What time is it even? The thought was dismissed when she went ahead and answered the call.
"Hello?" It was a soft and quiet answer.
"Finally, I didn't think you'd pick up" A deep voice spoke.
Lucy pinched the bridge of her nose, in attempts to sooth the mild headache. "Sorry, who is this?"
The voice on the other end was silent for a moment.
"Hello?" Lucy questioned.
"Who is this?" The voice questioned back.
"Um... Lucy" The blonde answered confused. How do you not know who you're calling? She thought briefly.
"Oh! Lucy! I thought that was you" The voice seemed to perk up. "It's me Gray"
"Gray?" Lucy opened her eyes and felt a small smile curve her lips. "Hey!"
"You surprised me Luce."
"Yeah, you too. What's up?"
Gray's voice seemed to get a bit stiff over the phone. "It's nothing really. I was just calling to ask Natsu something."
Lucy knitted her brows together. "Natsu?"
"Yeah, he's always being a pain in the ass for someone to wake him up for Clover Cafe, but if he's with you then..." Gray trailed off slightly.
"With me? Natsu isn't with me." Lucy cut off, speaking slowly as if she was trying to think at the same time.
It took Gray a moment to respond, but when he did there was a bit of confusion in his voice as well.
"He isn't? But you're answering his phone? What, did that flame head idiot misplace it?"
"I want you so fucking bad" The image was quick to flash through her memory causing Lucy to flinch.
"What?" Lucy's cheeks flushed at the memory.
"Did he lose his phone? Is that why you have it? He's never been one for technology." Gray repeated, thinking she didn't hear him.
The body of a toned man briefly flashed in the memory.
"Is it okay?" The masculine voice spoke.
"Yes..." Lucy heard her own voice speak.
Lucy sprung to sit up on the bed, slapping her free hand over her mouth with a gasp as she examined the red phone with orange flames. How did Lucy not know she wasn't answering her own phone?! She never put's it on vibrate!
"OH MY GOD!" she jerked her head to the right side of the bed.
There beside her was the very same torso in which vividly swept across her mind; Natsu Dragneel; sleeping soundlessly with the white blanket covering the lower half of his body.
"What happened?" Gray's voice echoed through the phone that was pulled away from Lucy's ear.
Almost too quickly the blonde peered down at her own body, revealing her voluptuous body she was already accustomed to viewing. A sharp scream was caught in the back of her throat causing her mouth to become dry.
"Luce, are you alright?" The raven man haired man seemed concerned over the phone.
After coming up with, what to her was, the lamest excuse to get off the phone, Lucy frantically circled around the small hotel room. Scurrying and rummaging for clothes to put on; it was lucky for her that she was in her own hotel room, so even with the hazy mind of racing thoughts, and flushed heat burning her cheeks, the beautiful girl was able to pull out an outfit. It was a simple outfit that consisted of an iconic look; a short white tank-top with a large blue heart's mark on it, under a sleeveless blue mini-jacket with some yellow lining, a pair of blue, gothic-style gloves on both of her arms with white trimming, paired with a black miniskirt that was tighten up with a white belt, finishing this look with a pair of long-black socks and brown combat boots. The cute outfit which worked well in her haste to pull herself together and escape the room without being detected.
Lucy grabbed a white Lady Dior bag, she got from her mom's closet one year a while back, and hurried to the door. However as she held the doorknob she felt her heart jump and sink into the pit of her stomach. Lucy froze in place.
Carefully the girl craned her head over her shoulder, peeking at the man passed out in bed.
'I should at least wake him up before I leave' Lucy thought to herself.
Letting out a soft sigh, Lucy pulled her hand away from the door and turned back towards the room. Stalking quietly, Lucy inched closer to the bed then leaned in slightly, reaching her hand out aiming towards Natsu's shoulder. All of a sudden Lucy found herself pausing again. She gazed down at the man, feeling her heart tickle a bit.
What was she supposed to do? Or even say? Did they even really go that far last night? It was blurry in the front of her mind and yet...
Lucy retracted her hand away from Natsu, only to turn her hand to her tingling lips.
In the back of her mind she could almost still feel everything.
Every kiss...
every touch...
and...
every...
Lucy blushed.
"N-Natsu..."
"I... I can't Luce... I need..." The man squeezed his eye shut.
Lucy felt her heart leap. "It's okay"
"It's okay?" He questioned
"Yes."
Natsu a bit apprehensively steadied his aching rod holding it just at the entrance of Lucy's slippery core.
Lucy could feel her body tense up as the tip of Natsu's member begged for entrance and before she could think of anything else, with a shaky breath on both sides taken, in one solid trust, Lucy felt the invasion into her creamy walls, spreading and stretching her open perfectly to take in Natsu's massive length.
"Waahhh!" Lucy couldn't help the yelp that escaped her mouth.
Natsu also let out a deep growl as the walls around his member squeezed tightly almost making him lose his mind right there.
Two small streams of blood oozed out of Lucy's core as Natsu shifted himself more firmly.
"Are you okay Luce?" Natsu managed to peep out hoarsely, asking not only for her, but his own sanity too. Was HE alright?
"I..." Lucy lost her words when she felt Natsu's member sliding even deeper.
"Are you in?" She asked vaguely.
Well of course he was, she could clearly feel him.
"Half in" He rumbled back deeply.
Half!?
Lucy couldn't believe it. To be filling her up this much and yet still have more to put in?
Will the rest of him even fit, or will she be broken?
"W-Wait..." She mewled nervously
"You want me to stop?" Natsu asked, internally begging for a refusal to the question.
As if he could stop now...
Lucy blinked the memory away, dropping her hands to her side. In that very same moment Lucy's cell phone started to ring loudly in her purse that was still hanging off her shoulder.
Natsu's eyes abruptly opened from the loud noise, and dark brown met with obsidian eyes. Lucy's heart leaped as the two enter a prolonged gazed. Memories of last night shower brokenly across both of their minds, dancing and toying around causing a slight shift in the air around them.
They remember. Remember ogling intensely while Natsu slammed into her core desperately wanting her just as much as she wanted him.
But now... how are they going to react?
"Lucy?" Natsu's voice broke the silence, triggering Lucy to jump back a good foot or so and fumble through her purse to pull out her pink phone.
"H-Hello" She stammered trying to ignore the pinkette whom was now sitting up on the bed.
Natsu looked over at Lucy suspiciously as her eyes darted from one corner of the room, to Natsu, back to another corner of the room mmhing and ahhhing whoever was on the other end of the phone. "Oh really? That sounds fun, I'll be happy to go too." Lucy spoke over the phone.
Natsu let out a large yawn and as he went to stretch his eyes fell to his lap.
"Hm?" The pinkette lifted the blanket that covered his lower body and scratched his cheekbone
"I'm naked. Did you steal my clothes Lucy?" Natsu asked nonchalantly
Lucy spit out saliva being caught off guard by the questions her cheeks heating up a deep red.
"NO I DIDN'T!" Lucy hissed embarrassed.
"Well then where are they?" He asked causally.
Lucy turned her back and pressed her phone harder against her cheek. "I don't know, probably scattered on the floor some where!"
"Why would they be there?" Natsu played stupid, scanning the floor to find all his clothes.
"What?" Lucy's attention was brought back to the person on the phone. "Oh um, no one is here, that was just... Uh-" Lucy tried to think by pacing a little.
As Natsu slipped into his boxers and pants, he couldn't really hear much of what was being said on the other end of the phone, however he could definitely make out to be one of the girls.
"Okay, thanks for the invite I will meet you guys there in ten minutes." Lucy hung up the phone.
"Who was it?" Natsu asked slipping into his skin tight black muscle shirt.
"Just Levy-chan." The blonde turned slightly towards the man who was now pushing his arms through the dark red leather trench coat he wore yesterday.
"Is the gang getting together?"
"No, just the girls." Lucy started. "Apparently there is a mini mall around here, and on the way Levy-chan said there is a new NailHair shop that opened up. She wanted to try but thought it would be more fun to make a girls morning out of it."
Natsu scrunched his nose a bit. "Sounds boring."
Lucy smiled but only softly before the couple fell into a silence. It didn't take any time at all for the silence to thicken bringing a heavy sense of awkwardness with it. Except, this wasn't the kind of awkward where the couple was questioning 'What the hell did we do'. No, actually it was more like being partially aware of what happened, playing dumb, and quietly longing to closing the seemingly too wide distance between them.
Were they still really just going to pretend to be 'friends?'
"Oh that's right" Lucy just then recalled something, pulling Natsu's attention to her. "Gray called a little bit ago."
Natsu shifted his weight onto one leg uncaring to where this was going so far.
Lucy finished anyway. "He mentioned something about a clover cafe."
Natsu's unamused expression dropped into an alarmed look. "Oh shit, what time is it?"
Lucy peeked down at her phone briefly before returning her gaze to the man. "It's a little after nine."
Natsu's eyes widened in almost a panic, scanning the room to ensure he had all his belongings. "Oh shit then I gotta go!"
"In a hurry?" Lucy questioned.
"This place is a breakfast cafe. The best in the entire whole damn town but it's only open until ten."
"Wow!" Lucy was surprised. "Why close so early if they're so good?"
"It's a small family business. They save jewels I guess."
"How cool. It makes me want to check it out too."
"Come with me" Natsu offered taking a step to the door.
Lucy pressed her lips together and straightened her poster slightly. "Gonna meet the girls remember. I already said yes to them"
"Oh that's right." Natsu nodded. "Next time?"
"Sure." Lucy smiled then her eyes dropped to Natsu's torso. She watched him carefully as he made his way towards the hotel door. Each step closer was an invitation for the thickness of the room to be increased. The heaviness could not be ignored, nor could it be spoken of. It felt taboo
Though the pinkette was walking swiftly when he passed Lucy, it was as if just for that moment time has slowed down. His shoulder lightly grazed against her shoulder as he scurred by, leaving the lingering of his warm musky fiery scent.
The blonde felt her breath catch slightly as the lingering scent forced her to replay fragmented moments of last night.
"W-Wait..." She mewled nervously
"Do you want me to stop?" Natsu asked, internally begging for a refusal to the question.
As if he could stop now...
Lucy stayed silent for a moment filling the boy with a small sense of dread.
"No." She finally whispered letting Natsu sigh in relief. "It's just..."
"What?"
"It's my first time... could you be gentle?" Lucy asked innocently through her long eye lashes.
Natsu felt his cheeks heat up slightly and his body acted faster than his mind could think swooping down and pressing his lips into hers.
"Not a problem Luce." He replied after breaking the kiss. "Can I... You know? Being half in is making me kind of..." he trailed off.
Lucy smiled shyly. "It's okay."
Natsu smiled back and pushed himself in more. Inch by inch until finally he was all in. "Oh shit Lucy!" He squeezed his eyes shut.
The blonde dug her nails lightly into Natsu's arms upon full invasion. Feeling herself being stretched to what felt like her limit. The girl shifted slightly underneath the man trying to relax herself from the sudden intense pressure of being so full.
"You're so fucking tight I can't take it..." Natsu grumbled.
Lucy arched her back slightly trying to get used to the member, but it was just so big. It was tearing her from the inside and she was started to feel a bit apprehensive.
Natsu opened one eye and saw the worried look on Lucy's face and immediately dropped his concerns onto her.
"Are you alright? Talk to me Luce."
The blonde looked up at Natsu with tears lapping from the corners of her eyes.
"Shit!" Natsu almost pulled out. "Am I hurting you?"
Natsu's growing concern for her made Lucy start to relax a little. The more the blonde felt her body relax, the less pressure she felt; and soon her warm moist walls welcomed the intense outsider.
"Lucy?" Natsu mumbled.
Lucy smiled softly and cupped Natsu's cheek settling some of his anxiety. "I'm okay Natsu."
Lucy blinked and turned towards Natsu whom was already half way out the door.
"Natsu, Wait" She called, freezing him in place.
"What is it?" He asked turning his head to her.
The blonde swallowed a shallow breath. "Shouldn't we talk?"
Natsu knitted his brows. "About what?"
Lucy flushed a little bit. Perhaps now wasn't the best time. But this needed to be talked about, right? The blonde sighed and simply waved her hand, signaling a change of mind. "Never mind." After all, she just wasn't ready herself.
Natsu simply nodded. "See ya then." he slipped out of the door, letting it swing closed on its own.
Just outside the door Natsu stood in the hallway staring at his feet.
After a few seconds trapped in thought, Natsu pressed the side of his fist to his lips.
"I know... we're supposed to be just friends... but just tonight... let us be more."
The pinkette anxiously ran his fingers through his soft spiky hair.
"You can hate me in the morning... call me names, hit me, scream at me, and say that I went against everything we've promised up until now..."
"I don't care... Because I want you so fucking bad Lucy."
Heat pierced Natsu's cheeks painting them a deep shade of red.
"Fuck" Natsu cursed to himself.
Just then the door knob jingles to Lucy's hotel room, triggering the man to flee before the blonde appeared.