Blitz entered his apartment and fell face first onto the couch.

After a long day of work, he was ready to take a long and well deserved nap before ordering something for dinner.

Hopefully he wouldn't have... that dream... again.

"I better not have that dream again." He muttered before shutting his eyes and falling asleep.

He in fact… did have the dream again.

'God and satan fucking damnit.' Blitz thought as he leaned up in his dream.

It seemed as of late whenever Blitz had even a moment of peace in his sleep, life just decided to fuck him over and make him relive his worst memories.

He just expects the worsee as starred at the ceiling of his dream.

'And he should be coming in three…two…one…' Blitz thought as he pointed to the entrance.

Which was slammed open by an adult imp.

"Blitz! Wake your ass up, it's time for practice!" Cash Buckzo shouted, waking up his son.

"Morning to you too, asshole." Blitz said with a glare, looking down to see himself as a teenager once again.

'I fucking hate this.' He thought.

"Don't sass me, boy! Now hurry up, Fizz and Babrbie are waiting on us!" Buckzo said, leaving the room.

"Yeah, yeah. I'm coming." Blitz muttered, getting up and not bothering to shower since it was just a dream/memory.

So he didn't say anything else and just went with the flow and hoping this nightmare would end abruptly as he went to the big top tent.

Where his younger, teenage, innocent, and all of their original family marks/limbs siblings were waiting.

"Hey, Blitzo! Hey dad/Mr. Buckzo." They said.

Blitz gave a short wave as he knew what was coming.

"Alright guys, let's get into position one." Buckzo said as he clapped and took his place as ring master.

They nodded as they went into position one.

"Ready, dad!" Barbie said.

"Ready to go!" Fizz said with a thumbs up.

"Ready." Blitz said, having no emotion in his voice.

"Then it's showtime!" Buckzo shouted with a grin, waving his hands in the air.

Blitz was hoping this dream would end before the nightmare came as they did the routine from the high ropes, swinging from bar to bar as they did tricks in the air.

And Blitz knew what was coming up next.

"Alright gang! Big finish!" Buckzo said, pulling out a whip from somewhere.

Blitz winced at the sight it, he had no pleasant memories of that whip. Either from seeing the animals (mainly horses) getting whipped or from Buckzo threatening them to do better with it.

'Here it comes.' Blitz thought.

They all took to the bars and swung to each other, letting go and spinning in the air towards each other.

And then the nightmare began.

'First Fizz holds his hands out to catch ours.' Blitz thought, watching dream Fizz grab both their hands while in the air.

Using his tail to hold onto the bar as they swung around, only for the ropes to suddenly snap.

And all three of them began to fall, with Fizz and Barbie being the first fall while Blitz had to watch from falling slower than them.

Blitz just waited, he knew what came next. He's had this nightmare so much that nothing about it could even phase him anymore.

'And 3…2…1…' he thought as he saw his sister and brother hit the floor, bursting into guts and blood as he landed on their corpses. 'Right in cue, brain. You fucking bitch.'

He then stood up and wiped the blood from his body.

And here comes dear old dad.' Blitz thought as Buckzo ran over.

"BARBIE! FIZZ! NOOOOOOO!" He screamed in horror, falling to his knees. "My kids!"

'Bet you'd be thrilled if it was me, you dumb fucking bastard.' Blitz thought.

Suddenly, Buckzo glared at Blitz and stomped towards him!

"You! What did you do?!" He shouted as he pulled out the whip.

"I didn't do anything. The ropes broke on their own." Blitz said calmly.

"Bullshit!" Buckzo shouted as he lashed the whip at Blitz, making him dodge it by a hair as he steps back. "YOU SABOTAGE THE ROPE! YOU KILLED THEM!"

He lashed at the whip again as Blitz dodged.

"Why would I do that!?" Blitz yelled.

"Because you've always been jealous of them! Wanting to take the spotlight!" Buckzo shouted, lashing the whip again and Blitz dodge.

Please, if I would try and kill anyone... it would be you, you worthless piece of shit." Blitz said with a glare.

"Excuse me?! Don't talk to your father like that!" Buckzo shouted, whipping and hitting Blitz in the face cheek! "I brought you into this world and I will sure as satan take you out of it!"

"Then try it, motherfucker!" Blitz shouted back. "I've been wishing to be taken out of this world, a world I never wanted to be brought into!"

Buckzo didn't seemed to care what he had to say, just continuing to whip Blitz, covering him in shallow marks.

Having experienced worse, Blitz didn't even whimper from the nightmare pain.

"That all you got, dad?" Blitz asked sarcastically.

"Grrrrr!" Buckzo growled before lashing the ground, igniting the whip on fire.

"Oh, fire, wow." Blitz said, unafraid and rolling his eyes. "Imps are fireproof, remember?"

"This is hellfire dumbass!" Buckzo shouted.

"Oh really? Guess what, I've already been lit on fire before." Blitz said, crossing his arms.

More times than Blitz could count honestly but that didn't matter in a nightmare. Nothing painful in here could phase him.

"I'll fucking kill you!" Buckzo screamed as his voice became more demonic as his eyes turned black.

"If I wasn't successful, then you never will be." Blitz said, yawning a bit. "Mayeb try something else besides this boring whip shit."

Suddenly, the circus transformed into a gladiator arena full of countless weapons and with a roaring crowd of demonic fans.

All of which looked like people Blitz has wronged or people that just hate Blitz in general.

"... Okay, this is new." Blitz said with a pause.

'My nightmares have turned into torture chambers, prisons, and shooting ranges with me as the target but never a gladiator arena full of the people that hate me.' Blitz thought as he looked up at the balcony, where the master of the arena was watching. 'Wait, is that dad? Why is he up there?'

The gladiator door opened, revealing who he'd have to fight.

And it shook Blitz to his very core.

"No….No, it can't be." He said in horror, slowly walking backwards. "Mom?"

Covered in fire, skin literally melting off the bone, the "zombie" mother of Blitz glared as she wore pitch black batle armor on her arms, legs, and chest woth a black loincloth around her waist.

"ROOOOOOOAH!" The flaming nightmare mother of Blitz roared, making the crowd cheer as Buckzo raised his hand.

"Behold! Our champion has returned to claim another victim! Tilla the Slaughterer will paint the arena in blood once again!" He shouted to the crowd, pointing towards Blitz.

Who began to breath heavily and hyperventilate at the sight of seeing his mother like this.

'Mom? Fight? Us? N-No! No! I could never fight mom!' He thought as Nightmare Tilla charged at him.

"ROOOOOOAH!" She roared, grabbing two swords from the ground and a mace with her tail!

Thinking face, Blitz picked up a sword and held it defensively as she attacked him!

"No! Mom, stop!" He said, blocking all of her wild attacks.

But Nightmare Tilla didn't lisfen to him, eithwr ignoring him or acting like a wild animal, she kept attacking with the blades and mace. Even flipped and spinning around Blitz with shocking acrobatics to try to kill him!

'Shit! She's even better than I remember!' Blitz thought, blocking upwards, backwards, and from the sides as fast as he could.

Looking around, Blitz saw a shield buried in the dirt and rushed to it, making his nightmare mother follow.

He picked it up and held it close, using it to block the attacks from Nightmare Tilla as the crowd roared in amusement, shouting slurs and slander against Blitz.

"Kill him!"

"Rip his throat out!"

"Shove that sword up his ass and tear it out through his spine!"

Blitz tried his best to block the voices out. It was the same thing he did in his other nightmares but these seemed more ferocious, louder and more defined as Nightmare Tilla broke her swords again his shield.

"Oh thank Satan, she's-" Blitz was knocked back roughly by the mace smashing into his shield! "AAAAAH!"

"Roooooah!" Nightmare Tilla roared as she discarded the broken swords and picked up a spear.

She lifted it up and went to stab, slash, or bash Blitz's shield. Chipping and cracking it away bit by bit.

"Mom! Please just-" Blitz was knocked back again!

"SHUT UP, YOU LITTLE BASTARD!" Nightmare Tilla screamed at him.

With a powerful swing, Nightmare Till knocked his shield away, before she stabbed Blitz right through his stomach!

"GUH!" Blitz gasp in pain as the crowd cheered for Nightmare Tilla. "M-Mom!"

"You ruined everything! You destroy our circus! You maimed your brother! You made out Barbie in a mental hospital!" NightmareTilla shouted, pushing forward and forcing Blitz to slam into a wall! "I can't understand why you keep living like a parasite after the fire! You should've been the one to die! You DESERVED to die!"

"... ... ...I know." Blitz said softly, crying a bit.

Why he cried was from the emotional pain, not caring about the physical pain as Nightmare Tilla moved closer.

"You were the biggest mistake I have ever made my life." She said with a hiss.

"... Then just fucking end me." Blitz said softly.

This actually made Nightmare Tilla flinch as she stopped before him, looking him in the eyes.

"What did you just say?" She asked.

You say I was a mistake... Correct it then!" Blitz yelled with a glare.

The crowd became strangely silent as the "mother" and son stared each other down.

"WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! DO IT! DO IT ALREADY!" Blitz yelled at her.

Nightmare Tilla still seemed to hesitate as she let go of the spear and brought the mace to her hands, holding it up and ready to bash his skull and brain in.

But that was when he woke up from the nightmare. There was no gasp this time, only a small blink as if he woke up from a normal dream.

"…What the literal fuck as that?" He asked himself.

'I'm getting really tired of this shit.' He thought, wiping some sweat away.

Looking at his phone, Blitz saw that barely an hour had gone by since his nap.

You know what? Fuck it! Sleep is for the weak anyway!" He said as he jumped off the couch.

Using his phone, Blitz called his favorite delivery place for dinner. It was run by probably the only person that he's never pissed off, so he knew it was reliable.

"Hello? Yeah it's me. I'll have 2 orders of my usual. Actually, make it 3 orders." Blitz said into the phone before hanging up.

With that dealt with, he moved to do something else.

"Now I need a shower to wash off this damn nightmare funk." Blitz said as he could smell himself.

Why nightmare sweat made someone smelled so bad, who knows?

Loona might know after being around Bee for so long but she's not here right now, so Blitz will put that question aside for now.